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i hope gooseworx keeps making art for as long as she wants to and isn’t deterred by this bullshit. with tumblr it’s always “we need more marginalized creators!” and then they bully every marginalized creator they can find until they stop making art. more often than not this happens to any transfem making anything whatsoever.
I experienced psychedelic ego death but my memory is so bad that I just went back to normal today. Literally can't have anything good because other people or my own brain just keep it from me
“I just need to learn how to seem more normal and they’ll leave me alone,” she thought, lacking any ability to understand why the boys they said were her peers seemed to hate her from the moment they met her
Patriarchal society teaches boys to hate girls and believe it or not being a girl involuntarily sorted into boys spaces can very often mean being seen as an acceptable (and even deserving) target for that prejudice
“Hello yes the boys you keep forcing me to be around keep attacking me on sight and the girls I find myself relating to and drifting towards have already learned that ‘boys’ are dangerous, which I don’t disagree with, but as a result they’re keeping their distance out of fear that I’m the exact sort of predator I’m trying to find refuge from, may I have some basic human kindness and connection, please?”
“That’s extremely selfish of you have you considered that maybe you deserve to be abused?”
“I had not! I’ll just internalize that now since it’s the only consistent message that anyone is sending”
I literally cannot stress enough the constant societal forces that work 24/7 to make even an unrealized trans girl think that her existence is fundamentally wrong and she deserves to be punished for it
Before I knew it was about gender I still knew that there was something ‘defective’ about me that justified the bullying and the harassment and the total lack of empathy from the people who billed themselves as figures of authority
i could never leave this website
every day i wake up and praise the transmasc homo habilis who first informed women that we could have sex with each other 2.4 million years ago
Woah I didn't know those fucking lizards were transmasc
if you call women “females” i automatically do not trust or like you
you really wont like the military then buddy
jokes on you, i already hate the military
i think about how being a trans woman means subjecting yourself to endless suffering. stares in public, confrontations with strangers, harassment online. at best it's a cavalcade of freaks in the comments of all your posts trying to piss you off, at worst it's doxxing and long-term "lolcowing" on sites like kiwifarms.
i think about how in spite of this most trans women try to be exceptionally kind and compassionate. many of them do this so as not to turn away allies, of course. people are predisposed to abandon or find reason to hate us, so we must always be on our best behavior, kinder than anyone could be expected to be, damn near saintly. but still, they endure.
most trans women i know have been cast out from somewhere. lost social groups, in person or online, usually both. most trans women i know have been abused, starting with their parents and continuing into friends, partners, and otherwise. most trans women i know have seen the worst parts of humanity on full display all the time.
but every trans woman i know is also kind. trying their hardest every day, wanting so badly to be decent, to be good, to be kind. in the face of such endless and unceasing hardship i am shocked to see, always, that my sisters keep a brave face and keep smiling, keep doing good, keep trying to be their best selves. and i am astonished. because i think there really is something magical abt that.
dont shit in MY sandwich and call it a delicacy in some parts of eastern europe
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holy shit it's Elon Musk...kill yourself
I have a disease called I want to text you so much but I have no idea what I would even write
i have a similar one called i want more contact but I'm afraid I'm being overbearing so I'll just wait for you to start
I have autism
another Black trans woman was found murdered, louisiana this time, and the news is consistently misgendering her in all the reporting. her name was marlow trottie and she was only 35 and she was a woman. don’t let them erase her womanhood.
i love girls who are psychotic i love girls who are delusional i love girls who are bipolar i love girls who are bpd i love schizo girls i love insane girls i love girls who are mad i love girls who don't know what the fuck is wrong with themselves i love girls who are told something is wrong with them i love girls who are angry i love girls who are violent i love girls who have no remorse uhhh
i love girls who cry all the time i love girls who don't sleep i love girls with akithisia i love girls who get scared of everything i love girls with memory loss i love girls who are hypersexual i love girls who are sex repulsed i love girls who can't go outside i love girls who can't walk i love girls who can't make a phone call i love girls who are rude i love girls with flat affect i love girls who see shit i love girls who hear shit i love girls who feel nothing i love girls who feel everything i love girls who forget your name i love girls who age regress i love girl who are more than one girl i love girls who aren't girls uhhh
especially when they're black and trans
god i love trans womens voices
like idc if shes voice trained or not or somewhere in between hearing a trans womans voice is so lovely and warm it lifts my spirits and makes me feel at home trans women i love it when you speak keep doing that
im surprised it took this long for someone to pull this bullshit. fuck off my post, this is for trans women
we dont fucking get voice change on hrt. we dont get to post monthly fucking updates on how affirming our voices are. we either get ridiculed for having deep "masculine" voices or we have to spend so much fucking time and effort and money to practice a voice we have to consciously use every fucking time. and you come on my fucking post celebrating transfem voices and have the fucking audacity to bring up how lovely it is trans men get their voices changed on hrt? fuck yourself
"I will never swim again until and unless I get surgery."
"This is why I try so hard to protect my trans sister, she has to deal with so much of this all of the time."
"And this is why I will never learn how to swim"
"I never go swimming, unless it's an event that explicitely mention that Trans Women are welcome"
And other such tags I am vaguely paraphrasing are ones I have had the horror of reading on my post. The trans girls are not swimming. It feels like there is a hole in my body where my heart should be, through which all my blood is pouring. I can't.
This is just the tiniest fucking window into how transmisogyny affect people. This is about a space that was held by trans people and for trans people where the transphobia targeting a transfeminine person was prioritized over everything else.
If anyone doesn't believe how badly transfems want to swim and how badly they fucking don't get to, don't feel/aren't safe enough to do so, whatever the fuck else, just look at the comments and tags. I thought there were already too many for it to be random on a post with, at this time, about ten times the reach of this one hereabove.
And yet I have ten times as many tags and comments on this here post about trans women and transfems not swimming. Heartbroken doesn't fucking cover it. I am trying to stay sane in the face of this but I am seriously not doing a great job at it. Fucking hell.
i miss swimming.
Trans men having male privilege doesn't mean trans men dont experience transphobia. It doesn't mean we don't experience oppression at all. it just means that we can leverage our position over trans women and get away with it. We can destroy their lives and face 0 repercussions. It means if it comes between a trans man's word and a trans woman's word, he is more likely to be believed. If you're a feminist this should anger you and you should work to make sure that you're aware of this and never do it. If this makes you defensive, you're probably already doing it. Fix your heart.
how do you stick to a creative endeavour for more than 3 days at a time
lifelong depression has absolutely fried my brain everyone tells me "just do the thing you want to do and enjoy doing in order to improve at it" and i look at them like they're a fucking alien with unnatural powers
i tell them "you could not possibly understand how many times I've tried and failed to do that" then they look at me like I'm the alien. i guess i am the alien. living should not feel like such a burden to me
