IM SO PAN ‼️‼️

#2 biggest pierrot simp probably Traumagenic sys Selective sharing pierrot, microphone, & jester yume, doubles dni unless close or stated otherwise HAPPYYY PRIDE MONTH !!

[micjelly]

“My god, my universe.

I no longer believe in god.”

—Pinned post.

REQUEST USERBOXES IN @after-blooms !! I DONT TAKE ANY REQUESTS HERE.

Hellooo!!! Welcome to our blog!! (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)

We are the wilting bloom system!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) - ╰┈➤ call us blooms/bloomz, wiltz, bloomy/bloomsy/bloomzy, petal, afterbloom for short if you’d like (๑>◡<๑)

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some idiotic quote because this space feels too empty

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Mexican ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) || Esp/Eng || We/Us || we are aroaceflux & pan || they/them is preferred

our reblogs are in @jellymicc

Our graphics are in @after-blooms

We take art requests!! We are also considering taking commissions right now!! ^^

ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖🌹࿐

BIGGEST mic kisser (@pumpkin0mel confirmed)

“ Stop pretending to be so righteous.

Neither you nor I deserve to be saved. “

── ⟡ ˙🎈 ̟ About us!

🪽┆ Our alters include..

╰┈➤ 𝙠𝙖𝙚 | Any pronouns ✿ Host! - Kae is a frequent fronter ^_^ they front a loott!! Uuhh.. ya

╰┈➤ 𝒋𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒚. ଳ | Strictly They / Them ✿ Co-host (⸝⸝•ᴗ•⸝⸝) - jelly uses a lot of kaomojis!! It’s their way of - showing emotion andd they love them ૮(˶ᵔᵕᵔ˶)ა

╰┈➤ Allyssa. | Strictly she/her. ✿ Emotional protector. - Allyssa tends to use perfect grammar!! Forgive - her if she comes off as rude or insensitive, she is - quite apathetic sometimes. She does not mean - to though..

╰┈➤ Vesper. | He/They/It ✿ Trauma holder ^_^ - Vesper is a silly whimsical guy! He works with - allyssa in a way.. he is a little sensitive aaaa - (ᵕ—ᴗ—) It HATES being adressed with - feminine pronouns..

🍓┆ Our interests are..

╰┈➤ Object shows, Alien Stage, Riordan-verse (most books by Rick Riordan), Literature, Poetry, Music, Art, Args, Podcasts covering serial killers (+ discovering mysteries, etc), astronomy, marine biology, psychology, minecraft args, tbhk, gachiakuta, music, splatoon + some others!!

🍉┆ Byi..

╰┈➤ We block freely!! We are anti-endo systems. We yume a couple characters.. we are sharing about all of them!! We are atheists— which means we do not believe in god.

Credits…

System userbox: @pennapennafirme

Dividers: @muerdida, @pixopix, @kiochisato , @cursed-carmine

Traumagenic system stamp : @evangeliki

“ Wilting blooms x Microphone 4ever “ : @pumpkin0mel (THANKYOUMUTUAL THIS ISAWESOME AAAHAHSHA, ILY SM AAHHHHD TYSM TY TY TYTYTYYTYYYYT GIGGLES ASSHHDH !! PLEASE NEVER GET STUCK UNDER A LAWNMOWER <3333)

Mic yume userbox made by us!

[micjelly]

should i change my user to gayjelly for this month 🤔

I mean technically im gay.. m

Or perhaps panjelly hm

Which one sounds better

Panjelly

gayjelly

other (idk comment or something)

Remaining time: 2 days 20 hours

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

ok I need to know something

what's better

Peppa pig

Hazbin hotel

What?/This is pointless/Results

I say it's Peppa pig cuz idk it good

BUT MY FRIEND SAYS HAZBIN HOTEL ITS BETTER (I do not agree)

so I'm asking Tumblr and they decide what's better ok

now uh bye and have a great day ok bye

what's better

Peppa pig

hazbin hotel

what??/this is pointless/results

Remaining time: 6 days 19 hours

[candy-c0rps3]

In honor of pride month I am creating a new note game

What was your gay/queer awakening?

