it gets better.

the pain of yesterday is the strength of today.

[duhtrinity]

When did life become a prison?

[conscious-love]

[turtwig387]

After getting out of a toxic, abusive, manipulative, or what have you, kind of relationship, friendship, etc,

It’s okay to miss them

It’s okay to miss what you had

It’s okay to wish it didn’t happen that way

It’s okay to to be upset about how they treated you

Ita okay to be upset about it being over

It’s okay to be angry about how they treated you

It’s okay to have feelings about the situation and even about them still.

It’s okay to cry about it even though it’s over, or cry about it even because it’s over.

You can cry, you can get mad, you can express your emotions.

It’s okay.

But it’s not okay to go back to them. It’s not okay to apologize to them for how they treated you. It’s not okay to hurt other people because of how they hurt you. And it’s not okay to hurt yourself.

Please please please I know that you might still be hurting from them and from what they did and becuase it’s over, but the hurt won’t last forever. You’ll heal and you’ll be better.

They don’t deserve you.

You deserve better. You deserve good things. You deserve healthy love and healthy friendships and healthy activities.

I hope moving on, even if it’s painful, comes to you soon. I hope you’ll start to feel better soon. I hope you feel like you can go on, soon. <3

[contagiouslies]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[tsuki-dono-7-deactivated2019102]

[weltenwellen]

“the darkness fills me / i am sick of it / of things that take and take / and keep on taking”

— excerpts from my diary, things that devour

[kushandwizdom]

I need to focus and concentrate on what I’ve worked so hard for over the last 5 years. I’m constantly overwhelmed by anxiety and fear that if I don’t buckle down now, in a few years time, I will be in a shit position with a head full of regrets, and all the people who have sacrificed and put their life aside for my dream will leave me. I’ve been so disrespectful, not putting in 100% in this venture because I’m mentally elsewhere, but fuck alla that. You only have one chance in life, and the universe surrounds you with many opportunities to reach it but over the last 3 years I’ve allowed myself to become distracted and a victim of procrastination. It sucks and I’m disappointed in myself. I let my guard down, I allowed life to interfere with my vision and tbh shit has just been a blur lately. Love, death, debt, family issues, illnesses all of this shit, constantly, no breaks, one after the other. It’s too much. This year I’m minding my business and I’m focusing on myself. We are all adults and I’m not putting my shit second ever again. We are all accountable for our lives. I hustle and grind so hard, i don’t have anyone to fall back on, I don’t have avenues and options, if I don’t work I don’t eat, I depend solely on myself, and so do you! We are stronger than we believe and I have the utmost strength to get myself through anything. I have created an amazing life for myself by following my dreams and I will always encourage and support my loved ones to do the same, but I’m no longer allowing anything to stress and distract me. Im beyond focused. So if you think that I’m going to lose my shit over nonsense you must be crazy. My mother was born in a shack in South Trinidad, I have so many people to prove RIGHT. My fucking family over there are rooting for me! All of my cousins are doing great things, we are making our parents proud! So anything that costs me my peace is too expensive because it means losing my future, losing my family’s happiness, losing my business, losing my life and nothing is worth that. I’d rather die. 2017 is the year to be selfish, to focus on self improvement and to encourage prosperity. Nothing else.

[yabsototalutely]

Sleep doesn’t help if it’s your soul that’s tired

(via rey-schuyler)

[amargedom]

“You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be.”

Marilyn Manson x (via amargedom)

[mgkxo]

[pinlolz]

[gosh]

It’s not my responsibility to be beautiful, I’m not alive for that purpose. My existence is not about how desirable you find me.

Warsan Shire  (via

blackqueerboi

)

I’ll reblog this everyday if I have to.

(via kushandwizdom)

[iheartmgk]

[volatilequeen]

2015 was like a shift in the universe.

[iamhannalashay]

You’re exactly right

[angelofsunshine99-deactivated20]

It was because I have went through hell and at the same time, found myself within the darkness. So much shit and I am just amazed that I made it. I was able to combat the negativity and the bullshit I encountered. 

[kristian--cloud-deactivated2021]

i learned this year how to use the darkness in my life to see the light. it has to be empty before you can fill it.

[nmhxix]

This

[thegoodvibeco]

[kushandwizdom]

Vibes

[chaevelvets-blog]

[kushandwizdom]

sometimes the lessons you need are residing in the face of the monsters you fear.

Unknown (via kushandwizdom)