Newly released from inpatient and relapsing

Eli, he/him, 19, ednos, recovery lw:90.6lbs, lbmi 14.7, sw/known hw: 117lbs

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angel's egg

[memoryofpoems]

Killing innocence or sth

[memoryofpoems]

literally convinced that if I tried I could easily surpass my Lbmi of 14.7.

Dangerous thought to have in recovery

[memoryofpoems]

guilty and manipulative no matter what I do

Back and guilty as ever. Who wouldn’t want to kill a wolf in sheep’s clothing?

[ladygrey111]

The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

[lullxbyblue]

How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

[thed3adalive]

Don’t forget, Coca Cola snitched on their OWN EMPLOYEES to I.C.E.

Ik y’all live off Diet Coke so here’s some good low cal/no cal alternatives:

Poppi

• surprisingly super good for a low cal soda

• no sugar

• prebiotic (good for you)

La Croix

• 0 cal

• barely there taste but good carbonation

Canada Dry

• very good taste

• ginger is good for your digestive system and bloating

• comes in different flavors

Ice

• lots of flavors

Green Tea

• no cal

• good for weight l0ss

Black Teas

• 0 cal

• fills you up

• delish

Lemon water

• good for gut health

• helps weight l0ss

• helps with bloating

Olli pop

Zevia

Fuck Trump and his racism. If you fuck w ICE gtfo my page and block me fr

[cadaverousrat]

I'll say it louder for the people in the back. Women/girls aren't the only people who suffer from €at!ng D!$ord€rs.

[fadingobssession]

[midnightsweetheart]

Relatable Tbh.

[lowcaltrashkitty]

Reblog if you’re looking for 3d moots this February!!!

[shakyhands]

anyway I’m feelin out the sadness

[tsukkifeather]

am i the only one whos lowkey gatekeeping weight loss/4n4..like my friend tells me everyday how he needs to lose weight and everything but thats MY thing..

[tiny-vaierie]

[thed3adalive]

Can’t wait for when I’m thin enough to be someone’s thinspø 😣🙏

[banshee-xoxo]

what if I get sk1nny and I’m still ugly

[memoryofpoems]

anyone else feel like none of their "success" counts or means anything because they have a fast metabolism so they just need to go even lower until they hit rock bottom?

14.7 wasn’t enough

[midnighttm00n]

wish i had the type of ED where you forgot about eating/hate food. i count down every hour until i can eat again