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@mddinmyhead
Be near climax but want to go to the bathroom >:(
Finally !! I succeded to say to my best friend that I have MADD 😭
I think the worst thing while daydreaming is make a wrong move that disconnects the headphones
The return to reality is fucking violent
I started treatment for depression a few weeks ago, the probleme is :
I can't do daydreaming anymore.
I was so close to the goal but as always I ruined everything
I'm going to spend next week with friends non-stop, how am i supposed to daydream ????
weekend *is approaching*
Other people: *getting excited about going out*
Me: *getting excited about staying home*
To the maladaptive daydreamers who can’t talk about their paracosms, either because it feels too personal or they feel like they’d betray their paras by doing so– You’re okay, and lots of people feel this way! You don’t have to reveal such a private part of yourself if you don’t feel comfortable doing so, and I completely understand.
To the madd’ers who love talking about their paracosms– Keep doing that! Whether you write them down or draw them out or do something else– you’re incredibly talented and brave for sharing your worlds!!! You aren’t being obnoxious or annoying! Please tell me more, I love learning about them!!!
To the madd'ers who want to talk about their paracosms but can’t find the words to describe something so important and complex or the ability to draw what they see so clearly in their minds– It’s okay! I’m there too, and I know how incredibly frustrating it is. Keep going, keep creating, and one day you will be able to share your paracosms with the world.
To the madd'ers who’s paracosms are only filled with already existing fictional settings and characters and feel like they aren’t as creative as other md'ers– You’re still valid!! So many of my paracosms are filled with nothing but characters from tv shows and books!!! It’s perfectly fine to do so, and your stories are just as good as ones that include original paras!!
To madd'ers who use real life people as paras in their daydreams– I know how it hurts when you realize that the person you interact with in your head every single day isn’t even close to their real-life counterpart. I know the guilt and frustration, and I understand. You aren’t a bad person for daydreaming about real people, and it’s okay.
To the madd'ers who’s paracosms don’t have a linear story, or feel like they don’t have a set paracosm at all– It can be intimidating when you see so many other md'ers describe at length their neat and organized plots and extremely developed paras. But lots of my daydreams that are some of the most important to me aren’t connected to anything at all!! Just because your daydreams stand alone rather than in a linear plot, or aren’t continuous, or simply can’t be placed in neat categories of separate storylines doesn’t mean they aren’t as valid!!
To the madd'ers who have daydreams that scare them, who daydream about violent and/or taboo subjects– This is common for a lot of us, and you’re not alone. I see you, and I’m one of you. Having paracosms dealing with disturbing subjects doesn’t make you a bad person, I promise.
To the madd'ers who don’t have long-term paracosms, whether you reset your worlds constantly or jump around from universe to universe so often you feel that your stories don’t get developed as well as other people's– I’ve personally never kept a continuous paracosm for more than roughly a year at a time. And some I scrap after mere months or weeks! Just because your paras haven’t been with you for years and years doesn’t mean they can’t be well-developed or important to you.
For any madd'ers who feel like the content of their daydreams or paracosms doesn’t fit the common descriptions of MaDD– There is no wrong way to daydream because MaDD isn’t about *what* or *how* you daydream, but how your daydreaming affects you! You aren’t any less valid than anyone else, and your experiences with MaDD are just real and important as anyone else’s. <3<3<3
It’s important to remember this
I recently watched the movie ready player one, and the only thing I thought about was :
I could live my daydreams virtually and it would be so good
Does anyone else have a specific time where their daydreams are the most intense??
Mainly at bedtime, no one see me or disturb me
List of Powers and Abilities
Persuasion- The ability to convince others of anything
Danger Warning- A precongnitive ability warning you of incoming danger
Elasticity- The ability to stretch ones body like rubber
Paralysis Shock- The ability to immobilize your victims motor functions temporarily
Multilingual(idk what to call it) - The ability to comprehend any and all Languages
Flight- the ability to rise up and move through the air
Nature control- The ability to manipulate and make plant life
Size shifting- The ability to alter the size of your body
Self Multiplication- The ability to create multiple versions of yourself at once
Teleportation- Transporting oneself from one place to another
Super Mentality- The super Human capacity to retain information
Relation identification- The Ability to recognize ones relationship with another with ease
Invisibility- Remain Unseen to the naked eye
Pain Infliction- The ability to inflict pain on your victim with the mere thought
Item Duplication- The ability to create multiple versions of an object of one’s choosing
Pyromatic- The ability to make and manipulate fire
Light Manipulation- The ability to make and manipulate Light
Psychic Electrokines- The power to cause painful electric shock-like jolts
Immovable(idk what to call it)- The ability to make your body impossible to move
Super intelligence- intelligence beyond Human Capacity
Time manipulation- The ability to manipulate time (go towards, backwards, pause, etc.)
