mandy's study diaries

♡studying || listening to music || watching movies || wandering around is all I love to do!♡

[mandyying]

probably going to delete the account forever cause being on the internet means I'm sacrificing my time and attention. the time I could use to study, learn and read. and I can't continue to do this shit. toodles y'all.

[mandyying]

done with the first study shesh ✅(PS: I don't often capture myself while studying but while I'm on my periods my concentration is "effed up" I like with play with my phone while doing any shit that needs my full attention)

[mandyying]

study study study

[mandyying]

Pushed my limits today, and I'll do it again tomorrow. Discipline over motivation—every day, no excuses📚✍🏻

[mandyying]

studied so hard that even my textbook started asking me for a break ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

[mandyying]

it's raining outside and the temperature is so fricking low, even then I woke up at 4am in the morning and studied for 3 long hrs. Great start for a holiday 📑📚🥸

[mandyying]

📚 November 9, 2024

done with all my study sessions. studied for about 6hrs today and I'm really happy about it :)

[mandyying]

📚 November 5, 2024

done with all 5 study sessions. woke up early in the morning and now I can enjoy my magazine and a cup of coffee ☕

[mandyying]

sometimes we have to find peace in being imperfect.

sitting in a room all by yourself and reading or studying might seem boring or difficult but this is something I feel worth doing rather than going out and partying. I only can speak for myself so I ain't saying that partying or sometimes doing something stupid is wrong or you shouldn't do. I've been there and done it all. nothing ever worked for me really well. but studying seems really easier for me now. I've spent so much of my energy on ppl who never given a shit about me and I've came a long way from that. Reading books, studying new topics, listening to music, drinking coffee, dancing alone and traveling.. that's all I enjoy doing now. I can't believe I'm saying this but I find studying really cool.

[mandyying]

🍂28 oct, 2024

done with reviewing, writing and editing. haven't been productive enough lately but atleast I'm trying.

[mandyying]

🍂who says reading books feels boring. it's the best thing ever to do especially when it's written by dostoyevsky

[mandyying]

📚October 25, 2024

done with the first chapter of my history sub

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[mandyying]

I've always wanted to run away from my true self. i wished to become anything but me. the pain, the traumas, the betrayals I've been through made me, me. the grateful me, the kind me, the dedicated me, the new me. made countless mistakes in my 20 years of life, as much as I regret them, I accept them too. I'm learning to love myself day by day. i hope wtv y'all are going through, may overcome one day.

[mandyying]

morning walks are fun. you're all alone, you've got a bunch of time to think and clear your mind. mood uplifted, feel fresh. that's what morning walks are all about.

[mandyying]

studying is something I can do forever. there are days and months when I don't feel like studying at all. i procrastinate, I binge watch shows on Netflix, I cry, I get anxious but it's okay. you got to feel worse before feeling better. life isn't perfect and if there's no struggle then there's no fun. I'll continue to capture these moments and let the world know how I feel and accept it with open arms. idk who needs this but let me tell you bud, it's okay to feel however and whatever you feel. you're not alone in this journey. feel free to ask, say or write anything to me