ATLA Reaction – The guy's S/O wearing revealing clothes
Pairing: Adult!Zuko, Adult!Sokka, Adult!Aang x reader
Warnings: Very suggestive at times
A.N.: Thank you for all the nice comments under my last story! I don’t know, I actually feel kinda embarrassed about writing these suggestive things but on the other hand I kinda want to have the experience of writing different things, idk.
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Since he had become the firelord, Zuko had a lot of responsibilities so right now he sat in his office and read through hundreds of papers. It was already past midnight and Zuko was exhausted because he repeated this schedule almost every night.
You felt very proud of him for being the man he was today, for fighting for peace but… sometimes it was very lonely. So you decided to surprise him at his office and that’s exactly what that knock on his door was.
“Come in,” Zuko called out without even looking up, his nose too deep in his documents.
“Hey love, can I come in?” You asked sticking your head into the room and Zuko’s head immediately snapped up to the door, “Y/N!”
He jumped up excitedly while you were already running to him in a small happy sprint. You both hugged and held each other tightly. “I missed you, I am drowning in all this paperwork.” He said while letting himself sink deeper into your arms instead and resting his head on your shoulder.
“I missed you too, I wanted to make sure that you aren’t overworking yourself. Looks like I came at the right time.”
That’s when he let go of you and noticed your extremely short skirt, it was basically short enough to reveal your backside when you bent over. His eyes went wide and his mouth fell open.
“Um… you look… pretty…” he said nervously not able to tear his eyes away from your legs.
“Right? You like it then?” You asked smiling widely, you had hoped this would make him think about something else for a while and distract him from his duties… just for a tiny bit.
Zuko pulled you closer by your waist and smiled as well. “Mhm, is that all for me?”
You nodded, “if you want it.”
And oh boy he did. He lifted you onto his desk and let his hands wander over your naked knees and closer to your hips under your skirt. He leaned in and kissed you, biting your bottom lip softly while he drew circles on your thighs. While your wet lips moved against each other, your arms were wrapped around his neck pulling him closer and with one swift motion you opened his hair pin so that his luscious long hair fell over his shoulders.
Zuko broke the kiss laughing, “you are impossible.” But he just kissed you down your neck while letting his hands wander even further upwards.
Sokka
“Sokka, how long do I have to stand like this? My arms hurt…” you whined as your arms have been in the air as a T pose for almost 5 minutes now. Sokka was working on a protection suit for one of his new inventions and he was pinning down fabric on you for the proportions.
“Aaaaalmost done babe.”
And after another minute he was finally done pining everything down and he took all the fabric off of you which left you in just your underwear. He put everything aside, “thank you so much Y/N, this will be very helpful later when I put that coat together. You know, you should actually be a fashion model or somet-”
His sentence was interrupted when he saw you standing there in just your underwear and he slightly blushed and looked away.
“Why are you getting shy? It’s not like you haven’t seen me before, as a matter of fact you saw me this morning.” You said as you walked up to the clothes you were wearing before but before you could pick them up you felt two slightly cold hands around your middle.
“I know but seeing you like this always makes me realize what an amazing person I belong to.” He said kissing your neck softly.
“So I am amazing because of my body?” You asked teasingly and he chuckled.
“Of course, you love me for my body as well, don’t you?” He said jokingly and took his vest off to show off his arms and abs. (And somewhere in that process his hair magically opened when he winked???)
You laugh at him and slap his chest but he caught your wrist, guiding it to his mouth and leaving kisses along your arm. “You know I’m kidding. You are amazing because you are you and no one else can be... you, does that make any sense?” He chuckled nervously pulling you closer against him and you nodded laughing.
Sokka guided your arms around his neck and rested his own hands on your waist, he pulled you closer and pulled one of his hands up to cup your cheek before kissing you. You were leaning in more and he pressed you against a nearby wall, running his tongue against yours in a wet kiss so that saliva was running down your chin.
He lifted your leg and put it around his own waist before he broke the kiss panting.
“Want to show me the rest of you? For my studies of course…”
Aang
You sighed as you looked outside your window to see your boyfriend Aang practice more and more of his air bending and while you loved watching him, eight hours without any break was definitely too long, especially because the sun was burning down on your skin and you could feel the hot air around you in the summer afternoon.
“Aang!” You called out and he landed smoothly onto the grass. Aang turned his head around to the kitchen window where you stood and waved smiling.
“Can’t you take a break and come in?”
“I’m sorry! I need to be prepared.” He called back to you dropping his wave with an apologetic face.
“Be prepared for what?”
“Any danger that could come up, I don’t want my friends to get hurt!”
“You’ll be in danger if you don’t come in here this instant!” You said jokingly and he laughed with you while he walked towards the back door.
As soon as he was inside you noticed his sweaty body, he had been practicing all day in the heat and his upper body was glistening. At the same time he noticed your straps, the thin straps on your top revealed your collarbones and cleavage slightly. Both of you started to laugh softly noticing each other’s stares.
He walked up to you and cupped your face placing a warm kiss to your lips. You ran your hands over his shoulders and chest before you softly laughed against his lips.
“You are so sweaty.”
Aang chuckled and nodded, “and you are not sweaty enough.”
You looked up into his big gray eyes and he looked down at yours and before both of you knew it you were touching each other all over. Both of you landed on the couch in the living room with you on top of him.
You sat up taking off your top and his eyes went wide, “Y/N…?”
Summery: Y/N is unsure what to do when her childhood crush turns into the hottest man she had ever seen and also him confessing his own love to her and also… him being the hottest man she had ever seen… what is she supposed to do?
Genre: romcom, childhood crush, a teeny tiny bit of angst, Slow burn, Smut (again, minors don’t interact or in fact read)
Warnings: Element play (hot and cold), Dirty talk, Eating out, no protection, slight masturbating
Words: 5,7 k
A.N.: I haven’t actually watched the new movie, I’ve just seen clips so if something is really inaccurate… sorri. ATLA is actually my favorite show of all time, I watch it annually and I already watched it this year haha. As someone who had a crush on Aang when I was a kid because I have always been into the good guys… seeing his adult self… I… I wrote the filthiest smut I ever have (also my second one ever) so do with that as you will. This is also a little love letter to ATLA and I hope they figure something out about the movie haha also if you want me to write something specific about team avatar, requests are always open! Bye bye!
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Aang was running away from Y/N, running as fast as the wind actually since he was an air bender and by the way, the avatar. He was looking back at her, laughing at the top of his lungs with his eyes closed and that big mouth of his.
“Katara said we are supposed to be back before sunset! Aang come on!”
Aang stopped and sucked in massive amounts of his surrounding air just to scream as loud as humanly possible: “THE FIRST TO GET THERE WINS!” And with that he was immediately passing her basically flying in the other direction. When he passed Y/N it was like time had slowed down and he just smiled widely at her.
Him gone by miles already she suddenly woke up from her trance. “That is not fair!”
After what felt like an eternity, she had finally reached the tent with Aang sitting outside holding out a bowl of soup up to her. “Here!” He exclaimed happily and she just sat down beside him. The sun had already set and the two sat there in silence just eating until… she smacked his head and he yelped.
“You cheated! You know I can’t run as fast as you, as a matter of fact, NO ONE CAN!” She said smacking him again and he just pouted. “M sorry… I- I- I didn’t want to make Katara wait.” Y/N just rolled her eyes, Katara this, Katara that. She was Y/N’s best friend, beautiful, smart, and oh! A powerful waterbender besides all… beside her, Y/N sometimes felt… really weak, also because she knew Aang, the guy Y/N had a crush on liked Katara so… she was just slightly jealous… slightly.
As soon as her eyes looked sadder and her head kinda dropped, Aang was worried. “Y/N? Are you alright? Listen, I am sorry about earlier… how about we fly out on Appa later huh? You always love that!” He exclaimed happily to cheer her up. She just shook her head suddenly not in the mood anymore.
Y/N put the bowl aside and got up but before she walked away he held her wrist looking up at her. “I am sorry if I hurt you Y/N… Please don’t hate me or anything.” Oh… but how could she hate him, the moment she first saw him she was already lost. She forced a smile onto her face and shook her head. “Aang it’s fine… you should ask Katara for a round with Appa… she put so much effort into cooking for us… she’ll like that…” Her wrist slid out of his grip and she walked away with a low head and maybe a small tear in the corner of her eye.
Aang felt horrible, he was about to run after her when Sokka stepped out of the tent throwing an arm around Aang. “What’s up my blue arrowed friend, did you finally tell her?” Sokka asked acting all nonchalant when he was burning with curiosity. Aang just stood there watching after Y/N and so did Sokka.
Aang sighed. “No… I couldn’t I was too scared… I don’t think your advise worked.” Sokka looked down at Aang. “What? She wasn’t impressed by your air sprinty thing?” Aang shook his head. “Not even a bit… I think she was actually annoyed… I might have also said that I did it for Katara to not let her wait… instead of that I did it trying to impress Y/N…” Another smack but this time from Sokka. “You have a lot to learn my naive little friend.”
12 years later… present day
“Y/N come on! The firework is about to start soon! I don’t want to miss it!” Aang called out. It was Firelord Zuko’s 12th year anniversary as firelord and all his best friends were with him. The entire fire nation threw a big festival for him and the amazing fireworks were about to start. Y/N stumbled down the stairs holding up her long dress before she slipped and landed in Aang’s arms.
His cheeks immediately start to go pinkish and his eyes widened as his strong arms were holding her securely. It really didn’t help Y/N that her childhood crush had become extremely tall and extremely hot over the years at all. Aang had a pretty face, big eyes, an incredible physique and he was the most powerful bender in the world.
That her hands had landed on his muscular chest did not help either. They felt so tight and firm that she almost squeezed but she held herself back. They looked at each others eyes and suddenly the fireworks exploded behind them but neither of them were paying any attention to it anymore.
“Y/N I love you…” Aang blurred out and both of them immediately froze… he said what? She pulled herself away from him, very confused. “What?” Aang cursed at himself in his head, he was gonna tell her tonight but not like this, not just randomly when they were alone missing the grand fireworks.
He was gonna say it under the beautiful lights of the thousand small fires in the air with laughter and joy around them but right now they were far away from the fairground with no one around, it almost felt cold.
“Um… I said… I love you…” way to go big powerful avatar, bridge of the spirit world and master of all four elements… he thought while Y/N actually started laughing. She started laughing so much that she was holding her stomach from the pain. Aang just nervously laughed with her…
“I know I should have told you soone-” “That was a good one Aang! I can’t stop laughing, my tummy hurts!” Aang just looked confused while Y/N calmed down wiping away some tears that had formed at her eye.
“Okay, now come on.” Y/N said smiling passing Aang but he gripped her wrist and she looked up into his… kind of serious face?
“Aang?” “Is that what you think? That I am joking?” He said with a very serious voice which actually threw her off a bit. She chuckled nervously, “well… yeah? You like Katara no?” Y/N was sure that Aang has had a crush on her best friend since they were kids actually. Over the years she had just become more and more amazing… only problem was she was with Jet now which probably hurt Aang a lot… maybe Y/N was a placeholder or something?
“Katara? You think I like Katara? Why would you think that?” He asked confused, his serious voice gone replaced by utter confusion. He was still holding her wrist in a weird way, the air was kinda awkward around them. “Don’t you?” Y/N asked now confused as well.
“Of course not! She has a boyfriend! And besides, I never liked Katara that way, she is more like… like a sister to me. Y/N…” Aang sighed. “I always just loved you, I always have… since we were kids… it’s always been just you. I love the way you smile and how excited you get when we are all together because I know how much you love your friends. I love how you are interested in my past and my people. I admire you for always giving your best even though you think you aren’t good enough because you can’t bend an element.” Aang said softly stepping closer with all the fireworks exploding behind him.
“Just to add to that, you are good enough. You are the strongest person I know and I believe you weren’t born as a bender because if you were we wouldn’t need an Avatar on the side.” Y/N laughed softly through tears now, he looked so sincere and full of love…
“I love you Y/N, everything about you. All that is you. I want you to be mine… I want you to be my forever baby.” Y/N laughed loudly at that and he blushed. “Shush… I am trying to be… confident here…” he said smiling softly. She held his hands suddenly and looked more serious than before.
“Aang… from the moment I saw you… I wanted to be yours.” Aang thought he saw Roku for a second because he thought he died hearing her say that. “Wha… what?”
“You know my childhood wasn’t easy but… when I met you, I suddenly had a friend, I suddenly had a family. You were always so cheerful and happy that you gave me hope. No matter how hard something was, you could always do it, no matter how scared you were! No matter how difficult you thought it was gonna be, to help others you always did what was necessary. I mean heck you defeated Ozai when you were like 12!”
Aang was very thankful that it was night and that the fireworks were behind him because his face was steaming red and his tears were running down his cheeks. Y/N cupped his cheek and she smiled softly, crying as well.
“I shouldn’t say this but… I am so thankful you ran away that day because if you hadn’t… I would never have met you, I would never have found my soulmate and… the love of my life. Aang if you want me… I… I love you too.”
Aang just pulled her into the tightest hug he had ever given someone, he thought being in love was beautiful because you were happy being with your special someone but right in this moment he realized it was so much more than that…
After what felt like forever, the fireworks had already ceased and they looked at each other in the night.
“And you are incredibly handsome of course.” Y/N said laughing to ease the tension and Aang laughed as well wiping away his tears. “I think… admitting my feelings to you was actually harder than saving the world…” “Probably because the powerful Avatar had to do it without any help.” She said teasingly.
“Actually… I asked Zuko if he could have the fireworks extended to this specific time and I also asked Sokka beforehand to help me decide what to say… Katara also picked me a better outfit because the other one was apparently bad and Toph picked some perfume for me…”
“Wow. I am surprised you didn’t go into the spirit world and asked around how to woo a woman or told Appa that we were gonna have a romantic flight date.” Y/N said jokingly. “Actually…” Aang started but stopped himself.
Y/N chuckled and just wrapped her hands around Aang’s neck. “Don’t you want to ask me?” Aang nervously put his hands on her back not sure if he was allowed to. “Um… ask you what? OH!” Y/N nodded expectantly. “Is it okay that I am touching your back? You know I am just a bit worried because I don’t want to make you uncomfortable but when we hug you seem to be okay with it and you mean me asking you to be my girlfriend actually…” he said realizing mid mumbling.
“Why would I ask, you are already head over heels with me?” He said a bit confident, thanking Sokka for that because all of a sudden Y/N was blushing like crazy. It worked! Sokka, you are a genius! He thought.
“Y/N?”
“Yes…?"
“Do you want to be mine? Please…”
“Yes!”
She exclaimed hugging him tightly while he lifted her and spun her around. They were both laughing happily burring their faces in each others necks until he let her down and actually… kissed her. Her eyes closed immediately and her body just sunk more into his as her lips moved slowly against his.
… A few moments somewhere not too far away from the romantic kiss
“Are they kissing yet or not?” Toph asked leaning against the stonewall she had put there. Like every group of great friends, Toph, Katara, Zuko and Sokka were cowering behind the stone looking at the couple further ahead, just to make sure it works out of course… and not because they were all completely nosy.
“No not yet… I actually think they are crying… I don’t think this is gonna work. What did you tell him!” Katara whispered angrily at Sokka. Sokka rolled his eyes and crossed his arms in front of his chest. “Nothing, just that girls like confident guys and if he is cocky she is probably gonna like it. I didn’t tell him to cry though, did you tell him some weird nonsense about him needing to be sentimental and honest about his feelings?” Sokka whispered back to Katara.
