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Another small update—

my goals are the same.

My current state.. older, wiser, experienced and careful about who I give my time and energy to. I’m surviving and living and doing the best I can everyday. The pierces are all back together and I am continuously growing into the best version of myself. I’m sure the past me would be so relieved and happy to know I am much better than what she ever expected.

I am loved and valued.

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Beginning of a journey.

What would I like to accomplish?

I hope to grow into a person I can be so proud of, where I am not so insecure and worried about how other people see me. I hope to stop taking how other’s treat me so personally. I no longer want to blame myself for how people treat me.

I want to be successful in my career, I hope to grow confident in this field so I can land the jobs I want and keep moving forward. I want financial stability and comfortability. I want to be able to support myself and travel to where I like with just myself or with friends I want financial freedom!

I hope to gain the love, happiness, adventure, and peace I have been hoping to have my whole life thus far

#moon project

life update—

i believe it’s almost been a full year of moving on, healing, and finding good people to befriend. i think the stage i’m entering now is self discovery, figuring out who i am now and aligning it with who i want to become. for my story, my own little adventure it’s important to be the confident in myself before i start up another romance. i guess my aversion to having a relationship and entertaining love interests, is just another sign that i’m still healing. i don’t want to enter something serious before i healed completely and carrying hurt from the past. i know this next relationship, if it happens, will be difficult from how hurt i was from my most recent ex. i think ill know when the right guy is the one i want, but i believe so far i have t met him.

#personal

qvotable

“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

amargedom

“It’s all too much and not enough at the same time.”

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theambitiouswoman

You’re not going to reach the next level (with anything) if you keep doing the same things that got you where you are now. Every level requires a different you. A better you.