⥠confessing your sins to Father!Toji
You found a lot of things stupid and confession? Oh confession had to be top of that list. You werenât necessarily opposed to religion, you liked the concept of there being a higher up who protected and foresaw the world, your actionsâyada yada yada, but you couldnât seem to wrap your head around the rules that came along with calling yourself a true âfollower of Christâ as one might put it. You believed it was all simply man made to put to rest their growing anxieties about the many unknowns the universe had to offer.
Yet you found yourself going to the same church with your family for the second Sunday since coming home from college. This had been your childhood churchâso naturally coming back to it was nice, nostalgic even but there was something different, someone. Father!Toji was the new priest in your parish, replaced Father Mike, the one you had grown up with after his retirement. Sitting through Tojiâs talking felt like a bore, he drawled on his words for too long, spoke too much about being condemned and going to hell. What happened to the sappy homilies about Jesus and his 12 disciples?
Breakfast in the parish hall after the congregation didnât make things any better. These so called âwomen of Godâ eyed Toji down like he was steaming meat, âAmazing homily father!â They all purred batting their eyelashes, you scoffed at the irony. For women who preached about keeping your eyes to yourself to avoid committing adultery, they seemed to be doing a hell lot of it. But then again, how many people who attended mass actually upheld their virtues?
Who were you to judge though? You didnât even really believe in half this crap, but at least you didnât pretend to. Everyone in town knew your real reason for going 10 hours away was to get away from their Christian obsessed community and you werenât ashamed to show your face back at the same damn church, even if those glares condemned you for it.
You bit into your donut looking around, your brows fell flat over your eyes telling anyone that you werenât in the mood for small talkâyet thereâs always one person who thinks itâs an invitation, and that is the parish father. Toji sat in your fatherâs empty chair who had gotten up with your mother to help pass out more food.
âY/N is it? Glad youâre back.â
He placed his beefy arm on the table. Were priests supposed to be this jacked? His biceps were nearly begging to be let loose against the fabric of his tab collar shirt.
âUh, yeah just here for my parents.â
You slowly chewed glaring at him, couldnât he go bother someone else? Anyone else?
âYou know, attending mass can beâŠoverwhelming for a lot of non-believers but-â
âGod works in mysterious ways?â
You cut him off dropping your half eaten donut onto your paper plate, you were clearly so over this little one on one talk. But to your surprise and dismay, he wasnât offended by your bluntness. His scarred lip twitched into a grin and he nodded slowly, getting up instead. His rough hand landed on your shoulder, and it lingered there for a moment longer before he finally spoke.
âCome to confession tonight, 8:30 get some things off your chest.â
You scoffed, watching him walk away. Confession? Over your dead body were you going to confessionâworse yet confess your sins to him.
You were on those steps 8:30 sharp, your mom peeking out the car window.
âIâll be in the parking lot hun, take your time!â
You groaned rolling your eyes so far to the back of your head you felt your brain get all fuzzy. You were not going to go at all, but for some reason your parents caught wind of the invitation and insisted you go. You werenât really in the mood to argue with them over something so trifling to you. All you had to do was get behind that screen, feed the priest some bullshitâget your penance and go.
You didnât care to be gentle with the way your knees hit the kneeler and your elbows rested aggressively on the other side of the divider.
âAlright, Iâve lied to my parentssss, almost cheated on a test and-â
âAhnâŠAhn slow down.â
Tojiâs deep chuckle cut you off, as if you werenât frustrated enough, you could see the blurry outline of him crossing his arms and one leg thrown over his thigh.
âYou didnât come here cause you wanted to did you?â
âDonât know what youâre talking boutâ father.â
You nibbled the inside of your inner cheekâgod if he was about to turn this into some recycled testimony about his own faith journey, youâd flip this church upside down.
âRight so you spposeâ Iâm meant to believe a girl like yourself just lies and cheats, apologiesâ almost cheats?â
He sounded so condescending, so full of himself, almost like he thought he was better than you? Like he could see right through you.
âYou donât know me.â
You snapped peeking from behind the divider to face him. He looked down at you smirking, arms still crossed, and leg thrown over the other.
âYa wanna confess your real sins faâ me? Face to face?â
He tilted his head, his black foot moving up and down slightly in the air. You swallowed glaring up at him. You could easily walk out right now. Flip him off, call him out on his bullshit but did your parents really deserve that?