“You are gonna ruin it for them!” Katara exclaimed. “No you are gonna ruin it!” Sokka said annoyed. “Shut up! Look, they are hugging!” Zuko said and all eyes and feet were on Aang and Y/N. “Oh man, they took so long the firework is already over, Aang what the hell is it with you.” Zuko mumbled. When Y/N and Aand actually kissed Katara let out a yelp and Sokka immediately covered her mouth. “What? What! Are they kissing now??” Toph asked excitedly and Katara just mumbled mhm behind Sokka’s hand, too shocked to push him off.
Zuko then lifted his hands and with one swift motion the streetlamps around the two were lit and small fireworks exploded around them. Zuko held out his hand for a high five and Sokka gave it. “Oh yes, we are soooo romantic.”
“You wanted him to wear warrior armor from the water tribe!” Katara said unimpressed and Toph added: “And Zuko thought burnt wood perfume would make Aang smell more desirable.” And with that Zuko and Sokka were very quiet very fast.
A few months later…
“Maybe I am just not sexy enough? Maybe it’s a marriage thing… I am not sure if I am ready for marriage yet…” Y/N mumbled into her arms as she rested them on the table. Toph sat opposite of her, bored, playing with a piece of metal, bending it into different shapes. Katara was looking through the undergarments she thought would look best on Y/N.
“Don’t worry, you are not doing anything wrong. It’s just not in his little airhead you know, he is just so happy that you guys hold hands and peck and stuff, guys like Aang are simple beings.” Toph said smiling trying to cheer Y/N up. “Yeah, maybe he doesn’t even think about these kind of things.” Katara agreed.
“Does Jet think about these kind of things?” Y/N asked smirking and Toph laughed. Katara just went bright red and threw some of the garments at Y/N. “Here! Those!” Katara exclaimed embarrassed and sat down on a chair with a straight back and her bottom lip extended.
“Thanks. Oh come on! Give us something… have you guys…?” Y/N asked and Toph leaned in closer as well. Katara just got bright red and looked away. “Well… yes.” Immediately Katara was bombarded by questions and requests for advise.
“Hey, do you use your blood bending when you guys do it?” Toph asked and well… to say the least… there was a bit of a fight between them.
At the same time in Sokka’s house
“And that’s the moment you rip her clothes off.” Sokka explained with parchment and some ink. Aang just looked unsure and Zuko sipped his tea with his face being all one color now.
“Why would I rip her clothes though? They are very pretty and kind of hard to make… it would probably take a couple of days to get them repaired.” Aang argued looking at the little drawings Sokka has made.
“Trust me. Chicks love that stuff.” Sokka said confidently.
“I don’t know Sokka…” Aang said unsure and then pointed at a particular part of a drawing. “And what is that?”
Sokka got excited. “I have no way of telling but I thought some element play could turn her on you know? Like some ice or fire like warming up her body but only some parts… actually, Zuko? Do the girls like that?”
Zuko spit out his tea before he was about to punch Sokka in the face but Aang looked so curious with his big gray eyes that Zuko just mumbled: “they do…”
Eeeeven later
Y/N’s heart was beating so incredibly fast that her chest almost exploded while she was making dinner. Toph and Katara had already left and left her with a lot of advise, headache and fantasies…
Y/N imagined Aang undressing… his big strong biceps just flexing as he pulled his pants down… him being completely bare in front of her, slowly kissing down her needing body moaning his name… and him just going lower with his big eyes looking up at her… kissing her thighs and closer to where she needed him… Y/N… he moaned… Y/N… Y/N…
“Y/N!” Aang exclaimed pulling the pot of stew away from the fire. Y/N snapped out of her head and saw Aang putting out the fire in the kitchen. “Are you alright? You were kind of zoned out, did you hurt yourself?” He asked worried checking on her.
She was glowing red from head to toe… “when… when did you come home…?” He tilted his head confused. “Huh? I just walked in and it smelled burnt so… I came in here, did you not hear me?” Y/N just shook her head embarrassed because her lusty thoughts had almost burnt down their house.
“What were you thinking about? You looked kind of out of it.” Aang said jokingly, softly sitting her down as he continued to cook.
“Um… Katara.” Y/N blurred out. “Katara? She alright?” Aang asked a bit worried because Y/N had been so deep in her thoughts.
“Oh yeah she is fine… it’s just… um… she said some things about Jet you know… girls stuff haha…” Y/N said nervously.
“Girls stuff? Was it something bad? I hope you don’t talk too bad about me when I am gone.” Aang said chuckling.
Dinner was very tense with Aang going through the stuff Sokka... and Zuko had told him and with Y/N just basically being turned on by Aang eating with a spoon. The way his tongue would lick some of the stew off the wood or the way his arms flexed every time he did something just because he worked out so much…
“I want your juice.” Aang said.
“WHAT?!” Y/N screamed and Aang looked surprised… “Um… your grape juice? Can I have a sip… I already finished mine.” He said scratching his head chuckling and Y/N just nodded hating her brain for going that way.
While Aang was washing the dishes, Y/N was in the bathroom undressing to her more revealing undergarments. Usually she would just wear something close to a linen dress but today it was more like a linen bikini… she looked into the mirror and took a few big breathes before going out, back into the kitchen.
“You know what’s funny? I never really heat up my tea with fire bending even though Iroh showed it to me once. Sometimes I kind of forget I can even fire be-”
Y/N stood in the kitchen door with her bikini like sleepwear looking at him. He had dropped the wooden bowl he was currently cleaning into the sink, his mouth had dropped to the floor and his eyes were everywhere. But then he quickly turned around chuckling. “Oh sorry… I didn’t mean to stare… Are you um… ready for bed then? I will just change as well, give me a minute.” He said avoiding her eyes when he passed her and this time she gripped his wrist, very tightly.
“Do you not want to do it? Is that it?” Y/N asked a bit angrily and frustrated. Aang looked down into her eyes, very surprised.
“I always kiss you and touch you and like… give you hints but you never… act on them! I am trying to dress sexy… and kiss you lovingly. I even once pressed my ass against you while you were cooking and you just apologized and laughed! So what the actual hell is your problem!”
Aang’s eyes almost fell out of his sockets… his brain was working so hard you could see the smoke coming out of his ears. “You… you do that stuff on purpose? To… for what?”
“To have sex with you!”
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Silence…
“You… want do… have sex with me?” Aang asked slowly with his wrist still in her hand.
She groaned almost exhausted. “NO! WHAT INCREDIBLY WEIRD GIRLFRIEND WOULD WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH HER BOYFRIEND! OF COURSE I DO YOU IDIOT! THE QUESTION IS WHY DO YOU NOT!” She yelled at him letting him go.
“I do! I mean…”
“You mean you have never thought about it? Because the thought is too ridiculous right?”
“Y/N please let me explain…” Aang said raising his arms in defense trying to be the calm monk he was.
“Oh yeah you want to explain? Explain this to me, when we lay in bed and I start to kiss your neck all of a sudden you always excuse yourself and leave? Or when we go to the beach you never look at me! Or when I sat on you-”
“BECAUSE I AM SCARED I CAN’T CONTROL MYSELF!” He yelled and immediately apologized.
“I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to scream at you…” he sighed, “it’s just… I often think about… us… that way. About us kissing and about us… you know… and I always feel so ashamed because I shouldn’t… I shouldn’t be thinking about making you sweat, about making you moan, about making you scream… I feel so ashamed of even imagining you like that because you don’t deserve to be objectified like that. You deserve to be treated like my love… like… someone I want to protect and cherish and not someone I want to…” he sighed again, “when we go to the beach I don’t look much at you because... I… sometimes my… clothes just… get… tight.” He said his face burning up, not able to look at her.
“I get so embarrassed because that is not… how I should react seeing my beautiful girlfriend… It’s not always really! I don’t get hard just because I see some of your skin! It’s just sometimes… not even worth mentioning…” more sighing, “when we lay in bed and you kiss me… I… do… get… hard… and I don’t want you to think I am some pervert or something so I always just… go into the bathroom…”
“What do you do in the bathroom?” She asked and his head snapped to her.
“What?” She walked up to him and ran her finger over his arm. “I asked… what do you do in the bathroom after I kiss you in bed?”
Aang gulped looking down at her finger which was tracing his shoulder, his brain kind of stopped working, he was running on stock brain energy. “Well… I um… I…”
“Aang, have you ever thought about the fact that I sometimes want you to think of me like that? That I want you to get hard? That I want you to make me sweat and moan and scream? That I am not some porcelain doll? That I wear this intentionally to turn you on?”
Aang looked at her wide eyed. “You do?” Sokka’s voice in his brain echoed: told you.
Y/N nodded slowly taking Aang’s shirt off revealing his abs and chest, his tense biceps and his low v line. “I do. I want you to show me what the great avatar can do to a woman like me.” Y/N said not really sure where that confidence was coming from. Probably from him looking at her like she was some sex goddess.
“Y/N… I need you to be very honest with me here right now… do you actually want me to… do this?”
Y/N smiled and nodded, "yes.”
With one swift motion, faster than lightning, Y/N was pressed against the table in the kitchen with Aang’s wet lips against her. He lifted her leg and wrapped it around his waist so he could grind his still clothed middle against hers. Her body tried to keep up, wrapping her arms around his neck kissing him back with her tongue, grinding against him as well. Her eyebrows furrowed while she moaned into his mouth, sometimes Aang lost control in a fight… maybe is was like this with sex as well?
“Do you like this?” Aang asked kissing her neck while holding her waist and his other arm holding himself up against the table. Y/N just nodded with closed eyes, her breathing was incredibly fast now holding on to him. “Yes yes… please keep going.”
He lifted his head from her neck and looked down at her, he was breathing equally fast looking into her eyes. “Can I see you? Can I…” but he didn’t need to finish. “Yes… whatever you want… I am yours.” He smiled and pecked her lips before he ripped her top piece open, revealing her boobs.
She instinctively hid herself but he shook his head. “Don’t… please…”
She let her arms fall and he laid her down against the table. He kissed her neck hovering over her, kissing down her collarbone and further looking up at her face to see if she liked it. He then squeezed her tits and massaged them with his big hands. Y/N moaned gripping the edges of the table, throwing her head back.
He kissed her boobs softly until he reached her left nipple and licked it, she just moaned even louder with her legs squirming under his touch. “Aang…” she moaned and he continued sucking her nipple and biting it softly. Then he moved to the other one doing the same thing, one of his hands was stimulating the other boob while his other hands ran up her leg.
Aang blew softly against her wet nipples and she moaned again, she was a complete mess under him. “Don’t do that… they are sensitive.” She said her voice completely different now with all that pleasure.
“Sorry. Airbender.” He said smugly like that was explaining anything.
Then all of a sudden he lifted her bridal style and she looked up surprised at him. “What are you doing?” She asked breathy.
“What? You expect me to have you scream my name on that hard wooden table. One hard thing is enough.” He carried her into their bedroom and laid her softly down onto the bed.
Aang went down on his knees and kissed her down her stomach and belly button and… “further?” He asked her softly and she just nodded looking down at him. He slowly pulled her bottom piece off, revealing her glistening pussy to him, he swallowed heavily and his cock, if even possible, got ten times harder.
He leaned down and kissed her lips softly and her entire body jerked up. “Wow so responsive…” he mumbled as he kissed her clit and started sucking on it. Y/N kept moaning his name while trying not to grind her hips too much against him. She was gripping the sheets like her life depended on it, suddenly she felt like her pussy got very hot, almost burning.
She looked down but there were just Aang’s beautiful eyes, she looked a bit confused but then he pulled away from her, just enough so she could see his red glowing tongue. “Are you heating up your tongue?!”
Aang nodded proudly. “Mhm, doesn’t it feel amazing?” And he was right, it did. He kept eating her out with his hot tongue while two cold fingers suddenly entered her. Y/N moaned smiling, understanding now exactly what he was doing. He kept sucking and licking her wet pussy while his long fingers moved in and out of her.
In the middle of it he would suddenly change the temperatures, his fingers going burning hot inside of her and his tongue feeling like an ice cube.
“Oh Aang, I think I am close… You… I am… I… please don’t stop!” She moaned and he moved faster as her back arched against the sheets, he intertwined the fingers of his free hand with hers while she came moaning and whining. “Yes… yes… Aang ah yes… feels so good…”
He helped her ride out her orgasm… just like Sokka had told him to.
When she was slowly calming down from her high he kissed her up the same way he had kissed down her. He smiled down at her as he was hovering above her, she smiled back and pulled him down for a kiss, tasting herself on his lips and tongue. Her head was so dizzy but in the best way possible.
“You taste good.” Aang said with a smirk and Y/N slapped his arms softly. He chuckled and kissed her neck biting her earlobe, “and you smell good too.” His still clothed hips started rubbing against her, “and you feel good… your body… it’s so warm and soft… you are so… hot… so incredibly hot… I…”
Even though Y/N just came, she felt herself getting wet again, Aang had never spoken like this before and it was the biggest turn on.
“I want to do so many things to you…” he whined while grinding himself on her wet pussy.
“What? What do you want to do to me?” Y/N asked desperately looking into his eyes.
“I want to bend you over, I want to make you beg and cry. I want to grip your hair and put my hands around your neck…” He suddenly widened his eyes.
“Oh I am so sorry that was really harsh wasn’t it? I mean I only want to do these things if YOU want me to do them to you, you know… anyways you should rest… I’ll get a towel and clean you up…”
“Aang?”
“Y… yes?”
“Don’t you want to finish as well?” She asked running her hand down his abs, his breath hitched and his abs tightened.
“It’s fine… I can… do it myself…”
“Yeah? Then go ahead."
His eyes widened. “Sorry?”
“Show me, I want to see how you do it.”
He looked at her not knowing if she meant it but she did… and he wanted to. He wanted to show her himself. Aang stood up and loosened his pants revealing himself. Y/N looked down at him and almost drooled because… what the fuck.
Aang lifted his hand and cupped his dick with it, he started moving it up and down softly moaning. This right in front of her was the hottest thing Y/N had ever seen her entire life. This Adonis of a man just touching himself in front of her and he was all hers.
She spread her legs a bit. “Aang… wouldn’t you rather put it here?”
“Yes please…” he breathed out and walked up to her to kiss her deeply and guide himself insider her. Once his tip was wrapped by her warm walls both of them moaned. They held each other and touched each other everywhere, kissing and biting. Licking and grinding. The room filled with moans as he filled her more and more.
Aang’s back and arm muscles flexed which almost made her cum on its own. He moved deeper into her while he kissed her full of love.
“You feel so good Y/N,” he whimpered helplessly. He had never felt this kind of pleasure before and he was almost crying, that’s how good it felt. “You are so warm, so wet, I want to keep going and going…” he mumbled as he thrust into her completely drunk on her.
“Aang faster…” she moaned holding onto his back, scratching it so hard that it would probably leave some marks the next day. He pounded more and more into her until he finally came, spilling all his cum into her. Aang rode out his orgasm while rubbing her clit to make her cum again as well.
After that he fell into her arms and cuddled against her still inside of her. They just laid there for some time breathing and thinking. He was hugging her like she was his favorite pillow and she ran her finger in circles along his back.
