Cries in methylphenidate

Trying to survive as a pharmacy student with ADHD, You can call me Zey. They/Them I love cats

[disgustinggf]

"pasta only fills you up with empty calories" have you considered that it also fills me with love

[disgustinggf]

love and warmth and happiness and most importantly pasta

[megaghostlyfestivalkitty]

Midterms are the best time to indulge in a new hobby.

But here me out-- I was listening to some Finnish song and there were no translated lyrics out there. So i thought i could learn Finnish and translate it myself-... Yeah i'm just procrastinating but being productive at the same time lol. And i'm this 🤏 close to start a chaotic study blog thingy.

[megaghostlyfestivalkitty]

Brain's partying hard but i need to listen to the lecture, bruh.

[megaghostlyfestivalkitty]

Feeling like an imposter. Couple days ago everything was so easy. I was able to clean the house, do a small workout routine, read some articles and remember them... I felt so productive. Now everything feels ten times harder and i can't even start a simple task. Even brushing my teeth seems really hard to do.

[megaghostlyfestivalkitty]

Sometimes songs hit the spot way to hard and i was not prepared

[megaghostlyfestivalkitty]

Nothing's wrong with being single, haven't dated anyone etc. And mostly, i'm fine with it. But sometimes i wonder, am i not lovable enough? Mature enough? Maybe not beautiful enough. And then there's the fact that i really don't like my body and my overall personality, so why would someone love me? At this point i'm just rambling lol.

I should stop listening to love songs :")

[messy-kobalt]

When it’s time to pet your cat

[lovelyardie]

In foookin HOWLIN

[hellsite-yano]

Song name??

[fictionalhistorybuff]

Nowhere to run - Boga (Baby Driver trailer soundtrack)

[megaghostlyfestivalkitty]

Whenever i voice my discomfort and sound a little aggressive, especially my mom

-You should continue therapy.

Like i'm a broken furniture.

[feluka]

Achilles: Oh, Patroclus, my heart. How cruel must the fates be to keep us apart.

Achilles: oh well. at least this job distracts me from the pain lol. nothing like focusing on my guard post to keep my mind off of him haha amirite

his fucking coworker: 🎵 Hear, O gods, my desperate plea, to see my love beside me 🎵

Achilles:

[megaghostlyfestivalkitty]

Also fuck medicinal chemistry. How am i supposed to memorize +400 molecule synthesis???? I'm a third year pharmacy student and i still can not understand why we have to memorize tons of molecules and their syntheses.

[megaghostlyfestivalkitty]

Thank god this semester is finally over but now i don't know what to do with my three week break, yay!

[nooksickle]

[galadrielaaa]

[megaghostlyfestivalkitty]

So i normally take two ritalin pills in the week but i wanted to take it this evening and actually study for my finals but oh boi i'm shakin'

[jinxviolets]

girl help i’m having creation ideas above my skill level

[tambuli]

girl help i'm having creation ideas above my motivation level

[awriterpretendingtowrite]

girl help I’m having creation ideas above my free time level

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[megaghostlyfestivalkitty]

Look, i really want to be a pharmacist and i really love preparing medicine and learning about how they affect our system but BUT sometimes i regret the university i chose. Hacettepe has the hardest syllabus of all the pharmacy faculties in Turkey and i fucking hate here.

I need a time turner so i can catch up to lectures

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