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Lines of taught

Sometimes I still see you, distant in the hue.

You left your mark, my mind is bruised.

A question arise from the depths of you.

I wasnt used to it, I didnt know the rue

An endless nightmare, on repeat in my sleep.

Reminding me, for what I’ve done, forget redemption I’m long gone.

Am I awake or merely a sleep, I find myself think to often at brink .

These horrors, my actions, unspeakable true, yet all I remember is what I have done to you.

Can’t outrun these feelings growing so strong

Self hatred, the only place, I feel, I belong

Whenever I think of you, a chill to my bones

Guilt and sorrow, is what I call home

Believe me I do, regret and dispute

Myself and my word, a coward conquered

You taught me to love, ripe as the earth

Given to you and me by birth

What use was it, you took me a fool

Heart displayed for all the cruel

Our story, my point of view

ohtodisappear

my collarbones are almost appearing again

If I could have him like this in my dreams every night of my life, I'd stake my entire life on dreams and be done with the rest.

#army hammer #timothee chalamet #call me by your name

Most of us can't help but live as though we've got two lives to live, one is the mockup, the other the finished version, and then there are all those versions in between. But there's only one, and before you know it, your heart is worn out, and, as for your body, there comes a point when no one looks at it, much less wants to come near it. Right now there's sorrow. I don't envy the pain. But I envy you the pain.

- call me by your name

#call me by your name #timothee chalamet #army hammer #quoteoftheday #andre aciman #sorrow #right in the feels

you were my best friend, my only friend when times where hard. thank you

#mansbestfriend #puppy

I'm like you,' he said. 'I remember everything.' I stopped for a second. If you remember everything, I wanted to say, and if you are really like me, then before you leave tomorrow, or when you’re just ready to shut the door of the taxi and have already said goodbye to everyone else and there’s not a thing left to say in this life, then, just this once, turn to me, even in jest, or as an afterthought, which would have meant everything to me when we were together, and, as you did back then, look me in the face, hold my gaze, and call me by your name

- call me by your name

#timothee chalamet #army hammer #call me by your name #quoteoftheday #kesifølelsen

“Yes”

Roaming around the dark, my body shivering beneath his touch. Yes. Hands cuffed by his grasp, oxygen trapped in my lungs between his hands, cheeks red from his palms. Yes. In a single quick effortless movement he had me as he wanted me, defenseless. Yes. A throbbing pain and darkness before my eyes. Yes. I could slowly feel the power wither with every agreement. Until every yes was replaced by pillow stuffed moans.

- you are the essence of my desires fullfilled