“I don’t have a single word to describe what just happened…” Y/N said and Aang laughed softly kissing her chest lovingly. “Me neither… maybe heaven. I think I just went to heaven.”
He looked up at her and kissed her lips softly. “I wish I could let you feel my soul because the way I feel about you really can’t be put into words… I love you Y/N… I love you so much it scares me.”
Y/N kissed him as well and ran her hand over his head smiling. “Me too… And do you understand how scary it is when the AVATAR has that much power over you?”
Both of them chuckled. “I would do anything you want from me before you even think about it yourself, I am utterly devoted to you Y/N.”
They both continued cuddling softly touching each other.
“Hey, did you know that your eyes and tattoos glow when you cum?”
Summery: After being humiliated you find comfort in the body of a beautiful stranger. Just to later realize you had no idea who he was or where he was from.
Genre: 18+, Bridgerton!au, NSFW (again, Minors, don't interact or in fact read), 19th century
Warnings: sexual content, jokes about death, misogyny, mentions of 'purity' and 'pureness'
Words: 3,9k
A.N.: I have exactly three reasons why I am posting this. Number one, this account hit 100 subscribers! Thank you very much by the way! Number two, I watched Bridgerton again so I had to, obviously. And number three, I haven't posted in a year, hope you like it bye.
P.S. this is my first time writing smut... :)
Y/F/N is supposed to be 'your full name' idk if that's a thing sorry.
Those little words crushed your heart just as much as the flowers in your hands. Little petals falling down one by one in what seemed like slow motion. The beautiful brunette man in front of you looking confused and expectant, aren't you gonna introduce yourself?
But you had. You had introduced yourself, laughed with your heart and thought with your soul about this man. Simon Watson, Lord Simon Watson and here he was standing here with his friends drinking and laughing.
"My lady, are you gonna put those in water? They are gonna dry up." They laughed. They were teasing you. They were mocking you. Simon standing there with his deep blue eyes looking down at you with no recollection of who you actually were. A fool. That's what you have been. The most desired man of the season... Of course he was gonna bat his eyes at every woman, not just you.
With a quick curtsey you turned around and like a child ran away not noticing you had already let go of the flowers and instead buried your face in your hands.
Hours later, gone from the beautiful palace, the huge ball, you left your older sisters behind and cried in front of the 'L'ajustement parfait', the most visited shop for dresses in the whole of London. The only dress you wanted to wear right now was a blanket, never to be taken off.
Two months ago Lord Watson had met you for the first time, he was handsome and charming. Kissing your hand, complementing your hair, holding you while walking down the stairs. A pure gentleman. You thought he was courting you but instead... He was having fun making fun of women. Breaking their hearts, not remembering their names. Idiot. Stupid Idiot. Crying in the middle of the night in the empty city seemed like a very beautiful thing to do so you did it.
All the days and nights you had hoped, today, today he is gonna ask for my hand. All the days and nights you had fantasied about what your sisters had told you, about a man on the wedding night... You even felt ashamed before, touching yourself to the thought of him, compared to now you wanted to be lit on fire and die.
Humiliated, in front of the entire Ton. Almost crying with the useless and thin flowers you had picked from your garden to give them to him. All this pining just to end up alone in the cold night with nothing in the air but the sound of horses walking.
Hooves... You looked up and you saw a blue carriage? It looked beautiful and it was stuffed with luggage over luggage. Even though the gold swirls outside of it seemed impressive, the carriage was rather small... Was just one person going around with all that? The coachman and the horses suddenly stopped. You stood up from the stairs you were crying on, panic flooding your body. No one was here, you weren't save. Please... Please don't be dangerous...
The carriage door opened and a man so beautiful you almost mistook him for a king stepped out. His blonde wavy hair almost looking white, his blouse slightly unbuttoned, no jacket and his long legs wrapped in expensive black fabric that was tight around his slim waist. This must be an hallucination... This man couldn't be real.
"My lady" he said bowing slightly, his voice sounding like silk and suddenly you were very aware of your open and messy curls and your heavily folded dress. You still tried to give him your best curtsey.
"Are you alright madam, I saw you sitting alone in this cold night. Is there no one with you?" He asked looking worried but not stepping any closer. He was keeping a healthy distance and it made you feel relieved and at the same time disappointed. You gave him a nod and with a voice you hardly recognized as your own you said, "yes, I mean no... I mean... I am fine."
His dark eyes looked around scanning the surroundings, oh no... Maybe he was dangerous. He reached back into his carriage, scared it might be rope or a cloth dipped in something you step back only to realize he was holding his ruffle jacket up to you. "You must be cold. Please." He said softly stepping closer to you just so you can reach his jacket. You nod and you thank him pulling his jacket around your shoulders.
"Is there anything I can help you with? Should we drive you somewhere? Bring someone for you?" Why was his voice so silky? At first you shook your head but then you realize... Whatever. You were humiliated with no end in sight today, might as well ask a stranger who was probably only passing through.
"You are a man... Correct?" You asked and he looked perplexed. After a few seconds he looked very amused though crossing his arms over his chest, "I do believe so yes." "Great... Now... Please... Do me a favor and look at me. What exactly is wrong with me?" You ask boldly lifting up your arms. He lost his amused smile and replaced it with confusion again, "my lady?"
"Please... Tell me," you say feeling the hot tears running down your cold cheeks again. You quickly brush them off not wanting to show any emotions to this stranger. After what seemed like hours he finally moved towards you and said, "I think it inappropriate to judge a woman just based on her appearance but since you asked... I think you look devine. In fact... I believe you must be the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my life."
You had to breath in because you apparently forgot to take one in the past 20 seconds. This stranger, this man you had never seen before and never will again was... Giving you this intense compliment and all you could think of was how handsome his face looked in the night. Tomorrow he'd be gone, probably on a ship to Denmark or Spain, at least that's what you imagine with a mountain of luggage like that, might as well...
"Please... Do not mock me, I've had enough of that today," you said in a tired voice. But all he did was step closer and shake his head, "I mean it. I am not a liar. I am telling you my lady, my eyes have never had such a hard time to pull off a woman before and as inappropriate as this sounds I can't help admitting it."
He must feel the same way... This quiet place with no one around, besides the two horses and the coachman, who was desperately trying to count every star in the sky, bless his heart. You felt like a failure to your family, both your older sisters married already with one baby on the way and your younger brother already courting... You felt like you were lacking and left behind...
"May I know the name to this lovely and at the same time unfortunately sad woman?" He asked, interrupting your thoughts but you just slightly nodded, "Lady Y/L/N, Y/F/N."
"What a beautiful name..." he said in awe and when you looked into his already so close, sparkling eyes you lost it. "Please... Will you... Will you kiss me?"
He almost immediately backed off and you decided on the spot, today was the day you'd drown yourself in the lake in front of your house or lock yourself in your room till you starve.
"Please do not ask me such a thing again my lady. I... I am having troubles already not starring, don't tempt me to... To..." he looked at your lips and you shake your head, "just a small one... I want it."
He lifts his hand slowly, resting it on your cheek. Your heart suddenly 10 pounds heavier and your breathing faster you tilt your head and his lips meet yours halfway. Your wet lips laying between his, reaching time and time again for more skin and more pleasure. You stomach felt like confetti had exploded.
Suddenly the kiss was messy and longing and it seemed like you had never done anything else in you life, kissing was so natural and easy and... So hot. You tugged on his hair while he held your waist tightly. His lips chasing you and yours chasing him back playing catch. Wet sounds filling the night, heavy breathing and the slight moaning in his throat rumbling up. He suddenly broke the kiss and started to attack your neck, his jacket which was originally over your shoulders now laying on the ground collecting fallen leaves. "Ahh~" You moan feeling his teeth nibbling your neck and he immediately let go. Both your heavy breaths visible in the cold air in contrast to the fire in both your eyes.
"I... Forgive me..." He said his silky voice now rough and breathless. You shook your head swallowing heavily, "No I... I... Liked it." So far this man had clearly held back. His hands not too tight on your waist while yours had ruined his beautiful hair even though looking at it now, it was even more beautiful. But with your approval he couldn't hold back, what the hell was wrong with him? He thought to himself.
Next thing you know you are naked, laying on a bed in an inn outside of the city not too far away. This beautiful man now looking even more unreal with the fire making you both warm up and the little candle on the nightstand. He was tall and muscular and a bit clumsy but god help you he was an Adonis. This Greek statue of a man now currently prepped up on top of you just as naked.
"Y/N..." he whispered and you felt that tight little knot you felt when you touched yourself late at night alone between your soft sheets. You looked up at his warm brown eyes.
"Have you ever done this before?" He asked you softly tugging some hair behind your ear and you could swear you heard angels sing somewhere. You shook your head slightly, "no but... I have two married sisters... They told me... Stuff." And he smiled, so bright and beautiful letting his hand run down your neck and collarbone over your shoulder, down to your biceps. "What did they tell you?" He said so softly he was almost whispering.
You laugh embarrassed which was useless because... You were laying naked under him. "I can't say, it's too... Vulgar." He smiled even wider and softly cupped your right breast, both of you slightly moaning. He started to tease your nipple with his long fingers while kissing your neck. You felt dizzy. He was everywhere, his smell, his taste, his hands, his body...
"Tell me," he begged softly kissing your neck while his one hand stroked your nipple and the other one holding himself up on the bed. You just closed your eyes and whimpered in return. No one had ever touched you like this and it was almost explosive, how intense you felt.
"Tell me..." he whispered licking over your earlobe and you crossed your legs automatically. He looked down and smirked uncrossing your legs again... Then his hand finds your stomach and you followed his hand with your eyes.
"They... Ah... They said it... Hurts..." you answer breathlessly and when his hand reached your clit you immediately held onto his shoulder and the nightstand. Surprise was in his eyes, had this touch made you feel so good already? He swirled his fingers over your cunt and you moan loudly, "ahh... Oh... They... Mm... They said you'll... Ah oh god~" you moaned not being able to form any kind of sentence.
"What will I? What do you want me to do to you?" He asked and swirled his tongue over your nipple and you felt a very familiar release building up. Usually it took longer for you to do it but this man... "You will... Move... In... Ah... me." He smiled and looked at you slowing his fingers, "and do you want that?" All you could do was nod. Since he was naked you could see his hard cock the entire time anyways, you wanted to feel it, to know what it's like.
He was incredibly gentle, he asked if you were alright and he thrusted into you and even though it had hurt, it was the loveliest burn you had ever felt. "Y/N... Y/N..." he whined his eyes searching for yours with his mouth open moaning. His thrusts became stronger and stronger until he quickly pulled out and shot his fluid into the bedsheets. He was shaking and panting and you watched fascinated, that must be the exact same thing that happens to you when you're alone in your bed. After he had calmed down he looked at you, he was the most gorgeous human being you had ever seen and so were you to him.
"Don't worry, I did not forget about you..." he said and kissed you lovingly. He slowly kissed down between your breasts, down your stomach and anxiety spread inside of you. "What are you doing?" He quickly looked up at you and smiled softly, "shhh... It's alright... Close your eyes." You gave him a look for two more seconds before you tried to relax closing your eyes. Then... He was between your legs and you suddenly felt something wet on your pussy. Your hands immediately shot up into his hair and your back arched, a moaning mess while he held your thighs apart licking and sucking your clit.
"Ohh... ahhh... that feels wonderful. Please please do not stop." You begged and he wouldn't have dreamed of it. Your eyes looking down at him and his meeting yours. Hadn't you seen those eyes just recently in a painting? One with a fallen angel? These beautiful delicious eyes made your whole body shake and suddenly you felt yourself coming all over his tongue.
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Arriving back at home with his carriage you feel like pudding. "Good night." Is what he had said before he had kissed your lips one last time forever. The door of the carriage closing and him vanishing in the dark of the night. Oh lord...
Arriving at what seemed to be 1 o'clock in the morning you hear voices coming from the basement. The house you live in was massive with your father being the vicount and your mother being the vicountess. You walk down the stairs to be greeted by your sisters, both their heads snap to you angrily.
"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!"
"DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU DID?"
They yelled at you and for a moment you didn't even realize what they were talking about, had they found out about the mystery man and the inn? But how... A cold shower ran down your spine, wait... You had no idea what his name even was. Suddenly you felt ashamed, you had given this angel of a man your purity but you never even asked for his name. Suddenly your thoughts were interrupted because of the brain damage you were getting from being shaken by your shoulders.
"Where were you!! We were so worried! Mother almost died because she was so worried!" Your oldest sister Elizabeth, currently pregnant, scolded in a firm tone. Of course they meant you running away after, what was his name again... Simon? You hardly even remembered his name since your brain was now clouded by another.
You pulled your sister's hands away and looked up at her. You needed to tell them... Where you were, what you had done because slowly after the adrenaline and the high you started to feel... Worried... What if he told someone? What if everyone knew you weren't pure anymore... You would never find a husband!
"I think I've done something horrible..."
After explaining everything, your younger brother joining, your other sister, Constance, having to grab some wine and you crying, the story was told.
"This- how could- no one-" Lizzy tried to form any kind of sentence but failing miserably. Your brother, Louis, joined in on the fun, "let me get this straight. You were sad about Lord Watson so you cried alone. At night. In the middle of the street! And this stranger! A stranger, comes up to you and you somehow end up... End up..." Nope, not even he could finish it.
"It wasn't the middle of the street, I was crying on some stairs," you said absently drumming your nails against a glass of milk.
"I am going to duel him and after I kill him, I'll kill you." Louis said pointing at you. You get up looking at him seriously. "First of all it's 1849! No one duels anymore and if you get caught YOU'RE the one dying and second... We will never see him again anyways... I doubt he is from here."
Constance sighed. "What was his name again?" You just stayed silent looking at the table, too ashamed to even say it...
"Hello? Did you fall asleep sister?" Constance asked and you shook your head still not looking up. "He... He didn't say..."
"I have no words for the absolute foolishness of the thing you've done! Do you have ANY idea what would become of the family if someone found out you've been... Been... Sleeping around! The people, oh god the people!" Elizabeth held herself up on the wall having to calm down.
"Sister please you're pregnant." You said worried. "Pregnant oh my father in heaven, what if you are with child! With a man we have no trace of!" Now your blood was really feeling cold. "No one knows besides us!" You tried to make everyone relax.
"And him," Louis said and no more words had been spoken that night.
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The next day the Queen was having one of her beautiful balls, a huge and expensive gathering with everyone at the Ton and of course you had to show up. Your Mother, Constance with her husband and Louis, with you. Elizabeth was at home, being with child was a flaw in the Ton's youthful display of society. Constance and Louis tried to stay calm with you, after receiving another scolding from your parents, you were glad everything was... Sorted... Sort of. You hadn't told your parents anything and you probably never would. Instead of telling them you had a beautiful night with a stranger, you told them you had met up with your best friend Charlotte.
Lots of people were whispering when they saw you and maybe that would have irritated you yesterday but today you were just happy it was just because of the situation with Simon, who was by the way already buttering up another woman whose name he could forget... Not that you felt much better never having asked a different person's name.
Sleep had come very late last night and also very unsteady and practically in waves. You couldn't stop turning and tossing around thinking of his hands, his eyes, his tongue... After waking you had invited Charlotte almost immediately to tell her a very broken down version of what happened but she was curious.
"And he kind of... Went down on me..." You had explained with a red face.
"I don't understand that?" Charlotte knew what your sisters had told but not a lot more.
