marcy is BACK :C

i hope you remember me still

[marcymarcylbeez]

yall I've ma1nt41need all thru june please send wI vibes my way

[marcymarcylbeez]

when someone asks u while they're e444ting like why do you hate f0000oo00d sm and it genuinely makes you stop in ur tracks bc. bc it's completely the opposite and impossible to explain bc. in truth you love f0o0od sm abd it's amazing but you can't ever let yourself have that pIeasure bc something terrible n dark inside ur chest tells you that you're not actually deserving of such good things or you'll forget your deserved place,,,,.,,

no just me? ok

[marcymarcylbeez]

haven't actually seen the scc4aaIe go down in a few weeks but. my friends still keep exclaiming that ive lOo00st even more when they see me???? make it make sense !!!!

[marcymarcylbeez]

y'all allergies nerfed me and now i have a shit ton of meds everyday which require a full stmomchh unless u want an ulcer 😫💔🥀🥀🥀

[marcymarcylbeez]

dearest mother cooked smth i like for me today while i was taking an afternoon nap while "studying",,, i couldn't say no to her face so i had it but why does my brain act like I've just committed a f3Iony be so ffr 😞💔🥀🥀

[ibuprofen-ghost]

Do the people know that if you wait it out long enough, the hunger eventually disappears and you can go on with your day?

[marcymarcylbeez]

this is so important bc you just gotta hold on until you find that point for yourself, mine disappears every time at around 36h of not e444t1ng

[losingangelmarcy]

frantically walking around to bvrn cA44Is isn't enough i need to flop around the floor like a FISHHHH

[marcymarcylbeez]

finding my post from my old acc in the wild is INSANEEE LIKE OMG THAT ME :0🫵

[marcymarcylbeez]

[talking to myself before bed] girl lock tf in tn i better wake up tmr with RESULTS 😤🤬😡

[marcymarcylbeez]

got told to sit down for a bit cus i was pacing too much the past two days n studf so i couldn't sleep at all last night from sm leg pa11n ughg why must the universe test me so

[marcymarcylbeez]

oh nooo the consequences of my own actions (had f0000od for the first time in a few days and now my STOMMCH HURTS >:( )

[marcymarcylbeez]

commitment issues so bad i can't even commit to having a full m3aa4aI bro 😭✌️

[marcymarcylbeez]

spent ALL DAY sipping on my latte and locking in (studying) i am best a4na4 today inviting bella hadid as we speak /silly

[marcymarcylbeez]

gosh i need a m3t4b day i haven't Io000st in two weeks im getting a bvrg3r for lunch and walking the rest of the day 😫💔🥀

[marcymarcylbeez]

hiii this is marcys real bllog where i will post from now on!! ill rb with my main/backup for if They Get Me Here :]