I finally left that toxic person that has been sucking my life away in the past year and I am glad. The reality is that I was dodging his messages saying that I was busy; he was so depressed (like I am) and felt so lonely (I was his only friend) that he was projecting his emotions into me when I was trying to get better and enjoy my life.
Then one day I realized he was a mysoginist when he sent me an article of a girl horribly killed by a bear and told me to laugh about it. I had to put an end to that friendship because his toxicity finally clearly showed and I can't stand hateful people in my life (I already have a family for that).
After my polite message to break the friendship he sent a ton of slurs in some groups and I remembered his anger problems. There were also a few days when he spent his time making stories painting himself as a victim who did nothing wrong and is now terribly lonely. And I realized that he is one of that "lonley men" who cry because their female friends broke up with them because of tape jokes.
He then sent me a message saying he was sorry and that he was important to me and he loved me (as a friend way). I did not belive him and I couldn't forgive him. That because when he wrote to me again I realized that he didn't know what rape was and wasn't aware as what kind of life women have in this world. I refuse to explain to him all the story of half the world population because I am not a kindergarten teacher and guess what? He accusd me of begin misandrist and that I didn't "know how men live". I blocked him and on another social he wrote how misandrist are the worst kind of humans and without them there would be no hate in the world (implying that he doesn't believe misogyny is even real) and that I was still a child for saying that I would chose the bear in the whole argument bear VS men in woods. In the end he accused me of playing victim and saying that I could hurt another guy with my behavior.