Overbearing Isolation
I wrote this song during a time in my life where I was dealing with high anxiety and bouts of depression and was just a way to get things off my chest.
Overbearing Isolation
“Each second of time is all the same to me When it seems that the world has forgotten about me Leaving nothing but an empty shell Living out the remainder of my life in an infinite hell They say nothing is impossible, so tell me please Why am I kept from the things that help to ease The pain and suffering I’ve dealt with for so long? I just want to know where and why it all went wrong...
This world continues to crush me, While wearing a psychotic grin Dealing with too much, too soon And I’m slowly wearing thin Secluding myself in a safe space ‘Cause I have no other choice Everyone assumes me to be strong, But they don’t hear my voice Words fall on deaf ears, all my cries of desperation Resulting in an endless cycle of overbearing isolation Expectations equal asphyxiation, like a noose around my neck And every day I force myself to deal with this shit again
Sometimes I question why I bother waking up in the first place When I know your frustration in me is still loaded on my plate Always believed the fable, life would be all I wanted it to be And if I let life pass me by, I’d only have myself to blame Yet everyone has their opinions, constantly judging me For straying from the beaten path and for that I should be ashamed Who the fuck are you to question the direction I take in life? When last I checked, you know nothing of my strife
This world continues to crush me, While wearing a psychotic grin Dealing with too much, too soon And I’m slowly wearing thin Secluding myself in a safe space ‘Cause I have no other choice Everyone assumes me to be strong, But they don’t hear my voice Words fall on deaf ears, all my cries of desperation Resulting in an endless cycle of overbearing isolation Expectations equal asphyxiation, like a noose around my neck And every day I force myself to deal with this shit again
Maybe all I need is a loyal friend A trusted ear to hear me out and help me mend And for all the judgmental cowards, I have a little something for you, Two long middle fingers and a big ‘FUCK YOU!’
This world continues to crush me, While wearing a psychotic grin Dealing with too much, too soon And I’m slowly wearing thin But I will crawl out from my safe space My resolve refuses to let me give in I’m out to prove you wrong, You’ll never ignore my voice again To make you eat your hypocritical words is my new inspiration Putting an end to this cycle of overbearing isolation You can save your judgments for yourself, I won’t let you win ‘Cause I will never force myself to deal with this shit again!”