"Ah Charlotte! He just went down on me. I can't say it any differently or I'll explode."
You sighed and tried again, "his tongue... Was... There... You... Know... There!" You said hinting very hard at the place you meant.
Charlotte's cake almost fell out of her mouth, "that is possible??"
That's how that went and now you're standing beside her at the ball, the men there looking much more... Uninteresting now than they had already. Suddenly the Queen stood from her throne while she stood on the indoor balcony. Everyone looked up at her and listened.
"Members of my beloved Ton. I am pleased to see that you all have been part of today's ball since we have a very special guest tonight. May I present prince Kai of Germany."
The queen announced the prince and when a tall blonde stepped into the room to the Queen's side you almost fainted. That was him. It IS him. Kai... What a beautiful name... Wait, WAIT. Did she just say... Prince?!
You quickly held yourself steady on Charlotte's arm and while she looked worried and tried to ask what's wrong, you had already captured his eyes. He looked at you and flashbacks of his eyes looking up at you from between your legs popped into your brain and you felt your air being sucked from your body. "Excuse me I have to..." was all you could say to Charlotte before going outside to grab some fresh air. You leaned over the cold stone railing, thankful for carrying you in those hard times.
Last night, when you had seen his carriage, he wasn't leaving for somewhere, he was arriving.
Then... You hear one of the many doors to the terrace open and again you are met with those eyes... Those damn beautiful eyes. He, surprisingly, smiled and you felt your knees getting weaker.
"Lady Y/L/N. It's a delightful pleasure to see you again."
"What do you want?" You blur out looking up at him.
'I... Peg your pardon?"
"Your highness." You quickly added but he shook his head.
"No... I mean... No need for that, I just don't understand? Why would I want something from you? Not that I am not interested in you." He said rambling a bit but you ignored it.
"What do you want so you don't tell anyone about me... Us... Last night."
His face cleared. "You're worried I'll tell people that I took your... Virginity." You immediately shushed him to be quiet and he chuckled which made you slightly angry. "Of course you're laughing. You have no idea what it's like being a woman! It's hard! Always being generalized, never being free, only worthy with a husband. If... What we did came out oh... I can drown myself because I would never find a husband after that!"
He had stopped laughing and instead looked hurt. "I have a question. Who am I talking to right now?"
You looked confused but he raised his eyebrows expectantly.
"Well... Me?"
"Yes. I talked to you the moment I saw you. I kissed you because you were beautiful and kind in the white moonlight and I loved you in bed because I thought I'd die if I didn't. I realize being a woman is unfair and curel but you prejudged me just the same. You assumed sleeping with a woman is nothing to me, something I can just brush off. Let me tell you, you weren't the only one that night who had lost their purity."
You stood there eyes wide... His words made your heart jump, his words made you want to-
Kai Kamal Huening, the little nerd in your math class, the one you secretly liked or at least you liked how he looked. He was the guy you had to talk to today because you were failing math… miserably. You were popular and had many friends but not in a I’m so pretty and expensive way, not that you weren’t pretty but you were kind and funny and bold. And nervous.
Kai was sitting in the cafeteria with his book, reading something about history so that eating became second place in his actions. He had beautiful brown hair and a flannel shirt buttoned up. You breathed in and out one last time before you made your way over to him. He looked up at you confused when you just sat down beside him smiling, of course he knew you, the perfect girl.
“Can I help you?” He asked a little annoyed right off the bat and you were surprised, weren’t nerds supposed to be well… shy? “You are Kai right?” You say fully aware that you fall asleep everyday thinking about him and how good his last name would sound behind yours. He was a bit surprised that you knew his name but that didn’t change his tone, “yes?” “You are like really smart right? Or at least in math?” Kai didn’t know where this was going so he just nodded and your eyes started to brighten, “great. How do you feel about tutoring me?”
“Tutoring you?”
“Yes, see… I suck at math and I am actually super close to failing classes so… I need someone to help me.”
“I am sure you can ask anyone to help you so why me?”
You shrugged, “You’re handsome.”
At that a deep shade of pink started to show on his cheekbones and that’s when you smiled widely.
“You tell me what you want and tutor me okay?” He looked a bit dumbfounded, “tell you what I want?” “Yeah payment for wasting your time.” He nodded smiling a bit cocky which looked not as confident as he might thought, “I want more compliments and a favor.”
“What kind of favor?” You ask suspiciously.
“That depends on the amount of compliments I’ll receive.”
He may be cute and all that but he was overstepping his line with you so you took his hand and twisted it to make him cry out. “Don’t get cocky with me, I get enough of that from the jocks. So, you’ll help me or not?”
He winced in pain closing his eyes, “yes, yes, yes I’ll help you just let me go please.”
You did let him go and smiled, “I’ll see you after school then,” and off you went. He looked after you rubbing his wrist where you had twisted him. What had he gotten himself into?
After you were done with your classes you waited outside for Kai with your friends. “I asked Kai to come to my room and tutor me,” you burst out but none of your friends really reacted to it except Olivia who was currently applying more lipstick while looking into a tiny pocket mirror, “who?”
“Kai Huening? The nerd in my math class,” and that got your friends gasping. You had talked about him a couple of times but not too often because you didn’t want to be obvious about your little crush.
“The loser with the plushie keychain on his backbag?” Sophie asked, one of your other friends and you immediately defended him, “he is not a loser and yes he has a little keychain on his bag, so what? May I remind you that you have an entire we bare bears set on your bed?”
“That’s different,” Sophie snapped.
“How?”
“It just is.”
You rolled your eyes at her and then you looked at Angela, “you got something too?”
Angela nodded her head, “I was gonna comment on his weird hoodie addiction but I thought you guys did a great job already.”
Again you rolled your eyes, just when you saw Kai stepping out of the building already looking around for you.
“I can’t believe you invited him to your dorm room,” Olivia said mustering Kai from afar. You were already stepping away but you turned around again, “said the one who made out with one ball billy.”
“Who told you that?!”
Kai looked at you as you walked up to him, he sighed, he had hoped that all of this was a big joke or that you had actually forgotten about it but apparently not. You both went to your dorm room and sat down on the floor with a little table you could work on.
“So, what exactly do you need help with?” Kai asked spreading out his books and pens.
“Like everything?” You said and he facepalmed himself and so your very boring and dull study session started and it was nothing like you imagined. In your head you were kind of the sexy babe seducing the cute shy nerd but all he did was hit your head softly with a pencil when your brain started to drift away. After almost three long hours you guys finished and it would be an understatement to say that you were dead.
“Thank you very much you were very helpful.” You said exhausted getting up and stretching your arms over your head, he just nodded and started to pack his things. “So how much do you want?” You asked while walking over to your purse. “What do you mean? Like money?” “No like apples and bananas, of course money.”
“50.” He said and you look at him perplexed.
“50?! Are you nuts?”
“That’s a fair price, after all I spent three hours of my life to help you.”
“30 bucks, 10 per hour.” You suggest.
“40.”
You closed your eyes and counted to 10 in your head to calm down.
“Okay, how about 20 and I will actually do you a favor. Like a big one.” Luckily for your wallet, Kai had something in mind that he wanted to ask you this entire time anyways.
“Well… there might be something…” he said and you smiled, liking how he was hopefully gonna accept the 20. He fidgeted his hands and suddenly looked very embarrassed, so you sat back down to have a better look at him. “Shoot.” His face turned pink and suddenly he wasn’t this discipline smartass anymore, he was the shy nerd you imagined. “So… um… as a popular girl I thought you might have… well dated someone before.” You furrowed your eyebrows, “I have.” He nodded as he continued, “and… you must be very… experienced…”
What a minute. Is this your fantasy? Are you dreaming? Is this happening? Is he gonna ask you to- “and I really like someone… maybe you could help me ask her out.”
Glass shattering, that was all you heard when you listened to your heart. It was now in pieces laying on the floor beside your feet. He already liked someone? You are supposed to help him get her? “If you help me… then I don’t need your money at all…”
I don’t want to help you was all you could think about. I want you.
Since you had been sitting there for a couple of seconds now without talking, Kai got worried and snapped his fingers in front of you, “hello?”
“Huh? Oh yes… um you… I… um who is it? The girl that you like I mean.” Kai started to blush again and with more blush the more you could feel someone stepping on the already broken heart pieces on the ground.
“She… we have the same biology lecture. Her name is Sarah… she usually wears a ponytail and those athletic shirts.”
“Sarah… Sarah…,” you said thinking hard if you have ever seen someone like that, “the one with the big glasses?” You ask not meaning to be rude but Kai took it as offense, “they are not big! She looks so cute with them and sometimes they fall down her nose a bit…”
“Of course you’d like someone like her…” you say more to yourself.
“What’s that supposed to mean? Someone like her?” Kai snapped.
“She is a nerd. Like you.” You were bitter now, you hated Sarah and her stupid glasses and her stupid ponytail and her stupid stupid nose. Kai just scoffed and extended his hand, “my money then.”
You pulled your wallet closer to yourself and shook your head, “I didn’t say I refuse did I?” He started to look hopeful and eager, “you will?”
You will? You asked yourself in your head. Like that you could be close to him… and there is no guarantee that she would actually go out with him or like him so… you nodded. He smiled happily and you both got up, when you guys stood at your door you said, “so, you’ll continue to help me with math and I will help you get Sarah, deal?” “Deal.”
Both of you met up the next day to look at this Sarah closely, Kai was confused because he didn’t understand why you needed to see her but you were curious, what was his type? Both of you standing in the door frame of Kai’s soon to be biology lecture looking up at one of the seats, “there, that’s her.” He said pointing at the girl you had already thought about when he described her.
She was sitting there, nose deep in her notes and her glasses hanging on the little bump on her nose. Crap, you thought, she was kinda cute with her light blue sports jacket and her high pony tail. But… there is no way she would be interested in Kai right? Right? You both went out of the room and talked about your plan, “so what do you think? Do I have a chance?” He asked you anxiously. You have a chance with everyone, you thought.
“Maybe, we will see. I will go to class now and we’ll talk after school okay?” You say hoping that you didn’t sound irritated or jealous because that’s exactly what you were.
After school in you room again, you guys had just finished the math tutoring and now Kai wanted his part of the deal.
“Okay, what about Sarah?”
“What about Sarah,” you say imitating his voice annoyingly but you promised and so you sighed.
“Question number one, have you ever dated someone before?” Kai started breathing a bit heavier, he was embarrassed because, “no of course not. I wouldn’t have asked you if I had.” You extend your hand in front of him in kind of a ‘stop’ motion. “Okay rule number one, I am your teacher so you better shut up when not spoken to and you don’t act up with that tone of yours mister.”
He just rolled his eyes and scoffed. “What was that?” You ask but he just stayed still, “nothing.”
“So you haven’t dated anyone before, fine. Done anything else? Kissing? Holding hands? Talked to a girl before maybe?”
“Since you hardly count as one I’d say no to all three.” You slapped his knee and continued, “you are rude, not experienced and you have zero game so I don’t understand why you keep talking. Anyways, have you talked to her before?”
He nodded, “of course, we talk everyday.” Your eye twitched a bit at that.
“You talk to her everyday and she… likes that? Is she more like ew this guy is talking to me again or is she more like oh Kai I’m glad to see you too?”
Kai shrugged, “I don’t know… she does smile sometimes, really beautifully. And she also talks without me starting the conversation…”
Great. “Great. So… just ask her out.” You say not really understanding his problem. He lifted his arms high up with widened eyes, “oh yeah just ask her out! Why didn’t I think about that?!” Kai said exaggerating and you laughed a bit.
Then something weird happened, when you started laughing showing your teeth, Kai started to blush a bit and he thought… that you looked actually really cute… and pretty but he pushed that thought to the back of his head.
You didn’t notice any of this and just continued after you calmed down, “ask me out, practice with me. Let’s pretend I am Sarah, oh wait,” you remembered that you had some glasses lying around and got them. After putting them on, you sat back down and looked at him, “see, now I’m Sarah.”
“You look nothing like Sarah, you look stupid with those glasses,” and you gave him another hit on his knee, “just pretend you idiot. You probably pretend that you’re a superhero often enough so this shouldn’t be hard.” He was already starting to argue but you called him out to finally start.
He coughed, “um Hi Sarah…”
“Oh hello Kai,” you say a bit high pitched.
“That’s not what she sounds like.”
“Ask. Her. Out.” You say in an extremely annoyed tone.
He sighed and straightened his back, “so… I wanted to ask you if you… well want to hang out with me sometime, it’s totally fine if you don’t and-” You made an eegg sound signaling him that he was wrong. Kai looked confused with big eyes, “huh? What?”
“First of all, where is your Hello Sarah how are you? Oh fine? I am glad, I’m good too. And then you give her a compliment, you know about her stupid hair or something.”
“What was that?”
“Nothing, give her a compliment that’s it and then you ease into it okay? And don’t ever ask her if she wants to ‘hang out’. Be a man, your mouth is always so big so be more straightforward, tell her it’s a date. Ask her a specific date and time, girls like it when the guy already has something planned and isn’t just like: I don’t know you decide. Okay?”
Kai carefully listened to everything you said and actually had pulled out his notebook to write everything down. You gave him some time to finish and then he looked up, “okay great. That was actually pretty enlightening… so, when I have this date… if… I have this date, what do I talk about?” You look stunned, “what do you mean?”
“Like what do I talk about?”
“You want me to write you a script or something? You have a brain right? Just talk with her like you do with me, just anything that comes to mind.”
“I have a crazy thought and I want you to think about it. How about we go out with each other, just for practice of course and see what I am doing wrong, kind of like what topic I should talk about and what I shouldn’t talk about and stuff like that.” Your heart exploded, yes yes yes, a date with Kai! Or more like a practice date that you have to do so he can date another girl… but anyways.
“Well… that does sound kinda well… weird but also, fine. We forget the money you are supposed to get, you give me another math lesson, I don’t fail class, you get to practice and everyone is happy.”
He smiled a little and nodded, “sounds like a plan.”
You shake each other’s hand and then you say one last thing, “Kai?”
“Hm?”
“Don’t you dare wear sweatpants or a hoodie.”
So, three days later, that Friday you stood in front of a restaurant that Kai had picked out. You wore pumps, not too high with nice jeans and a tight sweater, some jewelry and a little bit of make up and you were freezing cold. Your jacket was only giving so much warmth that you didn’t animate yourself to just leave and go home. After another six minutes Kai came running with flowers in his hand and that made you blush a bit. He looked handsome, like extremely handsome with a brown button up tucked into his black twill pants, his bangs hanging nicely on the side of his face exposing his forehead and all that topped with a black jacket.
“I am… so sorry… the shop had too many different flowers…” he said panting stabilizing himself on his knees and after some time he extended his hand with the flowers. You reach out your hand taking the pink flowers carefully closer to you, no one had ever given you flowers and it made your heart beat faster.
“Those look very nice… thank you,” you say blushing, for a second completely forgetting that he was late and you were supposed to scold him but… looking at him, he looked so incredibly handsome and with the flowers you decided to just tell him later. When you both went inside he opened the door for you and when you were led to your table he pulled your chair out and in when you sat on it.
When you thanked him again and took your jacket off he saw how… absolutely gorgeous you looked with your rosy cheeks and the earrings handing down around your soft face… he looked at your red lips and noticed for the first time how soft and kissable they looked.