X-ray vision- The ability to see through anything
Tactile Telepathy- The ability to read the deepest thoughts of a person
Sensory Deprivation- The ability to discontinue any one of a persons 5 senses
Possession- The ability to take control of someone else’s body
super Empathy- The ability to Fully comprehend the emotions and moods of other
Ice Manipulation- The ability to manipulate or make snow and/or ice
Precognition- The ability to see what’s going to happen before it happens (future vision)
Air manipulation- Control over air in the atmosphere
Sonic Scream- The ability to emit a highly enhanced scream of high amplitude
Relationship Manipulation- The ability to influence ties between people by strengthening or weakening the bond
Healing- The ability to heal another’s or your own wounds
Animal control(idk what to call it)- The ability to Speak to and/or take command of all animal kind
Water control- The ability to command water at your leisure
Keen Hearing- The ability to hear things outside of the normal human range
sensory enhancement- The ability to enhance any of you or another’s 5 senses
nightmare vision- The ability to show another their deepest worse fears
life form- The ability to make an intimate object or item come to life
Shape shifting- The ability to change yourself to look like another person/animal/object
Telekinesis- The ability to move objects and people with your mind
Super strength- The ability to obtain strength above the human capacity
Super speed- The ability to exceed speeds past the human capacity
Force Field Protection- The ability to create a force field around anything including yourself
Mind control- The ability to take charge of another persons thoughts
weather manipulation- The ability to manipulate climate, wind, rain, hail, lightning, tornadoes, etc.
Feel free to add more! hope this helps some people out!
Forms of Magic(Long Post)
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Taken from Powerlisting
360-Degree Senses: User is able to use any/all of their senses in all directions at once, allowing them to taste, feel/touch, smell, hear, see, etc., omnidirectionally at the same time.
Adhesive Secretion: User is able to secrete adhesive substances from their body, possibly from skin, saliva, or some other way. The exact strength and abilities of the adhesive depends on the user, and some may be able to generate several different variations of adhesive.
Age Exchange: The user can exchange age with others, making themselves younger or older.
Age Transferal: The user can transfer age and life force to and from an object or being.
Anatomical Intuition: The user has immense knowledge of anatomy and body functions, such as pressure points. They can also gauge a subject’s level of health or gauge the level of a subject’s bodily damage, as well as any adverse effects that sicknesses or injuries may pose in the future.
Anatomical Perception, Bodily Perception or Biological Mapping: The user can perceive anatomical structures and function psychically (empathetically feeling others’ ailments or conditions within one’s own body, shifting one’s vision to see a vague outline or overlay of the subject’s anatomy, or the like), instead of perceiving them instinctively.
Intuitive Diagnosis: The user can intuitively detect bodily anomalies (like the type of damage that one sustains) and assess them to diagnose biological issues, such as disease, internal bleeding and the like that may not always be visible.
Authority: User has the power to have and give authority to rule, enforce orders, enforce laws and make any decisions the users will giving them total control over users dominion. Ex: If users had Ocean Lordship they can also give someone the authority over Water Manipulation and can give another being the authority over supernatural abilities at a low levels, like Poseidon and his son Percy Jackson (Percy Jackson series).
Bone Infusion: The user is able to infuse objects (usually weapons), beings, or powers with bones, empowering and energizing them and allowing the user to manipulate their qualities and efficiency.
