i love to read a character's stoicism as awkwardness. yeah your posture is great and you're mysteriously surveying the scene but it's because you're stiff af and don't know how to approach anyone, right?
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i love to read a character's stoicism as awkwardness. yeah your posture is great and you're mysteriously surveying the scene but it's because you're stiff af and don't know how to approach anyone, right?
hi! love your blog. I was wondering if you have any fic recs? Iâm especially looking for royjamiekeely but Iâm flexible :) thank you!!
Hi! I have read a lot of the R/J/K tag, and gosh, there is seriously so much incredible stuff in there. It sort of depends on what kind of vibe you're going for, but here are a few* to get you started.
Note: many of these are rated M or E, so please check the actual warnings and ratings and summaries before reading :)
Start with author inlovewithnight and literally just read everything they've ever written, it is all completely brilliant and there is something for all tastes. My personal favorites are the blood in my mouth, I wish it was mine and they threw me a whirlwind and I spat back the sea, but do be aware those are definitely darker/heavier fics and heed the tags!!! (the first has quite bit of noncon [not between RJK] and the second involves physical abuse initiated by James Sr.). For a lighter option I recommend Follow the Hearts and You Can't Go Wrong which is a lovely future R/J/K fic about the end of Jamie's career
from there move along to @valonia47 (Ao3) and @belmottetower (Ao3) and Mixtape Star (Ao3) and also read everything they've written :) I wanted to single out favorites for you but how could I when it's all so very good?
our bodies touch and the angels cry by lennynards: R/J/K that starts out with Roy & Jamie having to stay within 10 feet of each other at all times after both accidentally drinking a weird tea Jane brewed up for Beard. Yes it sounds like a completely ridiculous premise but it is one of my favorite RJK fics ever, 12/10
In Colour series by lyricl: this one feels so very true to canon and it just gets them all so right, I don't know how else to describe it. It's not a complete series though and nobody has actually gotten together as of yet, fyi. They're all far too busy having a lot of complex (& horny) feelings about each other from afar.
This might be a long shot that's not quite what you're looking for but, For Now series by Wild Wren. It's actually mostly a Roy/Keeley series, and I started reading it on a whim because I literally ran out of new things to read in the R/J/K and Jamie tags at one point, lol. Then it ended up being some of my favorite fanfic of all time. It's Roy/Keeley but like, in a not normative and also very kinky way that does a great deep dive into their respective ~issues~. Also Wild Wren had them break up even before the show had them break up, and in a much better and far more detailed way, just saying!! Part 4 is pre-ot3 in the messiest possible way. What a brilliant series, I cannot recommend it enough.
Outgrow the shoes of expectations by @destinationtoast : Brilliant on the ot3 side of it and even better on the character study of each individual within the ot3. Sooo so good. I think about it all the time.
another box with a question mark by irishmizzy: going to be completely honest when I say I don't fully remember this one, but I do know it was very funny and excellent and it is also rated T which makes it different from a lot of the others on my list, so i wanted to include!! It is in my bookmarks and I'm going to be rereading it asap now :)
something that's so close by @ohlafraise : s3 outtake that is very funny and perfect and lovely and also happens to be rated T :) also check out one night upon the shore by the same author. It's Jamie/Keeley, but don't worry Roy's there in spirit. You'll see. That one is very much not T though, lol
by any other name by renecdote: Jamie accidentally wears a Kent jersey instead of his own jersey on the pitch and the internet thinks they're dating (spoiler: they are dating). Who cares if it's not realistic because it's so hilarious and wonderful, amen.
Oh Lord, You've Never Been so in Love by asexual-fandom-queen. I literally just read this one, it's hot off the presses and it is so sexy and tender and also just gets these three so very right. the perfect anecdote to the end of s3.
