Beauty With In

Just a Queer who is tired with how f☆☆ked the world is. 🍻Cheers to a better future. Posting about the good, the bad, and the ugly. Positive Vibes, Positive Minds. #ThisIsPlanetFitness⬇️ #NOJUDGMENTZONE

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Find a place where you can run away to. A place that you can hide away when you are feeling the right of the world. Find a place you can sit and just recharge.

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The weather is changing. The season is changing. New Adventures await. Don't be afraid to be happy. Do what you love!

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DEFINITELY an incredible feeling that I got to help support my best friend last night. DEFINITELY a day I will always remember 💓💓💓

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I also have ADHD and it really do be like this!

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EXACTLY! STARTING THIS NEW SEASON!

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29.08.19

i had the perfect hike today! the weather was gloomy, warm, there was a slight drizzle of rain. it was perfectly autumnal and leaves were passing me by anywhere i walked🍂 i also ate a ton of blueberries, and it doesn’t really get any better than that!

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A positive note to fall!

The earth is changing and starting to get ready for a new beginning 💙

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I suffer from really bad seasonal depression but this season I'm going to MAKE myself do a daily reminder and a 1 second a day diary. I'm going to keep my head up and trust that there will always be a sunshine after the winter storm! It's okay to be scared and it's okay to not be okay but I will push foward and make the BEST out of every day! No matter how tough it gets I will try and to think of at least ONE good thing about the day!

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This literally happened to me last night. Everything was going well. I got done all my work I had to get done plus extra work I had time to finish. Everything was perfect the sun was shining and yet still I was sad. I just was filled with dread and sadness. I tried to fight it all day and it worked for the most part since I was busy and running around from 7am till 10pm. But when I got home there was nothing for me to distract myself anymore from this feeling. So instead of driving myself crazy I just took the time to feel the pain of sadness. I sat there and let it absorb me. I let my mind take itself for a journey through my thoughts. I thought about a lot of things some made me chuckle and some made me cry. But after an hour of just sitting there letting my emotions do their thing. I felt better. I felt happier. I felt more in tune with my mind, thoughts and emotions. Sometimes that might not work and sometimes the pain is to strong to over come in an hour or even a day or a week. Just know to not always fight the feeling. I was fighting the pain of the sadness all day that when I finally sat down it over came me. So instead of trying to fight it I gave in and having that time to think through and just feel really made me have an open mind. Really made me go through the feelings to come out the other side. So the next time I have no reason to be angry or upset instead of fighting those feelings I am going to welcome them with open arms and just sit there and listen to what they have to say. Then I will decide how to react to them.

A wise man once said..."Life is 10% what happens to you, and 90% how you react to it."

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Yes, please

I'm always that person who tried to make people happy. Especially when it comes to my friends and family. Honestly I'm done. I have been putting up this shtick to some friends and all family members of this perfect human being, who works hard, and wants to do nothing but whatever my family wants. Even if that means getting a job that I dont want, going back to school, majoring in something I dont want to major in. Only to please everyone but myself!

This year 2019 has really shown me who I am and what I'm worth. It's okay to ask for help. It's okay to struggle. It's okay to hit a bump in the road. It's okay to take a break. It's okay to have a day of rest. It's okay if school isn't for me. It's okay to love who you love. It's okay to not be okay! Its okay to please yourself and not give a flying FUCK who is happy with your decision and who is not. As long as YOU are happy that is ALL that MATTERS. 💙

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Learning to LOVE yourself, and learning to LOVE to be alone and have you time is so hard. Just surround yourself with hobbies and things you love. Love yourself. Love your thoughts. Love your life.

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"Be who you are and say what you mean, because those who mind won't matter and those who matter won't mind."

Dr.Suess

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Always remember how can you expect anyone to love you, if you don't love yourself first. LOVE YOURSELF! LOVE YOURSELF TO THE FULLEST! LOVE EVERY CURVE, BUMP, AND LUMP. LOVE YOURSELF AND THEN SHOW THAT BY LOVING ONE ANOTHER. 💙💓

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Beautiful 💙💙

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Today was a pretty bad day for my Anxiety and Depression. The pain was at an all time high and my body was just tired. My partner decided to try and lift my spirts let's go for some food. As we were turning in I caught this rainbow. I immediately started to cry and just turned to him and said "There is always a rainbow after the storm." And as cheesy as that quote may be it is true sometimes.

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I feel personally attacked. 🤣 No matter how many times a year I say "This is gonna be the year that I change and actually dress how I like"....it never is. 😂