Dream Diary

Ask questions at: Anameino Original blog: Midaia I no longer have the motivation to properly edit my dream journal entries (lots of personal projects going on, life events, lost my old blog etc) so expect lots of terrible grammar.

[midewana]

[midewana]

Nov 14, 2018

Phos and several of the restored lustrous crashed on a planet inhabited by regular humans. There was something about this part of the universe that caused humans and human-derived beings to occasionally crash-land here and that was also how this planet was originally colonised. Most of the lustrous, led by Phos, formed a new headquarters around the crash site while some of them sort of defected and lived in a nearby city but were free to return if they wanted.

I followed the life of a lustrous similar to pre-Moon Cairngorm who was trying to use this planet's technology to repair their ship. The plan wasn't working well, though, as engineers were reluctant to help. At some point they met a lustrous who was born on this world and told them their life story so far. The new gem, who was "offscreen", asked who their leader was and where to find them. The Cairn-like gem replied that it was Phos, someone lacking in mental stability and whose mind was pretty out there but who nevertheless meant well and tried doing the right thing. The camera changed angles, revealing the new offscreen lustrous. This was Phos, who was somehow restored into a full Lapis body plus long hair, making them unrecognisable as Phos outwardly. They pouted in response to the mean comments about them but were hopeful that a better future was about to come.

[midewana]

Sep 27, 2018

Djsedj had apparently created a new universe for some reason, perhaps as a vacations home of sorts. In this universe planets as we know them did not exist. Instead, there were several dimensions, each being home to a relatively flat world that spanned thousands if not millions of kilometres. The underground of these worlds was very much like Earth's but at a certain depth it gave way to a complex system of tunnels and portals which connected the immediate world with ones in different dimensions. These worlds also had an atmosphere of their own, plus many kilometres of vacuum above that and, above this layer of vacuum, the stone-like ceiling which was the upper vertical limit of the world.

There was something about two people who liked each other a lot and one of them trying to show the other an area of the world that they thought was beautiful. I don’t remember the details but the "narrator" often showed me certain locations that evidenced the world's true nature. When the narrator talked about the ceiling, showing it to me, a faint image of Djsedj's sribanon form manifested before myself alongside their "mark". I promptly knew this place "belonged" to Djsedj and understood the implication that they had relatively recently created a new universe.

[midewana]

Sep 09, 2018

I decided to live in the local nature reserve which was an almost-island surrounded by lakes and a local river (in real life, many lakes have since been drained and much of the forest converted to urban area). The only way to cross the river and reach the area was by completing a potentially lethal obstacle course inside a dark, creepy building connecting both shores. The most dangerous part involved using a rudimentary elevator. The counterweight was only so heavy so if you were too heavy for it the elevator would descend dangerously fast.

I spent a few days or so living in the wilderness. For some reason I looked like my early-childhood self in terms of hair and eye colors while there. At some point I tried to catch fish by throwing nooses in the river but one time it caught my ankle and pulled me into the river, almost getting myself drowned (psychologically, as my dream self doesn't seem to need to breathe anyway). Once I got tired of being in the reserve I made my way back home.

I was working on stuff at the computer when I heard someone summoning me. I went to the living room and saw two people who were apparently my friends. One reminded me of a distorted version of sister's friend while the other looked like Miguel's traditional human form except his face and head were completely shaved. He also didn't seem to actually be Miguel beyond his appearance. I approached the man and stood close to him, our bodies almost touching. I eye him up and down and "threatened" to "cuddle a cute guy", saying it in a joking tone. He opened his arms wide and accepted the "offer". While hugging, I mentally told myself how it had been years since I experienced this kind of intimacy. The girl, chuckling, separated us, playfully stating that we should stop clinging for now or else it would get wild. We then split up as I planned to visit my aunt with the girl while the guy wanted to pay a visit to the nature reserve after hearing of it from me.