“You were late,” you said which took him completely out of his thoughts, he just leaned forward with a questioning hum.
“When you are late, call her and tell her or text her that you’ll run late. I waited outside for 15 minutes freezing my butt and my will to date this guy who asked me out off. Understood?”
Kai just nodded blushing and looked down at the menu.
Once you ordered you guys just started talking and with surprising ease he made you laugh and blush a couple of times, telling you about himself and asking you about your life and with ever minute passing you realized how much in love with him you actually were. Yes, you’d actually say it was love, he was funny, charming, handsome, attentive and he got on your nerves which was exciting. When you both had finished and were ready to pay he pulled out his wallet and paid for everything, not that you didn’t try to persuade him to pay or at least pay for your own meal but he smiled and shook his head.
After that he even called you a cab and you both waited outside. “So, how did I do?” He asked smiling looking down at you. You were also smiling, so much this entire evening actually that your face started to hurt. “I hate to admit it but you were basically perfect. Like… actually perfect. I am sure Sarah will be very happy on your date…” you say smiling a little pained and that’s when he actually remembered that this wasn’t a date between you guys but just practice for Sarah. Kai hadn’t thought about Sarah once this entire evening. “Right…” he said a little quiet.
While you guys waited a thought shot into Kai’s brain and he started to deeply blush. “Y/n…?” he said almost whispering turning to you.
“Hm?” You hummed not yet looking at him but at the wet street in front of you. He sighed heavily once and then looked at you determent, “do I… when I’m with Sarah… do I… you know… kiss her?”
You looked at him and you saw how deeply he was blushing. Being able to see it even with the weak streetlights. “Um… well…” you said also blushing a bit, this was not like you but you couldn’t really help it.
“If she wants to… and if you want to. You will notice if an opportunity comes up,” you try to explain with a stable voice.
He nodded, “and how… how do I do it?”
“What do you mean? Kiss? Have you never kissed someone before?”
“Of course not… I told you.”
“Right... Well I could show you but then you’d have to pay me.” You said chuckling, trying to ease the tension a bit but Kai didn’t laugh and he didn’t move.
“Would you?” He asks and your brain basically shut off. You were standing there looking at him with an open mouth that looks like it was gonna say something but no words were coming out of it.
“I’m sorry that was stupid, forget I said anything at all.”
“Do you not care about your first kiss?” You ask a bit stiff because you had no idea what else to say. Truth be told, he did care about his first kiss but… you being his first kiss wasn’t bad, he wanted to kiss you.
“No… not really,” he lied.
“Okay… then… I guess we could, for practice reasons.” You say because, of course you wanted to kiss him. His eyes almost fell out of his sockets and he gasped when you agreed, “actually?”
You nodded and after a few seconds you both straightened a bit and looked at each others eyes, this was so stressful and uncomfortable but you wanted it and so did he. You guys slowly leaned in and you could hear Kai’s heart from here or was that yours? He closed his eyes and you closed your eyes and in seconds you felt his soft lips on yours, it was like kissing a marshmallow, sweet and soft. He sighed into the kiss and moved closer to you placing his hand on your neck while you leaned your head up more before you slowly started to move your lips against his. Kai was breathing heavily but he was good, you could hardly believe that it was his first time kissing someone. Both of you breathing heavily and touching each other you started to smile a little into the kiss which made him smile as well and you guys slowly parted.
“That was-” you started saying but your cab arrived, Kai needed to know what you were gonna say but you had already said goodbye with a head just as red as his lips from your lipstick. It was safe to say that both of you had big time trouble sleeping that night.
And on Monday when you realized Kai was gonna ask Sarah out today, your entire mood was on the ground trying to crawl back to bed.
That morning when Kai saw you he immediately looked away blushing and he could hardly speak to you because he was so shy, you on the other hand could hardly speak because you were so jealous. You guys rewind what you had told him about asking Sarah out but all of a sudden he didn’t want to anymore, it wasn’t his top priority anymore… he wanted you… but for you it was only practice and helping him out for tutoring you… little did he know.
You leaned in closed at the door to hear Kai’s and Sarah’s conversation hoping deeply that she would just say no.
He slowly went up to her and sat beside her, “good morning Sarah…” he said a bit nervous but he also had to fight with himself to not get up and ask you out. Sarah looked up at Kai and she smiled a little, barely. “Good morning Kai.”
“How… um how are you?” Kai asked like you two had practiced, which made Sarah look a bit confused but she answered, “fine. A bit tired, I was up studying so yeah…” she said a little awkwardly.
Kai laughed politely, “oh yeah… studying…” why was it so hard for him to talk all of a sudden?
“Um your hair looks really… eh... pretty today…” he said blushing and she started to blush as well, “oh um thank you…”
Kai just sighed, she hardly gave him anything he could work with, she was so kind and calm. “So ah… Sarah I was wondering if you want to go out with me this Friday… 6 PM maybe… as a, um… as a date?”
Sarah’s face had turned just as red as her notebook cover, for what seemed like minutes she didn’t say a single word. She didn’t speak for so long that you actually leaned more into the room, asking yourself why you suddenly couldn’t hear them anymore.
“Yes… I would like to…” she said nodding slightly. Your heart, the one you thought you had repaired fell to the ground again into little dust pieces. You felt your throat tightening with the tears forming at the corners of your eyes. This is it… you had officially lost him.
Kai was a bit stunned that she had agreed but then he smiled a bit nodding his head. Later he excused himself and went the hallway back to you, your eyes were red but you had whipped away your tears.
“See! Told you she’d say yes!” You say trying to be as uplifting as you could while slapping his shoulder proudly. He nodded and smiled softly, “yeah she did… thank you… I don’t think I would have asked her if you hadn’t helped me.”
Oh just kill me already, you thought.
“Great well then… tell me how it went or don’t since we are like… done now.” You say trying to sound nonchalant, hoping you could leave soon because you couldn’t look at him anymore.
“Yeah, no… I’ll tell you…,” he said softly and then he looked closer at you, “hey are you okay? Your eyes are all red…”
“Yeah fine… I just have allergies…” you say trying to play it cool.
“Allergies? To what?”
“Stupid questions now go to class.”
He looked at you one last time and then vanished through the door.
You guys didn’t meet up and you didn’t talk till Friday, you didn’t know where Kai and Sarah were gonna go or what they would be doing, you sucked just as bad in math as you did before and you cried yourself to sleep every night. Kai didn’t feel well either, he missed you, he had thought about you a lot this week. What would you say to this or think about that, how you would get on his nerves and stuff… he really missed you.
Friday was the worst day for you, you didn’t go to campus and stayed in your bed all day crying into countless tissues and telling yourself how stupid you were for helping him and how much you hate yourself for not telling him how much you liked him. But would that have changed anything? It’s not like he likes you…
Kai had dressed up and bought flowers again… this time he was early and it felt… repetitive and bit dull. Sarah looked pretty, very beautiful but for some reason he didn’t feel as overwhelmed as when he had seen you. Kai tried to shake the thought of you out of his head because he shouldn’t compare you both with each other… he should enjoy this but he couldn’t.
The entire night he didn’t have anything to say, it was so hard to talk to Sarah… or was it just easy to talk to you? He soon realized that the date he had with you wasn’t so easy because he was naturally charming but because it was with you.
After the extremely awkward dinner he brought her home in the night since she lived close by. You had also decided to go out, to a convenience store instead of a party as you usually would or see your friends. A little happier with a bag full of chocolate, gummies and other candy you walked along the streets talking to yourself and still crying a bit like a crazy person.
“So… the evening was really nice…” Sarah said when Kai and her arrived in front of her door. He nodded, “yes it was…” he hated himself for lying. He saw her fidgeting the handle of her purse and your words jumped into his head, If she wants to… and if you want to. You will notice if an opportunity comes up, was he supposed to kiss her now? But he didn’t want to, “Sarah…” he started with a tone telling that he needed to tell her the truth but before he could say anything else he heard a voice, a woman, crying. Kai looked back and saw… you! You were walking along the street looking at the ground sniffling, he had never seen you in a state like this before. He blinked a couple of times making sure that he didn’t imagine it but it was actually you.
“Y/N?” He called out and you froze. Already sensing what was going on, you very very very slowly looked up at the house to your right. Of course, there they were. The happy couple.
“Oh Kai! And um... Sarah right? What a coincidence to see you guys here haha… how small the world is really… well anyways I’m just about to head… somewhere so uh bye!” You said trying to cover your eyes with your sleeve and walking away with fast steps.
Kai wanted to follow you, he NEEDED to follow you. He looked back at Sarah, “Sarah I am so so sorry but… I kinda know her and I worry… is it okay if I text you later?” Sarah seemed a bit surprised but she nodded understandingly, “yes sure.”
In the meantime you arrived in a park and when you saw a bench you made it your new crying spot. You cried out your eyes some more while biting straight into a chocolate bar, they were gonna kiss or had they already? She looked so pretty…
Kai ran after you and spotted you crying on a bench, “what is going on with you?” He asked stepping closer. “Nothing is going on with me, go back to Sarah!”
He stood a couple of meters away from you and you both looked at each other.
“I told her I’d text her now tell me what’s going on.” He demanded.
“I don’t see how that’s any of your business.” You snapped sniffling taking another bite. He looks at you with an expecting expression and you sighed, whatever.
“I am dumb okay?”
“I know that but that’s no reason to cry.” He said and you almost laughed a bit.
“You are funny Huening!” You said sarcastically instead. “The guy I like… he likes someone else…” you say looking up at him and he looked stunned.
“You like a guy? I mean-”
“You. I like you Kai. And I am dumb, I made you go out with Sarah, I literally helped you! Who does that!?” You exclaimed and he looked down at you with a shocked expression. All this time you had actually liked him as well…
“You… I… You like… me? Since when?”
“I liked you even before I asked you to tutor me.” Your confession almost knocked him off his feet. You had liked him for that long? He felt happy, this was what he wanted, you were what he wanted.
“I… I like you too,” he said shyly but you hardly gave him any reaction.
“No, you like Sarah.”
“You really are dumb! I do like you… Sarah isn’t, she… she isn’t who I want.” He said frustrated.
“What the hell are you even talking about!”
“I want you! I like you! I don’t want to be with Sarah! Why is that so hard to understand?”
You stood up almost angry now, “YOU SAID YOU LIKE HER!”
When you raised your voice, he raised his voice as well, “I DID BUT I REALIZED THAT YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I WANT.”
“THEN WHY THE HELL DID I SET YOU GUYS UP!”
“BECAUSE I SHOULD HAVE REALIZED EARLIER OR SAID SOMETHING THAT I LIKE YOU! IT WAS SO MUCH NICER TO TALK TO YOU AND YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU!”
“YOU ARE SO STUPID FOR SOMEONE SO SMART!” You yell back at him after your endless back and forth.
“I KNOW I AM! DO YOU WANT ME TO GO? WANT ME TO SAY THAT I DON’T DESERVE YOU OR THAT YOU SHOULD FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN ME?”
“I WANT YOU TO KISS ME!”
“THEN WHY DIDN’T YOU JUST SAY SO IN THE FIRST PLACE?” He yelled and with that he pulled you flush against him by your waist and kissed you deeply. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pressed yourself closer to him, breathing and humming into the hungry and messy kiss. Tugging on his hair he left out a soft gasp and he squeezed your sides a bit leaning in more. You broke the kiss and moved to his neck to leave some more kisses.
“I hate you so much,” you say while kissing his neck and he laughed a bit. “You’re a pain in my ass.” You say looking back up at him. Both of you breathing heavily looking at each other knowing that you belonged together now.
“I hate you too but I am never letting you go now.” He said tugging your hair behind your ear and you kissed him softly this time. He closed his eyes and leaned in placing his hand on your neck.
Warnings: slightly suggestive sometimes I guess, bad jokes, tiny bit angst
A.N.: Haven’t posted in over a year… oop. Well Hi! Also first time writing for TXT. I have been a fan since pre debut so yeah I thought it was time haha also so sorry Soobin's is so short!!
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ᴄʜᴏɪ ꜱᴏᴏʙɪɴ - ʜᴀɴ ꜱᴇᴜɴɢ-ʏᴇᴏɴ
Soobin gasped and covered his mouth as he looked at his phone with wide eyes. You looked up at him, “what?” You asked curiously but his mouth was just open with his pointy edges forming a smile.
After your boyfriend Soobin had to start his break you got really worried so you visited him as often as you could. His nephews always got super excited when they saw you, knowing that you would play with them for hours. So, after dinner you and Soobin went to his room both exhausted laying down on his bed and that’s where you are right now.
“What?” You ask again a bit louder because he still hadn’t answered. He just shook his head a little smiling, “nothing.” Not satisfied with that answer, you moved closer to him to look at his phone as well and he lets you. It was a recent picture of Han Seungyeon, his bias in his favorite girl group KARA. “I can’t believe you,” you say looking at him annoyed. “You had me worried for nothing.”
He gasped, “nothing?!” His eyebrows were furrowed together looking almost disgusted at you. “I’ll let you know, Ham was my first ever love and you are lucky that she is 12 years older than me or you’d be single right now,” he said in a sassy tone. “Who?” You ask confused and he groaned. “That’s Seungyeon’s nickname, wow so inattentive,” he titled his head a little and clicked his tongue in a disappointed manner and just kept scrolling on his phone.
You understood his love for his favorite singer but your mood was ruined by his tone and sass. You just turned around on the bed so your back was facing him now. He looked at you, put his phone down and started laughing and clapping his hands, “you aren’t actually mad now are you?” When you didn’t answer his laughter tuned down a bit and he just giggled hugging you from behind kissing your shoulder softly. “You know that I’m just kidding right? You know you’re my favorite girl…” His lips started to kiss your neck softly and when you still didn’t react he bit your skin softly. “Ow!” You exclaimed surprised as you turned to him a bit and he looked down at you with his wide pointy smile. He leaned down and licked the spot where he had bitten you and then looked back at you. “I’m sorry, I really was joking. I don’t care about her age, I’d date her no matter what,” he said laughing and you immediately started to hit his chest.
But he just hugged you with his long arms and kissed your head. “I love you… only you.”
ᴄʜᴏɪ ʏᴇᴏɴᴊᴜɴ - ᴀᴜᴅʀᴇʏ ɴᴜɴᴀ
With Yeonjun still at work and you just at home waiting for him to come over you started to watch some interviews of TXT. You were laughing and eating your food when suddenly you started to notice a pattern. Every time they got asked who they wanna collaborate with or who their favorite artist was, Yeonjun kept saying Audrey Nuna. You knew her, Yeonjun had shown you multiple songs of her and you liked her music but suddenly you got very insecure. Did he think she was pretty? Prettier than you? You shook your head scoffing, you are reading too much into it… he just likes her music… right…
A couple hours later when Yeonjun opened the door with the key you gave him you were in the kitchen cooking some dinner for the two of you. You were still thinking about Audrey but you thought it was so silly and dramatic at the same time that you didn’t allow yourself to be upset too much… if it was that easy.
He walked in smiling running his hands though his hair, he hugged you from behind and kissed your cheek, “hello baby.” He said softly breathing in your sweet scent and relaxed after having worked so hard today. “I don’t know what smells better, you or the food.” He smiled as he kissed you down your neck letting his hands wander under your shirt. You were enjoying his touch, closing your eyes and smiling softly until you suddenly got stiff thinking about Audrey again… does he want to do this with her as well? You scolded yourself, usually you weren’t even this insecure.