Anddd of course I have to self promo a little and recommend you Waterfalls (between seasons 1&2 canon divergence), The Full Picture (s3: Jamie attempting to parent-trap RoyKeeley while avoiding his feelings for both of them) and my new one Confetti (ot3 fluff where they celebrate Phoebe's favorite holidays)
*I said I'd give a few and then proceeded to be really long about it, but like, what else is new? For that reason I've tried to stick to strictly R/J/K fics, but if you'd like Roy/Jamie or gen fic/Jamie fic recs also let me know because I could totally make a whole separate post about those, lol.
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A number of my faves are here, and I'll particularly second the For Now series by @thesophiawestern , which I think is criminally underread (hot & kinky & full of messy characters being imperfect in the best kind of way).
Really glad you rec'd yourself, also! I adored Waterfalls and have rec'd it to various friends. And I'm very much looking forward to reading your recent work! <3
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The Black family is full of fascinating and controversial characters, and the one I've always been most interested in is Andromeda. While she's one of the most minor characters of the series, what we do know sparks a deep fascination with her in me. I love to see how different people depict her, how they write her story, and expand and change it. Below are some of my favorite fics of her->
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Belos: Christian Puritanism Analysis
CW for discussion of religious doctrine, cult mentality, mention of sexual abuse, and similar topics
Iâve seen several people claim Belos represents a Hitler-esque figure, which I actually disagree with. Belos is clearly a representation of Christian colonialism, and an extremely well written one at that.
While yes, his ultimate goal is genocide of witches and demons, his method of carrying this out is based around manipulating them into oppressing and ultimately killing themselves.
The target of the doctrine he teaches the Isles is wild magic and those who practice it. Notably, this is a behavior and not an innate genetic trait. He controls and punishes particular ways of living, based around the idea that they are sinful.
However, ultimately he wants to kill everyone, wild witch or not. There is no amount of purity enough to satisfy him; witches and demons are inherently sinful creatures to be eradicated, though he holds false promises of a purity that can be reached by the worthy. This keeps the citizens of the demon realm under his control, because they have a hope that they might become pure enough in the Titanâs eyes.
He promises a glorious future for those who obey his doctrine, a future where they are treated like royalty. This future will come to pass after the Day of Unity.
While the future he promises is not an afterlife, it is still strikingly reminiscent of the doctrine of the Rapture.
The Boiling Isles citizens, who have been working to purify their lives and wipe out wild magic, will now face that reward on one glorious day, where Titan will fully cleanse the lands and allow the worthy to ascend to glory.
In Belosâs own words âthe worthy shall inherit a utopia free of wild magic.â
Exactly like the Rapture story, which believes that an unspecified day will occur in which God will finally cleanse the world of sin, cast those who do not accept him into hell, and allow the righteous to ascend to heaven.
Of course, this is used by by churches as a means of control, promising a future reward or punishment to make people bend to their will. Just like Belosâs promise of glory after the Day of Unity is a lie.
The Emperorâs Castle employs a design technique highly reminiscent of medieval decor and many churches, both of which are heavily tied to the Christian religion.
When I first saw his throne room, I was instantly reminded of churches I had been to.
Belosâs language, too, is heavily reminiscent of Christian Puritanism. âThe Titanâs willâ of course is obvious, but thereâs also other shockingly specific language.
âWe are born into chaos. Our lives anger the TitanâŠI have been shown the healing light.â
This concept of literally being born into sin, of people being unworthy and disgusting until they engage in religion in order to purify themselves, is a central tenet of many Christian belief systems.
Honestly, Iâm surprised the show got away with some of this language, because it is VERY thinly veiled.
Palisman represent someoneâs core nature, and Belos, as part of initiation into the inner circles of his cult, steals and consumes them. Very indicative of what religious fanaticism does, although in a much more literal sense than typical.
In the worst of these churches, a person is encouraged to erase all personality and desires apart from engaging with the Lord. Anything outside of this is discouraged or even outright vilified.
Their core nature is âconsumedâ by doctrine, squashed away in favor of an obedient servant to carry out the wishes of the church.
Survivors of these religious cults often have to learn or relearn who they are, because it was all taken from them, any true variance from others discouraged.
Your goals, talents, achievements, are not yours. It is taught that everything is laid out to you by God; when you make an accomplishment, it is not truly you but Godâs doing.
