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a girl who daydreams way too often she / her ☆ filipino o_<; !! https://mullysroom.straw.page

[mahalkitamully]

⠀。i've always wanted to die clean and pretty ಿৎ

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀૮ ․ ․ ⠀ა 𖦹 you can call me mully !! .⋆♱ i'm not online often . .

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[sutphinblvdlvr]

PLEASE WHY IS THIS THE HOTTEST DENNIS HAS EVER BEEN, PLS JUST TEN MINUTES AND A HAIR TIE

[glittermania]

whitaker was so hot this episode i genuinely can’t stop thinking about it like pls

(gif by @dr-whitaker)

[mahalkitamully]

you taste like sin

: modern ! ellie williams x religious ! reader oneshot

includes ! not proofread, purposely all lowercase, kinda crappy writing, mentions of religion, smut smutmsutmsutt, soft dom ellie, little bit of a corruption kink ?? mostly vanilla

i'm sorry for being mia, lowk idek if yall rmr me LMAO

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"el- ellie- mmh.. feels- ..hah..!"

"it's ok pretty girl. just a lil' more.." ellie hummed as she pushed a second finger inside, her voice comforting you through the pain.

it started out as an innocent study session in her dorm room. both of you were paired up to work on some project, honestly you can't remember. ellie's roommate dina was out for the week, so the dorm was quiet. it was a brush of the knee, then your fingertips brushed, and a look was shared for a little too long. your breath hitched as she leaned in, the light reflecting off your cross necklace felt mocking.

"...will God hate me..?" you asked shakily, your mind screaming at you to stop. kissing girls, sex before marriage ー you're what a Christian mother fears.

"..i'm sure He wouldn't. and i sure don't." ellie smiled awkwardly, her gaze flickering from your eyes to your lips.

her hand somehow found your way to your thigh, which managed to slip up your skirt, rubbing you through your soaked panties. her lips found your mouth, your tongues intertwined and your whines slipped. it just escalated from there.

it burned the way it felt so good. you truly couldn't lie anymore, you liked her. needed her so badly in such a sinful way. it was terrible, you knew that, but you needed her. she was your sin, but at least she was yours.

ellie's fingers curled and thrusted inside of you gently, enough to make your back arch, but soft enough to not overwhelm you. it was nice how thoughtful she was being.

"so sweet.. it's ok, you're doing so good. just take my fingers a little longer, ok baby?" she whispered in your ear, trailing kisses from your jaw to your shoulder.

your necklace rested on the side table of the couch. you couldn't bring yourself to wear it while doing something so dirty. your lips left pretty moans as you squirmed, your hands gripping ellie's shoulders tightly. you knew what sex was, knew it was supposed to feel good. you just didn't know it could feel this good between two girls.

"shh.. i'll take care of you. my good girl." she had been praising you the whole time. you felt bad --- you were so oblivious. you didn't know how to do what she did. the way her fingers pumped and curled and pressed spots that made your vision blur, her lips that knew where to kiss and what to say.

her thumb rubbed your clit and your brain went hazy. your stomach felt unnaturally tight, your thighs shaking. your knees buckled around her arm and she pecked kisses across your face.

"that's it.. just moan my name.. you're doing great. let it happen.. i've got you." she spoke softly, kissing your ear. her fingers slowly started to pump faster, as her thumb pressing and circling your clit harder.

you let her name slip from your lips, then again, and again. it was the only thing you could say, ellie and her fingers being the only thing running through your mind.

"c- close- i'm- i- ellie- ellie..!" you stammered, your face burying into ellie's neck while you came on her fingers. your body shook and your hands dug into ellie's shoulders.

"you did so good for me.." she praised, as she slowly withdrew her fingers and planted kisses on your cheeks. she licked her fingers clean, before finding a towel to dry your sweat covered face.

and for the first time, you felt heaven.

[mahalkitamully]

robin buckley is so fine please

[mahalkitamully]

sorry for going mia dude, school has been eating me out w straight teeth

awkward hellos across the room will come back trust...

[mahalkitamully]

was gonna do kinktober but saw incest and it ruined everything </3

[shymoob]

What I think Resident Evil men’s love language would be, but also what love language they show love and what they dislike the most cuz why not. NSFW 18+!!!