At my aunt's place, I watched TV with the girl. Out of nowhere Kyoko and Madoka came upstairs. Kyoko questioned Madoka if she had seen Kyubey around and then asked the same to me. I didn't want to think about this, but I knew what was happening. Both me and Madoka remembered seeing Kyubey roaming around the city, especially in the creepy building that gave access to the reserve. However, I was actively ignoring Keybey's presence and also unconsciously suppressing any memories of seeing him. This suppression affected not only me, but everyone in the city. Many of my desires and thoughts seemed to manifest in convenient ways, and people's memories were likewise influenced by me, even if I didn't notice it. I started thinking about Homulilly and her struggle. It had become clear that I became a witch a long while ago and my barrier had since swallowed the entire city.

Before we could do anything, though, the Miguel look-alike showed up with signs of brain damage. He said he was lightly injured after using the elevator at the reserve. Kyoko urged him to seek medical help but he kept shrugging it off.

[midewana]

Jul 29, 2018

I was floating in the middle of a gray nothing. I looked like Phosphophyllite right after the winter. Bort or at least a memory of them appeared before me, saying something about me being weak. I told them they were just afraid of becoming weak. I was alone again. Then I saw Diamond from the back holding flowers of all colors.

I looked into the gray void and hunched over, feeling tired. My neck cracked and the overflow of gold alloy pushed my head off. I wondered why so many bad things had to happen all the time. I could see the alloy shining and felt like it was taunting me, as I have difficulty seeing some shades of yellow and green (mild tritanomaly).

[midewana]

Jul 23, 2018

Me and my cousins are apparently commanding several ships in this body of water, which looks like a heavily industrialised lagoon port connected to the sea. Everything seems to be made of the same black metal material, both the ships and the structures surrounding us.

I am on one of these ships of a couple of cousins plus my condescending aunt. She is, for some reason, treating us as if we were still our child selves going as far as assuming one of my cousins is still an annoying brat who doesn't know how to play in a team. This treatment is visibly hurting him and we area all getting uncomfortable but no matter what we say she just keeps treating us like kids.

Later, I am going around the city searching for a way to save my cousin. Apparently he got himself trapped in an earthen maze made up of mounds, some of which were grassy on the top. Every so often I could project my mind to his location and check on his well-being. At first he was just sitting on one of the grassy mounds but later a creature disguised as a regular human being showed up. He seemed like a potential friend and fellow inmate, only to later reveal his monstrously large maw and blood-red long tongue. After this reveal, my cousin starts running around the maze to evade the monster, who doesn't seem interested in physically hurting him. Apparently, the monster only needs fear to survive.

I am now in a white foggy area, on a flying platform. I can't see the horizon or the ground as it is too foggy but I can see the somewhat faint outlines of skyscrapers in the distance. I look around and my 3rd person view shows that the platform is shaped like a cube with smooth edges. Each face has a different letter on it, the face I'm standing on bearing a hei (ה). I look around and notice a giant white chair in a corner. It stands on a single leg and is mostly spherical in shape. There's someone equally gigantic sitting on it reading newspapers. I approach the figure and call out her name to get her attention. She says "Yes, yes, starlight?" and I tell her I want to get out of here. Everything lights up and then fades to a darker room where her luminescence becomes more apparent.

[midewana]

Jun 29, 2018

Someone was trying to kill me in this huge hotel complex, although I didn't care much about it. I hid in my room and noticed that a portrait of my sister had a glowing rainbow aura around it. I then saw rainbow-colored words of support appearing by the portrait. Then I shapeshifted into Hanzo, from Overwatch, for no apparent reason.

After a while I started hearing people outside my room. Then people trying to open the door. The door exploded and I could see Wiston coming in. I focused my 3rd person vision on my Hanzo-shaped body, ignoring everything else. Suddenly, Mercy showed up behind me/Hanzo and cut my head off with a knife while sporting an exaggerated expression of glee. My/Hanzo's lifeless body collapsed and I decided to create a new one. For some reason I ended up creating a pikachu body nearby. The Overwatch crew was shocked because I knew how to use rainbow thunder attacks, which were apparently the strongest pokémon move ever. I shocked them and woke up. It was too early so I slept some more.

