SAWYER

23 | queer | they/she | sapph-chic romantic | UK | HMU

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Can you call me and tell me you love me, and not drop the "I", and say "you" with three letters - not one, and speak it with warmth and gentleness not compliance and obligation? Please?

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I message you everyday

Untill I think it's too much

I can't let myself love you

I haven't even felt your touch

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Hey its 1:32AM it was still my birthday an hour and 33 minutes ago.

And you forgot.

I feel like a fool.

I know you're not mine but I thought you'd remember, you were there last year.

I remembered yours.

Its nothing but all I was hoping for was a little vibrating notification and 13 letters.

But I didn't get that.

I've never meant it more when I say I'm not mad just dissapointed.

I wanted you so bad.

I get it. I know.

I guess it's just not the same for you, at least I know.

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I just want someone to love me more than I love them.

[heartshop]

[duncebento]

strobe lights and loud music give the hoes sensory overload

[livepoultryfreshkilled]

LOUD MUSIC AND STROBE GIVING THE HOES SENSORY OVERLOAD THEN I MAKE EM SEN-SU-ALL-Y TAKE MY OVER-LOAD HEAR HER ECHOLALIA WHILE SHES STIMMIN ON MY CHODE FEMINIST ASS; I GIVE HER HEAD WHEN WE’RE ON THE ROAD

MISS THING THICK AS HELL CAUSE YOU KNOW I LIKE THEM WIDE SHE/THEY GOT THE PRONOUNS AND A BOTTLE OF BLUE DYE TELLING ME ABOUT HER SPECIAL INTEREST WHEN WE’RE GOING FOR A RIDE ASK ME “IF I HYPERFIXATE ON YOUR COCK CAN YOU INFODUMP INSIDE?”

I LOVE A BITCH WITH AUTISM MAKE HER DO THE FLAPPY HANDS WHEN SHE’S TAKING ALL MY JIZZM MAKE A HOME IN THIS PUSSY NO FUCKING WITH TOURISM WHEN I TELL HER “BLOW ME OFF” I’M NOT USING EUPHEMISM SUCK THE DEMONS OUT MY DICK YOU KNOW I’M TALKING EXORCISM

WHEN MY GIRL GOES NONVERBAL SHE STILL USES THAT TONGUE SWALLOW ME WITH HER RITALIN SO SHE DOESN’T GET HIGH STRUNG WHEN I LET HER HIT THE PEN IT GETS HER COUGHING LIKE BLACK LUNG I LIKE THAT SHE HAS SPECIAL NEEDS AND SHE LOVES THAT I'M NOT HUNG

I BE IN VIP WITH THE NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS THEY DON'T MIND MY LITTLE DICK ‘CAUSE THEY KNOW I'M A GOOD TIPPER YEAH MY PRINGLES CAN IS TRAVEL SIZED, I’M ROCKIN A FAT ONE THE LADIES LOVE MY PIGGLY WIGGLY, YOU CAN TRUST ME ON THAT SON WHEN IT COMES TO GIRTH AND LENGTH I’M WIDE WHERE MOST ARE LONG BUT THE PANTIES ARE STILL DROPPING WHEN THEY START PLAYING MY SONG

I LOVE THAT INFINITY SYMBOL CAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE HER TITTIES PETA WANTS ME DEAD THE WAY I’M SLAUGHTERING THESE KITTIES AND FUCK AUTISM PARENTS I'M AN AUTISM DADDY SHE DOESN'T EVEN FUCKIN BLINK WHEN SHE’S POPPING HER ADDY WITH NO VOLUME CONTROL, YEAH I KNOW MY BITCH IS BRATTY SO I PUT IT IN HER MOUTH WHEN I THINK SHE GETS TOO CHATTY

SHE HAS ASD SO I PUT MY ASS ON HER D AND IF HER THROAT IS SORE I PUT HONEY IN HER TEA

HER DYSFUNCTION IS EXECUTIVE BUT MY DYSFUNCTION’S NOT ERECTILE QUITE THE OPPOSITE: I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH EARLY FIRING MY PROJECTILE

MY CUM IS HER SAFETY FOOD THE GIRL IS EATING IT FOR BREAKFAST AND SAYS SHE’S SENSITIVE ABOUT TEXTURE BUT EVERY NIGHT I MAKE HER NECK HURT YEAH, SHE DOESN’T MIND IT WHEN I’M CRASS ESPECIALLY WHEN I SEXT HER

AUTISM SPEAKS WHILE WE MAKE THE BED SQUEAK, FLOORBOARDS CREAK FUCK A PUZZLE PIECE CAUSE THE ONLY THING I’M TRYING TO FIT IS MY DICK BETWEEN HER CHEEKS

ENDING ABLEISM HOES COMMITTING PLAGIARISM EVERY TIME, THE SAME THING ASKING “DID YOU PUT IT IN YET” (I DID)

THIS BITCH MELTDOWN LIKE CHERNOBYL CAN’T STAY THE NIGHT, GOTTA KEEP IT MOBILE CUNT ON EVERY CONTINENT, YOU KNOW MY SHIT IS GLOBAL CALL ME SLUT YOU’RE RIGHT, THESE INTENTIONS ARE NOT NOBLE

I GOT TARDED UP SHAWTIES ON MY LEFT AND MY RIGHT BUT THESE DISCALCULIAC BITCHES CAN’T TELL THEIR LEFT FROM THEIR RIGHT TELL HER WATCH THE TEETH BUT I DON’T MIND WHEN THEY BITE THEY LIKE ME CAUSE I’M SHORT AND I’M NOT TALKING ABOUT HEIGHT

NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS, NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS THEY PUT ME IN THE BACK WITH THE NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS

NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS, NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS THEY KEEP ME IN THE BACK WITH THE NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS

NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS, NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS I LIKE IT IN THE BACK WITH THE NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS

NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS, NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPERS CAUSE NOBODY THROWS IT BACK LIKE A NEURODIVERGENT STRIPPER

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he knows how I love to give in.

I need more people in my life who have this song on repeat. And the music video is just... wonderful. Don't even get me started on the up Granville video. That has got to be one of the best things I've seen all year. The cinematographer and director they have is fucking amazing. (Fairly sure it's Bryn Mccashin and Lester Lyons-Hookham)

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Are you even queer if you don't main moo moo meadows on Mario kart.

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Worcester cathedral 20th Oct 21

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Mac DeMarco's Still Beating really makes you ask some dumb shit to a guy you are only seeing.

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Elmohim

(Its a pun on elohim, get it)

Been a bit obsessing over elmo recently. I hate him. Did a doodle over a photo I took on a disposable in May.

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This bitch really got me like

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I can't bring myself to make dinner and the sky is violet. Or is that I can't bring myself to make dinner because the sky is violet.

Yes I think so - I shall balme the sky and its violent violetness.

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Not jacking off tonight :(( gonna message to a guy I might have a bit of a thing for instead.

What has my life come to this is a downgrade :((((

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Poorly taken in Worcester cathedral

28th May '21

Was listening to hozier. Very fitting.

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Scenes from Bangor pier.

19th May '21

Unedited disposable camera film

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Okay ... hear me out its genius time PART 2:

One of thoes bath bombs that have little gifts in little shell container thing inside... BUT ...

It beanz (baked beanz)

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okay ... hear me out its genius time:

one of thoes bath bombs that have little gifts inside... BUT ...

It egg inside.