Hang 'em High

New blog! You might recognize me from "fortheloveofaprincess" ! About me: My name's Maria. I'm 20 I live in the beautiful city of Ottawa I have a yellow cav and her name is Citrus. Shoot me an ask if you wanna chat. :)

[mariaheyes]

Amen! Good luck with your move & career, and graduating! I hope all is well, man!!!! <3

[mariaheyes]

So things are happening.

I've been sitting here watching stupid youtube videos for two hours now. And I've been thinking... my life is passing me by and I'm not fucking doing anything. Like, how long am I going to be at petsmart for? When am I going to get off my ass and move. I have Smyth Casting lined up for the summer, which is going to be a good start. But shouldn't I be looking for something else? I don't know if I wanna be there forever. I have been thinking about my future lately, AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA. Why did I have to become an adult so fucking soon? Another thing is, James is talking about going back to school in September. And I think that's one of the smartest decisions he could make. He's going to make some really valuable connections and be introduced to the industry in the city where he'll actually be able to find a decent paying job doing what he wants to do. He'll be a lot more advanced than most of his classmates with the fact that he's spent so much time on a film set already, but he'll learn more about WHY he does the things he does, rather than just being told to put it where, when. He's got a natural eye for set lighting and he knows how to work his way around a camera. I have ALL the confidence in the world in him. He's having a tough time with the idea though. The school he's considering is 4 hours away from here, and he's never had to leave his life here in Ottawa. It'll be a really big jump for him, annnd his last experience in a post-secondary institution was not the greatest. Yes, this does mean a long-distance relationship most likely. At least for a little while. James seems to think the best thing for him will be to move into residence, unless I can find something decent and we can find a place nearby the school. A lot of things are up in the air. I know he's going to decide what's best for him... and he knows I'm behind him 100% on any decisions he makes. It's just that change is in the air and I have a lot to think about.

[idgafiamallthefandoms]

Here’s the reason i need feminism. I went to a party not long ago with some good friends, and i met a guy who couldn’t understand i didn’t want him - he kept coming at me, saying things like: “you want it, you just don’t know it ‘till i give it to you” and “fucking whore, you’ve slept with half the men in here, it’s only fair i get some too”. I felt imensely uncomfortable, and i tried getting away from him - i was really scared, to be honest. I ended up with going into the kitchen to Call my parents and tell them to come and get me, when he came from behind and grabbed me hard on my breasts, telling me i DESERVED what i got. He twisted my breasts so hard i have huge bruises, both underneath and on top of my breasts; including some hard bitemarks on my arms, neck and shoulders. A friend came and saw it, and helped me get out, but i’m still scared and uncomfortable.

I’m sick of THIS. Of men (granted, only a few) thinking they hear yes when i say no. I need to make it clear that this happens. I could have gotten raped, if not for my friend helping me out. And it’s scary.

[idgafiamallthefandoms]

I’m begging you, reblog this or do SOMETHING so people can see that this happens; the police told me it didn’t “count as sexual assault, seeing he didn’t penetrate me, and because it has been two days, they can’t do anything, because his DNA would have been washed off by now”. Please, let people know that feminism isn’t just women wanting to get a hugger paycheck, or just saying these things; IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME AND IT HURTS AND IT IS SCARY TO BE A PART OF.

[mariaheyes]

Why do I creep ex-friends' facebooks? I hate the feeling I get afterwards and I really should just stop. :\

[brigantes-deactivated20131003]

[burning-young]

girls on their periods

I will never not reblog this.

[sappyhub]

Impersonate me in my ask?

[koisserd-deactivated20161105]

omg please do this

please

i will love you so much for it

[injuries-deactivated20150428]

I want you to realize how fucking amazing you are and how much I really, really love you. You’re the most absolutely wonderful person ive ever come across and I’m glad you’re in my life because I think that even if I never met you I’d still miss you. I love you with every ounce of my being and I’d be completely and totally devastated if anything ever happened to you. No matter what I’m always going to be here for you and I fully intend on staying in your life for quite a long time. I really do think you’re lovely and admiring you from afar is a bit tiresome and I feel like i’m gonna never get a chance to kiss your cheek goodnight or wear your hoodies in the winter and that makes me extremely sad, but I still cant help but to love you more and more each day. So to sum all this up I just really love you more than you could ever imagine and you’re my prince and I couldn’t survive with you, I really couldn’t. -s.b.

[injuries-deactivated20150428]

i wrote this over a year ago and most of it is still true i’m crying

[gotpotter-blog]

Doing an experiment. Reblog if you have an OTP.

[cyborg-window-hallucination]

If you don’t reblog…

[wasithard]

If you don’t have at least one OTP I don’t know what you’re doing on tumblr tbh

[princelyhoseok-deactivated20160]

[shadowedlegendofpallet-deactiva]

i even ship ships in fandoms i dont evenn know

[cercia]

Don’t you mean several OTP’s?