Leon Kennedy:

- Leon’s love langue is words of affirmation. After everything he’s been through, he needs to be told multiple times it’s not his fault. He questions himself and his decisions constantly, and needs to be reminded that you love him and are never leaving him. During late nights, when he wakes up in a cold sweat from nightmares, you holding him and telling him everything is okay means the world to him. In day to day activities, he needs to hear that he’s doing a good job. If he goes long enough without hearing your happy and satisfied, he shuts down and starts to go quiet. During sex, he loves to hear you moan his name, tell him how big he is, how good he makes you feel. Once you whisper in his ear and call him a. “Good boy” he can’t hold back any longer and finishes inside of you.

- Leon shows his love with acts of service, but in a protective way. He makes sure every night the door is locked, checking in with you throughout the day with simple texts or calls to make sure you’re ok, and constantly thinking of where the nearest exits are on dates. His paranoia of losing you isn’t obvious to you, but he always makes sure you feel safe and secure. He also does other things for you, like carrying your bags, loading the dishwasher, grabbing you dinner on the way home from your favorite fast food joint, all without you asking.

- Leon dislikes people who dismiss him and his feelings. He tries his best to share his vulnerabilities, even when it’s hard. If you dismiss them, or chalk it up as no big deal, he’s gonna shut down and distance himself from you.

Chris Redfield:

- Chris’s love language is physical touch. He loves when you massage his shoulders after a long day, tracing small circles in his skin. Kisses you give him on the neck make him melt into you. He always is finding an excuse to touch you, whether that be a hug or holding your hand. You know it makes him feel comfortable when you wrap your arms around his waist, running your hands through his hair. It doesn’t matter what he’s doing, the moment you touch him he can’t get enough. During sex he likes to feel every part of you. Touching your thighs, behind your neck, your hair. He loves locking his fingers with yours while he pins you down and fucks you. He takes his time almost always with sex, never rushing it, wanting to feel you. His thrusts are slow on purpose, to feel you clench around him. When he’s done, he makes sure to take his time with the after care. He slowly and gently wipes up any messes on your body, running his coarse hands across your delicate skin.

- Chris shows his love with quality time. He would never admit it, but he tries everything to make sure your with him as much as possible. Maybe he invites you to the gym, offers to watch a movie, or even just chill next to you on the couch. He wants to make sure you feel he is always there, especially after or before long missions. He knows you dread him leaving, so he does everything he can to make sure that you feel love while he’s around.

- Chris dislikes a lack of effort on your end. Being in the type of occupation he’s in, he’s picked on how to read people well. He knows when you’re falling out of love, talking to other people or even just being distant. He’d rather you talk to him about anything and everything than not put in any effort and shut yourself off. He also notices when you start losing sexual drive, which is something that bothers him since that’s part of how he feels love.

Albert Wesker:

- Albert’s love language is Acts of Service. Albert only looks at actions, and he loves a woman who is loyal to him. It might take awhile to gain his trust, but once you have it, he respects you for it. He might trust you to gather intel for him, work on his newest upcoming schemes, or even ask you for advice on how achieve his goals. The more work you do for him, the more he respects and even loves you. During sex, he loves when you say “yes sir”. The moment you mouth those words, his cock becomes instantly hard. He almost always is the dominant one, but loves when you obey his each and every command. He often ties you up, and the idea of you obeying without even a second thought makes him pin you to the bed, fucking you rough from behind.

- Albert shows love with words of affirmation. It’s not often, but he might compliment you on your research. “Great work.” Or “You look nice today.” Is about what you’d get out of him, but he really means it. It’s hard for him to show any type of affection, but when he says he compliments to you, he means them. In fact, his compliments don’t even go the full length of how he really feels about you. If he says you look nice, he means your drop dead gorgeous and he would do anything for you. When he says great work, he means he’s impressed with everything you’ve done to help him, and he wouldn’t trust anyone else with his research. However he will never say this, but he always thinks it.

- Albert HATES PDA. He repulses at your touch in front of anyone besides him. He hates that you ever let on that your more than a colleague to him. He doesn’t want others to see he has a weakness for you. If you tried to hold hands or show him affection in public, he might even ghost you and never speak to you again, partially in fear that you could be used as black mail against him. He never wants you to get hurt under his watch, and therefore he’d distance himself completely.

Carlos Oliveira:

- Carlos’s love language is gift giving. On his birthday, he sees how much effort you’ve put in for him, getting him everything he needs and wants. A new hoodie? Perfect to him. Some ammo for his guns? Even better. He likes when people pay attention to things his has been wanting. On his off time from work, he likes to play video games, and is a huge geek about them. If you get him a new game, headset or controller, he might marry you on the spot. During sex, he loves when you surprise him with toys to use on you. He loves to experiment, especially with vibrators and dildos. Everytime you gift him a new dildo to try on you, he rushes you to the bedroom and practically rips your clothes off. Lubing you up before pushing the dildo deep inside you, smirking at how your face contorts from pleasure.

