— nina’s landing —

🇪🇹/🇺🇸, class of ’26, antispotlight on ao3 i’m a onedoor first and a human second thai bl, k-pop, writing novels i never finish, drawing art i never color

[antispotlight]

there must be some way to put the depths of stalking i go to whenever someone leaves a kudos or a comment on one of my fics on my resume. no reader leaves unscathed. i am reviewing all of your bookmarks at every moment

[sanestkanadefan]

‼️ANY MELANIE MARTINEZ STUFF IS NO LONGER INCLUDED, WE DON'T STAND SA'ERS HERE‼️

[trilliastra]

alright buckle up because I've got some things to say

new boy old friend does not know qin at all and this episode only shows how in tune duang is with qin's personality

qin is a shy introvert who has trouble singing - something he enjoys and is good at - in public, and yet his friends staged a public declaration, they forced qin to accept his friend's feelings, while, again, in public

his friend came back, cooerced qin, in public, to witness a new love declaration, a conversation about feelings and relationships, in public

new guy old friend doesn't know qin, doesn't respect his feelings or his introverted personality.

and then we have duang:

and the difference is astounding

he doesn't press qin, he asks permission, he doesn't expect an answer just because he asked a question, he waits for qin to work it out in his head

they were never friends, but partners, yet they aren't boyfriends because qin says so, duang lets qin control the dynamic, qin is the one who initiated their kiss, who initiates sex

it becomes clear how different the relationship between qin and duang is from qin and his old friend's

and that becomes even more obvious when duang is the one who comes and "rescues" qin from the situation,

even though qin would/will/did follow duang anywhere he wants it's qin's choice and duang only offers his hand, but qin is the one who chooses to take it

[cherryinnie]

EXTREMELY IMPORTANT VERY VERY IMPORTANT A GLIMPSE OF PORTEETEEPOR I'M SCREAMING

[antispotlight]

in light of the new danganronpa 2x2 game i felt the urge to sketch out a very very quick chihiro from memory!

unfortunately i got the outfit way wrong and the face isn’t really androgynous enough.. but playing around with the lighting and facial expressions was super fun!! i just know them danganronpa class trial lights are gaudy low-quality ass fluorescents

[antispotlight]

haven’t really been active on tumblr but it’s fitting that my first post in a while is danganronpa post

THIS IS HAPPENING?????????????

the thing is i KNOW i’m like months behind and everyone already knew about ts way back in september, but for some reason i was getting back into danganronpa randomly like everyone does and suddenly i uncovered this magical gem

it’s coming out this year so if you haven’t gotten into it yet bro i HIGHLY HIGHLY recommend you watch a playthrough of every single game released!!! you’ve gotta be a part of the community for this one!!!

i can’t wait to see the lomls gundham chiaki and kazuichi again ❤️

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

Hi !

I have been reading a fic and following any update about it for a quite a long time now. But lately, I have been frustrated and confused about some plot choice from the author.

Can I express my opinion and my confusion in a comment (in a gentle and kind way obviously) or is considered a bad and mean thing to do ?

unless the author directly asks for honest opinions / criticism, it’s rude and entitled to do that. if you don’t agree with their plot choices, that’s most likely because the author writes whatever they want to read for themself. they’re just kind enough to share the world they created with people to read for free. but they are not writing with the goal to please other people. they are not writing for you.

fanfiction is a gift and getting to read it for free is an act of kindness. you don’t complain about not liking something someone was kind enough to share with you for free, not even if you do so “politely”.

not liking a fic is totally normal and okay. you can stop reading it anytime you want and find other fics that suit your personal preferences more. or you can write the fic you want to read yourself, just like how that author writes the fic they want to read for themself.

[antispotlight]

garden of eden updated 🚨🚨 ‼️

chapter 2 of and there would be peace in the garden of eden is up! it's a 10k word treat for my fedex truthers everywhere! (essentially the fic is a retelling of the vackers’ grief struggle from exile, if dex happened to knock on everglen’s pearly gates one day and got punched in the face..)

it’s kind of emotionally heavy and unfortunately my love dex does go through it in this chapter, but if any of what i’ve said sounds appealing please check it out!! summary below the cut ❤️

summary:

“Do you … not like coming here?”

Dex stared at him. As much as he wanted to shake Fitz by his shoulders until the real question he had to ask fell out through his ears, he didn’t want to discourage Fitz from trying to talk about serious things.

Instead, he picked his pen back up and toyed with it to avoid picking at the table. “Why would you ask that?”

“Because,” said Fitz, like it was obvious.

Well, baby steps were still baby steps. “No, Fitz, I don’t hate coming here. Your house is big and pretty, and you practically do all my homework for me.”

“You know that’s not what I mean.”

“So say what you mean.”

—

The sudden appearance of an unwanted guest sparks a lot of frustration and reflection in Fitz, who tries to juggle feeling angry at everyone with understanding their anger towards him. Dex is still there, just there, because Fitz asks him to be. Sometimes he wishes he got the chance to have his needs catered to as well, but every time he gets a little too careless with his words something goes wrong, so maybe it's better to put off his own comfort until this whole situation blows over?

[sophitz]

it’s easy to spot ai-written fanfiction because it always reads like a keeper of the lost cities prologue

[antispotlight]

[c-cherish]

jaehyun falls into your arms after he comes home and good luck trying to get him off you after.

“my baby, i missed you so much.” and he’s leaving multiple kisses on your cheek.

