i miss old tumblr

y'all ever get hacked

[makethemgxld]

big feelings tonight

i had a goal to lose weight because one of my best friends was getting married last weekend and i didn't want to be self conscious in front of cameras at the wedding. it was kind of cheeky to choose that specifically but it gave me a long term plan and i crushed it for two months and then fell off hard. i picked it back up last month and i'm basically just slighty below where i started. which is better than nothing, but i'm still just so disappointed. those first two months were so promising but i lost myself. i had so much time and still failed.

i'm also working on quitting nicotine, specifically juul, and these first 24 hours of a serious attempt suck so much. really making everything so much worse rn.

[makethemgxld]

logging on here should trigger an automatic wellness check to my doorstep

[makethemgxld]

i don't use this much anymore at all and p much only come on here when things are going bad but also i just finished a remix of maybe my favorite song of all time and maybe someone wants to hear it idk

[makethemgxld]

logging on here should trigger an automatic wellness check to my doorstep

[charlesoberonn]

[makethemgxld]

don’t need anyone else to hurt my feelings i can do it my damn self

[makethemgxld]

fucking hate feeling like my friends don’t care about me anymore

[borderlineblitz]

i just need to get through this week

[guildenstern]

obsessed with ads like this

[ipod6-remade]

[parakeet]

remember back in the day spending hours trying to get the perfect theme for ur blog having it reflect ur whole identity. nowadays its like. i havent looked at my blog on desktop in 4 years and neither has anyone else

[makethemgxld]

tell me how i moved in with 3 friends and have never felt lonelier

[andhjsndns-deactivated20201127]

[fleeten-deactivated20150421]

don’t stare at the moon too long or else you’ll remember that nothing in this stupid fucking world makes sense

[prewars]

[nevebianca]

[makethemgxld]

work selfies bc im 3 weeks into growing a beard because i put off shaving for a couple days too long and decided to say fuck it