- Carlos shows his love by words of affirmation. He is always blown away by how hot you are, making sure to tell all his friends, even his parents. He calls you sexy, hot, delicious, any chance he gets. He also reminds you constantly that he’s never leaving you, keeping you forever. He promises to marry you at least once a month, as soon as work calms down.

- Carlos dislikes if you are unfunny or too serious. He’s very laid back, likes to joke around and have a good time. He hates it if you cry too often, or complain about things out of his control. He just wants to have a good time, relaxing and enjoying himself with you by his side. He can’t do that if you’re crying, complaining or not taking a joke.

Ethan Winters:

- Ethan’s love language is quality time. Due to his trauma, he wants to spend as much time with you as possible. When he’s down, it always makes him feel loved when you suggest going out on a date to a nice restaurant, seeing a action movies he’s been talking about, or even just helping him make dinner. Knowing that you’re safe, and that you want to actively spend time with him, makes him melt. Ethan loves it when you initiate sex. He loves knowing that you want it, not just him. He loves when you get on top and ride him slow and steady, enjoying the moment with him. Rough sex can be fun, but he enjoys ‘making love’. He loves the soft kisses, the sweet nothing and of course the feeling of you clenched around his cock.

- Ethan shows love by gift giving. He what’s to make sure you have a stable life, so he gets you everything a wife could need. A house, a brand new car, furniture sets, anything you need. He loves shopping with you. Perhaps you see a house plant you like, he smiles and adds it to the cart. Maybe you see a cocktail dress you like, and he tells you that you’d look stunning in it and encourages you to add it to the cart. He wants to make sure you feel safe and secure, like you never have to worry about a single thing.

- Ethan dislikes the idea of not starting a family. He definitely wants to settle down, and if you’re dismissive about getting married or having children, he struggles with that. He dates to marry, and he might just leave you if you don’t align with his all time vision. It would be hard, but he wants a family more than anything.

[mahalkitamully]

dude 3 years on tumblr this is insane

[sophiaurora]

⌗ DO THIS PICREW AND TAG MOOTS .ᐟ ֹ₊⊹

tags .ᐟ @glowydiaries @hers-underwraps @calamaroo @your-mommy-ems @pinkwinesupernovas @gentlehue @sweetheartcrush @lovestruckhaze @binibby @swagvie @haeerizm @auntiejohn @cherryribbcns @pjxcksonswrd @jjsblueberry @daystarpoet @lovethornes @pottersdeer @ultimatelyangel @lilywalkers @maybxlle @loveuimsorry @caramelmiacchiato @catchmeonyourceiling @willucryy @inkstainsonmysheets @catacombspooks @ssparksflyy @ccupcakqs @moefangzz @xoxoivy13 @dollysdoe

[inkstainsonmysheets]

tags: @angelnextdooor @hopeless-umii @7975348473 @extremebookreader @a-skyfull-of-espressos @mads-xincai @jadorenads @serrendipty @elysianwayy77 @balladofareader @xoxobabee @xo-junie-m + everyone who wants to join!!

[extremebookreader]

yall caught me on the way to ballet ig also i do have a gap in my teeth irl but i also have braces

tags: @tbiggestman @anythinggoesbutme @just-a-girl-who-loves-tmr @ssseashell @xxl1ly-1n-ch41n5xx @hollydayxoxo @rue-all-names-was-taken @darkvelvetsweetie @colourobserver @blueotter24 @ultimategazer @anintellectualintellectual @poorgirlinpoorworld @pho-pho @shootingstargirl2001 @la-gotica-fantasma @colacamm

[la-gotica-fantasma]

Without my big nose i just look like some common bitch😒 (b99 reference) + Also I’m pretty sure the person who started this is Lydia from Teen Wolf… I just can’t prove it.

no pressure tags — @wckd-tommy @pho-pho @troddenwingss-11 @chaosverse-mainblog @xxl1ly-1n-ch41n5xx @tbiggestman @ten-rats-in-a-trenchcoat @devoted2dylan @atypeofherb9922 + anyone who pleases!