A child of Adam had just manifested in the form of a small flying shipyard. We intercepted it with helicopters, jumping on the yard from them. Me and two or three others dashed towards a small room where we sensed the presence of an active S² engine. Upon opening the room's door, however, the entity's core hanged itself down from the platform and generated a spaceship-shaped body around it, promptly departing.

Several missiles were fired against the spaceship body, forcing it to crash-land into a special hangar designed to pry it open. Shortly after arriving there, though, I noticed that the spaceship body was acting up. Out of nowhere a pod was ejected from the body at ludicrous speed towards a nearby speed. We sensed the pod had the entity's core in it and fired more missiles to destroy it. Despite this, the core survived as a tiny version of itself and fell somewhere around my block.

It was dark already. Me and my two teammates were inspecting a hotel and then, later, the scaffolding just outside it. After climbing the scaffolding all the way up, one of my partners pointed out a strange butterfly cocoon hanging from a nearby tree. It was within my reach and looked perfectly normal outwardly. However, I could sense an Adam-like energy coming from it. My other partner then said "So, since you have the best aim of us three..." and handed me his special pistol. I aimed it at the cocoon and said "Heh, to be honest, this is the first time ever I fire an actual gun...". I pulled the trigger and, for a short while, the Adam-like presence was gone. Suddenly, however, I felt it manifesting again in my house.

We all got to my garden and I promptly sensed a spiral seashell by a wall corner, semi-hidden behind some bushes. I told them I could feel the Adam-like energy coming from it and that it was the same entity we were trying to destroy. It was decided that the best course of action was to drop an N² mine so we began evacuating the city. In the end I got aboard a helicopter and saw the column of fire rising from the crater. I told my partners that the entity was finally gone... Then, shocked, I added "it went to another timeline!".

I was taken back to the hotel, where they had a special room that could connect to other timelines. Once I was put into the desire timeline, I sought the help from my teammates' alternate selves. I apparently didn't exist in that timeline, though. I told them a flying shipyard would materialise, actually a child of Adam, and everything else I knew. We did the exact same things all over again, intercepting the spaceship, its ejected pod and, finally, the cocoon. However, after destroying the cocoon we could no longer sense any Adam-like presence in the city. After some stubbornness, I accepted this turn of events.

I was lazying around in my garden. 4 years had passed since the incident with the child of Adam. I was thankful it was over. Suddenly, I felt an extremely powerful Adam-like presence. Beside a few bushes, a large spiral seashell floated. Rainbow colors danced over its surface and a bright white aura emanated from it. I called my partners and explaind that, in my timeline, the child of Adam had taken the form of a seashell in my garden shortly after its cocoon form was destroyed. One of my partners said, pointing his gun at the shell "Let's end this, then!". The seashell projected a massive surreal room outwardly, trapping us all in some sort of pocked dimension.

Every wall, floor, or ceiling was entirely made up of large woody planks nailed together. Often, huge rifts crossed sections of the dimension. Extremely bright light was projected from the depths of these fissures. I got separated from my partners at some point and, eventually, I ended up finding the entity's core. It floated above one of those bright crevices and looked more like a white nefedj core than an Evangelion core. I prepared to shoot it only to hear a thunderous, deep voice talking. They asked me why I wanted to destroy them so badly. I explained that us, the children of Lilith, had this planet for a long while and weren't willing to just give up on it without putting up a fight. I regretted we couldn't coexist and destroyed their core. The dimension was undone and we returned to our reality.

[midewana]

Jun 15, 2018

I was in some kind of plain. The sky was dark blue, almost black, with white clouds that had a yellowish tint. The ground was completely covered with blue-violet hexagonal tiles that pulsed. When they contracted, the red earth became visible. The tiles pulsed over and over, forming ripple-like waves that spread across the hilly scenery.

