mefon4

it's really over now. isn't it?

[allenarts]

Hello!

Have you been wondering why I'm gone? My blogs not active? welp.

Boy do I have an answer.. you see. I wasn't well in the head. These blogs? Pure escapism. I loved playing as characters due to the fact people will LOVE me. I loved the attention. Because.

I had no one. No friends. Nothing.

with pure imagination and being a sucker to be in a world where imagination is your only limit. No harm. No REAL hate..

I wished it to be a hobby. But it ended up feeling like a job. work. Something I HAD to do.

So I quit. without a notice. Tried to be "happier".

Even taking therapy as of now! hooray!

will the blogs be coming back? perhaps. some year when i'm sane. where I'm ready again. Until then.

Farewell!

[mefon4life]

So I've been going to some places.. or something like that

I dunno how to start to talk about something if I donno what to talk about

Like rn.

I typed a really long message but I went off tab then it went poof. Is that normal?

Sorry if I'm not making sense right now. I'm feeling a bit dwoozy. What was in that water? OJ told me it's supposed to help me sleep rod smomex

[mefon4life]

Come here little phonzie *hugs*

oh uh

thanks?

[mefon4life]

How are you holding up, after...everything?

Well-..

It's been something for sure. The show really ended, at least we got our happy- ending..

...sigh.. I'm just trying to get used to being not able to do any of the stuff I used to do before, like, the whole generating things n stuff.

You get the jist? I'm free now. I just don't know where to go on from here.

But I guess I'll find out as the time goes on.. or, something.

[airymac]

"Popcorn?" Suitcase that's his dead father

[mefon4life]

Yeeaahh..

I don't know how I feel just.. eating Cobs?

[mefon4life]

hi uh. guys.

it's been awhile since I did anything on here. what's up?

[color-palettes]

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[plantgardemaniaa]

Mephone’s room

[mefon4life]

i feel SO bad for you dude i hope your doing ok rn /pos

thanks

..... i just.. need some time.

[mefon4life]

i have saved inanimate insanity

hah! I wish....

[meeple-incorporated]

It's not the end.

Everything ahead will be a lot easier. Right, @mefon4life?

You must be exhausted.

[mefon4life]

.........I don't know.......

[mefon4life]

R u explodable :D

-💥🧁

No, don't do that pls

[mefon4life]

This is a nice field isn't it.....*hugs*

...........

it feels off..

[mefon4life]

hii mephonn!! can i get a hug

Uh sure...?

[mefon4life]

[pats them]

Oh, thanks! I guess.

[mefon4life]

ooc: "just reblog it"? No. Nobody likes reblogs on this blog >: (

[mefon4life]

mephone I feel so baddddd :((

if it helps mepad and bot are still around, you can get help from them! Or even Mephone 3GS!

They're.. still here..?

Even if they are still alive. I don't think MePad would want to help after.. you know? And. Mefon3gs? I don't think he's okay.. last I saw. I don't know about bot..