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Maybe I’ll just go back to drinking to quiet my thoughts.

#at least I can breathe better #weed #drinking #alcohol #anxiety #depressed #self destruction #depression #I’m done #personal #mine #mental health #mad #stressed #angry

Ate too much today. Time to shame myself tomorrow.

#food #shame #anxiety #depression #mental health #eating #fasting #personal #mine #self destruction #broken

anxietyproblem

No way i see myself getting through this week without sh. I could try to be positive and try not to but the consequences of that seem so much worse.

#I give up #I’m done #I’m losing it #gotta pick my battles #even if others don’t get it #I’m exhausted #personal #mine #miserable #depressed #depression #anxiety #sh #worry #losing my mind #mental health #anxious #angry #stressed

On another episode of my obsessive negative thoughts, I have the new urge to hate all the psych meds I take. Between having such a hard time with this latest med and finding about this condition that can be caused by many psych meds that I’m pretty sure I’ve been dealing with for awhile (but have no clue which one it could be from since I’ve been on so many and take quite a few currently), it was very difficult to take my meds today.

Literally I’m so miserable that I don’t care what happens at this point, I’m just trying to survive.

#obviously I know I just can’t stop taking them #but I keep putting it off and messing up the timing of them #and the one I’ve been working on tapering off of #well that one I don’t have it in me to take anymore #literally I’m so miserable #depression #anxiety #psych meds #side effects #medication #mental heath #mine #personal #self destruction #careless #lost #I give up #depressed

Think this med takes the cake for causing the most side effects..and messing with my mind for that matter. At least that I can remember. Which is saying a lot considering I’ve been on at least 15 meds to try to help with my mental health.

#and that med would be auvelity #between the severe stomach issues #and the dissociation #and now I’m realizing the level of sedation #depression #anxiety #mental health #meds #psych meds #depressed #broken #personal #mine #side effects #hopeless #out of options #well almost #auvelity #dissociation

Not feeling like it used to on here. But that’s okay because at least I have a place to say I don’t feel like going to sleep and didn’t even take a nap today.

#have to be up in four hours #not like me at all #I nap every day usually whether I want to or not #sleep #not tired #anxiety #worry #anxious #sad #hopeless #personal #mine #depression #depressed

I’m back. I’ve been missing having a place for all my depressing thoughts and sarcasm.

#depression #I don’t even know if this place is the same anymore #anxiety #hopeless #i’m back #personal #mine #depressed #sad #sarcasm

mmleepmlorp

My five year plan is to just see what happens

landmineblogging

it renews every five years

Had 4 drinks and the negative thoughts are still persisting..wtf

#personal #mine #self destruction #drinking #drunk #depression

horsemotifs

who up being undesirable

honestloverboy

They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

willgrahamscock

fake idgafer, I saw you use maladaptive daydreaming to feel a sense of control and comfort

greelin

if a job is going to be soul-sucking it should be paying $25 an hour. minimum

lemonadepeachtea

I’m too sensitive for life

datadegroove-deactivated2026042

I'm sorry I did something weird if it makes you feel better I torment myself and consider suicide about it every day

sweatermuppet

therapy can't replace getting so angry alone in your room you feel lightheaded

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