A yellow-brown fog formed, limiting my vision. Lavender and purple scribbles appeared around my peripheric vision, twitching constantly. I saw the image of Neven forming in front of me. The yellow fog was thick but I could see parts of his face. I wished to approach him but the dream then became a chaotic mess of randomly-colored lines and scribbles completely blocking my vision.

I saw Earth. I seemed to be in low Earth orbit. The planet's bright blue atmosphere contrasted with the darkness of space. I saw some clouds being displaced. Eva 13 rose to the upper layers of the atmosphere and the rainbow doors of Guf spiralated outwards over Earth. I heard Shinji saying "Hey... Is this because I removed the spears...?". He reeked of fear.

I was about to show this cool Discord server to my friends. As soon as I looked at my computer's screen, however, I noticed the server was being flooded with troll messages. It got so bad I was forced to remove myself from the server. It was awkward.

[midewana]

Jun 13, 2018

As Shinji, I was visiting Toji at the hospital. I sat by his bed, noticing his blanket's lack of volume where his left leg should be. I told him the people at Nerv were preparing our Evas for some exercises together. He commented half-jokingly that piloting the Evas would just cause the same disaster all over again. Solemn silence filled the room.

[midewana]

May 29ABC, 2018 I was in the mountain valley where grandpa’s house is located, the notch on top of one of the tallest mountains. Walking the cobblestone road to a village southwest I met up with sis and cousin. I had barely left grandpa’s house so we were kind of just standing there in front of it. I heard an eerie metallic sound which almost sounded like a hairdrier full of pebbles. I looked at a patch of the sky to my left expecting to see a tiny airplane, like is usual in the countryside. Instead, I saw a commercial jet flying so low it could almost touch the mountains. It glided to my right, increasingly losing altitude and appearing larger until it disappeared behind the mountain face behind grandpa’s house where an actual valley is located. I thought “It didn’t crash, did it?”. A fireball rose in the sky and the ground trembled. We were so shocked we started walking backwards. I ended up falling off a high ravine and forced myself to wake up before I hit the ground. I checked my phone and saw I had slept 4 hours. I spent an hour reading wiki articles to calm down until I fell asleep again. The next dream appears to be influenced by the Dyatlov Pass incident as the ravine part of the previous dream reminded me of it. We had to break into a building in the city. Me and sis prepared a pickup truck for our mission in a region just outside the city, or in a forested area of it. It started snowing out of nowhere and the summer weather morphed into subzero winter. Later, the city’s military started camping nearby, around the road giving access to the city proper. Me and “sis” then walked around the edge of the military camp while wearing white all over. Although in the dream I recognised her as my sister, she looked little like her and had Djaske’s personality, down to her association with dihydrogen monoxide crystals (snow/ice). She shoved us into the snow behind some trees where we had hid our truck and explained the plan: a metal orb would appear in the sky which would be the OK sign to storm into the city. The orb was my future version’s vessel who came to the present to actually start the “breaking in” part of the plan. Eventually, the orb showed up and “sis” left with the truck without me, simply telling me to hop in the cargo. I barely managed to catch up and even after getting in the cargo I had trouble