ok let’s get something straight spn fandom
dean attempting to breathe in the darkness, to join sam in his almost death, was not the following:
a beautiful brother moment
dean has already attempted to commit suicide twice now this season, which quite frankly, to me, seems wildly out of character. i believe, in the past, dean has remarked to someone that he may have had many lows in his life, but he’s never been that low. he always keeps on going.
“but michelle!! dean loves sam so much!! he would rather die than be without him!! how beautiful!! i’m so emotional!!!”
dean does loves sam, i will never contest that fact, but this entire season has been attempting to illustrate how their co-dependency is bad. dean would rather sacrifice the entire world than let his brother die, which is a fucking problem. he was just going to forsake cas, saving him, and the world, simply because he didn’t want to live without sam?
i’m tired of that storyline. i think the fans are, too. and i think the writers are trying to address the issues within this toxic relationship the winchesters have built around themselves for the last 10 seasons.
but last night, i saw regression from dean, not progression. it’s sad and fucked up and it made me angry. how dare dean purposefully try to die, forsaking everyone else he cares about, everyone else on the planet, because he wouldn’t leave sam.
he would want dean to move on. to go on. to save the people around them.
but no, no, they have to do this shit again and again.
fuck cas, right? if sam is dying, just fuck cas. he doesn’t matter, only sam. i’m sick of that mentality. by all means, do your best to try and save your brother, that is important, but sam is not the only person in dean’s life.
stop romanticizing suicide. stop romanticizing what happened last night as a “beautiful brother moment”.
dean attempting, once again, to kill himself should not be labeled anything short of:
gummygunk
vaporwave
yousharknotpass
pixelskylines
prguitarman
dailybridgerton
kianamaiart
