[desudog-deactivated20240822]

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There seems to be a lotus blooming in my askbox. Let's all fold our hands behind our backs maturelike and view it for a moment

[evilscientist3]

Theyre called draculas because they drank u. La

[jame7t]

Did anyone else hear just one single angelic note

[bogdreamz]

[6546574]

[onpaperboats]

the battle of the bands :

[pukicho]

I intend to pour resin over everything so nothing ever changes again

[onpaperboats]

[calcazars]

let it be known that i touch grass frequently and I’m still like this.

[fishpondfish]

mymusician... oughh my little bug [remembers parasocial relationships are bad] [remembers infantilization is bad] this complete stranger is their own huge bug

[consolehigh]

Visit Original Link

[exitwound]

jacqueline woodson

[onthecrosslook]

fame puts you there where things are hollow

[lostxanadu]

the thing about being bullied for being weird as a kid is that even if you've always embraced being weird your brain is still always looking for the line where it's too much. you can be as proudly and intentionally weird as you want and you can love being weird but your mind is still convinced there's a point where you get too weird and people start treating you like a weird looking bug again. also it feels like you reach that point 500 times a day even if everyone you've spoken to today found you pleasant and likable and even if you're completely alone in your house with nobody looking at you at all.

[ghostpunkrock]

stepping back from the rpf perspective a bit, I still think it must be so disorienting to watch your best friend from adolescence enter into a life stage of so much individual success and fame for something that you’ve known since you met him that he’s good at and now everything is finally paying off for him in big public ways and you’ve spent the past two decades struggling with your own creative motivation and feeling like you don’t have a strong enough artistic voice to say anything meaningful and thinking that you’re own talents are best served in a supporting role to actualize someone else’s vision so you decided to dedicate your life to supporting his dreams and his vision and this is actually the SECOND time in both your lives where this separation of success ratio is happening between you two and he’s also getting married before you which is another way that he’s grown up and grown apart from you so he doesn’t need to rely on you the way that maybe he did when you were young and living in each other’s pockets and you have to face this stark reminder of this celebration of his dual success over you immediately before your 43rd birthday. like it actually is quite bleak

[ghostpunkrock]

AND said best friend has a PATTERN of REPLACING YOU with OTHER MEN who LOOK LIKE YOU

[cazyhazemave]

this is crazy. the two of you x

[mattsheadband]

seeing the new spiderman movie and thinking hm. so two best friends are placed into an alternate universe? where one is famous and the other becomes a crazy super fan? and only one remembers? there are ntbtstm everywhere for those with eyes to see #MyCathedrals

[onlinewebseries]

NTBTS in The Toronto Star, July 30th 2009