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Hellbat / 28 / They/Them / Afghan

Interests (bolded is what you'll mainly see)

Project Moon (mainly Abnormalities + Meursault)

Pokemon

FFXIV

Yokai Watch

Deltarune

merch stuff

vampires + bats

...and a bunch of other stuff that'll pop up from time to time

Extra info on my strawpage (mainly for selfship stuff + faves)

#not putting this in the main post but i do block liberally. no dni since i just curate my space and block people if needed

sarajinae

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#yeeees thank you for uploading this!! one of my favourites #limbus company #audio

sugared-violetts

does anyone know how to go to sleep

nutongzhi

#my sibling put this on the tv yesterday because they were curious 😭#it was really good LOL

px41

It's june

#sent to me #FAVE

Ideal merch haul today 🥳 More Abnormality, and Regretsault merch forever

Also all of the Abnormality stickers since they're so cute! Not keeping all of them since the bestie and I wanted to split them

#.txt #merch tag #honestly my favourite types of packages because it's so hard to find abnormality merch 😭#these stickers are so cute... if this artist makes he and teth sets it's so over for me btw #i have so many faves from those risk levels lol der frei. forsaken murderer. woodsman and scarecrow. void dream. old lady. all-around helpe #the list goes on! but anyways yippee!!#that big regretsault is actually from a stationery set that was a collab between artists. each artist drew a meur e.g.o #i mainly got it for regret meursault but i might put up the electric screaming and crushbound past meurs too #i'll have to do so much rearranging o(-< but we shall see #also got my first lobotomy e.g.o hornet meursault merch too! i have this artist's cinqsault charm from last time too. really cutes #i feel like hornetsault is popular enough to have merch made of him so i'm waiting so niceys for more (he's one of my faves)#anyways i'm also quite happy about the tiny block charms too since those haven't been available since 2023. i feel insane #and thank goodness they're charms too so i can put them up on my corkboard. i barely have space for more stands lol

Also speaking of pride month, I don't really talk about any of that ever, but I see all of my faves as bisexual by default lol

#.txt #i don't really care about gender or sexuality headcanons because they don't really matter to me but to get into specifics #meursault is bi + aromantic + nonbinary (but he has a job so he doesn't really care about that right now)#der frei is bi + aro + not cis (he uses he/it in my brain)#forsaken murderer is bi + aro + he can do whatever he wants with his gender because that doesn't matter to me LOL #and then x is bi and is a trans man to me #also for my non f/os i like to think that fray ffxiv is nonbinary (they can literally be any gender)#and zero is nonbinary (she/they) and is a lesbian (duh LOL)#also i like to use they/them for jevil 🙂‍↕️ but that might just be because i'm like 'haha that's me/hellbat ffxiv )#happy pride from a bisexual aromantic nonbinary person

Like I don't know I've been into FFXIV for 6 years, and I have seen and dealt with some shit. Some FFXIV fans are some of the most bigoted people I've ever met, and no amount of queerness will save them from that

#.txt #and it's always the fucking imperial fans too i swear to god. and i'm assuming this person is white too #because looking at the wol for their comic (blonde hair + blue eyes combo from what i can tell) just tells me everything #but anyways like the casual racism does not surprise me #i'm also not surprised about the misogyny and the biphobia either because they usually go hand in hand #because it's something i've talked to friends about recently but what is with people thinking that a man and a woman being together is -#- automatically het. there was a selfship confession recently that talked about how they keep seeing that when they want more -#- mlm wlw and other queer selfships on their dash but it's like... have you thought about how these 'het' ships you're seeing are -#- actually from bisexual or pansexual women because i know for a fact that this is specifically against the women selfshippers #but anyways my last reblog doesn't surprise me but it does suck that the person is apparently popular :^/#also this person trying to act like they're the only queer ffxiv creator ever is crazy work when i follow so many #the person who made my beloved x ffxiv alt icon on twitter is nonbinary and has a wife. they're also quite popular too so like ???#like i'm thinking of all of the ffxiv people i follow and i think maybe only one is straight which isn't even a bad thing!!#but anyways be normal to women and also bi people or face my blade or whatever

galpalaven

anyway that xiv comic fragments' author is an out and proud biphobe so do not put his shit on my dash anymore thanks 🙏😊

birues

for those who want to know the url of the biphobe, it's @/nights-at-crystarium

after his blantant biphobia he has chosen to ignore people who have called him out and also has the audacity to act as a victim as if he is not the one who is outright hostile to bi folks. he also thinks if he grows big enough, his biphobia will be more acceptable.

