a tornado of roses

mia | 20s | she/her | 🇵🇹 | multifandom & multishipper "if the library of alexandria was also a whorehouse." - anon, valentine's day 2025

[midnight--sadness]

hi, i'm mia and i love analyzing media and being insane about my hyperfixations! 💜

my ao3 is Midnight30Sadness ✨

i always try to be tolerant and open to things, even if i personally don't agree with them, but if you are unnecessarily rude or mean, i will block you. i don't have the time or patience for that type of negativity.

this blog is NOT the place to be homophobic, misogynistic, transphobic, racist, islamophobic, or for any type of discrimination, prejudice or bigotry. you will be blocked immediately.

i post nsfw and mature content, so if you are a minor, i highly recommend you don't follow me. at the end of the day, we all need to regulate our own media consumption, so i want everyone to be aware of what i post so it doesn't cause any distress in anyone.

if you see anything on my blog that you believe needs a trigger or content warning tag, please let me know! 🫶

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currently my main fandoms and favorite characters:

squid game - seong gihun

a song of ice and fire - daenerys targaryen (and house targaryen)

stranger things - will byers

star wars prequels - anakin skywalker

mcu - steve rogers

lee jung-jae

don't like and will not interact with:

bathroom stuff, including watersports

bestiality

y/n, self-inserts or x reader

pet play

age play*

(* i don't mind, for example, a character roleplaying as a failing student for a sex scene, but anything beyond that makes me uncomfortable.)

squid game

this is my main fandom right now and i am a gihun stan first, human second. thus, i pretty much only talk about him or any pairing that involves him.

i don't like romantic or sexual gihun/saebyeok, or anything involving gihun with the younger women in the show (junhee, semi, jiyeong).

this is exclusively a bottom/omega gihun blog.

also, if you still believe any of the allegations against lee jung-jae are real, please watch this youtube video or read this twitter thread!

[midnight--sadness]

Happy Birthday, bestie! My stunning queen of love and beauty.

ILY

thank you so much babe!! 💞💞💞💞

i love you so so much!! 🫶🫶🥹🥹

[midnight--sadness]

Ohhhh!

Happy happy birthday! ❤️💐🎁🍰🥰🤗

thank you so much!! 💖💖💖

[midnight--sadness]

Do you know what happened to one lucky day account? She deactivated I really hope she’s okay :(

hello!

she was having a really rough time in her personal life :(

i hope she's okay too, she was a wonderful person and she didnt deserve what she was going through

[ilinit]

Hey.

I talked to hear a lot because I was so worried. She got so much hate that she deactivated. And can not be reached here anymore.

The blog reminded her too much of her struggles and her desperation.

She got a job but will only be paid in over a month.

And it is very possible she and her mom got kicked out of their apartment today.

She asked me not to reach out atm.

But if you leave comments or kudos on AO3 she might see it.

Her kofi is still active!

Buy Zee a Coffee

Become a supporter of Zee today!

[midnight--sadness]

Do you know what happened to one lucky day account? She deactivated I really hope she’s okay :(

hello!

she was having a really rough time in her personal life :(

i hope she's okay too, she was a wonderful person and she didnt deserve what she was going through

[midnight--sadness]

Happy birthday ❤️

the culture you grew up in is vibrant, colourful, warm, and gorgeous. just like you! i wanted to write something on the image but i think it looks better standing alone. it's supposed to be a small representation of your pleasant and beautiful soul 💓

it has been tough these past few months but you are still here with us, and i'm very grateful 💖

and this piece of poetry is dedicated to you:

"God gave you to me, friend, as he gives

A child to his mother—so I hold you mine,

With such a sacred sense of ownership

As none but mothers feel.

I know you are not perfect—who is so?

But you are dear to me as Heaven is dear,

And I would have you ever near me, friend,

To make my life complete.

I love you for your laughter, and your tears,

For your brave spirit and your gentle ways,

For all the moods that make you what you are—

My friend, my chosen friend."

