Sylphéa 🌸🪷

🪷 just a questioning system getting to know more about plurality ! 🪷 Hamilton, epic, TADC and hazbin hôtel fan (and many more fandoms) 🪷 artist and writer from time to time

[mochisylphea]

Sylphéa 🌸🪷

hi there ! We are new to Tumblr ! For a short presentation of us

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🌸 sys name : Sylphéa 🌸🪷

🌸 questioning system

🌸 sys type + origin : quoigenic, probably median and/or proxy (recently discovered what is proxy so I'm sorry if we offense anyone) and probably endogenic (maybe spontaneous)

🌸 headcount : 5/6 known headmates

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🪷 host : Mochi (so yeah our username is [host name][sysname]

🪷 as the host, I am mostly there but please don't invalidate us because of that

🪷 we (especially me) are very sensitive to invalidation, fakeclaim, especially when directed towards us so please be nice ! I tend to deny because of it (and even without but being fakeclaimed makes it worse)

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🌷 DNI : anti-endo, fakeclaimers, anti LGBTQIA+, and basic DNI

🌷 no flirt !

🌷 okay for physical contact

🌷 ask before using a nickname

Welp, I've done this intro on the spot (usually we have an all made template but in French) and I kinda like it

anyway, can't wait to fit in more into the community, Tumblr seems pretty safe for us

[lethroe]

[anas-fromgaza]

The war is not over !!!!!

Gaza is still bleeding !!!!

Donation link for a family from Gaza

People keep saying there’s a ceasefire but every single day we wake up to another explosion, another family destroyed, another name added to the list of martyrs. I’m writing this because the world thinks Gaza is “calm” now.

It’s not. The bombs didn’t stop. The drones didn’t stop. The funerals didn’t stop.

During this so-called ceasefire, dozens of people were killed. Homes were burned. Children were pulled from under the rubble. You’ll see the photos I’m adding below - all taken during the “pause”. This is what our reality looks like.

My own family is suffering too. We lost relatives. We lost our home.

312 Palestinians have been killed, entire families wiped out during a time that was supposed to bring safety.!

Here is the donation link for my family’s emergency fund:

https://chuffed.org/project/145440-help-anass-family-survive-and-rebuild-after-gaza-war

Stand with Anas family , Help them survive Gaza’s crisis🙏💔

Campaign Update 

If you can’t donate, please reblog, share, tag people.

Your support is literally life saving for us.

Thank you for not looking away.

Thank you for keeping Gaza alive in your heart.

Our account :

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[mochisylphea]

vent post

we are currently listening to a song of Dylan Conrique. We discovered her because my caregiver from another system was a factive of her, when I didn't discover I was a we yet, but since she is dormant now everything related to her source reminds me of her. I think it's been 2 months since she is dormant and I miss her so much. Ofc im not to the point I would be on the verge of tears when seeing her name on the dormant list, or seeing source-related content, but I still feel the sting of it. I don't know when she will come back. She can come back tomorrow just like she can never come back. Maybe my mama will never come back. But please mama I need you so much. I need your love, your hugs, your comfort... and my guardian from another sys went dormant around the same time before just disappearing, even her sys mates don't know where she is.

since my mama left for dormancy, I barely regress. Because I know that no one can take care of me. I am alone with it. Sometimes I am tempted to see our old conversations but I know it will just hurt me more. I don't know exactly when she went dormant, but she was added to the list no longer after I came out as potentially plural to her system. I regret telling them. I regret not changing my roles on the server we both happened to be. Maybe that small action would have changed everything. Maybe she would still be there. But it's probably my fault she left. I should've lied, told it was an error and I didn't notice it, or that I forgot to change the role but actually understood I was singlet.

I don't want to blame them, I know it's not their fault, her fault if she left. I understand she needed it. But at the same time I just need to get that out of my chest, I've been carrying it quietly for 2 months and it's just getting too much

[loveskiffie]

coming here to remind everyone that yes, endo systems are real system!

yes, endo systems are ACTUALLY plural!

yes, endo systems are backed by science!

yes, endo systems are valid and allowed to exist in any plural space they see fit!

no, endos are not stealing your resources!

no, endos are not “faking”, and even if they were, you have no right to harass or threaten them!

no, endos are not “glorifying abuse”!

no, endos are not just seeking attention!

no, endos are not taking over traumagenic spaces!

i’m saying this as someone who was at one point VEHEMENTLY anti-endo. i know both sides of the coin, and i know that one perpetuates more hate than the other. and yknow what i did instead of continuing to hate people i knew nothing abt? i did research!

and you can read some research i (and other systems) have done here and here!

[mellifluous-sys]

made my headmate Kikka in gacha life 2!!

IDC if it's cringe or whatever, i'm having fun!

[that-bastard-with-all-the-bones]

[mochisylphea]

Setra : first row

me : 1st and 3rd

love how Hanami fits them all

[crimsonicnova]

how i be lookin at someone's blog while trying to find if im on their dni

[mellifluous-sys]

I think that it's Okay to be blurry sometimes, its ok to be co-fronting and be confused and not know the right terms for your experiences. Even if you get it wrong, its ok. It's alright! Co fronting / being blurry a lot doesn't mean you're faking anything!

[mochisylphea]

ask game from @angelic-oath

plurality ask game !

targeted to endos , but anyone can use ! post made by an endo :)

— start .