[sicktodeathoflogic-deactivated2]

[mariaheyes]

sweet baby JESUS I WANT A PITBULL :(

[mariaheyes]

You know you're a Disnerd if...

Morning: When Will My Life Begin, A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes, Belle

Cleaning: Whistle While You Work, Happy Working Song

In Nature: I Wonder, Colors of the Wind, Just Around the River Bend, With a Smile and a Song

In Love: So This Is Love, I Won't Say I'm In Love, Can You Feel the Love Tonight, Once Upon a Dream, Evangeline

Wishing for Love: I'm Wishing, Someday My Prince Will Come

Learning Something New: A Whole New World, Part of Your World

Reaching Your Goal: Almost There, Zero to Hero, Go the Distance, A Star Is Born, When We're Human

Hating Those Above You: I Just Can't Wait to be King, One Jump

Thinking Deeply: Dig a Little Deeper

Sad: Reflection

Making Something: Bippity Boppity Boo

Getting Betrayed by Your Fiance: Love Is An Open Door

*Feel free to add songs!*

[allthingstiggy]

[dogjournal-deactivated20240320]

All games should have a “pet dog” option.

[seeking-the-unknown]

mean girls came out on april 30th 2004. the 10 year anniversary is this year and april 30th is a wednesday and if the whole world does not wear pink i’m moving to saturn

[justsoyouknow-rper]

[mariaheyes]

If you need to vent on anon, I will listen. I will give you advice. My blog is a safe place.

[augutsy-deactivated20141216]

true pain is watching someone you love laugh hysterically at The Big Bang theory

[89cats]

[sorchaception]

"And just what the hell am I supposed to do with these?"

[strawberryoverlord]

"I requested minions of darkness, and you gave me fluffy jellybeans."

[sort-of-un-balanced-deactivated]

I posted this three times tonight and had three people tell me that I helped save their life. Thank you to those people who have decided to struggle through to let us enjoy the gift of one more day of their prescence gracing us all. I hope that you all reblog this, to save another few. Because we all dserve another chance and hope in life. I went to the hospital 6 times before I decided to keep my life but I hope none of you suffer that much. And I hope you all can make that scary, seemingly painful, blind, hoping, wonderful step to live.

I want to help you in any way I can. ANYTHING. I mean it. If I had had someone stay with me and text me or talk to me all night, just one time, it would have changed my life. I know how hard those nights can be.

<3,

Love,

Emily

[alittledoseofsunshine]

^I love this girl more than words can express.  

[foundmywaywheniwaslost]

foundmywaywheniwaslost: I am always here if anyone ever needs to talk/vent. You have a purpose, Please Stay Alive. <3

[pizzal0rdd-deactivated20220529]

Not just for tonight but for the rest of your life. You have so much to look forward to in the future that if you choose to kill yourself, it will be the biggest mistake of your life. You’re going to miss out on people you’ll never be able to meet, kids you’ll never have, a partner to love or partys to go to. There’s just too much that you’ll miss out on. You deserve and have the right to be here as much as the person next to you does. You’re just a drop in the ocean. You were meant to be here and you have a purpose. Don’t ever forget that. And if you feel like you don’t, just believe in yourself because you do. If you ever feel worthless or like shit, know that I love you and those dicks that tell you shit are jealous that you’re who you are because there’s something about you that they wish they could have. Please stay strong and never give up because things DO GET BETTER.

[welcometomylifeex3]

3rd time I reblog this xx

[thenotoriousbmo-blog-blog]

Keep your self awake, I hope your here to stay. This day is not yet over, let me be your four leaf clover.

[parmesan]

Reblogged it and queued it so it’ll post tomorrow too. And the next day and the next so I hope I can save someone. We all love you.

[parmesan]

someone messaged me this morning saying it helped and thanked me, so im reblogging this again, and queuing it. stay strong guys. 

[laylacon]

I reblog this whenever I see it. If you don’t reblog it, unfollow me right now. If you don’t care enough to put this simple picture on your blog, I’m judging you.

[ilovedeers]

The very first time that I reblogged this, I had someone message me the next day saying that because of me, they didn’t kill themself. From then on whenever I see anything like this on Tumblr it’s an instant reblog for me. After receiving that message it just changed something in me. Whenever anyone I see on my dash is having thoughts of self-harm or even suicide, I automatically go to their page and offer them even just an ear to listen. Nearly all of them I receive messages back from saying that they are grateful, and they end up sharing their story with me, and in return I give them advice as best I can. Several of them have said that their lives have gotten much better because they opened up and sought out help.

Out of those people, I’d say at least 5  have even gone so far as to say that they didn’t kill themself because of me. That is, I kid you not, the best feeling in the world.

[sdkniasasdlkniw]

I needed this reminder.