balancing myself. I realised the truck was a catapult time machine. When approaching the target building, the truck built a metal orb around me and catapulted myself into the building’s past version. The next dream is a hilarious mess of Judaism, Christianity and possibly Evangelion references. It is a loose continuation of the previous dream. I was living in a city, apparently the same one as before. I tried getting in this tower-like building, specifically its “Sacred Room”, but was told to leave because I wasn’t christian. I was shocked and argued I had as much of a right to be there. Eventually I left before I got in a fight. A man who had witnessed the conflict came to me as I left the building. He apparently lived in a house beside the tower. He told me he had a plan to get in the tower, that we had to do it because a group of christian demons was trying to initiate the christian apocalypse. After chilling in his house for a while, I was tasked to retrieve a copy of the Dead Sea Scrolls containing the Book of Crocodile and Baby Boy. Reading it or talking about it aloud in the Sacred Room would cause the World to Come to materialise on Earth, preventing any kind of apocalypse from happening. I spent the next day or two visiting museums in the hopes of finding the scroll I needed. After some time I located it but it was well-guarded and there was no way to get it. I headed back to the dude’s house empty-handed, only to realise the scroll was right there on a table in front of the tower. As soon as I grabbed the scroll the man showed up and headed into the building, telling me to follow him. Inside, a group of 4 or 5 demons or superpowered christians blocked the way to the Sacred Room. There was a lady who looked like Lust from the FMA anime and could regenerate any damage; a man who could resurrect himself a few hours after being killed; a man who could summon ridiculously sharp swords and who could be revived as long as he could be stitched together; and the rest I forget. We started fighting but they managed to dodge most hits. I hurt them by turning my arm into a glowing yellow blade and cutting through their flesh. At some point I fought the Lust ripoff and managed to cut off her left arm. She gave me a smug smile and started regrowing it as a gruesome mass that gradually morphed into her skinny arm. I held her hands in mine and said “Look here, sweaty, we’re stopping the apocalypse and there’s nothing you can do :)”. She got angry and tried punching me, but I dodged and cut her in half horizontally. My next opponents were the immortal dudes. They tried to overpower me, asking if I had any tricks up my sleeve this time. I said “I guess I will just dodge”. The swordsman spun his blade in a circle and repeated the question, thinking he had hit me. I gave the same answer and added “Even if I die here, I will revert time to the beginning of existence and undo all of your work”. After a dramatic pause, everyone’s head fell to the floor, including the swordsman’s. Now that the way was clear, I entered the Sacred Room with my friend. I dramatically the scroll in front of him. It was full of hebrew nursery rhymes and touristic information about Israel. Nevertheless, my friend started reciting the story from memory instead. “You see, the Book of Crocodile and Baby Boy is about the unlikely friendship between an infant and a wild Nile crocodile…” he said out loud. Nothing happened. A christian woman peeked from a window and yelled “WHAT ARE YOU TWO DOING IN THERE”. She walked around the corridors and entered the room. “We here are all hungry, hungry for spiritual teachings. This room was made for a large group like mine, so get out and find a smaller room for you two”.

