Lisa Swallows x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Gothic romance, obsession, possessiveness, unhealthy attachment, angst, cemetery setting, dark sapphic themes.
It started in the cemetery.
You weren’t looking for her. Who wanders into a graveyard at midnight expecting company? But there she was, sitting cross-legged atop a cracked headstone, her thrift-store dress crumpled, black eyeliner smudged like bruises under her eyes. A bouquet of half-dead flowers dangled from her hand.
You’d seen her in the halls at school—quiet, strange, beautiful in the kind of way that scared people. She never really fit, and you never really tried to either, so maybe that’s why it didn’t feel so wrong when her gaze landed on you in the dark.
“What are you doing here?” she asked, her voice soft but sharp, like broken glass wrapped in velvet.
You shrugged. “Could ask you the same.”
She smirked faintly, twisting a wilted daisy between her fingers until the petals fell. “I like it here. It’s… honest. People are quieter when they’re dead.”
Something about the way she said it made your chest ache.
You didn’t say anything, just walked closer until the distance between you and her felt fragile, like a thread that might snap if you got too close. But she didn’t move away. If anything, her eyes lingered on you in that heavy, searching way that made it impossible to look anywhere else.
“Everyone thinks I’m weird,” she said suddenly, looking back down at the flowers. “Like I’m too much or not enough. Like I’m broken.”
You sat beside her, ignoring the damp chill of the stone. “Maybe they’re just scared of things they don’t understand.”
She turned her head toward you then, her dark hair falling across her cheek. “Do you understand?”
Your pulse quickened. “I think so.”
Her lips parted, just slightly, and for a moment the air between you was heavy with things unsaid. You wanted to reach out, to brush her hair back, to hold the pieces of her she thought were unlovable.
Instead, you whispered, “I like broken things.”
The words hung there, trembling, and Lisa laughed under her breath—not cruelly, but like she couldn’t believe anyone would say that to her.
“Careful,” she said, her eyes bright with something that looked a lot like hope. “If you keep talking like that, I might start to believe you.”
You smiled, leaning just a little closer. “Then believe me.”
Her breath caught, and in that moment—with moonlight on her face and shadows swallowing the rest—you knew you’d follow her into the dark if she asked.
Because Lisa Swallows wasn’t broken. She was electric.
And you wanted to burn with her.
The cemetery became your secret meeting place. Among cracked headstones and the faint smell of damp soil, Lisa Swallows seemed more alive than anywhere else. Strange, isn’t it? That a girl who once felt invisible only seemed to glow under the shadow of death.
Tonight the air was heavy, the moon swollen and white above you. You found her leaning against an angel statue, her hair tangled like black ink, eyes rimmed in kohl. She looked both fragile and feral, and when she spotted you, that flicker of wildness sharpened.
“You came,” she whispered, as if she’d doubted it until the moment you stood before her.
“Of course,” you said softly. “Where else would I want to be?”
The words hit her like a knife and a kiss all at once. She closed the distance too quickly, her fingers curling around your wrist. Not just holding—claiming.
“Don’t say that unless you mean it,” Lisa hissed, voice cracking. “You don’t understand—I’ll… I’ll keep you. I’ll ruin anyone who tries to take you from me.” Her grip trembled, her eyes searching yours, wet and desperate. “I’ll ruin you, if I have to. I can’t— I can’t let you go.”
Your heart thundered, but fear never came. Instead, there was a dizzying pull, a strange warmth that pooled in your chest. You could see her for what she was: broken, jagged, desperate to be loved. And God help you, you wanted her all the more.
“Lisa,” you murmured, cupping her cheek with your free hand. “I’m not going anywhere.”
Her lips parted, a shaky breath escaping as though the words had stitched her back together. But obsession was never sated so easily.
“Promise me,” she whispered hoarsely, forehead pressing to yours. “Promise me you’ll be mine. Only mine. Even if people laugh, even if they hate us. Even if it kills us.”
The intensity should’ve scared you. Instead, it felt intoxicating—like standing on the edge of a cliff and leaning forward just to see if the ground would catch you.
“I promise,” you said, voice steady despite the storm in your chest. “I’m yours.”
Her smile was fragile, unsteady, almost terrifying in its relief. “Then you’re stuck with me. Forever.”
The word forever lingered between you, heavy and sharp. Forever could mean anything with Lisa. Forever could mean love. Or obsession. Or a kind of ruin you might never come back from.
But when she kissed you, none of that mattered.
It wasn’t soft. It wasn’t sweet. It was hungry, messy, trembling—her lips desperate like she was terrified you’d vanish if she didn’t hold you close enough. Her hands tangled in your hair, nails scraping your scalp as if she could anchor herself inside you.
You gasped against her mouth, the graveyard spinning, your back pressing into the cold stone angel. Lisa pressed closer, devouring the sound, devouring you.
“You don’t get it,” she breathed between kisses, her voice ragged. “You saved me. And now… now you’re mine. I won’t let anyone take you. I’ll burn the whole world if I have to.”
The fire in her eyes was terrifying. It was beautiful.
When her lips found your throat, sucking, biting, branding you in the only way she knew how, you knew there was no undoing this. No untangling yourself from the web of her need.
And maybe you didn’t want to.
Because Lisa Swallows didn’t just love you. She worshipped you. Possessed you. And standing in that graveyard with her trembling hands gripping you like salvation, you realized—
You were just as lost in her as she was in you.