[xxl1ly-1n-ch41n5xx]

(SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO REBLOG I HAD PRACTICE FOR TWO HOURS AND HAD TO EAT DINNER😞🔫)

My nose makes up my entire face this was scary

@add3rboi @aemmixtmr @blueotter24 @colourobserver @flo-buzzer346 @gh0stwithaheart @hiighlighterr @just-a-girl-who-loves-tmr @la-gotica-fantasma @my-little-universes @poorgirlinpoorworld @presidentjerwad @p3rs3ph0n3schild @pho-pho @robynhoodrunner @secretlyab1rd @ultimategazer @usern4me143

[poorgirlinpoorworld]

Oh i love the cute ones 🫶

@eeve06 @mincyberr @kitkat-moon @ultimategazer @ssseashell @fosilizd @ten-rats-in-a-trenchcoat @pho-pho

[eeve06]

@malumbia @storyofusatragedynow @hoodienanami @jasperhalesbattlescars

[jas-loves-bts]

thank u for the tag <3

tagging:

@thatleahclearwater @thorlokibrother @jasper-hale @lazy-anxietyinfectedzombie @sonofmars @robertseanleonardthinker @spottygeek @miss-morgans-lover @arcadewizard @friends-with-cherry-and-lacey

[piratesknewmystars]

This looks really fun so I'm joining in

Attempting to tag (no pressure) @suzypfonne @chxrrymead @frogsondeckchairs

[chxrrymead]

thanks for the tag!

no pressure tags: @spacewillowz @chillsss @wilsonology @ketchup-is-green

[chillsss]

thanks for the tag <33

✧ no pressure tags: @awfulbastard @deer-miffy @janontoast @rainydreamyrainy @appl3dog @alicinamwah @flunkett and anybody else who'd like to join

[rainydreamyrainy]

TY FOR TAGGING MEEE!! this me

no pressure tags! @clownstowns @rq1nzorr @firelightsys @ne0nspr1te

[fortunxa]

inserting myself into the narrative bc via’s ass is NOT gonna do this and i love picrew </3

LADIESSSSS 💋 im shaking my dreads just for u (that is NOT my shade of blue tho. close enough)

no pressure tags: @jinxsbunny @ac1dmeow @mxya-dreams @thisrots @sketch303 @jinxsdoll @adieutristana @thursdaysgrrl @grotesquevi @just4jinx @marieeme @babiedolllz + anyone else who’d like to join !!

[marieeme]

thank u for the tag 🩷🩷

idk why i made myself look so angry…

tags: @lambcultist @tqlepatia @acidblum @hcneymooners @babiedolllz @cheyshaunted @marscardigan @limerlove

[elsfawns]

thanks for tagging me lovely <3

i don’t really know who to tag that probably hasn’t already been tagged :( no pressure tags: @satellitespinner @valeisaslut @piercedome

[valeisaslut]

thanks for tagging me marie my babygirllll no pressure tags @andieprincessofpower @les4elliewilliams @elliesfreckle @mischievous-darling

[elliesfreckle]

thanks for tagging me val my beautiful blonde queen!!!💔💔 how i love picrew aww making this omw to the airport pleaseee

absolutely no pressure but i'd like to see you thereee ♡︎ @elliescoquettegirl @mars4hellokitty @dykeriver @isabelckl

[isabelckl]

thank u for tagging mee :3

no pressure tags :) @punchandjudy @hxneybugsworld @risenember @brrowse @oathoneymilk @leeny-leens @nlutstshahsggd @mahalkitamully @r0ckst7r

[mahalkitamully]

thank u for tagging me!! :3

i dont have that much mutuals.. (IDK HOW TO CHECK)

@cocomilaa or anyone else that wanted to thats my mutual..

[mahalkitamully]

awkward hellos across the room 𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚

: nerd ! Ellie Williams x popular ! reader PT. 3

hey... guess who's back... i'm so sorry for being gone for so long!! i got shy after how much interaction i got and didn't write for a whole week LAMAO i'm sososo sorry if this is shit and i hope y'all enjoy </3

Includes !! a more stereotypical way of school like imagine 2000s movies iykwim, awkward nerd ellie hehe, popular reader, yayayay

CHAPTERS (please read the disclaimer!)

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As the days went by, both you and Ellie were getting closer. More casual hang outs, more inside jokes for the two of you to giggle and laugh about, and more things you each knew about each other. You knew Ellie was a nerd and loved a whole bunch of stuff, but you really underestimated it until now.