By night I found my friend extremely depressed in front of his house. He was in a chair, slouching to his left and holding a carton of soy milk. He said in portuguese “I admired how you stood up for yourself so fiercely when we first met… Yet you took our defeat so well…” which I answered in english “Well, stuff happens, you see… I try not to worry too much about it”. We got up and he leaned against me to regain balance, apparently because he was too “drunk” on sadness. We wrapped an arm around each other’s shoulders and walked down the street.

It was dawn already and a lot of people were up already. We were basically just sightseeing while going down the sloping street. At some point I playfully grabbed his nose as “punishment” for something he said, though I can’t remember what it was anymore. After a while I started asking about his family, specifically their background/history. The street morphed into the living room of a house and I woke up before getting an answer.

[midewana]

May 21, 2018

I was at some beach resort with family and dream friends. At one point I was walking along a sidewalk by the sea. I was chatting with a cousin and my dad when we saw a triangular thing flying over the ocean. I almost handwaved it as a bird but then screamed "It's a pterosaur!". It looked like a generic beige Tapejara. A dream friend, who was a hunter, readied his rifle and fired at the creature over and over. I ran towards the nearby road leading into the countryside when a mosasaurus hovered over our heads. There was a car by the riad with infinite energy which me and my friends used to leave the area.

By nightfall we reached a futuristic city that employed immersive holograms, especially for LARP and videogames. Cicada (Land of the Lustrous) was now driving the car instead of my father. I remember playing a confusing Digimon game in the city and eventually giving up on it. By dawn I was accompanied by Amethyst (Steven Universe) and a random dream girl who looked like the lady from May 18. We apparently found a regular building doorway that was actually a gateway to a pocket dimension so we decided to venture into it.

We found ourselves in a hallway that branched into two others at the other end. All walls and floors were covered in beige bathroom tiles. I couldn't find our car so I entered the hallway branch going left. There, it branched once more so I went right. I saw a nerd with huge glasses muttering something at my car. As I approached, they asked if the car was mine. I said "Yeah it's some kind of infinite energy car I own". They looked shocked and yelled "Finally I'll be able to travel this hallway! See this branch? It goes on indefinitely!". I walked away and checked on my friends. Amethyst was fawning over 8XJ who was stuck in that dimension. The other friend was pondering on the nature of this realm.

Suddenly, someone who lived in a bedroom in this dimension showed up and warned about the lord of this reality. Just as she said that, the lord materialised in front of us. I remarked "Isn't that Nick Fury? With... Odin's eyepatch on the other eye?" to which she said "He defeated him in battle and is now a god". The godly Nick Fury warned he was about to wipe out all hallways so he could get rid of us. Everyone native to dimension hid in their bedrooms while I remained outside with my friends. I begged the woman to let me enter her bedroom but she kept ignoring me. The hallways then became faintly lit and nothing else really happaned.

[midewana]

May 15B, 2018

I dozed off and saw two glowing silhouettes, a light blue one of Blue Diamond and a light yellow one of Yellow Diamond. The silhouettes had their backs turned to each other with an air of superiority in their postures. I was on some sort of crystal platform and it was dusky, either right before dawn or just after sunset. I heard Blue Diamond talking to me to the beat of the whistling toads outside (in real life). She said that in order to become a supreme being, two excellent entities had to combine in one. A blue Garnet appeared in front of me, alongside a blue Danny DeVito. They fused together, their gems merging into one as their light bodies assumed the form of Blue Diamond.

[midewana]

May 08, 2018

Raccoon City was a lost cause and a missile strike was imminent. I was just outside the city with Alice (from the RE movies, not the ananon), a few random people and a lady who looked exactly like Gabriel (Gjata)'s social form except for her completely different voice and personality. We were all getting aboard this helicopter, fastening our belts and preparing ourselves for the eventual blast.

I then saw a shot from the city's perspective and it looked like as if someone was filming the sky. A dragon carrying a missile came into view. Once it reached that Toronto building thing, it exploded violently. A low-pitched airhorn sample played, apparently the explosion's sound, and a massive fireball emerged illuminating everything. We were already high up in the sky but the blast's shockwave damaged our helicopter and we started falling. I thought we were going to be badly injured but it turned out the fall was harmless. Upon impact, the crash gave out a sound that I can only describe as a closet full of clowns playing with airhorns. We got out of the wreckage, upset that we were still close to the city because, apparently, the explosion launched a bunch of T-Virus in the air and now we were all infected. The Gabriel-like woman then told us to get in her car, which was apparently parked by the crash site. We got inside and suddenly everything changed.

I was now in sister's car. My brother-in-law was driving by my side while sis chatted with me from the backseats. We were on our way out of the mountains, having just left grandpa's house because his village had become contaminated with T-Virus. We didn't think we would survive long enough to actually leave the mountains but we tried anyway. I noticed the radio was playing Komm Süsser Tod from Evangelion. Although I enjoyed it greatly, the ride was otherwise uneventful. Then I noticed a second version of the song was playing and asked if it was in portuguese. Brother-in-law was like "Yeah! It's translated!" which amused me. But I was getting bored and decided to go back to grandpa's village. They let me get out of the car and I headed back to the village on foot. I then realised I looked exactly like Gabriel's social form.

