Mother of a hero

[kieraknightley]

[mamabearshepard-blog]

[ im online finally. working on drafts ]

[mamabearshepard-blog]

"I don’t know what you’re expecting of me."

“I’m expecting you to do the right thing. That’s all I’m looking for. I know you willdo great things, you know why? Cause you are a Shepard.”

[guunlady-blog]

How is it when I ask for someones help they never say sure no problem. 

                                    No strings attached.

[mamabearshepard-blog]

😴

@bloodiedicon

It was like the clock had turn its hands back in time to a point of many years ago. That’s what it felt like with her grown son fast asleep on her lap. Her fingers carefully playing with his hair as she watched her tired little hero’s chest rise and fall to a soft rhythm. So many old memories flooded her mind of when he was just a child. Curled up in her lap as she read him stories of the past, making up tales to put her little adventure to sleep. A smiled appeared on her lips from the old memories as she looked down upon him. Happiness filled her heart that she was able to hold her son once more in her arms.

[hedablida-deactivated20171225]

Linkin Park Lyrical Memes

ONE STEP CLOSER

I cannot take this anymore 

One step closer to the edge 

I find the answers aren’t so clear 

I find bliss in ignorance

And I’m about to break

NUMB

I’m tired of being what you want me to be 

I don’t know what you’re expecting of me 

I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there 

Become so tired, so much more aware 

Is be more like me and be less like you 

Can’t you see that you’re smothering me? 

Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control

WHAT I’VE DONE

There’s no blood, there’s no alibi 

I’ll face myself to cross out what I’ve become 

Erase myself

Put to rest what you thought of me 

I start again 

And whatever pain may come; Today this ends 

IN THE END

It doesn’t even matter how hard you try

The clock ticks life away 

It’s so unreal

I tried so hard; And got so far 

It doesn’t even matter 

Will eventually be a memory of a time 

I kept everything inside 

Wasted it all just to watch you go 

CRAWLING

There’s something inside me

These wounds they will not heal

Confusing what is real

This lack of self control I fear

There’s something inside me; That pulls beneath the surface 

I can’t seem to find myself again 

Against my will I stand beside my own reflection

My walls are closing in

in loving memory of Chester Bennington 

[mamabearshepard-blog]

@bloodiedicon really knows how to tear up my heart. AND WE’VE JUST STARTED RPING!

[mamabearshepard-blog]

“—okay first, why are they messaging you at all? last i checked you were my mother not the entire ship’s.

and. i mean. hi mom. i’m okay. that better?”

“You know I’m a mother to all Ryan.  And its nice to get those updates, since your sisters hardly ever talk to me either.” She laughed lightly at his comments. “Its a bit better Ryry.”

[rpfunstuff]

Send me 😴 for my muse's reaction to yours falling asleep on them!

[mamabearshepard-blog]

     WATCHING the line blink is the worst part for him, seeing the little RED flashes even after he closed his eyes. Dread formed as a lump in his throat until he swallowed it down to settle at the pit of his stomach. Malcolm shouldn’t answer, he was not suppose to — he knew very well he was being monitored.

    Rough hands scrubbed at his darkly ringed eyes before he hefted himself onto his feet toward the comm, bothering not to listen to her message before putting out his own signal.

     A breath was drawn through clenched teeth and held until he heard a connection.

           “Mom —?”

Hannah clasped her hands together. Breathing in and out slowly as that oh so familiar ping rang in her ears. She wanted to explode, to yell to her voice went horse from the force of her vocal cords pushing against her throat. She wanted to disconnect the call, to make HIM go through the pain of not hearing HIS voice for two years. Lifting her finger to the screen, hitting the receive button. 

Mom —?

That voice, the oh so familiar voice. The one of a child she had thought was stolen from her for years. That voice rang through her quarters. Hannah almost burst into tears. This had to be a recording, there was no way he was answering her call. That thought rolled in her mind as she took a second to compose herself. 

“So when were you ever going to tell your ONLY mother that you were still alive?” she was furious that those were the first words to spill from her mouth, but it was the truth. When was she ever going to learn he was still alive? From Anderson? Chakwas? Who was going to tell her?

[trcshymemes]

SEVEN PSYCHOPATHS SENTENCE STARTERS.