Clear Mind: The user’s mental boundaries and limitations are completely erased allowing their mental abilities (memory, calculation, learning, creativity, etc.) to be completely unrestricted or subject to blockage, knowing what they need to do and how they need to do it. This exponentially enhances one’s integration of knowledge and can store it in more than a single interpretation, before accurately deducing which interpretation would best fit the scenario. Their mind is unrestricted and uninfluenced by any internal or external factors. It is a state of total awareness and reaction not impeded by higher mental function or emotion, a mind more open and reactive to subtle sensory input, intuition, and spontaneous action. It is a mind that is totally calm - a mind not influenced or caught up in events or others emotion, thus a mind more able to freely perceive and respond to any situation for the advantage of the user. Upon mastery, the user has essentially reached the ultimate mental pinnacle. User’s minds are clear and free from all that normally would inflict them as they achieve a state of mental clarity, awareness and enhanced perception (sensory and intuitive) known as pure mind, produced by the absence of conscious thought, ideas, judgments, emotion (fear and anxiety), pre-conception, or self-consciousness. It is not a state of relaxed, near sleepiness, instead, the mind could be said to be working at a very high speed, but with no intention, plan or direction. This grants the user an unbelievable mental ability; the complete clearing of knowledge acquisition mediums, causing no limitations. However, this does not mean that the subject lives in the complete absence of emotion. If the drive or emotion does not hinder their goal, they may still peruse it. It also means that the person may still be haunted by past horrors. Although they will be able to still move on with life, it still has the potential to adversely affect someone.
Conscious Spatial Awareness: The user possesses an instinctual extrasensory ability that prevents them from materializing all or part of their body within a solid object. They are able to teleport into any place within their teleportation range, whether they have seen it or not, without danger of harming themselves.
Domination: The user can control/command objects and/or people and turn them into their servants, with exact numbers/area of dominance dependent on their skill and power.
Freedom: The user is free and immune from every law, rule, fate, predestination, concept, limits, or any other type of cosmic, spiritual, mental, physical and/or mystical jurisdiction, making the user completely immune to their effects. This power is mostly wielded by prime beings and creator gods, as power itself is the fundamental and source of power that allows all limitless abilities to function. The reason why all boundaries are related to destiny and freedom itself is the opposite of it because fate/destiny impose boundaries in all beings.
Grass Manipulation: Users can create, control, shape and manipulate grass, including the “true grasses” of the Poaceae/Gramineae family (cereals, bamboo, the grasses of lawns/turf and grassland), the sedges (Cyperaceae) and the rushes (Juncaceae, such as papyrus).The user can cause grass growth, move/attack or even rise from the soil and “walk”, mutate grass by rearranging DNA structure, and revive withered or dead grasses.
Instant Learning: The user can gather and assimilate any kind of knowledge and understand it fully and instantaneously, this can happen in two ways:
Passively: when the user reads, sees or hears any concept they will understand it completely, whether it is natural or supernatural. If the user comes into contact with any piece of “information” that is wrong, they intuitively know this and can discern what is correct and what is wrong.
Actively: when the user wants information/knowledge they acquire it instantly and use it perfectly, e.g. the user can gain the skills and knowledge of a doctor to heal someone or gain the experience and skills of a master martial artist for fighting.
Plant Empathy: The user can understand the overall well-being and conditions of plants, as well as fully interpret their emotions and communicate with them.
Predecessors/Successor Replication: The user can gain the powers, skills, attributes and possibly even forms of their past/future predecessors/successors in terms of roles and titles the user currently has.
Pressure Point Intuition: The user possesses an immense knowledge of pressure points and nerve clusters, and can produce a variety of effects by striking said pressure points in just the right way, ranging from unconsciousness, paralysis, and even death.
Psychic Shield: The user is highly resistant to any/all mental intrusion, including psychic or empathic powers, Hypnosis, Mental Hallucination, deception, etc. Mind readers only “hear” static, while mind controllers are incapable of manipulating those shielded.
Psychic Shadow: User is able to mask psychic presence and obscure the perceptions of psychic trackers, making any subject within their target radius appear “dark”. Experience will enhance the size of the area they can shadow and the intensity of their shielding effect.
Quantum Entanglement: The user can have cause and effect happen at the exact same instant, there is no “period” or “transition” between the cause and then the effect. The event would look bizarre to onlookers depending on the usage and scale of the event.
Example 1: A photon that leaves a star, point A, and is on an unobstructed path through the vacuum of space to some other point B any number of light-years away. The cause would be, the photon leaves point A, and the effect would be, the photon travels to point B. Using this power, the user could make the cause and effect happen simultaneously, meaning the photon would, for an instant, exist at point A and point B simultaneously, before simply existing at point B in the “next” instant.