The dream skipped and just transported me straight to the house. I spent the rest of the day in my bedroom, a room that doesn't actually exist in grandpa's house. In the dream my bedroom was actually half of the kitchen. Everything was pretty peaceful and I just chilled looking stuff up on my cellphone.

[midewana]

Apr 30, 2018

I was dating an absolute asshole for some reason. In fact, my critical thinking was extremely impaired in this dream. I was very impulsive and emotional and often failed to judge situations properly. Me and my boyfriend looked somewhat like each other (white hair, similar clothes) which sometimes caused people to mistake us for siblings.

One day I was upset at how pushy my boyfriend was but felt conflicted because I still liked him somehow. I was holding a doll of him (we were famous apparently) while looking out of my bedroom's window. I then noticed that something outside in the night was inviting me. I jumped off the window, which was several stories high, and started flying. It was revealed that I was a "grayhead", and therefore I had immense magical potential. In my flight I met with the apparitions of godly figures. I remember meeting a sentient terracota fortress and getting along with it.

In a later dream, I was apparently born and raised in an unspecified african country. My name was "Dlog Golda" which was said to be a traditional name. I noticed "Golda" was just "Dlog" backwards but shrugged it off as part of the tradition. Overall I seemed to have strong links to my african ancestry (in real life, although my tribe does have african ancestry we mostly identify as native brasilian). I remember it being a dark night. Family had just finished renovating our house. We lived in a mountainous jungle, like the mountains to the west in real life. Part of my bedroom was basically just a porch facing the dark forest, plus a hammock. The next morning, after waking up, I left the village and visited a large city southeast of the mountains. I carried a backpack with some supplies with me.

In the city, I stumbled upon a large college that was said to have breathtaking pieces of art inside. I couldn't get in so I tried to peek over the high fencing. I managed to see a large pool-like moat around the exhibition area. The moat somehow acted like the sea, with waves breaking every so often and everything. The sculptures looked like doll houses made of rock and I felt kind of disappointed. Moving on, I visited the extremely cramped open market area and bought some souvenirs.

I continued visiting other parts of the city but, suddenly, a zombie apocalypse broke out. People fled in all directions. I noticed a high concrete platform/stage and climbed on top of it. Like I hoped, the zombies couldn't reach me. I then realised that the zombies looked like naked mummies, and that one of them acted strangely. I got careless and the weird zombie grabbed some cereal bars and canned food from my backpack. A narrator then said that the spirits of an ancient people had been forcibly brought back to "life", in a twisted way. Nuna, a sacred woman from 3000 years ago, used to perform funerary cannibalism as part of her religion and it was explained that the strange zombie, Nuna herself, refused to eat my flesh because that would be against her own teachings. I was shocked after this information was given to me because Nuna is actually a god-like character of mine who travels through time and dimensions.

Later, I was in an interrogation room where government officials asked me about the events that had just transpired. They asked where I was at the time of the event and to describe my routine in detail, from waking up to stumbling upon the zombies. I explained I was trying to buy some stuff in the market and they cracked a joke about how hellishly cramped that place was.

[midewana]

Apr 27, 2018

Quixeramobim and Quixadá apparently didn't exist. Central Ceará only had a single major city. Apparently multiple families had been forcefully moved to this city, including mine, and we often expressed how unfamiliar and strange the city was. There was this ghost-like, mayor-like figure who intercepted anyone who tried to leave, sometimes even resorting to murder.

I believe I was trying to cure a family member from some kind of disease that affected their internal organs. Together with my sister, we would often go exploring around the city with a large knife/machete-like weapons. Our goal was to locate piles of synthetic human organs and cut away the pieces we needed. One time we broke into this sleek, metallic abandoned building and in one of its rooms was a mass of human limbs, torsos and organs. I told sis I didn't think it had the parts we needed and we just kind of shrugged, defeated.