He noticed you going stiff and he stopped, “what? What’s wrong?” He was a little worried and turned you around to look at him. You just shook your head smiling and kissing his cheek, “nothing… your hands are just freezing cold.”
Later when you guys were eating at the table, Yeonjun started to talk about his day and how he almost slipped from all the ice on their open roof. His eyes slightly squeezed, he was laughing and eating happily, “and Huening tried to steady me but then he fell down and it was just so-” “do you think Audrey Nuna is better looking than me?” You burst out. He stopped his fork mid air and looked at you with an empty face still processing what you just asked. Yeonjun put his fork down and smiled softly, he moved his chair back a bit and pat his lap signaling for you to sit on it. Hesitantly you got up and sat down on his lap with his arms immediately around you, he stroked your hair back behind your ear, “mind telling me where this is coming from?”
You explained how the interviews made you feel a bit insecure and he nodded understandingly. He then laughed a bit covering his mouth with his fist immediately, you looked down at him irritated, “how is that funny?” He just shook his head smiling as he pinched your cheek, “you are just so adorable… getting all jealous. Y/N, I am telling you this with all my heart and honesty. You are the most gorgeous,” he kissed your neck, “prettiest,” he kissed your collarbone, “sexiest,” he kissed the edge of your cleavage and looked up at you, “woman I have ever seen in my life. I love only you and I really only like her music. Honestly.” You looked down at him smiling, “really?”
“Want me to proof it to you?”
ᴄʜᴏɪ ʙᴇᴏᴍɢʏᴜ - ᴘᴀʀᴋ ʙᴏ-ʏᴏᴜɴɢ
A couple weeks ago Beomgyu met his favorite actress Park Bo Young, he joined a show with Taehyun, Yeonjun and Soobin and he was so happy now that he met her. When he came home that day telling you all about it and showing you the selfies he had taken with her you were really excited for him. He liked her a lot and you respected that, you were supportive and kept saying how sweet they look and how happy you are for him. What you did not anticipate was, that he is a demon.
It was cute the first time he showed you all excited, it was cute the second and third time he talked about her, you started to just nod your head the fourth time he mentioned her and you started to rip your own hair out at the billionth time he showed you their selfie. Beomgyu has been talking about this meeting for almost a month now and you were annoyed, your mood being ruined with just the word Park. Of course it was intentional, he wanted to make you jealous at this point, he was a bit surprised you hadn’t exploded yet but he would get you there no worries.
One night you two were taking a walk in a more secluded area of Seoul, the air was cold, your breath showing in the air, your footsteps making beautiful sounds as the snow crunched under them. You were holding hands smiling and enjoying your time together, he had his camera with him and took pictures of the moon, the trees, the street, a cat, you.
“If I don’t like it you’ll delete it right?” You ask as he took a picture of you, he shook his head smiling as he put the camera down to look at it, “nuh uh.” You moved closer to look at the picture as well and you, “look beautiful…” he said smiling with heart eyes. He smiled and looked at you caressing your cheek with his gloved hands. “The lighting is so bad and your scarf is bigger than your head… how are you still gorgeous?” You slap his arm and he just laughed kissing your head.
As you looked through his gallery and one of Beomgyu’s and Bo Young’s pictures comes up again he immediately starts with an entertainer voice while you were already walking away from him. “And here ladies and gentlemen is the wonderful Park Bo Young. She is not only talented no, she is as beautiful as the moon and as kind as a cherry blossom, she-” “Can you shut up?” You called out from the end of the street. “Huh?” He asked rising his eyebrows acting like he didn’t hear you and you rolled your eyes walking away again.
A few seconds later all you hear is someone running behind you and before you can turn around fully you were already on the ground in the cold snow with Beomgyu hugging you tightly. “BEOMGYU let go! It’s freezing cold!” “Not until you admit you’re jealous,” he said in a high pitched voice mimicking yours. You stopped moving, you laid on top of him your back against his chest, “I am dying of jealousy.” He immediately stops the fun and gets up and takes you with him. He removed the snow that was sticking on your clothes, “what?” “I hate when you talk about Bo Young, it’s driving me crazy and you are not stopping, you just keep talking and it’s making me mad, annoyed and… jealous.” Looking at your hurt face he realized he had overdone it completely he cupped your cheeks and you looked at him. “I’m sorry… I wanted to make you jealous. You know I didn’t really mean it, it was nice meeting her but seeing you everyday makes me wanna live forever. I’ll stop talking about her, you’ve been such a sweet girlfriend not getting angry with me… I love you.”
He leaned in and kissed your lips softly. Then he cleaned your pants or your butt area, removing the snow smiling. “Tell me you love me and I’ll warm you up when we get home,” he said, his smile wide and you smiled back. “How about you warm up Bo Young?” You said jokingly as you walked away. He hugged you from behind whispering into your ear,
“but you are more fun to touch.”
ᴋᴀɴɢ ᴛᴀᴇʜʏᴜɴ - ᴛᴡɪᴄᴇ
You were at a Twice concert with Taehyun and he was all happy and dancy, singing to all of their songs. He was wearing a mask and a hoodie so no one would recognize him, you were smiling seeing him so excited and happy. When the concert ended you guys went back to the car, he drove smiling and energetic, singing some more to Twice’s songs. You shook your head chuckling at him being so hyped. He usually opened your door when he drove the car, all gentleman but this time he just walked towards your apartment building humming to himself. You were a bit surprised but didn’t mind that much. You guys took the elevator upstairs and he took his jacket off, “all this dancing and singing is so exhausting but it was worth it. Did you like it? What was your favorite song? Did you see Nayeong’s headband when they performed Dance the night away? And Chaeyoung was so cool with her rap! And…” basically he kept on rambling about how great everyone and everything was. In your apartment you changed clothes and freshened up while he leaned in the door frame of the bathroom looking at you and telling you how god sent Twice was.
Suddenly you weren’t as happy for him anymore, you actually started to get quite irritated at what he said, you rarely saw him so… fanboyee. You turned to him smiling and showed him your new Pjs, “Look how cute my new set is, it’s so fluffy and comfortable.” “Yeah looks great… so I was kind of jealous when Kai was invited to Nayeon’s show but-” so he just kept going. Him not even shutting up when he got ready for bed annoyed you even more now. You both laid down on your bed to go to sleep but when you just said ‘good night’ with nothing else he looked surprised.
“You forgot something,” he said smiling softly behind you as you turned away from him. “I don’t think I have.” He frowned and leaned in touching your shoulder softly, “my goodnight kiss?” “Why don’t you ask Mina or Momo or Jeongyeon for a kiss?” You snapped and turned off your bedside light. The room was now dark and quiet, Taehyun still hadn’t moved from facing your back with confused eyebrows. “What?” “You heard me.” “Are you mad?” He asked dumbfounded. “I don’t know am I?” You snapped again and he got a little annoyed as well, “hey calm down, no need to talk to me like that. What’s going on? Was the concert too exhausting?” You turned the light back on and turned to him sitting up, “no. I may not be as fit as your Twice girlfriends but the concert was not too exhausting. What’s exhausting is when your boyfriend keeps talking about how hot and cute and so great nine women who are not his girlfriend are. When we went to the concert all you said to me was: you look great,” you said imitating his voice.
He listened to you talking and he slowly realized that you were in fact jealous and he smiled. You looked at him in disbelief, “Kang Taehyun I know for a fact losing your girlfriend isn’t funny so what the hell are you smiling about?” He moved closer to you, “I am just so happy that my girlfriend likes me so much that she gets jealous. Babe, you know I only love you and do you actually have to tell a swan that it’s gorgeous? Come on don’t be mad at me, I got carried away but you know my eyes only see you.
Did I buy you something to drink and to eat for the concert?” “Yes.”
“Did I make sure to bring an extra pair of shoes so your feet wouldn’t hurt?” “Yes…”
“Did I bring a pillow so your cute ass wouldn’t hurt throughout?” “…”
“Did I fan you when you got too hot?” “Yeah you did, sorry I’m such a burden but I didn’t ask you to do that.”
He just chuckled and cupped your face to kiss you softly. You relaxed into the kiss and placed your hand on his biceps, your lips moved against each other and his hand went up your thigh, you were breathing heavily when he broke the kiss and looked at you with his big eyes. “I know. I did it because I love you and only you and I want you to always feel comfortable and loved. You are my number one and actually my only one.”
ʜᴜᴇɴɪɴɢ ᴋᴀɪ – ᴀᴠʀɪʟ ʟᴀᴠɪɢɴᴇ
Kai let out a heavy sigh as he looked at his phone. You were cuddled up on top of him while you both laid on the sofa, you were trying to nap but Kai couldn’t sleep so he quickly checked his phone.
“What’s wrong baby?” You asked a bit sleepy not opening your eyes yet feeling too warm and too comfortable in his embrace. He shook his head disappointed and a little pouty, “you know Avril Lavigne right? She sang Skater boy.” Oh yes you knew her, you loved her music and also the music cover he made for her. You hummed softly, “what about her?” “She announced a tour… but not in south korea… again. I wish she would come here so I can go to her concert. The last time she had a concert here was in 2004! I wish I could have been old enough to go to that…” he explained disappointed while he kept scrolling. You knew that he was a big fan of her and you just hugged him a little tighter, “it’s okay, maybe she’ll be close soon or when you are back in the US you can go to one hm? It’s not that big of a deal.”
Wrong.
“Yes it is a big deal. She helped me so much when I wanted to become a singer and her music is so awesome and inspiring and she looks so cool on stage with her long hair and her make up around her eyes…” he said getting more disappointed the more he talked about her. You opened your eyes and saw that he was looking at pictures of her, how she looked now and how she looked when she was younger, then you looked at him and you could basically feel the hearts shooting out of his eyes. “Did you know that she is 40? She still looks 20 honestly and her style is so rock I really love it.”
You were a little surprised at his sudden fanboy outburst, “well yeah… that’s sad but like… I am sure you get a chance to meet her someday, like you said she is still great so she’ll probably do more concerts in the future.” He didn’t really listen to you tho, instead he showed you a picture of Avril’s ex husbands, “don’t you think that I am totally her type? I mean, remember when I had the grey hair and the guitar on stage? She would have liked me.” You were EXTREMELY confused what the hell was going on? You got off of him and sat on the sofa beside him but he hardly registered and just kept looking at his phone.
“Well sorry I can’t provide you with her coolness and how hot she was in 2004. Maybe you can go back in time and get her champ,” you said feeling kind of jealous because of his praise for her. But, that got him looking up at you, he leaned his head forward with his eyebrows shooting up, “what do you mean?” You stood up looking down at him, “oh Avril your make up is so beautiful and your fishnet stockings are gorgeous, wanna make out backstage? I’ll run my hands through your long beautiful blonde hair,” you said bitterly and he put his phone down standing up as well. When he stepped closer you just moved your hand dismissively, “you know what forget it, I’ll just sleep in my bed, you know the door.”
Just when you wanted to go, you felt a hand grab your waist and pull you back. Kai’s hands were on your sides and he leaned his forehead against yours, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said all that.” He kissed your cheek and ran his hand through your hair, “You know I love your hair and your clothes and your face and you know just how much I like to make out with you backstage.” He smiled his rounded boyish smile and you hit his chest trying to suppress a smile. “I am just a fan, you know you are my favorite girl and Avril Lavigne has nothing against you and never had. So just kiss me… please?”
He said pouting and you couldn’t help but give in. You both smiled into the kiss and when you separated again you said, “maybe I should wear fishnet stockings?” He got red and immediately buried his face in your neck kissing you softly. “Yes please…”
Let me tell you. I don't mind what Benedict does with his life. I don't mind what Francesca does with her life. Whoever they love, whatever they do, I support, do what you want. But. What. The. Fuck. Was Polin? Was the Polin ship even in the room with us?? Max 5 minute screen time an episode bruv. They were all like oh we have the mirror scene oh we have the carriage scene yada yada yada and that's literally the only fkn scenes y'all had. This season was only drama, stress and angst. Where was this so called love? Colin and Penelope didn't have one lovely moment together like? This entire part 1 heck even the entire show builds up on them being together but when they do all they do is ignore each other, argue, lie, cry, fight, all the things I wanted to do myself watching this. Polin was supposed to be the couple of the season no? WHERE THE HELL WERE THEY?! WHERE WAS THE LOVE?!? Like do you get what I mean??? They didn't like they had no moment like they were only like it was just like
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Summary: Prince Caspian and his maid escaped from his uncles castle. After reuniting with the Narnians and unexpected visitors, Y/N learns how to sword fight, how to be tough and how to love.
Warnings: spoilers if you haven’t watched/read Prince Caspian, cursing
Genre: angst, fluff, rom-com
Word count: 4,6k
A.N.: I am a Peter girly but… when you have three Narnia one shots written and two of them are Edmund related, do you actually deserve that title? Anyways, I changed Edmund’s age a little bit because it is a fan fiction and I can and because it’s gonna be a thing in the second part. Yes, a second part. I planned this as one only but it seems too long and rushed and doesn’t make a lot of sense to keep it in one part, so yeah enjoy!
“A son! A son! Lady Prunaprismia has this night given Lord Miraz a son!” The mans voice echoed behind Prince Caspian and his maid Y/N. They had just exchanged their last words with Cornelius, Caspians teacher, before riding out of the castle. With a concerned look he stops his horse, Prince Caspian moves his head to the right, looking at her. She just puts a hand on his shoulder and gives him a reassuring smile, even if she was scared to the bones herself. He sighs deeply and nudges Destriers side for him to run off again. While being followed by Miraz’s men, Y/N was holding on to Caspian while looking back terrified.
Prince Caspian rode both of them into the woods until Destrier kicked off his back. Them on the ground now, they immediately started to get surrounded by two dwarfs, names Trumpkin and Nikabrik and a badger, Trufflehunter. Trumpkin would be taken in by the Telmarines while Caspian would blow Queen Susans old horn, given to him by Cornelius. Later they were both sleeping in the little home of the badger and the black dwarf, which was in fact, the inside of a tree.
Y/N already sat awake at the dining table with Trufflehunter and Nikabrik, all three waiting for Prince Caspian to wake up. She was a lovely girl, always smiling and always kind. She had a lot of things to be thankful for and although a lot of those things have now been taken away from her, she was still with Caspian and that was all she needed.
“This bread is so stale.” Said Nikabrik while tearing the bread into two halves, not giving the other half to Y/N. He didn’t like Y/N, it was nothing personal, she was one of them and that was reason enough.
“I’ll just give him some soup. He should be coming around soon.” Said a different voice, Trufflehunter. While the young prince had already woken up and was now silently walking in the direction the voices were coming from, was the badger giving Y/N some soup already. She nodded her head smiling and said, “thank you very much.”
“I don’t think I hit him hard enough,” replied Nikabrik and Y/N swallowed hastily, “I think that you shouldn’t talk so foul of the Prince while he is sleeping just in the same room as you are! Especially not in front of me!” She didn’t say it mean, arrogant or threatening.
“That is right and besides that, he is just a boy!” Replied Trufflehunter.
“He’s a Telmarine, not some lost puppy. You said you were gonna get rid of him.” Y/N, who had also just woken up a few minutes ago too, choked on her soup as she heard Nikabrik say that.
The badger looked softly at Y/N and then roughly back at Nikabrik, “No. I said I’d take care of him. We can’t kill him now. I just bandaged his head. It would be like murdering a guest!”