People are nothing but vessels to serve the Lord, just like the Palismen are treated as nothing but more fuel to prolong the prolong the lifespan of Belos, while their owners are placed in garb that entirely erases individuality, rendering them faceless entities to carry out âthe Titanâsâ will.
Even those who donât enter the emperorâs coven are branded in order to limit the paths they can take. Almost everyone on the Isles believes in the Titan as a religious figure, and they head into the Day of Unity with great hope.
Belos has achieved something incredible. He doesnât need to kill witches and demons by force. He has ensnared their minds, so much that they head willingly into his trap, for lack of a less cliche terms, like lambs to the slaughter.
The wild witches are few and far between, and no real threat, only useful for the occasional example of what happens to be sinners. For the rest of the Isles, they welcome what they donât realize is their own doom.
Like a deeply repressed Christian, subjecting themselves to mental anguish, guilt, conversion therapy, and the like, all in the futile hope of achieving a paradise that will never come.
But does Belos himself believe what he is saying?
Elsewhere and Elsewhen is very interesting because we get to see Philip before he has been warped by age and corruption from eating Palisman. I have to give major kudos to the writing and his voice actor, because past Philip literally made my skin crawl.
He has an aura of profound arrogance and self absorption, disguised under a layer of charm, one he employs masterfully to manipulate Luz.
But interestingly, at the end scene, he uses the same terminology of his âwild magic is evilâ lies when all alone. His superficial charm has been dropped, he has nothing to hide, and he rants and screams about âwitches.â
Of course, he is aware of his lies, but interestingly, he does think that he is working for a higher purpose. Not the Titan, obviously, but the words about purity and cleaning the world of sin are all true to him; he genuinely believe that there is an inherent impurity and evil about magic.
All that self righteous rage is real, and not just something he purely invented to manipulate Luz. His motivation is truly to rid the world of the sin of witchcraft for the greater good.
Philipâs backstory is very vague and unfortunately I doubt we will get much more due to the show being cut short, but from what we do know, he and his older brother Caleb were witch hunters who found the demon realm, and Caleb ended up falling in love with a witch.
Philip ends up killing Caleb because of this. In his mind, Caleb has directly tainted himself by entering a relationship with a witch. The very thing Philip has been taught represents sin, Caleb has now chosen to spend his life with.
The person Philip was closest to fell to temptation, and he cannot forgive that.
Philip punishes Caleb by killing him, but he doesnât stop there. He clones his brother time and time again, each time killing him once more, an endless cycle of punishment for Calebâs perceived sin.
Belos is consumed with rage at his brotherâs transgressions, to where even hundreds of years later he cannot let it go. Part of him may be trying to finally get it right, finally make a clone that is obedient and pure. We know this is at least partially his goal, he notes to Hunter that if all the Grimwalkers, Hunter âlooks the most like him.â
But his quest to finally have a pure version of his brother isnât solely that, as we see he takes a pleasure in killing Grimwalkers. He delights in the punishment, of the endless cycle of perceived justice.
While he would say and likely at least partially believes his intentions to be just, the truth is he is consumed with desire for revenge and hatred, not the moral purity he would like to claim.
Yet he still holds onto this concept and image of himself.
Notably, in Hollow Mind it is shown that his mind has several layers, the first of which are the lies he built, and the second the truth of the atrocity of his actions.
Keep in mind, this is his internal mindscape. His internal mindscape literally has an entire layer of lies in it, implying that it is a layer he himself at least partially believes.
In Kingâs Tide, when Luz is brought to his throne room, he definitely doesnât want to kill her. As skilled as Luz is with magic, she is nowhere near being able to defeat Belos. In both battles with Luz, he is merely toying with her, yet he doesnât kill her.
As far as he has fallen in morality, his most basic doctrine, that of saving humanity, would be contradicted by killing Luz.
Luz is the epitome of what he believes he is protecting; she is an innocent human child.