One day me and at least two of my cousins organised our own fugue. We had managed to buy tickets to this illegal bus service that would land us outside the city. The bus was a dark blue two-decker that pretended to be a regular city bus. It was said that the bus would speed up to over 120 km/h whenever it reached the final avenue leading outside. At night we hugged our mothers/aunts as we were about to leave our homes behind. We walked to a stop a few blocks away and waited. Soon enough, the bus arrived and we got on the top deck.

We pretended to be regular passengers. Stop by stop the actual regular passengers left. Eventually, only the people who had bought the tickets were still taking he ride. I then received a phone notification. My phone's hologram AI (which looked like some sort of cartoon bug) informed me that the final avenue had been installed with a robust overhead sign structure and that it was shorter than the bus. We tried telling this to the driver but he then started driving faster and faster. I prepared for the worst and threw myself flat on the floor. I felt miserable and started having a mental monologue in Sakura Kyoko's voice. However, I then suppressed all of my fears and told myself "Nothing bad can happen. After all, I'm still alive, right?".

The deafening sound of the deck being crushed by sign soared through the air. Seat after seat was reduced to a twisted mess that approached in my direction. Then, the windows around me popped as the deck's top half was sheared off. The cold night breeze caressed my face. I stood up, looking at my cousins who looked relieved and somewhat amused. The ghost-mayor appeared in front of us. He tried to convince us the city wasn't all that bad but suddenly they were dragged off the bus by an invisible force. I somehow knew this was the work of the driver's superiors. And so we were about to leave the city and our future looked bright.

[midewana]

Apr 22, 2018

I decided to play this MMORPG one day. I experienced it like VR although that might just be due to how I view computer screens in dreams (covering my entire field of view). The game was apparently superhero-themed and your character could have a mostly optional superhero aesthetic/personality. I didn't care about that so I just played like an adventurer. However, many missions seemed to assume your character was a noble hero or whatever, which was jarring.

The game's version of the Earth had western Africa nearly merged with northeastern South America, Africa as a whole sitting just off South America's eastern shore. A gap of about 30 km separated Maranhão-Ceará from Ghana-Benin while Brasil's eastern shore had a much wider sea. Madagascar and the Arabian Peninsula were left behind in their original locations. After playing for a while I realised that the game had a faction of humanoids wearing stereotypical native north american clothes and accessories. They were these borderline mindless, rabid hordes that I had to battle against because apparently it was the right thing to do. Feeling increasingly repulsed as the storyline progressed, I eventually gave up enjoying the game and quit.

Now in the real world, I suddenly said "Hey, I should visit Nivinanu!". A representation of Earth appeared and I realised that Africa was indeed just off South America, it wasn't just the game. I made the globe spin a bit so I could see Nivinanu highlighted in North America. This was a very narrow country spanning approximately from northwestern South Carolina to North Carolina's shore (these states didn't actually exist in the dream as the US were somewhere else in the world although I couldn't remember where).

Now in one of Nivinanu's cities, I started visiting all these areas as my friend drove around. At some point I saw this massive tree that looked like a cross of a pine and a castanhola (sea-almond) tree (pine outline/shape but with giant castanhola leaves). I thought "It must be messy when it sheds its leaves in autumn" and suddenly all the leaves fell off on our car. Amused, I laughed for a while and then looked at the tree again. It had already grown new leaves. I then had intrusive thoughts saying "world tree" and had to look away from the pine to make them stop.

[midewana]

Apr 21, 2018

Djatis mideano goudj elfant baranedj djis beu aifa elfant fransiminma zeu soufrikisdali djam mo tanskyuris ank djis beu.

In the second dream, my father was driving me somewhere. On the way I saw this coffee farm by the road. They were solid packs of powder coffee growing out of the ground like shrubs. I asked dad if he knew the area, in km², of the farm. He said he didn't know so he gave me this r/c car and dropped me. I used the toy to map the area and let the built-in computer in the controller calculate everything. I'm not sure what happened but eventually I teamed up with my sister to steal bags of coffee from the farm using drones and the r/c car. It was completely illegal but we didn't mind for some reason.