Basically deactivated account

Closed

[beytrash]

Affection - Mayblade 2025 (1/3)

Feat. @merankorifu’s OC, Arisa ♥ I love her

She’s a reporter covering the Beyblade World Championship and well… her main focus is the Russian team.

Why?

She says it’s just her professional scope 👀

@may-blade

[merankorifu]

*swoons* JUST LOOK AT THIS, THIS IS PERFECT 😭❤️ ain’t @beytrash the best? (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

We feel u Arisa, the russian team is the best

[merankorifu]

Free day - Mayblade 2026

The best for the last, and with the last I bid my farewell~

I was thinking in writing this extensive goodbye to this account (for real this time), but nah, the flop will be my adieus.

At least I’ll be parting with a cute drawing.

@may-blade

[merankorifu]

School - Mayblade 2026

Let’s pretend they having different uniforms make sense

[merankorifu]

this flopped so bad, let’s try again

[merankorifu]

School - Mayblade 2026

Let’s pretend they having different uniforms make sense

[merankorifu]

Crush - Mayblade 2026

Just a girl admiring her crush

[merankorifu]

Sports + Friendship - Mayblade 2026

I needed to draw my OC Cady, a cheerleader from the All Starz Team, and her best friend in the team is Max, those prompts were perfect 🫶🏻 And then she discovered she can’t take selfies with polaroids…

[merankorifu]

Phone - Mayblade 2026

So, Imma just upload a few mayblade prompts.

Lately I’ve been feeling bad thinking my OC Arisu is a mary sue, but actually she’s not good beyblade fights, is flawed, and not focused on winning battles, so after a lot of introspection I think she’s ok. I MEAN, I FUCKING LOVE MY BABY

Have a cat moment.

Also,, FUCK AI IN THIS FANDOM

[merankorifu]

Tomodachi Life: Indeed I’m living the dream 8)

[merankorifu]

MERRY X-MAS 2025 🎄

OC x Canon: Kai x Arisa - Christmas Edition

Art is not mine, these illustrations were gifts <3

I can't share in many places my hapiness for receiving these ABSOLUTELY PRECIOUS AND AMAZING PIECES OF ART from @beytrash as a christmas gift, and the second one was a gift from a secret santa with my friends and she (ultraval) DID ONE AMAZING DRAWING. OMG, I JUST CAN'T WITH THE JOY I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW 😭😭

Sorry, this account was a very special and safe space for a while for me, so I feel very secure here to be sharing (like to scream to a wall) my OC and my yumeship and to fangirl for a moment without a worry ❤️❤️

Might delete this later, who knows, time to disappear from this place again

[merankorifu]

Taking a break from this ride

Woosh, this is my vanishing act from this place. I just can’t be here anymore, a lot of personal problems, really weird internet bickering I had to witness to make me uncomfortable, and the last nail in the coffin, not being able to enjoy the things that made me happy.

Good luck to everyone.

[welkingunther]

Very well- Let us begin training with a warm-up. First, show me your Beast Walk!

[redpool]

Love that they're having an intense discussion about who Neil is and then Heartman's just there, dead in the corner.

[snottiesnot]

Mamma mia!

Prints

IG || Kofi

[zennx-23]

“I am Juani Cygnus!”

“I am no one's trinket! My life is my own to protect and I will accept nothing less!”

"No matter how deep the despair, I want my songs to show people that there is always a light that they just have to reach out and touch."

A self-indulgent piece of Junah Cygnus from Metaphor Refantazio! The first time I saw her I immediately wanted to draw her in the classic shoujo manga art style, specifically Macoto Takahashi. It fits her so well, and while not a complete one to one, I'm really proud with how it turned out! I hope to do more Metaphor artwork in the future. Thinking of doing Eupha or either or both of the Magnus Brothers next. Or Will or the Prince, maybe some shipping art, will probably draw a hate piece of Louis… we’ll have to see!

Anyways…

PLAY METAPHOR REFANTAZIO! NEVER HAS A STORY BEEN EVER MORE RELEVANT NOW MORE THAN EVER! IT HAS GREAT CHARACTERS, YOU KILL WHITE SUPREMACIST JOHN FACIST AND IT GIVES YOU HOPE AND HAPPINESS AND AND- cries in pain and sadness because I can’t express myself any further… play the gAME! PLAY IT NOW! ITS ON STEAM! OR WATCH A PLAYTHROUGH! IM NOT PICKY! MORE PEOPLE JUST NEED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT METAPHOR DAMMIT! AAAAAAA dies

[merankorifu]

More love to Metaphor ReFantazio my GOAT pls

[merankorifu]

Thorned portrait

A little drawing I made for the artfight 2025, it’s @beytrash ‘s OC Mila.

I tried a new way to shade, that’s why the colors might look funny asdfg

Unnecessary rant bellow:

Everything just keep getting harder and harder 🫠 and asfdghj

Having carpal tunnel syndrome is not a big a deal tbh, but lately work’s being more demanding and the pain basically leaves me unable to draw in my free time. So it’s sad to draw in pain but not the things you like, you know, you’re working for a company.

And I don’t have sick days nor paid vacactions, so basically resting is out of the question asdfh, bc you’re just cheap labor for this company bc of outsourcing

In the worst days using the phone hurts, “I mean, being on social media can be addictive so that can be a good thing, right?” And also, being on fandoms and thinking all the things I want to draw and not being able to do them is also frustrating asdfgh

And just feeling bad bc this is not a big deal and making a fuss of it

Sorry, I just needed to take this out of my chest.

[merankorifu]

I don’t know what to do, I just can’t be here anymore

[beytrash]

Dystopian Beyblade AU

“I don’t want to lose you.” “You won’t.”

I won’t delete the account, but I won’t be updating or keeping up with it anymore. Think of this as a cute graveyard ♥ To the people who really liked my art and took their time to comment and share I’m infinitely grateful 🫶🏻 I hope we can meet in other places, but tumblr is a no no.

TW: Senseless vent and rant

This is my last scheduled post at the moment I finally made my mind to close this account (July 10th), I counted more than 60 drawings I made for this blog ^^ yay me! I won’t stop drawing, it’s part of my life, but petty fandom or ship wars are not something I asked for.

Some users made me feel uncomfortable and unworthy, it’s not fair for me to keep this senseless comparison to somebody I don’t even make in this world ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I didn’t know that sharing something so special to me could trigger such a toxic part of a fandom. I’ll keep drawing my characters because they make me happy, not to prove some stupid point.

It got so bad to the point I got anxious with every notification I got. I even blocked these people but others kept pointing it… and it wasn’t worth my peace and love for drawing.

But when I started getting panic attacks or feeling nauseous because of the stuff going here, I started drawing out of spite and with some sense of “revenge” and I don’t want to taint my only real coping mechanism.

I really, REALLY wanted to keep hanging out here, I’ve always loved to share my drawings and make connections from it… but this time it felt so different. The days I was off I drew my heart out, almost daily. These schedule posts are products of those peaceful days, and I still have a lot of them.

Drawing for me is so special, I’ve been doing it for more than a decade and I made some of my best friendships because of it. I just do what I want to draw without much thinking about explaining why I made it, it mostly comes from my heart and that’s what hurt me the most. To be asked to explain why? To “justify” my art? This is not the best place for me rn.

And don’t ask me for names or to point out people, I’m leaving because I need peace, I don’t want to be part of this anymore.

[merankorifu]

I’ll miss seeing my sister’s art here 😔