You were now sitting across from him, as if things couldnât get worse than this. He swung his foot off his thigh and cleared his throat, his thumb and index finger rubbed his chin as he took a long good look at you. Shamefully you felt your body get all hot, those piercing green eyes trying to read all the âsinsâ etched on your plump bosom like the Scarlett letter.
âOk Iâve lied, stolen maybe a few times at the gas station on campus, Iâve cheated once, yelled at my parents. I dunno thatâs really all.â
You blurted out, palms pressed against your knees, why were they suddenly so damn sweaty? Toji stayed silent for a moment, those green eyes zeroing in on the way you rubbed your palms up and down slowly leaving a darker âstainâ of sweat on your jeans.
âLying in the house of God, thatâs a sin.â
He tilted his head sinking into his chair, almost man spreading. Oh godâmanspreading, you could shamelessly admit you were a slut for manspreading, every-time a man did, you knew exactly where your eyes were landing and unfortunately you made eye contact with Tojiâs crotch faster before your mind could tell you to stop.
That thick outline, underneath his holy garments. The pretty little curve his thick cock did, straining against the fabrics that withheld it. God might as well strike you down at this moment. You wouldnât be mad about itâyouâd be relieved actually.
âMmm thereâs something you can confess.â
You snapped your head up meeting his eyes once more, his voice was lower, huskier and his eyesâpupils so dilated, his green looked almost black.
You did eventually break and rattled on and on about your filthy sins, you were a filthy girl after all. God forbid though! You went on and on, chest heavingânot from embarrassment or shame, you were flustered, wretchedly flustered.
Toji only listened and watched, as your breath quickened and your hands moved wildly in front of you. You didnât dare hold his gaze, nonetheless meet it.
For your penance? He had you on your knees alright.
Thick dribbles of your frothy spit ran down his girthy cock and down your fists coating them excessively. You pumped your fingers around his base, barely able to even wrap all 10 fingers around. Pulling away, you gasped for air, lips swollen and covered in his sinful pre-cum and your saliva.
âHaahâŠhaahâŠIâm sorry father for all my sins in failingâŠâ
You babbled the Act of Contrition like some dumbed out whore and Toji loved itâhe loved it so fucking much. The sheer sight of you breaking so easily, losing all sense. Sucking the near life out of him in the small room just across the tabernacle. It was filthy, and he loved filth.
He gripped your hair harshly sending his cock back into your mouth, his tip hitting the back of your throat, drawing the sweetest little gags from you.
âY-yeah just likeâŠfuckâŠthatâŠsuck me goodâŠâ
He grunted, rutting his fat cock deeper into your mouth, god you were so stuffed it felt overwhelming. Your nose was buried in his wild bush. Dark hairs tickling your nose, the musk fogging up your brain. Your wet lashes fluttered open and shut as you felt his thrusts become more and more deranged, desperate. He gripped your hair so hard, fingernails digging into your scalp as he bucked his firm hips up in an unyielding fashion.
It was clear he was getting closer, at this point there wasnât much you could do, he was pummeling your face with his fat cock. Your tongue lay helplessly against his bulbous veins, fists still pumping as more and more pre-cum and saliva streamed down his base to your fingers, making some of the most obscene, and wet squelches.
It wasnât long before your throat was suddenly coated in his thick and warm seed, rope after rope of thick hot fluid flooded down your throat, beginning to fill your mouth, cheeks stuffed before you knew it. He didnât stop, pressing your face against his crotch. Your nose fully engrossed in his hairâhis smell was intoxicating.
His cum began to burst out your mouth and dribble down your chin and down into your cleavage, he finally let go of your head sending you backâtrying to catch your breath through the thick fluid coating your throat.
He sat there, broad chest moving up and down heavily, straining against the fabric as he watched you swallow what was left and cough a few times before finally catching your breath, mouth still parted open letting out pathetic pants. He insisted on seeing you again next Sundayâhe expected it.
You told your mom howâd you be back, for sure. But it wasnât your sins youâd be getting off your chest this timeâhopefully itâd be Toji, relentlessly rutting into you as your pathetic hands tried to get him off you, for the fun of it of course.