[makemeaboy]

i was fresh as a daisy the start of the term now im.. Nothing

[makemeaboy]

MY BRAIN IS FRIEDDD

[makemeaboy]

i am so burnt out on writing i am so burnt out on writing i am so burnt out on writing i am so burnt out on writing

[makemeaboy]

all my courses and interests have been super writing-based and i love it but also my brain has turned to mush 😭 i need a writing break 😭 maybe i miss exams a little aa

[makemeaboy]

i've slept on it.. i may as well tastefully allude to it, but there's no way i can actually use it as the ending

[makemeaboy]

i've conceived of an ending that is so nauseating but beautiful

[makemeaboy]

there's no fucking way i can actually do this

[makemeaboy]

Nope. Gotta be another way

[makemeaboy]

i'm like fighting with myself right now trying to discern whether my own fondness for my characters is derailing this decision for an otherwise perfect and thematically appropriate ending Versus holy shit fuck no nooo nonono No no no no No No

[makemeaboy]

i've conceived of an ending that is so nauseating but beautiful

[makemeaboy]

there's no fucking way i can actually do this

[makemeaboy]

Nope. Gotta be another way

[makemeaboy]

i've conceived of an ending that is so nauseating but beautiful

[makemeaboy]

there's no fucking way i can actually do this

[makemeaboy]

[makemeaboy]

oh i am so not brave enough

[makemeaboy]

NOOOOO O O O OO OO OO O O O O O O O OO O

[makemeaboy]

OH GOD HELP

[makemeaboy]

BUT IT MAKES SENSE. IT IS PERFECT.

[makemeaboy]

I CANT DO IT LIKE THE IDEA OF IT MAKES ME GENUINELY SICK

[makemeaboy]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[makemeaboy]

i've conceived of an ending that is so nauseating but beautiful

[makemeaboy]

self indulgent fandomification nonsense can happen to anyone's beloved passion project. it happened to me. it can happen to you 😞