“How do you think his friends are treating their guest?” Nikabrik said while looking disgusted at Y/N.
“Trumpkin knew what he was doing, it’s not the boys fault or hers.” Just before Y/N could speak for herself, Prince Caspian jumped into the main ‘room’ grabbing one of the pokers by the fire and started to fight against Nikabrik.
“Hold it. No, no!” Yelled Trufflehunter.
“Your highness! They are Narnians, they are just trying to help!” Y/N said urgently, quickly getting up and extending her hands to calm Caspian down.
Both stopped fighting and Caspian looked at her with wide eyes. Nikabrik just scoffed and put his sword back. Y/N walked over to Caspian and he looked at her intensely waiting for a more in depth explanation. “Prince Caspian, this is Trufflehunter and this is Nikabrik. They helped us escape from your lord father’s soldiers, one was caught… but he will be alright, right?” She said looking around for an answer. “Right.” Said Trufflehunter who was now cleaning up the soup that was so sadly spilled all over the floor.
“Wait, hold on. Am I hearing this right? Prince? That disgusting piece of a man is your father then?” Said Nikabrik jumping up again holding out his sword but Prince Caspian defended himself immediately, “my uncle! And… he wants me dead.” Said Caspian now sadder than ever, having now realized in what kind of situation he really is.
Not shortly after, Prince Caspian and Y/N went out into the woods again looking for… well they didn’t really know themselves, more Narnians? In the hope for them to follow Caspian? To defeat Miraz?
“My lord!” Y/N yelled after Caspian while she was panting, hitting rocks and punching branches out of her way. “My lord please wait! I am not that fast, wearing a dress in the woods is not easy!” She said hopelessly but also slightly laughing at herself. Prince Caspian turns around and quickly runs up to her, helping her walking further extending an arm for her to hold on to it. Almost like he was her servant not the other way around.
“I really hope it’s gonna work.” Caspian said after a while, still walking close to his only friend. “My lord?” She looked at him questioning. Y/N, who unfortunately did not have the privilege of receiving the same education as the prince was visibly confused, she had no idea what he meant. “The horn Cornelius gave me. It’s supposed to help us, bring the four kings and queens back or… even Aslan.” Y/N only gasped at that and shook her head in disbelieve. She sincerely hoped that it was true but it seemed to far fetched to be real.
While they continued walking, they eventually noticed they were being followed by none other than Trufflehunter and Nikabrik. They later met Reepicheep, the bravest one foot tall mouse you’ll ever see in your living days. Soon they would talk to all the old Narnians and unite forces to fight against Miraz.
This time walking in the woods, Y/N found herself not only surrounded by Trufflehunter, Nikabrik and Prince Caspian. This time there were hundreds of other creatures with them and oddly enough, she had never felt safer in her life, in all those years in the castle than she did right now with bulls who could speak the same language as she did.
They continued walking until Caspian heard some footsteps, he extended an arm to symbolize for the others to stop and wait while he walked further, just a few seconds later Y/N heard blades hitting against each other. Metal on metal, Caspian was fighting and he was fighting someone skilled.
Y/N started running with the others, eager to help their hopefully soon to be king. When Y/N arrived in the heart of the forest, the weirdest thing happened. She saw four people she’d never seen before but one caught her eye specifically. The boy with the blue cloth and dark hair, he stood beside two girls, one seemingly younger and the other one older than him. Edmund the Just, she thought. Now having talked and laughed with the other creatures nights before, she now knew a lot more about the legends of old and she immediately saw. She kept starring at him until he eventually realized someone was watching him, their eyes met and he just looked at her. His gaze was hard to describe, he looked at her interested, fascinated even.
After first complications they followed Prince Caspian to Aslans Tomb. Days and days of planning and fighting followed, them getting into the castle, Caspian having a mental break down because of his father, High King Peter being helpless for losing so many soldiers and friends, things didn’t look too well and Y/N hated herself that she couldn’t do anything to help.
She was just on the edge of the forest collecting mushrooms and different kinds of herbs. She was so busy aggressively pulling out random weeds at this point that she didn’t even hear footsteps appearing behind her.
“You don’t look very happy.” A male voice said and without turning around, checking who it might have been she just answered.
“No. I. Am. Great,” she huffed pulling more and more after each word.
“Are you sure? Because you are killing the meadow…” The male voice replied and something happened Y/N really didn’t intend to happen. She pushed all her rage and anger at the poor man who was trying to comfort her.
“Listen, why don’t you just leave me alone and play swords like the other wanna be soldiers? I am sick and tired of you men trying to control everyone just because you are men! Your decisions have brought us nothing but misery and just because I am a woman doesn’t mean I am weak or less smart than any of you! So how about you fuck. Off!” She said while standing up and angrily turning around in the last part.
Her heart, soul and brain died at this exact moment at this exact spot.
In front of her stood King Edmund, the handsome young man she had liked since the day they met. They had not really spoken to each other yet so she couldn’t have known it was him. She clasped her mouth with both her hands while her eyes almost fell out. She didn’t know what to say and she hoped if she just stood still long enough, she would turn invisible and he’d leave.
That did in fact not happen.
Edmund stood there eyes almost as wide as hers. If you had talked to Edmund that way five years ago he would have yelled at you and made you hate yourself and your life, if you had talked to Edmund that way five years ago and you were a guy he would have probably thrown a punch at you right here right now.
But, judging by the fact that right now is not two years ago and that the person in front of him was not a random guy but a very beautiful, hardworking and usually lovely girl that he very much liked, he just nodded and said, “right, sorry to bother you.” With that he walked away. Well, until Y/N reached for his arm, not because she had anything to say, it was more of a reflex. He looked down his arm and then turned a little to look at her. She just looked at him like a fish who didn’t have enough water.
“I- I- I- I- I AM SO SORRY, I DIDN’T MEAN TO SAY ANY OF THAT. I MEAN I DID MEAN TO SAY ALL OF IT ACTUALLY BUT NOT TO YOU KING EDMUND I AM SO SORRY. I STEPPED OUT OF LINE WAY TO MUCH, EXECUTE ME, PUNISH ME, DO WHATEVER YOU WANT WITH ME I DESERVE IT. BANISHED? DONE I’LL PACK MY THINGS RIGHT AWAY. I’LL PULL THE ROPE AROUND MY OWN THROAT UNLESS YOU’D LIKE TO DO IT YOURSELF OF COURSE. I AM SO SORRY KING EDMUND PLEASE DON’T HATE ME.”
With every word she slid down more and more being on her knees and then holding on to Edmunds legs while crying bitterly. She didn’t even stop there but I’ll spare you the rest. Edmund just looked at her with wide eyes but he caught himself pretty quickly.
While she was still mumbling apologies and ways how he could kill her or probably send her to hell, he just grabbed her shoulders and pulled her up so she was standing in front of him. He smiled at her but didn’t let go of her shoulders. “Y/N, right?” He asked softly and she nodded while wiping away her many, many tears. “Good. Listen to me, I will not kill, banish or punish you in ANY way. We are ALL on edge and I forgive you.” He said very slowly and clearly so she would understand.
She nodded, “so the guillotine? I’ll get it.” She started to walk in whatever direction because to be completely honest with you, they didn’t have a guillotine.
“No no no no, no, not the guillotine.” He said reaching after her. “NO. KILLING. Understood?” He tried explaining again. Y/N looked confused at him with her tears building up again, “but I said- I said-” “Yes, I know what you said. But it doesn't matter, it is alright okay? Don’t worry about it. We all make mistakes,” then he looked a little hurt, like he remembered something from his past, “and we deserve a second chance as long as we acknowledge that mistake. Okay?”
Y/N nodded. “Good. Would it be okay for you if you took your basket and helped cooking for dinner? I have to practice with the others and some of those mushrooms look delicious.” He said smiling and with that Y/N completely snapped out of it. “Mushrooms, dinner, food, of course! Would I be okay?! That is my job! Sword practice of course how could I be so stupid, pardon me King Edmund. I should really go, cook and stuff like that.” She grabbed her basket and basically ran away from him, he just looked after her smiling to himself.
Later after dinner, Y/N sat further away from the bonfire holding herself comforting, thinking about today. Caspian walked over to her and sat down beside her, she didn’t even greet him, that’s how bad she was feeling.
“So… you’d like to yell at me too or is that a thing between you and King Edmund?” He said laughing while drinking some wine and she looked at him shocked. “How did you? Did he tell you-” “I haven’t really spoken to him but, you were crying and yelling in the middle of our base, basically. You think no one heard?” He said with one eyebrow lifted and Y/N just let her head fall into her hands. “I am an idiot and I suck.”
Caspian just nodded, “yes, do I want to know what happened?” With her head still hiding in her hands she just shook her head and Prince Caspian let it go.
The next day was horrible. Y/N was too embarrassed to look at anyone so she left early into the woods, or so she planned. On the way outside she heard Prince Caspian yelling after her, “Y/N! Y/N! Hold up!” She sighed sadly and turned around with a trained smile. “My lord?” “Yeah yeah, I have a little quest for you, nothing major. High King Peter will duel my uncle but someone has to bring him the message. … will do it, being accompanied by a giant, a centaurs and you.” He said kind of mumbling the first person.
“A giant, a centaurs and what will go with us?” She asked stretching her neck a little so she would understand better.
“ing Edmns…” he said mumbling again.
“Sorry, what?” She asked again walking even closer to Prince Caspian. “King Edmund.” He said hiding his smile, of course it was King Edmund.
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“I, Peter, by the gift of Aslan, by election and by conquest, High King of Narnia, Lord of Cair Paravel and emperor of the Lone Islands, in order to prevent the abominable effusion of blood, do hereby challenge the usurper Miraz to single combat upon the field of battle. The fight shall be to the death. The reward shall be total surrender.” King Edmund read all of this off his scroll in front of Miraz and the other lords. Y/N stood a little in the back not too far from Lord Glozelle. While Edmund rolled his scroll back up, Miraz started talking.
“Tell me, Prince Edmund…”
“King.” Edmund interrupted and Y/N smirked at his remark.
“Pardon me?” Lord Miraz asked with a startled look on his face.
Edmund looked up from his scroll, “it’s ‘King Edmund,’ actually. Just ‘King,’ though. Peter’s the High King. I know, it’s confusing.”
Lord Miraz and Lord Sopespian looked at each other puzzled.
“Why, would we risk such a proposal when our armies could wipe you out by nightfall?” Miraz asked.
Edmund looked at the lords as he studied their faces, “haven’t you already underestimated our numbers? I mean, only a week ago Narnians were extinct.”
“And so you will be again.”
“Well then you should have little to fear.”
At that Miraz laughed out loud. “This is not a question of bravery.”
“So you’re bravely refusing to fight a swordsman half your age?”
Y/N turned around so her wide smile wouldn’t show. Lord Mirazs smile on the other hand faded instantly as he leaned forwards in his chair. “I didn’t say I refused.”
With a lot of talk and arguing, it was decided that they would fight each other. On their way back, the giant and centaurs in the back and Edmund and Y/N in the front, they started talking. “First of all I want to deeply apologies again for how I behaved the other day King Edmund I shouldn’t have-” but before she could finish her sentence he held out a hand and shook his head smiling. She smiled back and started a new topic, “I just wanted to say, the way you talked to these lords was incredible. I have never seen such courage before especially at your age, although I probably shouldn’t say that.” “My age?” He looked at her amused and she blushed a little, “you know, judging you are like… 15?” At that Edmund laughed out loud and she looked at him confused. “Did I say something funny?” Edmund shook his head still laughing, “no, no you didn’t. It’s just that I am 17 and technically I am 32.”
(My math goes like this: LWW Edmund is 12. I aged them up so that instead of waiting one year to go back they waited five, because. Anyways, 12 plus 5 is obviously 17 plus the 15 years they spent in Narnia before going back the first time.)
“You are older than me? I will be 17 in only two months…” she said surprised and he looked at her still amused.
“Y/N” he said. She looked at him questioning. “Would you like me to teach you some swords ‘play’?” She cringed at the word ‘play’ remembering their earlier encounter with each other. “It would be an honor your highness.”
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“Just try to hit me, don’t worry too much.” And with these words Y/N swung her practice sword as hard as she could at Edmund, him not having imagined her to hit as hard as she did, he almost lost balance defending himself.
“Wow wow easy, alright, you almost killed me.”
“I am sorry but you said to hit! And not to worry!” She exclaimed straightening herself.
“Yes but this time maybe a little less force okay? You are very good but you’re wasting too much energy on one swing.”
She nodded and got into position but he looked at her feet and shook his head. “That’s not it, you have to-, wait let me help.” He went over to hit her feet softly with his so she would stand steadier. “Also you have to hold the sword a little higher.” He took her arm from behind and pushed it upwards. His gaze then slowly went to hers. They were incredibly close to each other, noses almost touching.
“EDMUND!” Peter yelled from the inside of their base. “We have to talk about tomorrow, come on!”
Edmund just kept looking at Y/N and yelled back, “Yes Pete! On my way!” He kept looking at Y/N for a few more seconds, then he slightly bowed and turned around to get to Peter.
Y/Ns legs became weak and she dramatically fell to the ground, her head red and hands sweaty. “I am done.”
Done, was also King Peter way later after he fought Miraz, after Caspian couldn’t kill his uncle and after the war was over. Y/N had been fighting very well, she was scared but determent to help and so she was a great fighter. After meeting Aslan she felt great, they had won and the Narnians were free again. It was time to celebrate, dance and be happy. Everyone was in the new conquered castle, drinking, singing, eating and confessing.
One confession should be especially interesting for you, dear reader.
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“Your Majesty, can I speak to you for a second?” Y/N said after walking over to the big table where all the old and new, kings and queens of Narnia sat. Edmund looked at Peter and he nodded with a smile. Edmund and Y/N walked out of the main hall to a more quiet place. They walked down the hallway and Y/N suddenly stopped which made Edmund stop too.
“I wanted to tell you something…” she said looking at him nervously. “I don’t expect you to say it back, I don’t even expect you to answer me at all but I have to get this off my chest.”
She was fidgeting with her fingers looking down at them, she was extremely nervous but she had to tell him how she felt.
“I… well, I- the first time I saw you, I was extremely fascinated by you. You were just… incredibly handsome but that’s not all obviously! Over the last weeks I have thought about the way you think and the way you talk and I love all of it. The way you express yourself is so beautiful and the way you care about your family really made me realize how must I love you. I love you King Edmund and an awful lot of that too, it is so much love that it almost hurts and I can hardly breath. There are no words in this world to describe my love for you… I’d probably have to invent another language just to slightly express how I feel.”
She had now looked up at him and her tears started building up, not because she was scared of sad. It was because all of her emotions were too much to be held in her body, she was overwhelmed and to be honest after all that happened she was very happy to let it out. Edmunds expression was evident, he was smiling one ear to another and with that he hugged the girl in front of him tightly and laughed, “I love you too, I love you, I love you, I love you so much.”
Y/N laughed and cried more into Edmunds shoulder while she hugged him as if her life depended on it. They looked at each other and without another word they kissed both smiling and as happy as one could be. As Y/N wanted to break the kiss, was Edmund just leaning in more and more pecking her lips not wanting to let her go and she laughed even more pecking his lips back. Their foreheads rested on each other and he whispered, “I love you.”
