FUXK TUMBLR EXPLODED MY VENT POST AGAIN
My essay length vent post I really wanted to get out there that took me 2h to type out.
And I was afraid it might do that so I thought I selected all of it (on mobile...) and copied to paste of something goes wrong.
Well it did go wrong and this is all that remains:
It's a while different level of humiliation when you know that nobody would even read your suicide note, because it would be too long to be worth the effort. And what if there is something that makes someone uncomfy in that wall of text. Wouldn't want that. Simply, why would anyone want to read something Majek vomited at this point. They keep coming up with new annoying problems and are such a bummer for not getting better when we cut off all communication because we're not their therapist to hang out with them when they are having a difficult time. You say you just need something normal, something stable in the chaos? To feel wanted? I don't think so. I think you just want to whine and never get any help. I am basing this opinion on the fact that you were working towards getting therapy for months and you even found one and go there weekly now. Well I think you should've done that when things were just starting getting worse over 2 years ago and you barely had energy to move and you just recently had a bad experience with a "therapist" that made everything harder for you. You should've foreseen how bad it will get. You should've known you're shit at the only thing you're kinda good at and you won't find a job in the next two years.
Just read the room. Why do you think everyone pretends you don't exist. Why all the ghosting. One of the worst mental torments you can inflict on a person. We want you to suffer. Or just die already.
Take the hint. Disappear.