“Dude, my favorite comic series is getting a movie-!” Ellie exclaimed to you one day, her eyes wide and sparkling with awe. The two of you were hanging out at your house in the living room with Ellie on the couch and you on the floor.

“Wait, that’s so cool!” You giggled as you looked at her. Recently you’ve been noticing little things and writing it down in your pink glitter journal. Just small quirks she does whenever she’s with you. She does this little chuckle when she talks about something she’s impressed by, her nose kinda scrunches up whenever she’s taken aback, and when she gets nervous she won’t look at anything but the ground while scratching the back of her neck. It was weird how much you noticed about her when you never acted like this with your boyfriend. 

Could you even call him that anymore? Y’all haven’t spoken in days, yet all you want to do is spend time with Ellie. Is that normal? To want to be with her, to laugh with her, to look at her lips when she talks and notice all the small moles on her face and hands? Her voice when she mumbles to herself?

“..llo??? Hey-! Are you even listening?” She laughed a little, her head tilted and looking at you. You were so busy thinking that you didn’t even realize she was talking.

“Yeah- Yeah sorry.. What were you saying?” You fiddled with your hair, smiling awkwardly.

“I was just asking if you wanted to watch it with me? The movie comes out on Friday — Shit wait, it might be packed — Maybe we could try Saturday?” Her eyes were almost expecting, waiting for you to answer. But it seemed like she already picked what she wanted to hear you say. She licked her lips (another habit you noticed her doing) and rubbed the back of her neck before you nodded.

“Yeah we could go! This sounds so fetch.”

“..What the fuck is fetch??”

“You’ve never watched Mean Girls???” You gawked at her, brows raised and jaw dropped.

“No?? Sounds like a dumb movie.” She noticed your slightly disappointed and offended expression before looking down with a sigh. 

“...We can watch it if you want.” She mumbled out almost reluctantly and you gasped and cheered.

“OK!! Wait- turn on the TV, I have the disc!!!”

“How do I turn it on?”

“Your mom.” You giggled and she rolled her eyes.

“Wow, so funny.” She let out a small chuckle before finally turning on the TV.

. . .

As the movie played on Ellie seemed a little disinterested, but she carried on for you. The two of you made popcorn even. Seemed bearable enough for her, right? You reached down to rest your hand on the couch when you felt Ellie’s already there. She was gonna move away, her eyes wide. You could hear her heartbeat from where you sat. For some reason though, you intertwined your fingers with hers. It felt warm; tingly. You’d felt like this with your boyfriend — a long LONG while ago though.

Ellie wanted to say something — anything just to fill the awkward silence — but nothing came out. The room was just filled with the voices of a movie the two of you weren’t really watching anymore.

You didn’t know why your heart beat the way it did, or why your palms grew sweaty, or why your face felt like it was burning and stinging. You knew that’s how love should be; enough to make you grow silent with the fact that someone’s presence is enough to make your mind wonder if the two of you had a future. You knew love was pure and gentle, yet this was the first time you felt it. Even with the boyfriend.

Speaking of the devil, your phone rang. There he was, calling you as if the two of you hadn’t been on shaky terms since you and Ellie started hanging out. When you picked up, it was a bunch of yelling and incoherent rambles about how popular he was or whatever. You could smell the alcohol through the phone.

“...We’re done.”

“What?” He slurred out, his mumbling coming to a halt.

“Yeah. I’m tired of you thinking with your dick. I don’t think I ever felt genuine love from you. Not once did you make me feel like I was a priority. I hope your friends suck your cock better than I did.” You grumbled out, before hanging up. You went and blocked him, Ellie staring at you awkwardly.

“Uh.. You ok..?” When you finally locked eyes with her, she noticed how much lighter you seemed. Your eyes were basically glittering in the light of the movie, your smile wide. 

“I just broke up with him!”

“..I heard- You’re not- upset?” She couldn’t help but feel guilty for being happy at the fact that you weren’t upset. Her mind raced back to the moment in the car. Did you really see her as a love interest? She was excited at even the smallest chance of it.

“Nope! Oh my gosh- We should celebrate!”

“What-??”

“Like- Wait-! I have drinks in my fridge!” Ellie sat there dumbfounded, her head tilted as she watched you excitedly rushing to your kitchen to get some drinks. She let out a small chuckle, rubbing the back of her neck with her hands. “This girl..” She mumbled before getting up to follow you in the kitchen.

. . .

“And I was just sooo tired of his ass!” You slurred, putting your third cup down. Ellie was pouring your drinks for you, careful not to put too much.

