maerps,

a writing blog by mae. dead dove / minors dni.

[maerps]

remade. you can now find me @throatsplit.

#MAERPS. 🦇🖤 A PRIVATE MULTI-MUSE WRITING BLOG BY MAE, SHE/HER, TWENTY8. DEAD DOVE / MINORS DNI / MATURE & TRIGGERING CONTENT PRESENT. VIEWER DISCRETION ADVISED.

(s)low activity, low effort. just writing & good vibes.

content warning & guidelines — please read before interacting. ♡

main muses: sandra cross. louis degarmo. micah sawyer.

secondary muses — request only, plotting preferred.

navigation: memes. wishlist. open starters. plot inspo. character tags. psa tag. kinks/limits. permanent inbox call. aes sideblog (usfw).

🖤 our favorite people.

cemeterysgirl. pixieseer. flappervcmp / solsanguinem. malumxsubest. savagecuhnt. doesoft. theres-nothing-to-be-scared-of. unapxlogeticme.

[maerps]

the new blog for anyone who would like it: @throatsplit.

[maerps]

the new blog for anyone who would like it: @throatsplit.

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got some auntie-ing to do today (which is extra interesting because he's at that "i'm nearly 2 so we're starting the terrible 2s early" stage and i still can't walk lmao) so i'm not sure how much i'll be able to be around, but i'll try to at least pop in on discord later tonight <3 love y'all xoxo

[maerps]

isn't it so pretty? 🥺

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discord writing, perhaps?

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heyo my loves i miss all of you. 🖤 i'm here lurking today and trying to get my creative brain back, but i'm struggling like hell. contemplating a change - but y'all will know when i do lmao. in the meantime, i hope y'all are doing good and i love y'all xoxo.

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k remember the change? i'm gonna try to be smart for once and instead of just a new blog with new characters while i ignore the fuck out of all the others, i think i'll move all my babies over to the new blog as secondary characters so i don't have to worry about abandoning anyone. i'm not really sure if i'm going to move threads n stuff over yet or not. there are a few things i know i want to keep, but i don't want to overwhelm myself right off the bat and then pull a disappearing act again lmao (it's not funny but if i don't laugh at it i'll cry and no one wants that). i just desperately need a fresh start and a clean slate so i can ease back in instead of piling a million things on myself at once.

this is just me talking to the void tbh it's not really important. many thoughts and nowhere to put them, you know?

but i'm also gonna switch up writing styles. nothing crazy but i feel like i always put way too much pressure on myself to make my writing sound good but it just ends up taking away from the plot/storyline (i don't have this problem on discord ironically — it's gotta be one of those weird tumblr rpc quirks). like the whole thing with purple prose??? (no offense to anyone who writes or enjoys purple prose bc i don't have a judgy bone in my body and also i love it too) just like less filler and more.... getting from point a to point b, you know? idk if that makes sense but if u get it u get it lmao. i've been writing on discord a bit lately just to test the waters and get some creativity back and i feel sm happier with my writing there than anything i've put out on the dash over the past couple months and while i don't really gaf about ""quality"" as long as we're all having fun and kicking our feet n giggling... i just feel like it'd be a cool thing to do for myself.

also added a whole ass paragraph about activity in the rules on the new blog bc i feel so horrible about the disappearing acts? i know i shouldn't because unmedicated mental illness fucking sucks and life is rough but a lot of the time i'll have like a solid week where i'm feeling great and i've got the energy to be here and write but then i'll be down for three weeks with some kickass depression (i am the queen of self-isolation when i get like that, so sorry) and then i'll rinse and repeat. and like, yeah this is a hobby not a jobby and we don't owe anyone shit but also... i know what it feels like to be excited for something just to be let down and i don't ever wanna make anyone feel like that? even if it's just tumblr rp??? it's something i'm constantly struggling with and i never know the correct way to make my writing partners aware so i'm just gonna... put it in the carrd and hope everyone reads it idk. if you've got any advice on that aspect, let me know because i am all ears.

YIKES i'm gonna shut up now. love y'all v much!!! xoxo

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idc how long it's been since i've written for the dynamic, i will die before i delete that shared pin board

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it's late (early?) enough that i can safely throw the new sideblog on dash... y'all can't see yet but the queue? sexc

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heyo my loves i miss all of you. 🖤 i'm here lurking today and trying to get my creative brain back, but i'm struggling like hell. contemplating a change - but y'all will know when i do lmao. in the meantime, i hope y'all are doing good and i love y'all xoxo.

[prokopetz]

The author's poorly disguised fetish

The author's proudly displayed fetish

The author's fetish you're pretty sure they don't realise they have

The author's fetish which they're firmly convinced everyone has and is just pretending otherwise

The author's non-sexual special interest which just sounds like a fetish because of their habitually unfortunate phrasing

The fetish the author is making a well-meaning effort to cater to in spite of clearly not understanding it themselves

The author's fetish that never quite makes it into the text because they keep getting sidetracked by the requisite worldbuilding

The author's utterly pedestrian sexual preference which the text treats like a bizarre fetish because they've got shit to work through

The author's seemingly innocuous recurring trope they're going to have a personal revelation about ten years down the road

The author's fetish you missed on a first reading because it's so far out of pocket, it never occurred to you that you could sexualise that

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isn't it so pretty? 🥺

[miillennials]

*reminder*

just because i’m very slow with replies doesn’t mean i don’t care about our plot !!!

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listen i know i said i shouldn't make more blogs but... concept multi based on my cannibalistic murderers and the backwoods ass town they live in 🤔

[evadneares]

Tory Adkisson, "Anecdote of the Pig"

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@doesoft

[flappervcmp]

flappervcmp {indie selective canon divergent TVD OC} penned by Kylee - est. 2019/revamped 2024 promo template by: @rubymemes

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here i am again to share my broken ankle journey with y’all!! i got my cast removed today and they took the staples and shit out and put me in a big ass boot!! i still can’t walk for another month or so and i’ll have to do physical therapy to learn again. but damn y’all … lemme tell you. they said the staples weren’t gonna hurt being removed and THEY LIED. that shit was painful!! and it hurts so bad rn, it almost feels like the first night i had surgery 🤦🏼‍♀️ i’d take the pain of breaking it again over this tbh. i’m gonna go smoke me a big ass bowl and sit down to watch a movie!

pics below the cut!! please please don’t click if you’re squeamish. tw for a lil blood, staples, scabbing, scarring. i had screws n shit put in my ankle y’all it’s icky to look at so proceed with caution mootsies <3