Example 2: Person A and Person B: Person A lies to Person B, a lie which then proceeds to make Person B slap Person A. Cause: Person A telling Person B the lie, Effect: Person B slapping Person A. If this power is used in this context, Person A telling the lie, and Person B slapping Person A would happen simultaneously within the same instant. This would cause a transfer of information and energy through and between Person A and Person B, as well as thought processes, to occur instantaneously as well.
Other examples include: Having attacks be “launched”, hit and apply damage and/or effects in the same instant. Remembering information in the same instant you perceive it. Going from a standstill to traveling at a velocity with momentum within the same instant.
Reality Armor: The user can warp/generate reality in order to create an armor composed of reality around themselves. By encasing themselves in the fabric of reality, they essentially remove themselves from reality and exist inside of the armor. Because they, for all intents and purposes, no longer exists in reality nor abides by the rules of reality, most methods of attack are rendered completely moot due to the armor flat out ignoring the attack. The user is immune to the reality warping and can perceive the true reality.
Reality Awareness: The user can sense and become aware whenever reality is altered by Reality Warping. This allows them to be aware if, for example, if the entire Continent of Europe turned into South America, even if they themselves are not there. No matter where the user is, they will know when a reality warper has changed reality. This ability should not be confused with Reality Perception. Reality Perception can detect reality changes, but also any truth, as well as knowing what others is thinking and even 4th Wall Awareness. This ability, however, only allows one to know when a reality warper manipulates reality.
Shrapnel Generation: The user can generate shrapnel, propelling fragments of varying size and composition across a wide area.
Simultaneous Motion: User can perform more than one action at the same time and even at the same place, making parts of their body seem to be in more than one position, sometimes without moving from the spot the user is in (but otherwise when the user is moving, too). They can effectively punch, kick, jump, dodge, etc. at the same time whether moving or still, or interact with/attack multiple opponents from all sides. This makes doing multiple actions easier.
Just thought this could be useful
Omg I've been looking for this for so long
For those who have spoken to their loved ones about madd, how have you done ?
I can't do it, the words just don't wanna go out I'm probably too scared of being seen like crazy
Sometimes I think I have total control over my daydreaming now and then I lose my headphones and almost have a panic attack.
Can all the MADD'ers reblog this with your sign? Kinda curious after I noticed some things
Mine is pisces
Capricorn (╹◡╹)
HEY ARTISTS!
Do you design a lot of characters living in not-modern eras and you’re tired of combing through google for the perfect outfit references? Well I got good news for you kiddo, this website has you covered! Originally @modmad made a post about it, but her link stopped working and I managed to fix it, so here’s a new post. Basically, this is a costume rental website for plays and stage shows and what not, they have outfits for several different decades from medieval to the 1980s. LOOK AT THIS SELECTION:
OPEN ANY CATEGORY AND OH LORDY–
There’s a lot of really specific stuff in here, I design a lot of 1930s characters for my ask blog and with more chapters on the way for the game it belongs to I’m gonna be designing more, and this website is going to be an invaluable reference. I hope this can be useful to my other fellow artists as well! :)
Saving for later because so usefullll
Things a Maladaptive Daydreamer Loves
1. Having the whole house to themselves
2. Long rides
3. Music (Holy grail)
4. Being able to share their obsession without feeling weird.
5. Long showers
Can you add to the list? :)
6. rainy days* thunderstorms.
7. the satisfaction of making your favorite para’s backstory.
8. finding that one song that correlates with your daydream so much it seems like it was meant to be.
9. b e i n g c o m p l e t l y a l o n e.
10. large libraries.
11. coffee shops.
12. when things in your daydreams come together perfectly. (but there always happens to be some huge plot hole).
So damn real
Tw: trauma
Okay I have a serious question :
I could see that many daydreamers have experienced trauma once in their lives and I would like to know if anyone here have madd without really having trauma?
Because as far back as i can remember, I didn’t experience any trauma and it scares me, and I starting to wonder if in the end I wouldn’t have had one but I would have deleted it from my memory.
Since I have other problems that lead me to think that, I would like to know if there would be a way to know if I have experienced something like this..
Sorry for the long post, but it’s something that worries me a lot