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ok fuck it. with all the self improvement i’ve done these last few weeks, recovery may as well be next. and i mean it for real. i got my own house, worked on my hygiene, learned how to clean and organize, got myself a good routine, and i’m fixing my teeth. which means i need to recover as well. i can’t live a happy life like this. i will be going to therapy, and finding a way to at least tolerate my body, fat and all. i’ll leave the queued posts running, but when those run out, that’s it. it’s finally fucking time. thanks for understanding and supporting me in this.

i wish you all the best! stay safe please 💕💕

06-06-1999

No, don't, you will...

No chips No sweets No white breads No meat No cheese NO EXCUSES

Dont eat past 7 Dont say youre hungry Dont ask for food Dont skip fasting days Dont cry DONT GIVE UP

You will have collarbones You will have hip bones You will have a thigh gap You will look small You will be happy You will be noticed You will be wanted YOU WILL BE SKINNY

fragilebutnotbrokennn

OKAY BEAUTIFUL BITCHES LISTEN UP:

YOU FASTING OR SOME SHIT? MAYBE YOU JUST BINGED?

RADICAL

I GOTCHU WHAT U NEED TO SURVIVE

GET YOURSELF SOME GINGER-ASS TEA, OKAY? THAT SHIT IS GOOD FOR DIGESTION AND BREAKING DOWN FAT CELLS. MAKES YOUR SKIN GLOW LIKE BEYONCE’S DRESS ON THE RED CARPET.

PUT THAT SHIT IN SOME BOILING WATER. NEXT, GRAB A WHOLE ASS SPOON OF HONEY AND DUMP THAT SHIT IN. PLOP MOTHERFUCKER!

THAT HONEY GONNA MAKE YOUR HAIR SMOOTH AND SHINY AS A 1954 PORSHE SPIDER. NAILS GONNA GROW SO DAMN FAST YOU👏WON'T👏EVEN REALIZE👏bye bYE ACRYLIC NAILS

get YOURSELF SOME APPLE CIDER VINEGAR. ONE TEASPOON, TO BE EXACT. ALSO HELPS WITH DIGESTION AND SPEEDS UP UR METABOLISM. NYOOOOOM BITCHES.

CINNAMON. YOU GOTTA HAVE IT, BUT JUST A SPRINKLE.

ADD SOME MOTHERFUCKING PUMPKIN SPICE IF U FEEL LIKE IT.

DAMN. THERE THE FUCK YOU GO. SWEET-ASS APPLE PIE TEA. SHIT’S ONLY 10 CALORIES AND WILL CURB AND CRAVING YOU GOT.

YOU’RE WELCOME.

trauma-tape

me: feels kinda bad

me: triggers self and turns kinda bad into very fucking bad so i can at least properly suffer™

ka3l

just go enjoy your life,

artsy-therapist

This… all of this. It’s so difficult to remember the only one I have to impress is myself.

radiation-baby

delicately-messed-up

you don’t need to be skinny to be beautiful!

now, me on the other hand

theweightofbeingme

DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT

milfoiil

This is the fucking reason for my disorder

greenteaslim

IF YALL SEE THIS PLEASE REBLOG IT

brooksdiary

Those “small” comments from my own mother when I was 12 till even today is still stuck in my fucking head.

cribblingdebression

my least favorite part of having an eating disorder is the constant arguing and bargaining in your head. racing thoughts all the fuckin time like, “okay I’ve had 75 calories today. I can have a banana and still be under 200. wait, 1200 is still considered restriction. how much would I lose this week with a daily deficit of 500 calories? I can do that. I’ll still lose weight. but not as much as if I fasted. no. just have nothing. you could lose 3.5 lbs. this week! just have nothing. people do it every day. just have a fucking banana. you won’t even be at maintenance. but what if it triggers a binge? think about your jawline. why don’t I just have everything I want and purge? what percentage can you get back up when you purge? hey google…” AND IT NEVER STOPS.

skinnygrungedreams

pretty sure i’ve reblogged this already before but it’s just so accurate

suicidal-kiwi

this is literally so fucking accurate. my brain will always tell me shit like “just have a fruit and dont log it” but bitch i know what i did!

hungryiguess

the accuracy is astonishing

gxrlcrxmb

tofucutiex

xanthomonus

I swear I posted this when I made it, idk what happened

husband

a1mondmilk

DO NOT FUCKING SCROLL PAST THIS

Ok I've always reblogged the warning posts abt ppl posing as 'ana coaches' contacting you, their ultimate intention to get photos of you, but it's never happened to me until now. I think a majority of the community (or at least the part I try to be on) is PRO-RECOVERY AND SELF LOVE. THIS CAN'T POSSIBLY BE SOMEONE WHO WANTS BEST FOR ME/YOU. IGNORE THESE MESSAGES, BLOCK THESE PEOPLE

I posted body checks yesterday (9/3) and recieved both of these shortly after

IMAGE 1 DESCRIPTION: Message from EXKALIBRO

"You could be doing so much more than you currently are, need a pro ana encouragement coach?"

IMAGE 2 DESCRIPTION: Message from ANACOACH23

"Hey"

That's all they said

I see so many people on my dash struggling and I fucking hate to think that anyone else has been contacted and pressured into doing things they don't want to

ESPECIALLY WHEN MOST USERS

ARE <18 OLD

I'm of age, my age is in my bio but not everyone puts theirs there, if you're under 18 (or older) please please PLEASE never listen to someone you dont know over the internet when they tell you to do things you don't want to do, they find people who are struggling and weak and easily manipulated its fucking sick. Please share this

BTW. I'm not pro ana (if I havent made that obvious) but I'm gonna use a ton of tags so people see this :/

ilostmynamewithmyhappiness

some tricks i use

> chamomile tea helps with a bloated stomach (you can also use it as a steamer if you have a cold, just put it the in a bowl, put a towel over your head and inhale the steam for a few minutes)

> green tea boots your metabolism and keeps you awake

> lavender tea is good for insomnia or anxiety

> instant soups can be helpful if you’re craving something savoury

> if you’re tired of drinking plain water, make it fancy with some lemon juice or mint leaves

> freeze lemon water or tea and suck on it if you’re craving something

edit: part 2 is out, also wtf thank you for all the support <3