“And I mean like- It was almost like he couldn’t go a minute without asking to see tits-! It was soooo UGH.” You grumbled as you leaned your head against your hands, resting your elbows on the table. During the span of 20 minutes, your face had started to flush and your giggles were growing more frequent. Ellie couldn’t help but giggle, her head tilted as she watched you with amusement.

“I’m glad you left him.” She smiled, sipping from her own cup. 

“...When did you know you liked girls?” You blurted out, causing her to pause. She didn’t expect it and now she was left dumbfounded. 

“Uh well.. I uhm- Knew from a young age. Maybe when I was like.. 13? 14? Somewhere like that. Why-?” She tilted her head, watching as you reached out and fiddled with her fingers. 

“..I dunno.. Just… wondering..” You mumbled out. Ellie sighed and watched as you held her hand again, waving it around like a kid with a new toy. She felt her cheeks grow warm the longer your hands stayed together, her free hand taking another sip of her drink.

“..When we hold hands.. My face feels really tingly.. My body gets a little cold.. Not in a bad way, but- I get anxious.. Like- Like I- err.. Realllyyy really wanna make it perfect. Even if we’re just holding hands.. Y’know..?” You hiccuped, as Ellie listened silently. Her heart ached, not wanting to be delusional from your drunken words. 

“...You’re drunk. You shouldn’t be saying shit like that..”

“But it’s true!! Really..” You leaned close to her hand, bringing it to your cheek as you melted into it. “..You’re so warm Els.. I don’t wanna be anywhere else.”

She was hesitant, not wanting to believe you despite the fact you were basically cuddling with her hand. She let out a deep sigh as she nodded.

 “...Let’s get you to bed, mk?” As the two of you walked to your bedroom, she placed her hand on the small of your back and steadied your wobbling. She tucked you into bed gingerly, as if you’d break if she breathed wrong. 

“...Don’t go.” You whispered, your voice vulnerable. The way you were looking at her with your flushed cheeks and glossed over eyes that drew her in. How could she resist you? Ellie sat next to your bed, only for you to pull her down next to her. 

“Ow-! Hey, what was that for?” She tried to sound stern despite her reluctant smile. Your drunken giggles were just making it harder for her. Fuck, why were you even prettier like this?

“...In the car.. When I said I’d date you if you were a guy..?”

“....Yeah?”

“...I don’t think I would..” Ellie paused.

“Huh?”

“I’d date you. Not if you were a guy, but you.. Y’know?” Ellie felt her face flush, and just as she was about to say something you were asleep. 

What the fuck??

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[mahalkitamully]

GUYS IM NOT SICK ANYMORE I PROMISE IM WORKING ON CHAPTER 3

[mahalkitamully]

hi guys sorry i stopped updating the story after my trip i was busy and now i think i'm sick :T

[angelonearthhhh]

they're pulling the same stupid face

[mahalkitamully]

me looking at my dad after telling me not to draw on myself because ill end up getting tattoos (i dont want to get tattoos. im scared of needles.)

[mahalkitamully]

me after posting chapters at early hours of the day

[mahalkitamully]

awkward hellos across the room 𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚

: nerd ! Ellie Williams x popular ! reader PT. 2

hi guys!! i did NOT expect all the love for my first chapter, but thank y'all so sosmsosomuch!!! i really hope y'all like this one, i have a really rough outline for how i want this story to play out.. ALSO THIS IS SUPER LONG LIKE ALMOST 2000 WORDS??? dude i didn't even write that much for my ap class. i hope y'all like this!!!

Includes !! a more stereotypical way of school like imagine 2000s movies iykwim, awkward nerd ellie hehe, popular reader, yayayay

CHAPTERS (please read the disclaimer!)

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“What the hell did I just do?!” Ellie was a mess in her room, lying face flat on her bed as she let out a scream of exasperation. She had your number now — which is super shocking knowing she couldn’t speak straight the entire time — but now she actually had to talk to you. Studying was ok, she had an idea of what to say since they were all science related. Hanging out as friends? Actually socializing with you? She was dying at all the different possibilities of it going bad.

“Ellie cmon, it’s not that bad.” Dina was on the other end of the phone, her frustration growing slightly. Not because Ellie was complaining, but because she had such low self confidence. “Me and Dina will be there, it’ll be fine!” Jesse’s voice chimed in, him and Dina giggling. “It could be like a double date!” Dina suggested and Ellie groaned again. “Guys- I can’t do this dude, this is gonna go so bad-! I can’t even talk to her without stuttering. When we were leaving that library, I was so awkward that even the librarians were eyeing me.”

