Soooooo about last nights episode with my Tachycardia? Lol it made me think of this weekend how I got all dressed up and ended up going nowhere only to hear that someone I loved near and dear went home to be with the Lord. As I was taking these pictures then writing in my journal to God she had taken her last breath. There was a reason why I ended up getting all dressed up only to stay home. These pictures are not posted here to show how cute I looked, they symbolize something to me and always will forever. This was my last moment with her. This woman loved me soooo much and worried about me all the time. She always dressed down to the T. I would always admire how we did it in her beautiful dress and walk in her 4 inch heels at her age. She exuded what a real woman was possessing grace, elegance and poise living beyond 90 and that is rare for black women. She was appointed by God and anointed and prayed like you couldn’t imagine. Nobody knew how close we were which was none of anybodies business and I liked it that way. She was my secret weapon, and most importantly a mother to me. I always felt her with me as she prayed for me more than people I’ve known all my life. The things she taught me, the gems she instilled in my spirit will always be with me. I will never get this moment back. #iammaralynburae #sipmothergilzene #angel #shehadswaglikenoother #prayersforthefamily #iwillneverforgetwhatutaughtme #listentothewise #lookabovemeinthepics (at New York, New York)