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hi! don’t know how you got here. this is a side blog for my special interests bc there’s something drug-adjacent to hitting that reblog button on a sick fan edit but I can’t bring myself to put it all on

25, autistic, trans, obsessive, weird, lame.

what I’m currently rocking with:

- dan and phil

- louis tomlinson

- will update this as necessary

manofmoth

keep thinking about dan writing in YWGTTN that sometimes you have to fold your note into a paper airplane before throwing it into the room & running out the door. keep thinking about dan emailing (emailing!) his family all at once. mind you, this is dan “hour and a half long video explaining EVERY SINGLE THOUGHT that’s ever crossed his mind” howell who probably believed that if he could just figure out the perfect thing to say he’d get his family to understand him, to accept him. threw his paper airplane into the room & closed the door behind him before it hit the floor. Four-sentence-long email that opened with “hello gang”. hm. thinking.

manofmoth

folding my paper airplane (drafting texts). my hands are shaking my mouth is dry. if dan can do it so can i if dan can do it so can i if dan can do it so can i.

#I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know #I could send it when I get to work tomorrow and turn my phone off for the day #throw my paper airplane & run out of the room #I could do it #dnp

keep thinking about dan writing in YWGTTN that sometimes you have to fold your note into a paper airplane before throwing it into the room & running out the door. keep thinking about dan emailing (emailing!) his family all at once. mind you, this is dan “hour and a half long video explaining EVERY SINGLE THOUGHT that’s ever crossed his mind” howell who probably believed that if he could just figure out the perfect thing to say he’d get his family to understand him, to accept him. threw his paper airplane into the room & closed the door behind him before it hit the floor. Four-sentence-long email that opened with “hello gang”. hm. thinking.

#read somewhere that coming out can be like throwing a grenade into the middle of your life #i haven’t been ready to blow my life up.#but dan saying i need to throw my paper airplane into the room is just bouncing around in my little noggin #and he’s right I know he’s right #hm #thinking thinking thinking thinking about it #if dan can do it i can do it (repeating over and over again)#dan howell #dnp

normelf

while finding reference pictures for my drawing of dnp as pigeons i found this stock photo

and obviously it is the most dan and phil thing EVER so i had to draw this real quick

#dnp

manofmoth

phil lester wrote spike/oz Buffy fanfic. you mean he wrote a gay fic about a whimsical and strange ginger-haired-but-dyes-it-black artist who falls in love with a a brooding emo who’s extremely hot, charismatic, loud, and chaotic? And one of them is occasionally a dog? oh im sure.

manofmoth

wait

manofmoth

it’s come to my attention that oz’s first name is Daniel. so.

#phil lester put your psychic powers away please you’re scaring the kids #dnp

userlesbian

pick a good fifth date

#kinda cool that they’ve been together for so long these clips are easy to find #like even the weird prompts #they just do everything together #isn’t that nice #dnp

lilbatsunglasses

A little dialogue-less comic showcasing what Phil had to put up with before they finally just moved in together

#oh my gooooooddddd #I have to remind myself this is a drawing lmao I’m getting too sad #dnp

pseudophan

got anything you wanna share with the class..

#you can see them both doing the math there #if half the people had butt plugs in……. and we’re two people…. that means……..#dnp #cannot believe dan refrained from making a joke here like who tf even is he

diphowell

baby 👆

#everyday I gain a better understanding of dan’s cuteness aggression towards phil #if I had a boyfriend that cute I would also shake the absolute fuck out of him #I would also be picking him up and doing squats #like yeah I get it #dnp

months ranked by how gay they are (thanks dan and phil)

1. June (obviously)

2. October

3. January

4. July

5. August

6. February

7. April

8. May

9. September

10. March

11. November (actively homophobic)

12. December (actively homophobic)

#dnp #dan and phil #hard launch

happy pride to this picture i took of Louis Tomlinson from last tour <333

#24 DAYS UNTIL I SEE HIM AGAIN OH I MISS HIM BAD #louis tomlinson #posting this while on hold to schedule my consultation for top surgery i LOVE PRIDE i LOVE GAY PEOPLE i LOVE BEING TRANS #my heart is full of love

can i be honest. Dan’s mom received his coming out email and immediately made plans to go to the nearest pride festival as soon as she’s could. she brought the family dog and wrapped him in a flag to send a picture to her son.

a lot of the time parents are going to fuck up. and. it matters that they try. love is in the trying.

#obv I don’t know anything abt their family dynamics other than what dan has shared #but it’s really really meaningful to see a parent really do their best #even if just for one minute #at loving their child the way that they need to be loved #to take just one step to immerse yourself in their world because you want to understand them #it means a lot to see other parents do that. if your parent isn’t there yet im with you #may all of us one day experience family. born or found.#dnp #dan and phil #dan howell

ineffableintroverts

Happy Pride Month!!!

#pride #!!!!#happy gay month love u gay people #dnp

this moment would’ve gone triple platinum on 2015 tumblr. it would’ve been the cover photo for every wattpad fanfic. it would’ve been on tumblr’s front page. there would’ve been ten thousand edits of it set to Do I Wanna Know.

#dnp #dan and phil