Ani’s journal

Ani | random thoughts & curiosity

[for-decisions-and-revisions]

Now that I'm nearing the end of my degree I thought it might be fun and useful to go back to the basics. Some of the lecturers in my undergrad were big fans of this book, and now that I am reading it cover to cover (instead of just excerpts assigned to me) I recognise phrases they would often use, which is quite nostalgic.

Sitting on a bench and reading is one of my absolute favorite summer activities - and I love looking up into the crown of a tree!

{08/08/2026}

[meow-clops]

(10.07.26)

Photo dump

My long-distance boyfriend came to visit me, and we explored my favorite library together. He has already gone back to Japan, but my heart is still filled with so much love.

My June crochet collection that I made 🧶🤍

I hope July will be just as great and beautiful. I’m planning to romanticize my life even more! Although Sydney is heading into winter, I think warm and cozy vibes will still make me happy🤍

[meow-clops]

(03.07.26)

=Today’s log=

• Called my boyfriend

• Replied to all my emails and Slack messages

• Planned my friend’s birthday

• Finished Once Upon a Broken Heart

I finally finished reading Once Upon a Broken Heart! It was so, so good. This review is still a bit rough, though, so I’d like to analyze it in a more constructive way.

First, Garber’s world-building is on another level. She created such a rich and magical world, describing the cities, castles, and clothing in vivid detail. Those descriptions completely drew me into the story and made me feel immersed in its world.

Second, she uses free indirect discourse so naturally that it allows readers to deeply understand Evangeline’s emotions. Although this technique lets Garber describe even the smallest moments in great detail, it never slows the story down. Instead, every scene remains emotionally engaging because everything is filtered through Evangeline’s perspective. I think this really demonstrates Garber’s remarkable writing technique.

Overall, I absolutely loved this book, and I can’t wait to read the next one. Their journey is far from over, and I’m excited to see where it leads.

[meow-clops]

Friendly reminder: We don’t need to give up on our ideal life.

Your life is going to be filled with so much love that you couldn’t ask for more, smiles like a lovely bouquet, and a bright sky. You deserve it.

Pics: Pinterest

[meow-clops]

(29.06.26)

=Toda’s log=

Email to academic director

Wrote substack article

Reflected a middle of the year

When I woke up, I felt like I was really content. Finally, I could reach my center of the heart. Poor my heart, I’ve ignored you a long time.

Even though my preparation for the research program is going well, some didn’t send me back emails, so I stuck in a middle point of gathering documents. I’m a bit worried about due date of the scholarship. That’s a life in an academia.

[norfisthewhimsy]

[meow-clops]

(28.06.26)

Today is my third child’s birthday! (Honestly, she’s a dog, but she’s still one of my daughters 🐶💓

= today’s log =

Checked the application requirements for the MRes

Read a few pages of a research paper

Started preparing my research proposal

Went to a K-pop event with my friend 💓

I’ve been working on my next application, but step by step, I’m losing confidence. I may not meet the requirements, as my research experience might not be enough. And yet, I have two CiNii entries, one undergraduate thesis, and thousands of pieces of professional writing for web magazines. I hope my experience as a critic and writer will support my future.

But I also have some good news today. I haven’t been going out during this semester break because of burnout, but my burnout has finally eased, and my friend took me out to a K-pop event. It was a really great moment. I usually love staying in my room and reading, but I know it’s not good for my health, so I really appreciate my friends for taking me out.

[meow-clops]

It’s my friend’s birthday today!

Happy birthday, my sweetheart.

= Today’s log =

• I read a few pages of a research paper

My crochet pouch is nearly finished! It looks a little simple right now, so I’m going to add some pink yarn to the top.

Recently, I’ve only been reading research papers, so tonight I’m going back to my favorite book, Once Upon a Broken Heart.

Actually, I’m not even sure if I really love it anymore, because I’ve finished almost six other books while still reading this one. That means I’ve been carrying it around for almost a year without finishing it, which is kind of hilarious.

So I guess I’ll find out whether it’s truly one of my favorites.

[meow-clops]

(26.06.26)

Small steps are making me into a newer version of myself <3

My professor emailed me and told me that I should have confidence in myself, which absolutely gave me the encouragement I needed to take a step forward. To be honest, I’ve been burned out for the past couple of weeks. But so many people reached out to help and support me, and I was filled with enough love to stand up again.

Sorry, late nights make me a bit emotional. I’m just savoring all the love I’ve received these past few days.

[meow-clops]

I’m gonna use the place more casually to log all of my life and curiosity.

Currently I started to use fyi apps which reminds me WHAT IS A INTERNET. I was unconsciously trapped in the algorithm and like & followers culture. But this app simply works with someone’s recommendations. I felt like I don’t need to think about what’s your branding strategy anymore.

Just being myself.

[pigeon-post-office]

Beauty is of function and form

~Dearest regards Pigeon-post-office