Belos has sacrificed all other morals. He has even rendered HIMSELF impure by consuming Palisman and mutating into a monster. Luz points this out but Belos is quick to dismiss it; he says âcanât reason with crazyâ rather than respond to what she said.
Because he doesnât want to think about it. He is blatantly contradicting his own morality, but his logic is so warped that he truly believes it is necessary for the greater good.
Just think of how many priests have been discovered to be engaging in blatant hypocrisy, whether harmless (secret gay affairs) or diabolical (child sexual abuse in the Catholic Church). These are people who have devoted their lives to a certain moral doctrine, blatantly contradicting it.
And many of them in a very twisted way would think it was justified.
I actually donât think Belos himself fully knows what he is completely lying about and what he truly believes. Heâs manipulated and twisted people for so long, he even does it to himself.
And so, in the end, he rationalizes killing a human child. Mutated into something far more monstrous than most of the Boiling Isles residents, he still proclaims that it is Luz who is corrupted by monsters.
So lost in his obsession with purity and vengeance, he even terrorizes his old human home as a monster in the woods, the very kind of thing he and Caleb used to hunt and destroy.
Luz is the perfect foil to Belos, another human accidentally finding the demon realm, inventing glyph magic like him, yet so entirely different, truly everything he is not.
Sometimes, villains are enhanced by their similarities to the protagonist, but here the superficial similarities only serve to highlight their differences, to great effect.
She is the perfect kind of person to be the protagonist to his antagonist. Her bisexuality and neurodivergence only enhance this.
While Belos isnât shown to actually be queerphobic, the religion he is so clearly based off of very much is, and he is obsessed with the idea of purity, including sexual purity as seen in his anger at Caleb.
The Owl House does a great job exploring themes such as this without directly showing homophobia; queer people are fully free to be themselves in this world, yet still face a doctrine quite similar to the type that would normally oppress us.
TOH has always had queer and neurodivergent liberation as a central theme. Finding the freedom to be yourself, and finding others similar to you, a place where you are respected and celebrated, has been clear from the very first episode.
You donât need direct and literal homophobia to take on the concepts behind it, so there is a simultaneously queer-friendly world and a scathing critique of the real world systems manufacturing this kind of oppression.
Honestly, the fact we have a Disney Channel cartoon about a bisexual neurodivergent Dominican-American girl taking down the embodiment of white Christian colonialism is batshit wild.
Itâs a powerful statement. This show has such well written characters, and not just the protagonists. Itâs created a truly terrifying villain, one with no chance of sympathy or redemption, yet still complex and interesting.
Some hate sink villains end up being cartoonish and ridiculous, but not Belos. The show has achieved its goal in making me crave his downfall, and I will relish in it when it happens.
I think sooooo often about that episode of Young Justice season 1 where they make the team do therapy with Black Canary.
Specifically Robin's bit when he talks about Batman being "I always wanted -- expected -- to grow up and become him. And the hero bit, I'm still all in. But that thing inside of him, that thing that drives him to sacrifice everything for his mission. That's not me. I don't want to be The Batman... anymore."
Because like. I have my gripes with that show and how it handled the characters, but christ if that isn't a perfect encapsulation of the Dick Grayson Robin. The idea that it's the natural progression of Dick's life to become Batman, and that become Batman doesn't just mean wearing the suit and stopping crime. There's this whole other layer to what Batman is that Dick doesn't ever want to be.
And that paired with Kaldur's bit about how he doesn't want to be the leader anymore, but the only person on the team who doesn't have a fatal flaw that would prevent them from being a proper leader is Robin. But Robin's too young. And he doesn't say it in a way that implies that Robin is too young to be a leader, he says it in a way that implies 'he could do it, but leadership is not a burden that I could ever wish upon someone who is younger than me, even if he's more qualified.'
And that moment has always struck me, because so much focus is put on Dick being the Boy Wonder, the kid that's more capable than some of the members of the Justice League, who very well could lead and is one day expected to, but at that moment, Kaldur looks at him and goes 'that is a child, and he doesn't deserve this.'