madmeow 🐈‍⬛

18!! | she/they | ♉︎ lesbian :)

[madmeowblog]

it hurts

[howelljenkins]

having to come to terms with the fact that love is not an everlasting performance in which you attempt to retain the attention of your significant other but rather a release of control and putting faith into them and trusting them to choose to stay with you no matter what you have to offer

[howelljenkins]

to love and be loved is to rest

[her-stars]

never forget that the Grinch was raised by a lesbian couple 💚

[weltenwellen]

Athena Nassar, from "Love Is Not Always Song, but the Swelling"

[weltenwellen]

Alex Dimitrov, from "Tuesday"

[aimseytv]

how it feels being the only lesbian

[aimseytv]

i just realised i didnt add 'in my friendgroup' and now it just looks like i got rid of all the lesbians and i'm sad about it

[mozilla-firefucks]

First cavewoman to notice grugetta's back looks really nice when she's banging rocks together

[happyheidi]

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ. October will bring blessings.

ﾟ･｡･ﾟ

[witchrealms]

(x)

[lanadelreyretroaesthetics]

[madmeowblog]

biblical

i want someone to take my words like a bible

listen to me like i’m your religion

bow down on your knees

and pray to me like

i’m the only thing you believe in.

take my words like

you can’t live without me

you can’t breathe without me.

like i’m your last hope,

your light in an endless pit of darkness.

take my words like a bible

like you’re afraid to believe in anything else

[nikswonderland]

among stars and nostalgia

[mils-666]

<3

[blackqueerblog]

they are beautiful wow

[madmeowblog]

dye(ing) to feel something

the dye sticks to everything

it’s been months of me attempting to wash it out.

i think i’ve tried everything

soap, bleach,

a mixture i made myself from a recipe online,

but it just won’t escape me.

maybe it’s that i haven’t tried hard enough

haven’t scrubbed enough

(i need my nails to bleed from the force)

maybe i just need to find the perfect remedy

to wash away all the stickiness (sickness)

my darkness disappearing down the shower drain

“how to get rid of dye that won’t wash away, a dye that won’t leave me”

it’s all over my clothes

my room

my skin

staining the white tile in the little bathroom

right outside of my bedroom door

how long do i have to live like this?

surrounded by a color

i never even wanted to have

something i just wanted to try

for maybe say,

a new beginning.

even after all that i have done,

i’ve waited for it to go away

to fade

but it feels as though it’s a part of me now

a new found part of myself.

maybe i can accept it (maybe i should get some help)

the dye sends me into sudden realizations

it almost speaks to me

places i had never seen before, parts of me i never knew, all covered in sticky, repulsive stains.

it won’t leave me (no, it can’t just say goodbye)

the dye sticks to everything

and i’m waiting for the day that i feel nothing at all

[dlwrish]

[girluninterrupted22]

“I can fix her” but this is her:

[madmeowblog]

my roommate

sometimes,

late at night

in the depths of my dark room

i turn over

and expect to see you there.

laying there.

nose to nose with me

your brown eyes staring deep into mine.

breath intertwining,

your chapped lips grazing my own.

but,

my room is different now.

i now have a TV that sits on my dresser

and a lamp on my nightstand

to keep the monsters away.

you see,

there are places that you have no longer touched,

places where your presence doesn’t even begin to linger.

all except my bed.

although i have new sheets,

and a brand new bedspread,

i can occasionally still feel you there.

i imagine i can still smell the lingering of your scent,

damp hair from the shower of earlier that day.

all in the place where we spent our time the most

the place where our bodies became one.

so much time has passed,

so much has changed,

yet i have to ask:

when will the day arrive that you finally leave my room?