---> i canāt see underwater
min007miā:
tw: self-harm, negative thoughts, suicidal thoughts, crying
Blood, blood was running from the maleās knuckles, not that he had hit anyone, no this time it was a wall and not a person. The male had put all his anger into hitting a wall as if that could do any good, as if it he hit it hard enough he would feel better, hint; he didnāt feel any better, he felt worse. He had tried hitting, screaming, crying, at one point he wanted to drown himself, but nothing helped, and he wasnāt even too sure why he was all like this. He had seen his parents from afar, and suddenly he regretted running away and becoming a hitman and prostitute, suddenly he felt as if he had ruined his life, as if his life no longer had meaning.Ā
And though he male was sobbing heavenly, and clearly not thinking straight, the male decided he couldnāt be alone much longer, that it wasnāt good for him, and that he needed someone before he did something terrible. So he went to whoever person he knew who was closest, which ended up being Seonghwa, so Seonghwa now would be one of the few people to ever see him so fragile and vulnerable. Hardly he knocked on the door as he continued sobbing, āSeonghwaā he shouted with a weak voice.
[ tw: blood ]Ā
light from the lamp beside him pours over seonghwaās book as he reads, the radio in his kitchen set to soft classical music. itās dark outside, and has been for a few hours now, but the time had flown by with each page he turned. itās about time for him to start thinking about dinner, but heās running somewhat low on groceries - heāll have to do a shop soon, he thinksĀ - and canāt think of much other than kimchi jigae. heās partial to it, thanks to an old recipe his great grandmother had passed down which seonghwa swore by.Ā
heās not expecting company though, which is why the rather urgent, and loud knock on his front door makes him jump. setting down his book he stands, only just making out the sound of someone calling his name from the other side of the door. who on earth it calling at this sort of time?Ā
unlocking the door he slowly pulls it open, only for his eyes to widen at the sight before him. min isnāt someone seonghwa would say heās especially close to, but in that moment, seeing him looking so utterly distressed, tears on his cheeks and a bloodied hand, strikes something in him. reaching out with a softĀ āgood lord, what happened?!āĀ he gently pulls min inside, helping him remove his shoes before hurrying him to his couch.Ā āmin? what happened? why are you bleeding?ā he gently takes minās hand to try and assess the damage to it, before biting his lip at the sight and running off to get his first aid box. he returns not even a minute later, and starts pulling out alcohol wipes and bandages.Ā

