- William Henry Davies

this is so beautiful, babe, really thank you so so much 🥹💖 im truly not deserving of having a friend as wonderful and kind-hearted and generous as you 🫶🫶

every day you are in my life is a blessing 💞

[one-lucky-day-deactivated202605]

Please if anyone wants to commission me it will be a huge help I am willing to lower it from 2,500 for 50 chapters and up to 1,700. This means you'll be getting a long, fully crafted fic of a plot of your choice and a pairing of your choice for just that price and it will keep that price even if it exceeds 50 chapters. Please I just need something for bills and other immediate expenses I don't know what else to do I can't go any lower. I really need help

[one-lucky-day-deactivated202605]

Bills are arriving and we have to buy my mom's meds. We also need groceries as we can't afford not have food stocked as my mom is diabetic and sometimes she gets hypo and she has to eat something to help her. I tried getting fanfic clients from reddit and bluesky, along with trying to loan some money with money loaning apps with no luck. If anyone can commission me it would be a huge help. I can write for different genres and any ship. It doesn't matter how complex the plot is, I will write it and write it good. and instead of the usual $25 per 1,000 word which can get expensive if the fic ends up long, I charge fixed prices of: 10 chapters: $430 15 chapters: $675 30 chapters: $1,260 50 chapters AND UP: $2,500 that means even if the fic ends up being more than 50 chapters you only need to pay for this fixed amount.

I have so much on my shoulder and I really need help Thank you for reading this.

[one-lucky-day-deactivated202605]

I am doing my best to get money and financial aid, from trying to get a job to trying to get a loan but it's all not working out. I am serious need of financial help as I have so much debt to pay for, along with up coming bills, and other needs like groceries, and my mom's meds and hospital visits.

I am trying my luck again in asking for a commission.

I will do my best to write your story and I will do my best to write whatever pairing you want.

No matter how convoluted or complex the plot is, I will make it work.

Samples of my work involve:

The Reunification of Cho Sangwoo and Seong Gihun, and How the Gods Made It Happen

As if it would hold

The Fates guide those who will go, and drag those who won't.

Lessons in life, love, and everything in between.

I have to trust there's a galaxy where we succeed.

I hope to bring your story to life, it will really help me out a lot.

[one-lucky-day-deactivated202605]

We are currently in the hospital right now. My mom's heart slowed down because she was low on potassium and because she's diabetic with a heart condition, her heart is already fragile, which is why low potassium is dangerous for her and why they can't let her go home until her levels and her heart rhythm are fully stable. It's the same heart condition and diabetes that led to her stroke months ago, which then damaged her eyes and something she's still recovering from. I don't want to have to go redo her treatment when we're already half way done with her eye.

This is another weight on my financial issues. I still have that pending bill from the previous hospital and I still have so much to pay for. I can't even buy my own meds. Now we're stuck in a hospital that's far from home with hospital fees, medications, food and transport piling up.

I am looking for other jobs but haven't had any luck. I have tried and I'm still trying to get loans from loaning apps but I kept getting rejected. I have tried asking loan from people I can but no one can help me.

I'm really doing my best I'm really trying and I'm doing all of this while taking care of someone and I'm doing all of this while I'm sick myself

Please if anyone can just commission me. I have done everything. I have lowered my prices I have mentioned that I am willing to write any genre for any ship, even the ones others frown upon.

I just need someone to help me alleviate these problems so I can things sorted out.

Please.

[one-lucky-day-deactivated202605]

Please. Please if anyone can help and give me just one multi-chaptered commision.

I'm currently looking for a job but I haven't had luck yet

I'm trying to get a loan but I won't get approved

I just need to alleviate all the heavy financial issues.

There's so much dumbed on me, there's so much on my shoulders

Please

I just finished one of my previous pending projects so I can immediately start on yours.