“Look El, we’ll be there. You’ll be fine. Just- be yourself-” Dina cut Jesse off. “But less nervous and awkward! Ok Ellie, me and Jesse are gonna go back to what we were doing.” Ellie scrunched her nose up, her brows furrowed. “Ew gross! Fine, ok- bye.” She laughed a bit, before her mind went right back to you. She really wanted to do this right- shit, what if your freak of a boyfriend found out?? She’d get run over by his IROC. Her overthinking was interrupted by the notification on her phone going off. She glanced over and it was you. She opened her phone immediately, a smile already creeping onto her face. God, she was such a loser.

ellie!! wheres that burger place at btw!

 It’s near the new mall that just opened up If you want I can drive you?

 She was typing before she even realized what she said. She froze, her eyes widening at her own words. She’d pick you up?? It’d be the two of y’all in a car, alone, just you two?? She couldn’t even think straight. She was about to take it back before you responded;

OK! thx a lot! <3

She was done for. There was no way she could put you in her car. That’d be too nerve wracking for her. What if you hated the way the smell of weed lingered in the back? The amount of stains on her seats from spilling her takeout, or the sticky notes with drawings of you and her hidden in her glove compartment?? ‘It’ll be ok it’ll be ok..’ Was all she could repeat in her head as she went to go get her keys.

. . .

“Get in-.” Her voice came out harsher than expected, her brows furrowing at her mistake as she looked away. She didn’t mean to seem mean, but she didn’t know how to express herself. “..Sorry for the mess.” You looked around the car as you buckled up and that shit sparkled. It shined in the sun and you swore you could see your reflection on the glove compartment. Despite that, the car was a little old and run down, but it had its own charm to it. Ellie bought a new air freshener and even sprayed some of her cologne to hide the scent of weed. She really hoped it worked.

She eyed you, her hands gripping the steering wheel a little tighter before starting the car. Geez you were so damn pretty. Everything about you was so enticing to her. “Oh uh- you can play uhm.. Music on my speaker.” As you scrolled through her CD’s, you gasped, pointing at a certain one. 

“You listen to Iron Maiden too-??”

“You know Iron Maiden??”

“Why’d you say it like that-?”

“I dunno.. Just thought you’d be into pop songs or some shit..” She glanced at you, noticing your expression. You looked confused — or at least she thought you did (she couldn’t really read it)  —  and she cleared her throat. The last thing she wanted to do was turn you off, if you were even enjoying her company in the first place.

The two of you sat in the car as the heavy metal blasted, the bass making the windows vibrate. She took occasional glances towards you. She didn’t mean to, but she couldn’t help it. No matter what she was doing, she always ended up going back to you. Despite the screaming from the speaker, it seemed silent. She seemed obligated to talk, to entertain you, but she couldn’t bring herself to do it. The more she thought of it the tighter she gripped the wheel, her knuckles turning white and her palms sweating.

“..Your boyfriend won’t like- shoot me in the head right?”

“What-?”

“Cause I’m taking you out to eat with me ‘n my friends.?”

“Oh- No he’s- uhm, not like that. Promise-!” You hesitate, “...Hopefully.” Was all you could mumble under your breath, making Ellie all the more antsy. She hated your boyfriend. Loathed him even. She wished he was gone every time you crossed her mind. If he was gone she could just take you right now and-

“Is that it?” Your voice broke her thoughts, pointing at a retro themed burger place. It looked like a place where people would call you a slur if you even breathed in near it, but it was charming in its own little way. “Yup, in all its oily glory..” She went to park, before glancing around. “That’s weird.. Dina and Jesse aren’t here yet-.”

“It’s ok, we can wait-!” You smiled, your optimism making her chuckle. “Yeah, we can.” She rubbed the back of her neck, looking down at her phone every now and then.

. . .

It’d been half an hour now. No sign of Jesse and Dina. The two of you were growing a little worried, Ellie more frustrated. She didn’t know why they had dipped or just left y’all there. She was just hoping it wasn’t one of their little pranks again. Suddenly a ding from Ellie’s phone;

 SRRY!! We’ll b a lil late,,, be there in a sec! ETA is 30 minutes, stuck in traficc **traffic Go in n get a seat alrdy! Dont get 2 handsy ;))

 Ellie bit her lip, rolling her eyes before shoving her phone in her pocket and looking back at you. “They said they’re gonna be a little late, but we can go in and get our seats.”