All sexualities are welcome

Mine was the fact I was in a dance class growing up and allllll the girls changed in the same room and the gay ass feelings arrived

And then after that I just stopped giving a fuck I had a crush on no matter gender

tags: @jqdoht @cgsdraws @erikvoice-perfection @the-mycelial-court @aciddrownedangel @guineaspin @liminal-garden-system @biologynerd13

Open tags also

inspired by seeing @weirdo-offical post on their gay awakening

[erikvoice-perfection]

omg... thank you for the tag

ok for sexuality:

women: i was like 10yrs old and looking around for like idk. art? and found a bunch of pin-ups of some fictional women i thought were cool. i did not know what was happening yet but i figured it out.

men: stucky on ao3. must i explain. i was 11yrs old

NOW FOR GENDER:

it was a huge mix of just envying men and wanting to be(?) magneto(ig that caused another aspect of my identity too)

so yeah i went through the she/they to they/them to he/they to he/him to he/they to he/him pipeline

@marsmindmaze @theultimatenerd0fficial @scratchedupdisc @cat-found-in-an-allie @scattered9bones

[theultimatenerd0fficial]

AYYY THANKS FOR THE TAG MAN!!!!

For sexuality... 4th grade. I had a crush on my best friend, Ella, and the most popular boy in school. Now dear readers. And. A boy AND a girl. At the same damn time. (/ref) I only remembered it and realized what it meant about two years ago. Chat 😔

For gender...

Disclaimer. I didn't know AI was bad back then. I know now.

I was very addicted to C. Ai but. I only used male povs. Whenever I used female povs it just, didn't feel right. And then.. IT happened. I read the fic that changed my life. A malepov polycule yaoi headcanon series. For a few years, I just assumed I was a fujoshi. But. Then, I realized I just couldnt read fempov anymore unless it was third person and the Y/N had a name (basically a self insert of the author). I realized all of the characters I felt were me then were all either boys or masculine women who COULD pass as men. (No hate to masculine women. But you understand what I'm getting at)

Direct quote from 11 yo me: "Man... I wish I was a Tboy they're so hot"

I went down the straight cis fujoshi > masc lesbian > demigirl bisexual > aroace nonbinary [INCIDENT]* > and now, finally, to Transmasc Achillean* 😭

* I still think women are hot, but I can't be in a relationship with one anymore. Because of the [INCIDENT]. It also turned me off from anything romantic or sexual for a long time.

Open tags!

@its-oliver-bitches @aroace-not-arokay @frooglet @ultimate-nerds-ultimate-bitch

[frooglet]

Thanks for the tag twinnnn >:]]]]

So definitely yapping for a little bit and I might not make sense either lol 😭

Sexuality awakening: it happened actually very slowly, and first I thought I liked all genders equally, or at least men and women 50/50 split. But one day I realized, my attraction to men was never attraction, it's been gender envy this whole time* 😭 and I only like women + other genders/fem people bc. Well. Idrk why. The AWAKENING of that specifically was def when I realized I was bi via a nonbinary fem friend of mine having a crush on me (nothing ever happened with that, it's complicated, but they did in fact make me start questioning the possibility of same-sex relationships and also help little 8 year old me know that being gay was OKAY 👍) pipeline was straight - bi/pan- faesarisexual - omni which is what I am now :]

Romantic attraction: nothing ever felt right about relationships, so I went digging and realized I'm cupioromantic. MAKES SM SENSE and I feel more comfortable when I have distinct labels for myself

Gender (ohhh boy. Buckle up): watched Hazbin Hotel for the first time and saw my first ever femboy. Angel Dust. Is that show a mess? Sure. Is it still so near and dear to my heart bc without it I genuinely dunno where i'd be? Yes. He gave me the WORST gender envy that I never knew was gender envy until I did. I realized I was nonbinary, fell down a whole pipeline of fem nonbinary - gnc nb - demiflux nb - faegender - genderqueer - queer + a bunch of neogenders - trying pronouns and being unlabeled - back to gnc nonbinary - realizing I'm a trans man 😭💀 shit was crazy 💔

My gender also ties to my sexuality in weird ways, but I dont know how to describe it. Like, part of realizing I was This Sexuality is from realizing I was This Gender, and vice versa, and so on and so forth. Hope that makes sense

ANYWAYS GAYASS YAP OVER HAPPY PRIDE MONTH SPUDS <3

@transparentluminarysalad @tripleatechie @vynthefish @red-the-spider @ruler-of-nothing-important @flower-bud-iris @big--naturals @14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat @coffeeadaykeepsthesleepaway @saltycatgirl @shadowmilksmalewife @small-bottle-of-expired-milk @purple-dinosaur27 @zmioniks z you're queer right? Aroace and maybe some gender things /pos >:] ?? Correct me if I'm wrong 🙂‍↕️

