ok official statement about nine liars to come still but a momentary pause forā¦
why āhits differentā is so steviedavid in nine liars coded
spoiler warning, etc. etc.
I washed my hands of us at the club, you made a mess of me
at pub. vodka sodass are twi pounds i screwed up (444)
I pictured you with other girls in love, then threw up on the street
āhe didnāt break up with you because he doesnāt care about you- he did it because heās panicking about losing you.ā (444)
Like waiting for a bus that never shows, you just start walkin' on
she lingered for a moment by the one fire door like she was looking for something in her pocket, but he didnāt come. the same when she lingered by the next fire door, and the lobby. she almost turned back but realized that would not work. (380)
They say that if it's right, you know
david put his arm around stevie, drawing her to his side. it was awkward walking this way, but nothing in the world had ever been better. (103)
Each bar plays our song, nothing has ever felt so wrong
ādavidā¦.ā she said, her voice a croak. this seemed to affect him, and he drew his arms closer into himself. (386)
Oh, my, love is a lie, shit my friends say to get me by
ādo you want me toā¦ā he searched for something to say. āi donāt know, punch him in the dick or something?ā āleave that for me,ā janelle said. (388)
It hits different, it hits different this time
there was no name for this staggering monolith of heartbreak. she tried to note that it was pain- pain, pain, pain, fear, pain, agony, panic, nausea, embarrassment, anger, lossā¦ (389)
Catastrophic blues, movin' on was always easy for me to do
stevie was crying so hard she was hiccuping violently. (387)
It hits different, it hits different 'cause it's you
it was david. her david. stevie and david. (389)
I used to switch out these Kens, I'd just ghost, rip the band-aid off and skip town likŠµ an asshole outlaw
ālet me know you got back okay,ā he said. āwhen you land.ā and then he turned and walked away, down the street, taking the fire safe with him. (386)
Freedom felt like summŠµr then, on the coast
and david was here, but he might as well have been on mars. she couldnāt think about that now. (405)
Now the sun burns my heart and the sand hurts my feelings
they fell into silence for a moment as london rolled past. at night, it was lit up like a theater, bright lights on white facades and monuments, glowing advertisements, blue-and-purple neon tracing lines throw the dark. now stevie had time to let it all sink in. (441)
And I never don't cry (And I never don't cry) at the bar
she had to turn quickly toward the window as her eyes filled up. she squeezed her hands into fists. london was blurry through her tears. (441)
Yeah, my sadness is contagious (My sadness is contagious)
she hoped izzy was too lost in her own thoughts to notice. but apparently not. āare you all right?ā she asked quietly. āiā¦ i know what happened. david mentioned it. iām sorry.ā (441)
I slur your name 'til someone puts me in a car, i stopped receiving invitations
janelle gestured that the car had arrived. and that was that. they were back in the car, back on the motorway, going back the way they had come. (389)
I find the artifacts, cried over a hat
ābut i went with this one because the guy had a hat. i think maybe i picked a bad one. this was a hat-based mistake.ā (163)
Cursed the space that I needed
but it was still her last day, and now the last hours, and heās spent the entire day yesterday with izzy. (382)
I trace the evidence, make it make some sense, why the wound is still bleedin'
she had not experienced someone saying, āi donāt want to be with you.ā it made no sense. (389)
You were the one that I loved, don't need another metaphor, it's simple enough
the idea that izzy had a full life that didnāt revolve around david had somehow never occurred to stevie. love made her stupid. (442)
A wrinkle in time like the crease by your eyes, this is why they shouldn't kill off the main guy
before david, stevie had never had a boyfriend. that meant she had never known what it meant to suddenly not have one. (389)
Dreams of your hair and your stare and sense of belief
god, he was handsome. he was sexy. whatever sexy was, david was that. he was loose curly hair, long-limbed and comfortable in his skin. (37)
In the good in the world, you once believed in me
āthis isnāt about you,ā he said. āitās not about whether or not you solved it, like you always do.ā the words were like a slap. stevie reeled. heād gotten to her feelings, but also her pride. (380)
And I felt you and I held you for a while
david came over and opened his coat, invited her inside. she hugged by the waist and pressed her head into his chest. (168)
Bet I could still melt your world
she forgot how you could hear the other person breathe, feel them exhale, know that they were alive, that they wanted to be with you so much that they pressed their mouth against yours and then the room spun away. (89)
Argumentative, antithetical dream girl
which meant that there was something in this, and no, she would not be able to let it go. (171)
I heard your key turn in the door down the hallway, is that your key in the door?
she waited with the door cracked halfway open for most of the night, lingering, trying to look ready, but not too ready. casual. she tried to read, to listen to something, to watch tv. but she had to keep one ear open for any movement in the hall, any sign of a message. (381)
she expected him to sit on the step next to her, but he remained standing. he wasnāt smiling- which made sense, as they were about to be parted. but his expression was distant. distracted, almost. (384)
Or have they come to take me away? to take me away
āhe dumped me,ā stevie replied before bursting into tears. there was not a momentās hesitation. āweāre coming,ā she said. āwhere are you?ā (387)
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