“Oh uh- ok!” You smiled, following her into the diner. Inside was your colorful reds and blues, the waitresses even on rollerskates as they glided past y’all. The two of you took your seats and began to order.

Ellie knew she should say something, her hands sweating. Unknowing to her, you were thinking the same. “I really like your tattoo.” You spoke, still looking at the menu. She glanced down at her arm, smiling shyly. “Uh thanks- I uhm.. Like your hair.” She was awkward but she meant well and you knew that. But God on her it was so attractive.

The waiter came and went and then it was awkward silence again. You fiddled with the straw of your drink, biting it silently and Ellie glanced up at you every now and then. “..I’m sorry dude, I dunno where they are..” 

“It’s ok-!” You reassured her, smiling softly. Sure it was awkward, but you were with her. So it was always gonna be ok. “..How’s science going?” She tilted her head, not knowing what else to talk about before you sighed. “Do you really wanna talk ‘bout school r’now?” 

“You’re right- uh- Sorry-. Uhm… You like comics.?” 

“Girl, yes!” 

You noticed a few things about Ellie as you two started to talk a little more. The way she looked down and sucked in a breath whenever she grew a little awkward, the way she licked her lips as she waited for you to finish talking, her fingers tapping the table every now and then. She noticed things about you too. The way you smile when you talk about something you like, your hands speaking with you — almost exaggerating your words. The way you tuck the same strand behind your ear because it keeps coming back. It was cute. You’re cute. And she couldn’t get enough of you.

Suddenly, the ring of a phone. At first Ellie thought it was hers, but you picked up your phone and saw your boyfriend calling. Ellie rolled her eyes, you sucked in a breath. Neither of you really liked him. You were gonna break up with him sooner or later. You picked it up, sighing.

“Yea-”

“Where the hell are you?!”

“Hanging out with a frie-”

“What?? I’ve been texting you! Who’s this friend?! Are you hanging out with a guy? Did you tell him about me?”

“Yeah, I’ve told her about you.”

Then silence. He was quiet before speaking again. “Call me when you get home.” And he hung up. Both you and Ellie locked eyes, before the two of you laughed. “Yikes, he sounds like my dad.”  Her smile was so pretty. Her eyes seemed to sparkle. The longer you looked at her, the more your palms seemed to sweat. Why did she make you so nervous? Why did you want to hear her voice say your name, compliment you, or feel her knees near yours under the table, or her hands-

“It’s getting late..” Ellie mumbled as she went to pay the bill. You quickly grabbed it, pulling out your wallet and she just snatched it back.

“Fine, I’ll just pay next time.” 

Ellie’s heart stammered a bit. “Next time??” 

“Yeah, next time!”

“..Fine.”

. . .

The drive back home was fun. Iron Maiden turned down as you two laughed and shared stories. You two were really warming up to each other now. “Dude I turned around, and his glittery pink thong was in my face. Are you kidding me!!”

“What?? Maybe he just wanted to feel the sparkle.” She said as she turned the corner.

“It was my glittery thong he was wearing!”

“Ewww what the fuck!” 

As she pulled into your neighborhood, you glanced at Ellie and smiled. “Y’know Ellie, if you were a guy I’d date you.”

She paused, caught off guard. She felt flattered, but also disappointed and almost sad. “You wouldn’t date me if I was just- me? A woman, I mean.” Did you not swing that way? Would you ever? Or would you just hate her if you knew?

“..I dunno.”

The car was silent. You shouldn’t have opened your mouth. You didn’t know where you were going with that. Why’d you even say that? You broke the silence by getting your bag onto your shoulder, smiling awkwardly. “Uh- anyways uhm-.. G’night Ellie. Thanks again.”

“Goodnight.”

As you closed the door, she watched you go inside your house before driving off. Her mind was flooding, her heart pounding. She felt excited, yet scared and even a little discouraged. You didn’t know if you’d date her as a woman. Did you even ever think about it? Why’d you even bring it up?

That night, the both of you were in bed with the covers pulled over your heads with a groan. 

. . .

BONUS !!

Jesse and Dina were giggling with each other in Jesse’s car, high fiving. “They looked real happy in the diner.” Jesse started, taking a sip of his soda. The two had been in the parking lot of the place the entire time, just watching you two laugh and joke. “I know right!! I really do hope they get together.” Dina giggled, taking a fry and dipping it in Jesse’s ketchup.

“Me too.”

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