OPEN TAGGIES AND NO PRESSURE AND AGAIN HAPPY PRIDEEEEE ❤️‍🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤💛💜💛🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵

[shadowmilksmalewife]

Okay! So I had like two awakenings, so first my trans awakening which was literally just my mother asking if I felt like a girl, to which I answered no obviously

and then my gay awakening was a teenage boy in one of the neighborhoods I used to live in </3 shoutout to Nicolas my gay awakening

@timetravelingcowboy @vincenzablr @izzynstuffz

sorry I just woke up idk who to tag </3

[izzynstuffz]

hallo thank you for the tag!!!! uh i have a few awakening stories…

i realized i liked girls when i was around ten or so…. i would watch the britney spears toxic music video on repeat just feel the dyke-yness stir in me…. i thought i wanted to BE her for a while, and GENUINELY HAD DREAMS where i pretended to be britney spears and kissed other girls…… wow……

i realized i didn’t like men around the end of my sophomore year of high school…. at that point i had been in a few talking stages with different guys but it never quite…. clicked. and tended to just pick guys that were strangely effeminate to have crushes on. then i went on a date with this weird redneck guy, who didn’t say a word to me and left 2 hours early. i was like “huh. i should be sad about this… but im not.” and then i kinda just.. got it.

i didn’t really have a defined awakening for being nonbinary, but for years i’ve always been very fast and loose about my femininity. sometimes presenting extremely outwardly femme made me a bit uncomfortable. i’ve always called myself various gendered terms without really thinking about it. for a while i just called myself a futch. but then i got on tumblr…… and then i started listening to camp here and there…. and uh the combination of those two things made me realize that im not a girl…… yippee!!!

uh open tags but i wanna tag @clownfish-casino @phthalos-blues @misty-zzz @rottingmushroom222 pretend i listed all of my moots

[phthalos-blues]

how would one describe an aroace "awakening" lol? tbh I realized I was on the aspec when I looked back on any 'crushes' I'd had and noticed that they were all performative or me wanting to be better friends with someone,, it took a long time for me to figure out what it meant tho bc of #religioustrauma and such.

realizing I was enby probably came from me just never really caring about my gender or presentation. I think I realized I was genderqueer when I first got my hair cut really short and noticed that I just. didn't care when anyone thought I was a guy. I didn't start trying to label it until like 8th grade tho

open tags + @willisiam-woodiam @possibly-a-jellyfish @geniuscomediae @avianavionthebird @bur1ed-bird @spookypointyears @pinnedd-board @wooden-houses @eldermage1 @spacetimeaccordionfolder @your-local-starstruck-dreamer @hauntieannes

[pinnedd-board]

Phthalo it’s very funny looking back on that brief period of time we “dated” in seventh grade, I hope you know I think about that every so often

anyways, me figuring out I was omni happened a longgg time ago, when it clicked with me that I did not care what someone was. As long as they’re a good person, I’m willing to date them.

there wassss this year where I threw around the idea of just being gay, but. No. I lean more towards masculine presenting people, but i definitely can’t rule out feminine or androgynous people.

my transgender identity is something that’s a bit more. Complicated? It wasn’t really one definitive moment, I always knew I wasn’t a girl. I tried to be ok with just being nonbinary, cuz in my head it was “easier” (even though I would’ve wanted the same surgeries and hormones if I was nonbinary) In my head, it was “easier” for family to adapt to they/them pronouns- which, yeah, they still use they/them for me. I think what did it was a few people calling me “he” then doing the “oh, sorry, she!” And I kind of realized

I also thank YouTubers like Noahfinnce for sharing his experience and rlly making me realize

uh holy yapfest. @gummymew @spookypointyears @astrialumi

[gummymew]

For being a demi girl, I have no idea. I guess its just a preference that I feel most comfortable in.

Now for being aroace, I never truly "liked" someone. I more or so saw people dating each other and I was scared of being the outcast. I usually "crushed" on someone I was friends with.