mythandral

they're doubling down too, by the way

iron-sparrow

For those who haven't seen the original exchange, here's the dogwater take from anon that kicked us off:

hApPy pRiDe 🏳️‍🌈😚 Here's to getting upset that other queers might imagine a fictional character with no established canon sexuality to be interested in more than just one gender.

Oh, and why not sprinkle some caaaaasual racism into it! Because fans "in Japan (and maybe other places idk)" might not recognize the same shitty gender-normative stereotypes as you. So true. We the Asians should def get a pass for homophobia because our cultures are just Like That™ or whatever the fuck.

Brother. Do you know any damn thing about queerness outside of North America? Yes, Japan (and maybe other places idk) has the same/similar cultural tells for queerness because (1) Western esp American media is a major influence on global culture, and (2) shitty gendernormative and sexist beliefs are worldwide and upheld to varying levels of severity.

Holy fuck. I know people of color don't exist in English dialogues about queerness except as window dressing, but please consider perspectives outside your own. Especially during a month that celebrates the diverse spectrum of queerness.

Anyway, here's the very questionable response NAC posted and is now crashing out over:

Even if they could relate to the anon's sentiments, their response is so fucking entitled and whiny. HEY, I'M THE VICTIM. I'M BEING OPPRESSED. WHAT DO YOU MEEEEAAAAN I'M BEING INSENSITIVE TO BI/PAN/OMNISEXUAL PEOPLE YOU'RE TAKING MY WORDS IN BAD FAITH.

Like, did you all know we can have very real conversations about gay erasure without throwing other people under the bus over personal player perceptions of a fictional character's sexuality? Mind blown.

Happy Pride. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

emotional-support-carbuncle

sorry to keep harping on about this but this is what J thinks of queer creators in the community. what do we think he thinks counts as a queer creator. let's take a guess

galpalaven

sorry guys my bad he's a "pillar of the community" 🥺

arwyen-nyx

Now it's a "homophobic harassment campaign."

Oh honey, no. No it's not.

It's a "you have a massively shitty take" campaign.

#what do they put into emet selch that makes people act like this because holy shit #him being bisexual does not make him less queer but god forbid women want to ship their wol or azem with him #not to mention he had a wife in the past didn't he? LOL #these types of people will really see a man with no canon sexuality do anything and insist that he's gay just to be biphobic and -#- misogynistic. and trying to act like there's not that many queer ffxiv creators out there is insane!#most if not all of the ffxiv people i follow are queer so it's like ???? good lord #also can people stop acting like bi people that date the opposite gender are actually het 😑#i've seen this happen in another community as well and it's literally just biphobia #sorry there's so much else i can say about this but i don't want to get too rambly #i will say that an ffxiv fan being racist does not surprise me one bit though from personal experience

Anyways they keep trying to make Hellbat a normal guy in these new Seasonal events

#.txt #hellbat grimsbane tag #they keep putting them into jeans and making them bald (a.k.a hornless). who is this #i'm not really a fantasy armour guy (hellbat usually wears coats or leather jackets) but casual clothes is so ugly on them LOL #they need to stop doing this to them. AND I HATE WHEN THEY PUT X IN THE DAMN JEANS TOO. THAT'S MY 800 YEAR OLD MAN. STOP!!!#also hi i resubbed to ffxiv today. it's pvp time and also actually working on the 500k point cosmic exploration achievements maybe #it's... honestly not as bad as i remember. also i spent 28 million gil on new gear and i want to perish <- almost went under 200 million gi

I think I need to stop making fucked up shit happen to my self inserts because I was thinking about making something angsty, but it's like wow they all really do die or have something horrific happen to them, huh <- has just been sitting here like ☹️ while thinking about it for half an hour