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It is highly recommended that you are aware of the topics discussed in Ikemen Vampire (suicide, murder, sexual harassment, etc.) Each chapter detailing possibly triggering topics will have a warning at the very top and I ask that for your mental health you take them seriously. Topics that will be present in this work of fiction and are not limited to sexual coercion, child abuse (both physical and mental), graphic descriptions of death, suicidal ideations, self-harm, depression, depictions of murder, etc. If any of these topics cause you discomfort then this story might not be for you.
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❝ʙᴇɴᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ,
ᴀ ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀ sᴛᴀɴᴅs ɴᴜʀᴛᴜʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ sᴛᴀʀʟɪɢʜᴛ,
sʜᴀᴘᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʜᴀɴᴅs.
ʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇᴛᴀʟs sᴏꜰᴛ, ʜᴇʀ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs ʀᴀʀᴇ.
ᴀ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛʏ ɴᴏ ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀʀᴇ.
sʜᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴍs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʀᴛ, ʜᴇʀ sᴏᴜʟ ᴀ sᴏɴɢ.
ᴀ ᴍᴇʟᴏᴅʏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢs.
ʜᴇʀ ʀᴏᴏᴛs ʀᴜɴ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ, ʜᴇʀ sᴘɪʀɪᴛ ꜰʀᴇᴇ.
ᴀ ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ɢʀᴀᴄᴇ, ᴀ ᴍʏsᴛᴇʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ.
ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴡʜɪsᴘᴇʀs, ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɢʀᴇᴇs,
sʜᴇ’s ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀᴇᴇᴢᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴡᴀʏs ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴇs.
ᴀ ʙʟᴏᴏᴍ sᴏ ᴘᴜʀᴇ, sᴏ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛ, sᴏ ᴛʀᴜᴇ.
ᴀ ɢɪꜰᴛ ᴏꜰ ɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ, ᴡʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴅᴇᴡ.❞
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Jujutsu society was complicated, she knew that the first time she was introduced. Curses, cursed techniques, domains, it was all so much for her to wrap her head around.
Now, graduating from Tokyo Jujutsu High, she found herself an offer to become one of the many sorcerers a part of the international society that combated curses.
Through all of this, she manages to complete college and earn her PhD in history along with a Bachelor of Arts in Modern Language and Culture.
After a mission completed, she takes some time to explore Paris; more specifically, the Louvre as she has a fascination with art. There she meets up with a childhood friend, Mitsuki, who she reconnected with a couple years back.
Both of them then meet an aristocratic looking man, dressed in clothing that looked to be from the 19th century. He doesn’t stay long but, he ends up dropping his pocket watch which she picks up.
Unknowingly for both of them, they were about to enter a mansion full of historical figures that they had only ever read about in books or seen in movies.
As they struggle to wrap their heads around many things, darker secrets come to light and one thing she realized was, none of them seem to be human.
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I have never, and will never, use "ofc" to mean "of fucking course". It literally stands for OF Course...
you have permission to pick that 2 year old "abandoned" project back up. it's not mad at you for setting it aside. and maybe time and distance have helped ease or erase the things that made you put it down in the first place.
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at war with myseIf because I know I can do better.
Ladies...Ladies, please....one by one...🙏
my 57 year old mom is like, aggressively woke. shes a political science professor who specializes in gender politics so like even if i didnt exist she'd still be wokeatron 3000. but it's funny remembering when i came out as trans to her because she literally cheered and went "I HAVE A TRANS SON! <3" in a very supportive and joyous manner but there was also a smidge of something like, oh my god i caught a shiny pokemon i got one in her tone. she was so stoked. she mightve been more stoked than i was. happy pride. love u mother.
Happy pride month to Vermouth. May she have more toxic yuri moments in the future
You subconscious isn't going "are we affirming to remind? Are we trying to hard? Is this out of love?"
it's simply "oh we keep focusing on this. We want more of this."
remember, it is a law. it would never fail unless u think so. so manifest all out ur desires no matter how crazy u think it is, u want to manifest $5.000.000 in 1 week? sure why not! u want to manifest a full on appearance change? ofcourse u can! u want to manifest a rolls royce? yes u can! seriously, DON'T EVER DOUBT UR POWER. u can manifest all of that without lifting a single finger. U THINK U DESIRE SMTH OUT OF NOWHERE WITHOUT A REASON??
U DESIRE IT BCS U'RE MEANT TO HAVE IT! work on ur self concept, dwell on ur desires, think AS IF u already have it or just relax that it is gonna come NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS cus circumstances DOES NOT FUCKING MATTER. do what's right for u cus whatever u assume is right u have everything u desired,
trust me.
⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚ YALLL, I shifted to my dr last night and I was there for like a week and the craziest thing happened omfg 𝜗𝜚ྀི
♬ ׁ ꒪ ˙ॱᐧ.˳˳. So we had a small showcase performance for our new comeback, it was so fun, all the fans we're so nice and we had a little fansign event after the performance Ი ᰍ
‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. TELL ME WHY THE 1ST GIRL TO COME UP TO ME HAD THE SHIFTER SYMBOL AS A RING, AND SHE WAS TRYING GO SHOW IT OFF TO ME SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE WHEN SHE WENT TO GREET MY OTHER MEMBERS SHE WAS ALMOST KINDA KEEPING IT HIDDEN ꒰୨ ୧꒱
ಣ𓈒ֵ۫ ˚ it actually freaked me the fuck out, I tried to act like I didn't notice it and I told her the ring was pretty bc that's literally all I could do without revealing myself 😭😭 ₊˚ ⋅ ۶ৎ This was all unscripted mind you 𓐇˚ִִ𓈒 ۫ 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋
✿𓈒ॱ⬭ᩙ I've been thinking about it the entire rest of the week I was there and knew i had to tell yall😭😭 𝅄♥︎ं
꒰୨ ୧꒱ ok that's it! If that was u please don't scare me like that again ok bye 𝜗𝜚ྀི
Sue me, but I think you’ll make more progress in five minutes of spiraling than in five years of trying to shift.
Hear me out:
Ever heard binaural beats? Put 528 Hz in one ear, 520 Hz in the other. You don’t actually hear either one directly. Your brain locks onto the difference: 8 Hz. Your awareness detects contradiction because it effectively responds to dissonance.
Reality works exactly like that. When you're fully holding:
“I already have it” AND “But I don’t see it right now,” you're living in a frequency clash.
The system hates that. Awareness can’t remain in pure contradiction. So it starts syncing to the resolution. It starts looking for that “8 Hz” that makes sense of the noise.
And when you crash out—when you’re crying, screaming, losing your mind over how the logic literally does not add up, because you KNOW, in every fiber of you, that this thing is yours but it’s not appearing—that moment is not a failure.
It’s not you wavering, it’s your awareness detecting a mismatch and equalizing.
The illusion is that you need to “believe better” or “assume more correctly” or “stay calm” for things to shift. Noooo. Realizing the bullshit is the gateway and crashing out is the recalibration. You're slamming two contradictory states together so hard that awareness is forced to adjust the observable reality to match your strongest signal— which, in that moment, is: “I KNOW I HAVE IT, BECAUSE I CAN’T INTEND TO HAVE SOMETHING AND NOT HAVE IT, SO IT MUST BE RIGHT HERE. I KNOW IT’S HERE, THE LACK IS FAKE!”
That creates movement. Five minutes of looking around at your CR like “I know I already have it, so what the fuck is this??” hits your awareness like a seismic wave.
Don’t fear the contradiction because you think wavering and checking the 3d kills your intention. Because the frequency of that dissonance is the only sound awareness can’t unhear.
“Wait, but won’t I then be observing a reality where I have it, but don’t see it?”
Well, is that what you intend? I know you’re smart. You intend to have your desire already. To shift. Now let go of this awful idea that they implanted in your mind, that if you check for proof, automatically you’re done for.
Check for proof, because if you don’t see it in front of your eyes right this second while intending to have it, then what you’re seeing simply isn’t real. Remember that the proof that you have your desire, is not seeing your desire itself, but the action (intention) you took to have that outcome.
I know you feel crazy. I know you’re practically tearing your hair out and wondering what the hell you’re doing wrong, why you’re not shifting.
But your logic is fine. Your sanity’s intact. What you’re feeling is the pressure of suppressed knowing. Like trying to sit calm in a burning building because someone told you you had to “trust.”
No. Scream. Bust the fucking door down. Delete Tumblr. Tell these bloggers (myself included) to shove their advice. You don’t need all of this, because you already know what’s yours. That’s why you can’t quit or let this go.
When you’re crashing out in tears, you’re not “blocking your manifestation,” you’re sweating it out like a fever breaking.
Stop thinking the dissonance means you’re wrong. It means you’re too right to ignore.
Caveat: the way I shifted after two years (more like a decade tbh, I’ve known about quantum jumping since I was ≈10) was by questioning the glitch, crashing out, and calling out the bullshit.
Even now, the way I continue to expand my consciousness, simplify my way of shifting/manifesting, and learn (realize) new things always comes back to:
“if I know w, have x, and can do y, THEN LOGICALLY I HAVE Z”
That’s why—to me—calling out the flaw in the illusion always works no matter what.
me in my wr cause I scripted the perfect scenarios, plot and everything for all my drs will be ready for me
FORGETTING. YOUR. TRAUMAS. IS. A. REAL. THING.
I SCRIPTED I WONT BRING ANY TRAUMA FROM MY ZOMBI APOCALYPSE DR AND I DONT REMEMBER MUCH OF WHAT HAPPENED AS IN DEATHS AND G8RE STOP SAYING THAT YOU CANT "ERASE" TRAUMA.
To summarize in detail; you can do whatever you want with your consciousness, you're a deity people worship in some realities. Stop limiting yourself.
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