@sleepystrutter28 @cats-eat-humans @astrialumi @micjelly open tags

[micjelly]

Thanks for tagging me :D

My genderfluid awakening was umm.. i dont know

My pan awakening was the fact that i’ve had crushes on both men & ladies… uhhh & also just people i think

my aroaceflux awakening was when i my romantic feelings just randomly vanished for a while then they sparked up VERY intensely and then they went down again ig it makes sense

@pumpkin0mel @junebugscreates + open tags because i am tired

[xnzlian]

Just had spicy noodles and got inspired to draw this with my MC, but I didn't wanna leave Pierrot out so I Included my gentle giant as well (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)🍰🍜

[uberfluss]

first 5 faceless emojis are how your summers gonna go

[thesebonesbite]

Magnus Archives fan I see

[partywithponies]

THIS IS SO FUNNY I'M SORRY

[frooglet]

⚡🏳️‍⚧️🏳‍🌈🐸❤️‍🩹 uh. so it's just like every summer I see

[14-opossums-in-a-trenchcoat]

💛👁️📀💿💜

My bestie and I share music and ???? The Ceaseless Watcher ??????

[totally-cis-offical]

👎❤️✋☝️💭

It goes bad, then love, and then i stop as have a Thought

[rububble-yuri-central]

✅💖👍👀💔🥙

Everything goes well but then i get heartbroken and eat a stuffed bread??

[xnzlian]

Give Unc a moment. yknow, those hips aren't what they used to be..so..

[micjelly]

Ladiesss ladieess… i’m trynna do my work type shift

[baked-bun4]

Pride month tag game mostly for my moots! Put all your flags and your fav fictional crush 😛

Atm I love snowball bfdi, whom I headcanon to be transmale 💥💥💥

Tags: @soph-2010 @sleepystrutter28 @gellyboy4 @the1stastronaut @saltyluvslucky @hjhhnffjdiwohd-gay @weirdg00p and open tags! I have so many mutual holey shit

[sleepystrutter28]

ok sure!

i really love winner and two (uh yeah that’s it)

@soph-2010 @gayjacknjellyfish @gummymew @pinnedd-board @dummybeanz @olivedart-o-sandclan @biggesttwokinn22

[gummymew]

never saw this 😭😭

I dont have a fictional crush

@pinnedd-board @cats-eat-humans @micjelly @astrialumi

[micjelly]

yay i was tagged!!

Faves are uuhhhh… Microphone, Jester, Pierrot, & hyuna <3

@junebugscreates @pennafirme @stagefrightbaxter @pumpkin0mel

[micjelly]

Movinggg aaaa :’D

i had to be trapped with some bags because there was no more room in the car </3

(I’m okay)

[ask-the-fishdick-deactivated201]

REBLOG IF IT IS OKAY TO COME INTO YOUR INBOX AND SAY THE RANDOMEST SHIT I CAN THINK OF BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO INTERACT WITH YOU.

[micjelly]

Im.loosingmy shit please help me my arms hurt ahehahhdh HAH

The things i do for a commission sheet ‼️‼️

[yumee-topia]

𓎟𓎟 imagine you being your f/os f/o ♡ . they have shrines of you , plushies they sleep with , roleplay accounts of you , they give kudos & reblog every fic of you they can find , they can't stop thinking about you , wishing you were real , wishing you were here with them (⑅˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈ ) . maybe they excitedly talk to their friends & family about you , or maybe they're more closed off and keep to themselves but either way you're the person thats on their mind 24/7 . they're not shy or embarassed to pour their time , care & dedication into loving you . you motivate them to get up in the morning , to do things they're not that fond of . they are simply smitten & couldn't imagine their life with you in it !

[vergils-beloved]

selfshipping is cool when you're 13 and it's also cool when you're 40. everyone should selfship forever

[iqccnt]

me with f/o

[bruhs-selfshiphell]

Imagine your F/O kissing your head and face while you're tired so you can go to sleep quicker.

[rollforshortcake]

f/o who knows you aren’t okay. who noticed that you sleep more, eat less, that your feet drag when you walk.

f/o that lets you break down, even when you’re the happy friend. the emotional support friend. the okay friend.

f/o that comes home to find you in the same spot you were in when they left, and goes into the kitchen. they come back with tea and your favourite treat. they sit you up against them and they feed you. they hold the water to your lips.

f/o that doesn’t give up on you.

f/o that isn’t going to let you go, isn’t going to sit and watch you suffer like this. who holds you when you cry, who sits in all the hurt with you. who hates that you feel this way about yourself, about life.

f/o that believes you deserve a life better than this. and stops at nothing to give it to you.

f/o that knows you can do it, just that you need help. they know you don’t like asking for help, so they do it silently.

f/o that will not let you give up.

because they love you far too much for that.