“Ew.” Came a voice from beside them around the corner, it was now King Caspian and Queen Susan who had just gone for a little walk around the castle. Y/N eyes widened as she let go of Edmund, not immediately or hastily. “King Caspian,” Edmund said smiling nodding his head while still holding on to Y/Ns hands and Caspian nodded back smiling, “King Edmund.” They smiled at each other while Susan cocked up an eyebrow looking at Y/N questioning but she just shook her head slightly confused.
“I think we should leave them alone, don’t you?” Caspian asked Susan as they were turning back to where they came from. Susan nodded, “I wasn’t planning on seeing this as it is.”
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The next morning everyone met up to send the people who did not want to live the new way, to the old place where the old kings and queens of Narnia lived also. After Lord Glozelle and Caspians aunt left with his cousin, the people got suspicious.
“HOW DO WE KNOW HE IS NOT LEADING US TO OUR DEATH?” One shouted and the others agreed, Y/N stood in the front close to Edmund and she looked worried at him but he gave her a reassuring smile just as she had done to Prince Caspian at the beginning of this story.
“Sire. If my example can be of any service, I will take 11 mice through with no delay.” Reepicheep, the mouse, offered while talking to Aslan. But Aslan only looked at High King Peter and something very uncomfortable started to build up in Y/Ns stomach.
“We’ll go.” Peter said and Edmunds heart sank into the earth beneath him, “we will?”
Without further explanation Peter just walked up, “come on. Our time’s up.”
Y/Ns mind had already gone blank while the others were talking, they were saying that Peter and Susan were not needed in Narnia anymore and that Lucy and Edmund would return. While Susan went up to King Caspian and Peter and Lucy to Trumpkin, Edmund did go to Y/N holding her hands with his.
“I am so sorry… I had no idea this was, this was how it was going to be.” Edmund said with glossy eyes looking slightly down into the girls eyes and she looked back at him worried.
“I don’t want you to go.” She wanted to say so many things, so many more words but she couldn’t, her throat was tied.
He shook his head now tears flowing down his cheeks, “I don’t want to leave.”
Y/N turned forwards Aslan, “Aslan, couldn’t I go with them? You said everyone could choose to go or stay.”
Aslan smiled at her shaking his head softly, “I am afraid not dear one. Edmund and yourself have quite an important role in the future. Things must happen the way intended.”
Y/Ns looked so incredibly sad, it was hard to look at her without getting sad yourself. “Will I see him again then?”
Aslan smiled and nodded and Edmund and Y/N looked at each other hopeful.
Their foreheads rested against each others savoring their last moments together until next time.
“I love you,” he whispered, heart hurting. She closed her eyes as she whispered back, “I love you.”
Then they kissed each other before hugging as tightly as they could. Both of them crying and everyone feeling sorry for them, they parted. He was about to let go but she held onto his hand and he looked back.
Her eyes said: don’t go.
He turned around again and cupped one of her cheeks kissing her one last time, their salty tears being the last thing they tasted from each other before Edmund turned around again and with one last look at her over his shoulder, he left.
Summary: Your childhood best friend starts acting super odd and after a little incident at the train station you actually understand why.
Warnings: Spoilers if you haven’t seen the first and second movie, lots of arguing
Genre: friends to enemies to lovers? Angst? Fluff
Word count: 2,8 k
A.N.: Eh so, I actually thought this story further, like a lot but I don’t know if the rest is worth writing/reading so IF you think this needs another part eh, tell me? But again heads up, no idea if it is worth the time. THANKS FOR READING THIS ANYWAYS!
Peter hugged his beloved mother one last time. “Promise me you’ll look after the others,” she said. “I will mum,” he said with a thin voice, eyes shut tight. She loses herself from the hug, smiles at him and nods, “good man.” After having said goodbye to the other three children too, she looked at them all, “alright, off you go.”
Peter and the others grabbed their luggages and started to walk closer to the train they are supposed to go in to. “Peter! Peter!” A small voice cried out, the oldest sibling looked into the direction where the voice was coming from, it was Y/N. Y/N was Peters childhood bestfriend, they went the same way to school everyday, although going to different schools because of their genders. They lived close to each other, played outside a lot and spent their times studying together (Sometimes, because both of them were not very keen on studying anyways).
Y/N stood there with her four brothers, waiting to go into the train too. Peter smiled seeing her as she hurries over, he waves shyly trying to walk up to her. “Peter, what are you doing?” Asked his sister Susan while grabbing his arm. “Just a second, really.” He replied, giving Susan his luggage so she could put it in already. She looked at him annoyed but took it anyways.
Peter and Y/N now stood in front of each other, slightly shouting because of all the noise. “Where are you going?” She asked right away leaning in a little so he would understand better. “Some kind of professor, it’s gonna be boring really.” He said slightly chuckling. “How about you?” “A cook I think, we will probably help out in the kitchen a lot but it’s okay.” Y/N said smiling.
“Y/N come on!” John, one of her younger brothers yelled from the back. She turned around, “Yes I am coming!” She yelled back annoyed. She turned back to Peter and smiled sadly at him. “I hope you will be safe Peter, I am gonna miss you.” He was close to tears for he felt the same thing about her. When she saw that he was trying not to cry in front of her she exclaimed, “Oh Peter!” Hugging him tight with her eyes shut and tears at the corners. He hugged her back tightly, wrapping his arms around her back and crying dryly into her shoulder.
“Y/N COME ON!”
“PETER! HURRY UP!”
They both stopped hugging each other and with one last smile they both ran back to their families. You may be wondering, if they are both going into the same train, why wouldn’t they just say goodbye then? This was not possible due to the fact that the train didn’t have any walkable connections between the wagons. So, both were sitting in different wagons and off the families went. Y/N and her four younger brothers traveled to the mentioned cook and Peter, Susan, Edmund and Lucy to said Professor. Peters story you obviously know about already, Y/N arrived at a small house with no garden and no play space. They had to help in the kitchen, wash the dishes but keep quiet and under no circumstances touch. The. Food. All five of them in the kitchen, you can imagine it was a little crowded and plates sometimes fell to the ground, shattering with a high pitched sound, with the one dropping it being punished badly.
Y/Ns brothers were all younger than her. John the second oldest being only one year younger than her, 17. Oliver, the middle child, 15. Finn, 12 and the youngest Harry, 10. It was very scary for all of them but it was the scariest for Y/N, taking care of four pubescent boys looks hard already but is worse doing it.
Let’s skip time a little here, after a couple of weeks they all came back to their homes. Obviously having got to go back to school. Y/N was very happy seeing her friend again and of course the other siblings too but somehow Peter had changed over his time at the professor, he seemed more mature and even angrier, prouder and overconfident. I, of course know why he suddenly behaved so strangely having lived in Narnia for the last 15 years but Y/N didn’t and there was no one to tell her. With Peter starting getting into fights, Y/N was kind of scared of him, where was her sweet and funny Peter all of a sudden? They, naturally, grew kind of distant. They still saw each other every morning or on the streets and greeted each other, maybe smiled shortly and then continued their way.
Peter regret deeply where their relationship headed but he couldn’t have told her, she wouldn’t believe him anyways and she would think he was crazy (which she already did to be honest).
Let’s skip a little more to one fine morning, or fight morning. Y/N was close to the train station she had been using for the last years, looking at newspapers and thinking about getting some candy (which she could hardly afford but the thought was still nice). Being caught up in her dreams she only noticed her brother Oliver running up to her when he was already in front of her panting. At first she couldn’t understand what he was saying because of all the huffing but then she did, “John, he is fighting! You have to do something, the other boys are way bigger than he is!” Without having fully registered what her brother had said she was already dragged down the station. Oliver could of course, like Edmund did, help his brother too but he was a very gentle and calm soul and had no interest in fist fights.
Running down the stairs Y/N saw a lot of people in front of her blocking the view. But after some tip toeing she saw her brother, Edmund and Peter fighting against a bunch of older boys. Thankfully a police officer tore them apart and Y/N squeezed her way down to her brother. After John was done talking to the officer, Oliver and Y/N walked up to him, not very far from the other two troublemakers (Edmund and Peter) sitting on chairs by the wall.
“What on earth is wrong with you?!” Y/N exclaimed while hitting her brother with the newspaper on his head. He rubbed his head slightly, still full of adrenaline and anger from the former fight. “Nothing is bloody wrong with me! These guys attacked Peter and I helped him, that’s it.” Hearing Peters name made her slightly angry, she glanced over to Peter who was still sitting in his chair, his blonde hair slightly over his face, looking back at her. She immediately looked back at her brother with an angry face.
“It was Peters fight then, not yours!” She said in a loud voice.
“So what? Edmund helped too!” John replied with an even louder voice, almost screaming.
“That doesn’t matter at all! Edmund is Peters brother, you aren’t!” She yelled at him.
“I wish I was!” Yelled John back, almost running away with fury.
Oliver looked back and forth between his two siblings, unsure what to do but when John hurried away, he looked at Y/N and she just nodded saying he should go with him. Y/N sighed heavily looking to the ground, she picked up her suitcase and walked away too.
“Y/N!” Peter yelled from behind, now standing hoping she would stop. She did. She also turned around slightly and looked at her former best friend, she was annoyed. “What?” She said almost rolling her eyes at him. He walked closer now with small steps, almost like approaching a deer. Y/N turned around fully now, facing Peter with her heavy suitcase in her left hand and the newspaper in her right one. “I am sorry okay? I didn’t want him to fight on my behalf either, I would have told him to leave but that’s not really possible while being kicked in the face.” He said trying to smile a little at the end.
“Not hard enough…” she mumbled.
“What was that?” He asked not having fully understood her.
She just shook her head and looked into his eyes and for the first time in a year she realized how much he had actually changed. His face and especially his jaw was a lot sharper, his face was slightly longer and had matured a lot. His blonde hair was longer and it looked gorgeous on him. Having noticed how handsome he actually was she started to blush slightly, then she shook her head again trying to free herself out of his trance. The other three siblings thought about interfering but they were too amused by the drama.
“I said not hard enough! It doesn’t matter if you wanted him to be with you or not, if you hadn’t picked up a fight in the first place, he would have not been involved!” Y/N said with a firm voice, she knew her argument hardly made sense but she was angry and she hated Peters beautiful hair. He looked at her stunned, “didn’t you hear what John said? They attacked me first!”
“And god forbid you’d just walk away!” She said with the same amount of anger as Peter did.
“I shouldn’t have to!” He said trying to stay calm.
“You know what Peter, do whatever you want, I don’t care. I really don’t but at least don’t stop me, then try to apologize to me and then be angry at me anyways! Because I am done with this! Ow.” She said while turning around having felt that someone or something had pinched her. Peter looked at her confused, not even a second later Lucy felt the same thing and yelled at Susan, “OW!”
“Quiet, Lu.” Susan said calmly, looking at her sister.
“Something pinched me!” Said Lucy back, pointing at the wall.
“Hey! Stop pulling!” Exclaimed Peter turning to Edmund as he had suddenly felt the same thing, Edmund raised his hands a little in defense, “I am not touching you.”
Y/N looked at them confused and a second later the wind in the train station seemed to pick up immensely. Papers flew around, the light started to flicker and all of their hairs and clothes blowing around.
“It feels like magic.” Lucy said excited looking at Susan.
“Quick, everyone hold hands.” Said Susan after grabbing Lucy’s and Y/N’s hand. Y/N thought this was a bit silly and she didn’t want to hold Peter’s hand but she did it anyways. Edmund having a very similar feeling to Y/N just yelled, “I’m not holding your hand,” at Peter. “Just…” Peter blurred out and grabbed his brothers hand while feeling slightly warm because of Y/N’s hand in his left hand.
The five of them stood there in the train station and in the next moment they were on the beach. A beautiful white beach with the bluest water Y/N had ever seen, the other four just started to undress and run into the water laughing. Y/N didn’t pay too much attention to them, she just looked around the scenery not understanding in the slightest where she was or what just happened. When Peter looked at Y/N he walked over to her, sand on his bare feet and his shirt wet.
“You like it?” He asked her smiling from behind, he was just so incredibly happy to be back so that he barely noticed Y/Ns shocked face. She didn’t turn around, she just looked up the mountain to Cair Paravel or anyways what was left of it. “That’s not- I don’t- Where are we and why are you not freaked out, like at all?” Peter came closer standing beside her looking up to Cair Paravel too. “Because we’ve been here before.”
Later they explained everything to her, about them being kings and queens, about the white witch, Aslan, Tummnus, the beavers, the 100 years lasting winter, the wardrobe, the professor and everything else not leaving one single detail out of the story. Y/N was clearly confused and had to think about all the information she just gathered.
Peters thoughts were right, if Y/N hadn’t been magically ported to Narnia herself she would have not believed a single word but now she actually considered it.
Even later they had realized that the ruins they currently walked in had been their old castle, Cair Paravel. They found old chests and Y/N slowly understood why Peter had been so different over the last year. That night, all five of them tried to sleep in the castle ruins but Peter, he was sitting by the edge of the mountain, his legs close to his body and his head resting on his knees.
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“You know, you should really sit back a little, you might fall down.” Y/N said appearing behind Peter and sitting beside him, only a little further from the edge. He smiled at her a little tired and then kept looking straight forward into the night sky.
“I am sorry.” He said not looking at her.
“And?”
“And nothing.”
“No angry remark or anything?” She asked him extra dramatic as a joke.
He just scoffs, “stop it, I am not nearly as aggressive as you claim me to be.”
Y/N just slightly laughs. “True… I am sorry too. I shouldn’t have treated you the way I did.”
“You had every right. You didn’t know, I should have been the one to tell you instead of just going around and acting like a king.”
“Yeah about that, am I supposed to call you ‘your majesty’ now?” Y/N said slightly laughing and Peter joined her. “I would be delighted if the beautiful lady Y/L/N just called me by my regular name.” He said in a jokingly kingly tone and they laughed again.
“Beautiful huh?” She said nudging his arm slightly with hers and he smiled at her nodding.
“Certainly, lady Y/L/N you must be the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen in my life.” He said bravely as the high king he is but Y/N got slightly flustered and turned her face to the front, away from Peter.
“Well you’re not the only one with good eyesight. Earlier at the train station… I thought you looked really handsome. I must have been too caught up in my own world to notice how handsome you’ve gotten in the past year.” That said he looked at her a little stunned and she quickly added, “not that you weren’t handsome before! It’s just I haven’t seen you in a while, at least not really and I was just surprised and why aren’t you stopping me?” She whined while rambling on and on.
Peter smiled at her again, “I appreciate it. I- I- Can I- Can I… kiss you?”
He said all of a sudden which may seems weird to you but you have to understand that both of them were in the most beautiful setting in the whole universe. The stars being much brighter in Narnia in the sky with the clearest beach in front of them on a little mountain, a slight breeze rushing through their hair. Having just reconnected with your best friend you had liked in a romantic way for forever, you would feel very similar to what they felt, happy.
Y/N just bit her lip, not in an erotic way. It looked more like a smiling donkey, she was just as happy and overwhelmed with feelings as he was and she nod her head up and down while smiling still. He touched her left cheek so softly that he almost didn’t feel it at all, then he leaned into her also smiling and they kissed each other, eyes closed and heads slightly tilted. It was a short but intense kiss for none of them had ever felt so safe in their entire life. Their foreheads rested against each other and with their eyes still closed they both laughed into the night.
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