"faith, trust and pixie dust!"
something i realized just recently is how as children, we were constantly surrounded by the "magic of imagination", and "dream this, wish that, heart this". i grew up with classic old disney, starting from snow white all the way to elsa, anna, moana and onto barbie as well, and a recurring theme all these movies had, always had to do with dreaming, wishing, imagining and trusting your heart.
it's almost as if.. we were being sent a message since we were little kids. a little nudge, that we aren't meant to be ordinary. not as kids, not as teens, and not even as adults.
however as we grow and transition into teenage and adulthood, society tries to humble us. it tells us imagination is "make-believe and escapism", and that we have to be "realistic". and society's version of realism is often just pure negativity, nothing else. we're taught to leave behind how we perceived the world as children because well, we're physically not children anymore. but who said we have to leave that behind mentally? there's a reason children seem so happy and always get what they want while adults struggle - that's because imagination and "play pretend" is the only truth to children. and we think "oh they're children, they'll grow out of it" but that's exactly how they get what they want. by staying in it, holding on and not accepting anything less as an answer. they want something? they got it. instantly. they get anything else? temper tantrum immediately lmao. you were always taught to be a bit of a "brat" too.
so what if we are still children? what if that same "a dream is a wish your heart makes" stuff is who we actually are? what if imagination has always been the truth and who we've always been but society wanted us to believe otherwise? maybe that's why so many are still asleep?
another thing is the concept of everything/everyone is you pushed out. gosh when i tell you guys everything parrots back to you, it does, depending on your internal state. i have been flooded with content of michael jackson, muhammad ali, alysa liu and their incredible mindsets. knowing themselves to be the greatest even when the world didn't reflect it yet, and not caring about it reflecting which is why it had no choice but to actually follow. an influencer friend i manifested too. she's not near mj in terms of fame, but i find out she made a youtube video 5 months ago. she too speaks my language: manifestation. daydreaming like a child, and understanding children are all who we've ever been. and i only found this out two days ago. many things are again, under your nose, already here, but it is YOU who realizes much later.
when your consciousness/inner state upgrades, you start seeing and perceiving things in a new lens. the same thing that you might have thought of in a certain way, you will intrepret it much differently as your inner state improves. i was listening to i see the light from tangled one night (peak disney movie) and mind you, i've grown up with this song. i've been hearing it since i was 5, and now i'm 20. so i've loved and listened to this song for 15 years. and not once did i start interpreting and relating to the song the way i do now. i simply just didn't see it that way until now.
"all those days, watching from a window. all those years, outside looking in. all that time, never even knowing just how blind i've been. now i'm here, blinking in the starlight. now i'm here, suddenly i see, standing here it's all so clear, i'm where i'm meant to be. and at last i see the light,"
i cried so much when it all clicked for me a week ago. i had already arrived, i had already been in my desired reality, with my desired appearance, with my desired people and circumstances. everything i had ever written down that i was clawing and reaching for, was already here. it didn't matter what my physical eyes were showing me, what mattered was the click that i was always where i wanted to be, and i had been searching and searching, doing more always instead of just realizing..
how blind i've been. i'm where i'm meant to be.
and not to mention flynn rider's part. "all those days, chasing down a daydream, all those years, living in a blur, all that time, never truly seeing things, the way they were," and how synonymous that sounded with my sp's life, lol.
something i grew up with, something that had been under my nose the entire time, something so obvious, a song. yet it never ever crossed my mind that this was an answer. not until my inner state/consciousness got to that level of understanding.
everything is here. every piece of the puzzle. your desired reality/manifestations, i swear i swear i swear, are under your nose. if you're noticing movement, great. it's because there is so much more happening behind you where you can't see it that it has no choice but to almost "leak" into where you can. (keep your eye on the prize and don't let the movement distract you though, but don't beat yourself up for feeling good.)
keep being a child. keep relying on that child part of you that dares to dream and believe, just like michael jackson did, that you are destined to break rules, chains, laws of physics, chemistry, biology and any science that there is. and when you're so focused on that you'll realize you've always been where you're meant to be as well.
signed, juliette ferrars of sector 45 / the mother of realities.