If our relationship ends, please stop calling me, don't act like we're friends, because when we form a relationship you act like a stranger, so please be a stranger.
Last night, my ex-boyfriend called me and told me some things.
He never thought I was beautiful.
I broke up with him because he cheated on me twice, he wouldn't admit it, but last night he called me again, he said he didn't cheat on me, but he wanted to, only that girl didn't agree.
I don't believe him, he always lied to me, even when I show him clear evidence.
My question is: why do you keep hurting me? Why don't you leave me alone? My heart can't carry all this anymore. Too many feelings, tears and time I wasted for you.
You made me afraid to fall in love. You made me feel useless. You made me feel ugly and unwanted. Only I, know what's in my heart.
I don't want to keep in touch with you because I loved you so much, and if I kept talking to you I'd fall in love with you again.
And I don't want that. All I want is to find that special person. That person who understands me and is there for me all the time, and who I'm always there for.
I can't believe I was telling you I love you more than anything in this world, a person who today threatens me and offends me.
I'd like to go somewhere far away, somewhere where no one knows me. Sometimes I would like to die, and yet I would like to live, to enjoy every drop of life that touches my soul.
I'm sorry for exposing my problems here, I just don't have anyone to talk to about it. And I was thinking that maybe my story will help someone ever. A love story that ended up like a horror movie. I fell in love with a "bad boy" and that's the price I'm paying now. Tears wasted. Wasted time. Feelings thrown in the trash. A broken soul...
I hope someone reads my story and learns from it. I hope you have a good and productive day.
Lots of love! โค๏ธ
(I'm so sorry for my English)
M-astraea