🦴 : when did you first start feeling plural ?

🪽 : when did you finally accept your plurality ?

🪐 : who was the first alter your system found that wasn't the host ?

🔭 : when did you start keeping track of your alters ?

— creation .

🕸️ : how many of your headmates are created ?

🫀 : do you have a headspace ? if so , how much was built ?

🌙 : do you use bah blogs to help create alters ?

🦇 : who's your most recently created alter ?

— general .

🍂 : who was your first host ?

🌿 : how do you find the names of your alters ?

🐚 : how many of you have typing quirks ?

🪶 : do any of you have an accent ?

— friends .

🪦 : who was the first person to know about your plurality ?

🕸 : how do you tell new people about your plurality ?

🕷 : have you lost friends over your plurality ?

🔪 : are you out to people irl with your plurality ?

[thedreamerspace]

actually felt like scrolling the syscourse tag for once so plurality can also be

soulbonds

spirits or communication with entities

identifying yourself somewhere else

fragmented personalities as a result of personality disorders

imaginary friends

facets/sides or ifs

visiting entities

communication with dreamworld entities

integration of paras from paracosms

a monologue that talks back

daemons

the first avenue a neurodivergent brain chose

modes of being

skills fluctuating at particular times on its own

split gender identity or attraction on its own

something that occurs with psychosis

alter egos

a built in counterbalance for your opinions regardless of circumstances

compartmentalisations/boxes for certain traits or identities

ocs creatives have conversations with

a manifestation of intense interests that they become a part of you

someone you talk to when you're alone

consciously holding space for contradicting interests or traits to seem consistent

something that emerges episodically or sporadically without cause

something that fades away

something that grows in

something that takes the form of animism

a feeling you don't function alone

a feeling within you unable to be described

feeling more reclusive around other people and more at home in your head

cycling through the same phases without cause

the urge to behave differently around others without knowing why or cause on its own

feeling like something's hiding when around other people not knowing why on its own

feeling like something's looming over you without cause on its own

as well as the other things

all can have the label none need it

🎀-

[mochisylphea]

wtf's up with us ?

Hi guys !

so, I know we've been pretty absent for the past weeks (I in fact have no idea how long we disappeared, it could be only a few days and to us it feels like months)

so wtf happened to us ? Why did we vanish out of here ? Well, there are multiple reasons :

1- we spent our last days of holidays with our bf and then at a party for Halloween (we performed a ritual but the sacrifice didn't die unfortunately /j)

2- back to school, ofc. Holidays are over for us and we have to focus on school work, especially as senior high schoolers having to choose their orientation in only two months (we are so not ready)

3- probably just entering a phase of "meh, no motivation to open tumblr". Sorry guys 🥀

so what's up with us ? What are the news ?

Well, we are currently learning more about languages studies so we could become traductors in English, French and Japanese. As you may know, we have the project to live there in a few years with our bf and learning more about Japan through these studies may help us fit in. We also are looking into education sciences to become documentalist teachers or English teachers

we met a French sys and after talking with them we realized that we no longer really question about being plural (we got a good amount of proofs we are) but we still keep saying we question being plural in fear we would be fakeclaimed, because that's kinda what happened when we first talked about it. Like, not really but to put back in context I, the host, was really at the beginning of questioning after getting that dream in which I had DID. I talked about it to 2 sys friends who I really trusted : one knew about my dream (since the dream took place in their private sys server) and just said I had wild imagination (I can understand her reaction but at the same time I felt pretty distressed by that dream at that time, not understanding where it came from and I didn't feel really supported) and the second knew about what I experienced after and told me it was probably my book getting to my head (I am currently writing a book with the MC being plural). So yeah that's why

Hanami is fronting more and more recently with no apparent reason. Since it's mostly when we are at my dad's house or family (irl) we suppose she might be triggered in some way by it but not sure

we are currently debating whether we should make an instagram account for our system. In a way, it would be easier to fit in the plural community (we currently either share our personal one which we aren't really comfy with or our art one which we barely log in to) but at the same time it's another acc to manage and we already have 5 (personal, super personal, art, writing, singing but we don't use it anymore) and except our inner or headmates we don't really see what we would even share

and I think that's pretty much everything. We will try to connect more often !

[noswaith-eats-glitter]

i had to block someone yesterday because they were glorifying insys abuse so i want to make my stance clear

I FUCKING LOVE MY HEADMATES. THEY ARE MY CLOSEST FRIENDS. THEY HAVE TAUGHT ME SO MUCH AND IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE THEM. I LOVE THEM DEARLY AND YOU SHOULD TRY TO HAVE COMPASSION FOR YOUR HEADMATES TOO 🔥🔥🔥

[nonhumanglitch]

don’t we just LOVE when you reblog smth because it’s actually funny and you look at their account and it’s like “endos dni”

LIKE WTF BRO WHAT DID I DO TO YOU LIKE IM JUST EXISTING WITH THE BEINGS IN MY HEAD LIKE 😭

[median-culture-is]

median culture is realizing that fictional character that’s been in your head for a few years now might’ve became an alter/facet/fictive at some point

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[lulaloser]

tbh i see everybody as their pfp

[snowlilysystem]

reminder: block trolls/hurtful blogs, report them for what you can (such as using slurs) and DO NOT ENGAGE with them. your engagement is exactly what these blogs want, do not give them the satisfaction.