“right where you left me” - the lonely friend prompts
“no problem” but it indeed was a big problem
paranoia seeps in every time a conversation occurs about something you have no memory of
“remember when we did-” no because you’ve created a habit of leaving me out, but go on
+relishing in making people uncomfortable when they’ve brought up being left out
being the last one to find out about everything. every. single. time
becoming the afterthought during every lull in conversations
can remember every big thing that happened in their friends' lives vs not one single person being able to remember what you do for work
“when did that happen?” I literally told you last month, but it's okay, I’m not important enough to remember
can list the questions they will get asked on repeat the entire evening on one hand
+ it always starts with if you’re seeing anyone
not being anyone's ‘person’
“remember I’m always here”
