ranting
i lowkey forgot how happy life can be when i’m not talking to some raggedy ass guy who just makes me cry and be depressed all the time like i totally forgot that life can be fun.
this whole year AND last year have been so shitty because of guys and guys only
i got so depressed cus i was trying to please them all and they’d always just leave in the end and i’d just be like boi y u bulleh meh 🥹
like i remember thinking im just like not pretty enough for any of them which i guess is partially true cus i mean the only reason they left was cus they found someone better/prettier
but like cmon
i wanna stop being lusted over i just wanna be loved
😂😂😂
ban porn ban porn ban porn it ruined guys
rn it feels like finding true love is impossible
gosh guys are horrid buuuuut i’m so bad i can’t help but want them
f guys f porn f weirdos
i’m like reminiscing my ex rn but i think the most flattering thing he did for me was watch bangladeshi porn because IM bangladeshi and he thought it was hot gooning to that and just imagining it was my face instead
i gen can’t believe i got butterflies from that
idek what i’m saying tho cus if he ever texted me again and said he wants me back id probably fold and go back to him
ugh everything is complicated
he cheated a few weeks after
like ig bro
hey! if anything i’ll just try to STOP talking to guys and i’ll just wait for the right man to come take me
pls
i’m dead
