Unbetitelt

[fireandbloodsource]

Keep walking. If I look back I am lost.

A Dance with Dragons, Daenerys X

[tjena-alla-monsterdiggare]

by Alan Lee | my edit †

[poetrybyonur]

It’s about the emotional void that they so desperately try to fill with another’s soul. They will often seek supply online or elsewhere in the guise of making “soul connections,” to satiate the emotional emptiness they contain and to satisfy their constant hunger that is needed to feed their egos.

[weltenwellen]

Rebecca Ross, Divine Rivals

[wetheurban]

May you be released from wanting things that aren’t meant for you.

[bled-by-kaushiki]

"just once I'd like to be the poem, and not the poet"

just once I'd like to feel how being loved feels and not be the lover

just once I'd like to wear paper rings and not make them

just once I'd like to get gifts and not be the giver

just once I'd like to be the one over whom someone loses their sleep and not be the night hawk

just once I'd like to feel how it feels when someone burns their existence into ashes just for me and not pour my soul into someone only for them to see me

~ kaushiki

[anxietyproblem]

[acoolsuggestion]

honestly the best feeling ever is realizing you’re not sad anymore over something you thought you would never get over

[thehopefulquotes]

“Loving someone who doesn’t love you back is like hugging a cactus. The tighter you hold on the more it hurts.”

— Unknown

[perfectfeelings]

“They burned the bridge, then ask why I don’t visit.”

— Ugo Eze

[cyberxbattalion]

[oxfrnk]

don’t!!! fake!!!! your!!!! interests!!!! to!!!! make!!!! someone!!!! like!!!!! you!!!!

[the-last-d-boy]

don’t!!! bury!!!! your!!!! interests!!! to!!!!! make!!!! someone!!!! like!!!!! you!!!!

[mixedupandconfusedx]

You're behavior hurt me once again. At the same time thinking about you being in pain hurts me too. I had a nervous breakdown after your last message. Still can't think straight. I'm doubting myself once again and I'm confused.

Yet I somehow feel relief. A burden that weight me down over years lightened up. I feel more at ease, peace like I realized I don't have to blame myself for your way of mistreating me anymore. I can let it go. All of it. You taught me to walk constantly on eggshells. To always handle you with extra care like something super agile and fragile. I let you walk over me again and again. You lashed out at me in pathological envy. You tried to own and control me. You inflicted on me all that panic, fear, sorrow. Questioning myself 'what is he gonna do if I do x'

Losing you, or better said giving you up is setting me

FREE

[curseworm]

when god closes a door i lock it

[thespilledquotes]

“When it hurts to move on, just remember the pain you felt hanging on.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“People do not seem to realize that their opinion of the world is also a confession of character.”

— Ralph Waldo Emerson

[furiousgoldfish]

I just realized that I'm hyper-focused on the moods, behaviours and point of view of any person that exists near me, for as long as they're physically close. For me to be able to focus on myself at all, I have to be alone. Any other presence means my entire world shrinks into figuring out what this person is thinking, feeling and what they might do. And I can't control it, I can't relax if there's anybody else in the room.