I AM WILLING TO WRITE ANY GENRE AND PLOT. I HAD A CLIENT WHO WOULD GIVE THE MOST COMPLEX PLOT AND IDEAS AND I WAS ABLE TO TURN ALL OF THEM INTO A COHERENT AND WELL WRITTEN STORY

I AM WILLING TO WRITE ANY SHIP.

Please consider commissioning me. Thank you.

[one-lucky-day-deactivated202605]

I'm still dealing with a lot of financial issues and I really need help. My mom needs to go through a medical procedure and I need buy her medicine, both of which are very expensive

I really need help. I'm going through a lot of financial issues. Besides still having my own hospital bill I still need to pay and not having the money to buy my own meds. I still have my mom's meds that I need to worry about plus the second medical procedure she has to go through. On top of all of this, I have to worry about food and groceries the electric bill, water, bill, phone bill, and house Bill.

I have been trying to look for other writing gigs and online jobs. I even lied in my applications and said I wasn't committed to anything else even though I'm taking care of my mom and the house just so I would get hired

But it's gonna be a while before I can get hired and if I do, it's gonna be a while before I can get any salary let alone get it to the point of the amount that I need.

If anyone can just please help me alleviate some of this big financial issues that I have I would be truly greatful.

I am open for commissions and I'm mostly open to write for the Squid Game fandom.

I can write any genre and I am willing to write any ship you want.

I'm also offering set prices

675 dollars for 15 Chaptered Fic

900 dollars for 20 Chaptered Fic

1,260 dollars for 30 Chaptered Fic

2,500 dollars for 50 Chaptered Fic

I would truly appreciate the help.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

[one-lucky-day-deactivated202605]

I am in desperate need of money. I have hospital bills to take care of because I was rushed to the hospital for inflamed liver. On top of that, I have other financial issues to take care of. Please if anyone can help. I have a Kofi where you can send donations. https://ko-fi.com/zee91

I really need help.

[one-lucky-day-deactivated202605]

Was rushed in the hospital days ago because I started vomiting blood. They ran tests and it turns out I had inflamed liver. The doctors are making me stay longer for observation and more treatment. I don't know how much the damage would be and I can't be cleared to leave because I'm still waiting on more test results. Plus the medicine I have to take. I need more help now more than ever. Please if anyone wants any fic commissioned I'm willing to write any thing any pairing any genre. I've lowered my prices too instead of the usual 25 dollar per 1,000 words. I'm even open to write character/oc. I have my sister's phone so I can type the fic here. I'm really am willing to write anything.

[sethmerism]

What if he spies back?

[rhubarbspring]

https://x.com/teagreentea11/status/2018131493990916248 oof, that necklace he's got on (best seen 9 seconds in) looks like a pampered indoor kitty cat's collar I was going to make a comment about gihun or hyunjun or honggi being a kept man/pet, but then realised that could work for most of his characters

OH MY GOD HE LOOKS SO CUTE 😭💖💝💖💝💖 KITTIEEEEE

it really does look like one of these types of collars 🥺

also if i didn't know any better i would think this commercial is for a sex toy... for those lonely nights when you're a kept man but your hubby is working overtime so you have to make do 😔

them titties though...

[rhubarbspring]

talking to @midnight--sadness and had the big brain galaxy idea of kang mina being hyunjun's daughter 😭❤️ building upon the idea thay lim hyunjun is just a stage name and his real name is lee han, when he first met jin hyunpil he thought it would be a short fling but no... jinhan slowly found out they really love each other 🥹 to the point of getting married and hyunjun (han) falling pregnant

and of course it's a daughter who is stylish and bratty like her mother dkdjdkdjdkdjfkf she learned how to stomp her foot to get what she wants because she saw hyunjun doing the same! she is like princess morbucks lol

daddy jin never refuses to spoil his beloved wife and daughter 😪 a true family man

if you see jin hyunpil at the mall carrying a bunch of shopping bags with a hot MILF holdig his right arm and a girl yapping to his left; leave him alone. he is exactly where he wants to be 😭💖