❝ What the hell happened? ❞

❝ I set the car on fire. ❞

❝ You’re gorgeous. ❞

❝ It’s their blood. ❞

❝ Where are your guns? ❞

❝ You’re better than me. ❞

❝ Put your hands up! ❞

❝ You’re fucked from birth. ❞

❝ Are you pissed at me, baby? ❞

❝ Why would I be pissed at you? ❞

❝ Of course we’re friends.❞ 

❝ Come with me. Please. ❞

❝ I wanna jump inside your pants. ❞

❝ Are you looking at something? ❞ 

❝ Why did you kill all of those people? ❞

❝ What’s with your sour fucking puss? ❞

❝ Are we gonna have a peyote party? ❞

❝ Friends don’t make their friends die. ❞

❝ Are you nervous because we’re killing a chick? ❞

❝ I’m going to be over to kill you on Tuesday. ❞

❝ Maybe the world just doesn’t understand you. ❞

❝ Poodles always look like they’ve been crying. ❞

❝ We all gotta dream, don’t we? ❞

❝ Have some pride in yourself. ❞

❝ Fuck the cops! Fuck them! ❞ 

❝ You ever shoot a guy in his eyeball? ❞

❝ Sorry if I haven’t been a very good friend to you. ❞

❝ Don’t ever say I never do anything for you. ❞

❝ Seriously, just fuck off! I’m not in the fucking mood! ❞

❝ I stabbed a guy in the ear once. Ice pick, right in his fucking ear. ❞

❝ You think I’m not serious just because I carry a rabbit? ❞

❝ Are you out of your alcoholic fucking mind? ❞

❝ You’ve eaten too many hallucinogenic cactuses tonight, [ name. ]❞

❝ I don’t have a drinking problem. I just like drinking. ❞ 

❝ Sorry for hitting you in the face so hard. ❞

❝ Sometimes I think God’s gone crazy. ❞

❝ No shoot-outs, no pay-outs. Just human beings talking. ❞

❝ You might want to stop drinking if this is how you’re gonna behave. ❞

❝ It’s impossible for someone’s head to actually explode, isn’t it?  ❞

❝ When are you gonna get a job that’s not just stealing from people? ❞

❝ This guy just telephoned a psycho-killer to come psycho-kill us! ❞

❝ God loves us. I know it. He’s just got a funny way of showing it sometimes. ❞

❝ I didn’t mean to break his nose. His nose was just in the middle of where I was punching. ❞

[hiistxry]

Each of you needs to be willing to die. Anything less…and you’re already dead.

[mamabearshepard-blog]

(attached is a short but heartfelt note, signed Ryry Ryan)

[reaperbane]

I literally get so excited about character’s birthday and I’ve meaning to do this since I hit 150 so I thought, why not?? Today marks any Shepard’s birthday and I got really excited because this is my first Shepard birthday I get to celebrate since joining the fandom and since I’m still kinda new, I can get away with this. If you are not on this, know that I still adore you to bits, this is just me giving some random love to the dolls I always see on my dash. - Em

MY CREW - The guys that probably dealt with my shit more the once . ( oh yeah. I’m talking crack nights with dildos everywhere ) Possibly being some of the greatest people I’ve written with. 

@eshcp | @ashcp | @iintegriity | @scardefined | @mamabearshepard

RECRUITED SQUAD - People I’m sure I’ve written with but my memory is horrible + People I really really adore from afar because I’m a potato lord. 

@jeffmoreav | @gunnerychief | @vckarian | @bioticbcss | @unscrupulousmuggler | @legioniisms | @toshootfirst | @is2keelah | @bigbadspectre | @snxrling | @dxntsayit | @ofbulletinnuendos | @spacesentinel | @lifeinjected + @jeffgriimes | 

                                            ( BLOGROLL )

[mamabearshepard-blog]

@scardefined|Starter Call

“I hope you realize that your crew sends me messages everyday, and what do I get from you? Nothing. Zero. Absolutely no calls or even a small message saying you are okay.” 

[mamabearshepard-blog]

@commanderspectre|Starter Call

“Its always nice to recieve a call from my only child. Its been what? Three months since I’ve heard from you? I’m just glad Joker gives me a ring to let me know what’s going on with all of you.”

[mamabearshepard-blog]

[mamabearshepard-blog]

‘I’m so proud of you. I’ve always been proud of you.’