“i just saw you this morning.” you say while trying to pull away.

“many hours too long. now let me love you.” he presses your cheeks together and leans in to kiss your lips.

[fyboynextdoor]

What's your favorite cover film from 2025?

Seethru (Primary cover) by Sungho, Riwoo and Jaehyun

Congratulations (Day6 cover) by Taesan, Leehan and Woonhak

Voting ended onJan 7

[antispotlight]

🔔🚨 new ao3 fic!!! 🚨🔔

yes i know timf is not finished (subtle plug) and NO i have NOT abandoned it. still working out the semantics of the next chapter unfortunately... but i wanted to feel connected back to publishing on ao3!

it's a canon divergent fedex fic set in exile! basically dex gets worried about sophie's mental state with all the worrying over the vackers hating her and visits everglen to try and get some answers -> but somehow ends up in a strange, delicate, grief-based relationship with fitz vacker. i'm foreseeing it to be kind of long, and it's a little heavy emotionally BUT if any of this appeals to you please check it out!!

and there would be peace in the garden of eden (7696 words) by antispotlight

official summary:

Fitz and Biana have been absent from school since the year started, and Sophie hasn't quite been herself. It bothers Dex enough to visit Everglen and see what's really going on, see if maybe there's something, anything he can do to cheer her up. Even if it means putting up with Fitz “Wonderboy” Vacker — even if it means sticking around after he literally gets punched in the face — even if it means coming to Everglen for hours after school every day to hang out with… Wait, who's he doing this for again?

or:

A canon-divergent Dex POV retelling of Exile from when Fitz and Biana start skipping school because of Alden's mind break. Dex shows up on their doorstep one day to get some answers of his own and ends up in a confusing, delicate, intimate something with Fitz Vacker founded on grief, comfort, and stress.

[writersisland]

Fiercly Protective Dialogue

“Do you really think a mere prophecy would stop me from saving you?”

whispering “Are you okay?” in a crowded place

“I don’t need you to coddle me.” “No, you don’t. But I need to protect you, you understand?”

“If only they knew what I would do to keep you safe. Maybe they’d behave then.”

“I’ll follow you to the bitter end. And beyond.”

“You’re gonna get killed protecting me.” “Gladly.”

“Don’t apologize, not to me. Never to me.”

“I haven’t felt unsafe once since meeting you.”

“Rather me than you.”

“I wasn’t kidding when I said I’d kill for you, you know?” “I’m starting to get that.”

“It’s gonna take a lot more than that to stop me from keeping you safe.”

“I will shield your body with mine any day of the week.”

“May I ask for a favor? When I tell you to run… Run. Don't look back.”

“Why are you so determined to keep me alive?” “You know why.” 

“Do you want me to kill them?”

“Your protection is not my duty, but my destiny.”

“One word, and they’re gone.” “Not yet.”

[mewsthumbring]

[antispotlight]

ao3 wrapped, part 2 -> reading

reading stats for 2025! according to my ao3 history i read 381 fics this year (and that’s only when i was signed in.......) so unfortunately i only had the time and balls to analyze my 60 bookmarked fics this year. so here we go! (thanks again to @electroniccollectiondonut!)

— top 3 fandoms —

boynextdoor (22) -> 36.67% of all the fics i bookmarked this year!

enhypen (19)

alpha drive one (6)

— top 5 ships —

myung jaehyun and han taesan from boynextdoor -> 12 fics (20%)

park jay and yang jungwon from enhypen -> 11 fics

lee riwoo and kim leehan from boynextdoor -> 10 fics

lee heeseung and sim jake from enhypen -> 9 fics

kim geonwoo and he xinlong from alpha drive one -> 5 fics

— top 3 ratings —

teen (32) -> 53.33% of all the fics i bookmarked this year!

explicit (16)

gen (7)

— other interesting data —

i had 2 100k+ word fics bookmarked and on top of that, a 500k+ word fic!

the 60 bookmarks were split between 26 multi-chapter fics and 34 oneshots, so pretty even.

i had only 2 crossover fics and 2 polyamorous relationships.

i had 0 not-rated fics bookmarked

and i only had one non-kpop fandom bookmarked and that was genshin impact!

the stats analysis of this all is such a vibe but it feels so not reflective of my year...... if i dare i might just undertake the 381 fic analysis.... and if i do y’all will be the first to year about it!

link to part 1 about my written fics HERE

[antispotlight]

ao3 wrapped, part 1 -> writing

inspired by the lovely and encouraging @electroniccollectiondonut! i lowk got a bit too excited with the idea 😓

just some fun stuff about what i wrote this year as an fic writing rookie and stats nerd!

WRITING

3 fics posted

2 fics completed

3 fandoms posted for -> 1 work the first in its fandom!

15,014 words posted

5 chapters posted

opening lines for each fan fic:

“It’s fair to say this started the day Jake’s father died.” -> trapped in my foolishness

“It’s been twelve years since Margot shot her ex-husband.” -> twelve years

“In every iteration of the universe, Dexter Green falls in love with you.” -> ghost of a love (i swear i can make it last)

some more loser stats:

3 teen-rated fics

2 gen fics, 1 m/m fic

3 no archive warnings apply fics

2 oneshots, 1 multi-chapter fic

part 2 about bookmarks HERE

[lostmysanitee]

BROOOO WHAT THE FUCK I NEED THIS IN MY BLOG WJAT THE FUCKKKKKKK