You Can Never Know!

Real life eldritch creature. It/its. Over 18, if you must know. [Why, I can't see, that I am the me that I was born into]

[monstrousparalysis]

Hi, I'm a fic writer who doesn't really know how to make a pinned post, so have a (regularly updated) masterpost of my Suckening fics to be my pinned instead!

Warning! I write smut, violence, incest, noncon, and other such things pretty often. Reader discretion advised.

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desire, i'm hungry (i hope you'll feed me) - M, Emizel/Shilo, 3.9k, only available on AO3

Emizel's feeding habits leave a bad taste in Shilo's mouth. Sure, maybe he wasn't raised as a prince like Shilo was, but this is just messy (and needlessly cruel). Shilo should scold him on this. He really should. Even if he hasn't eaten in a little while and the blood splattered around this alleyway is starting to smell tantalizing.

He wouldn't be able to drink it regardless, it would be improper of him to drink blood that wasn't served to him. There's no need for him to be so distracted by the blood coating Emizel's skin looking more tempting by the second. Not unless Emizel went out of his way to find some way to serve Shilo this blood...

Maybe Emizel's feeding habits will leave more than one taste in his mouth.

Or: the twins share blood, in every sense possible.

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Flowers May Wilt in the Dark, but Black and White is Far Too Stark - M, Arthur/Shilo, 2.3k, on AO3 + Tumblr

Shilo Bathroy does not have much experience with the world outside of his room in Dracula's Castle, or with life or unlife in general. There are plenty parts of his sudden survival out of the castle that are almost completely new to him! And in a world and a society so unkind to inexperience and innocence, it's a good idea for him to ask somebody he trusts to introduce him to the darker parts of this world.

What isn't a good idea, Arthur knows, is trusting him.

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“What is there to lose now anyway?” “Humanity, prince. There is always something to lose. You do not know true darkness until you have become nothing but a beast.” “Then show me. Show me what it looks like.” “Do not blame me if you regret this.” - Just Roll With It: The Suckening, episode 5, "The Unseen One", 2:27:27-2:27:54

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Guilt of a Voyeuristic Geminaephiliac - E, Arthur/Emizel/Shilo, 3.6k, on AO3 + Tumblr

Maybe Arthur keeping his heightened hearing on while taking shelter in yet another sex motel just wasn't a good idea in general. Regardless, he wasn't expecting the noisy room to be the one the twins were staying in.

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The Real Vampire Society - E, Edward/Shilo, 2.8k, on AO3 + Tumblr

What a shame, what a pain, what horrible luck, for the sheltered young prince to be drugged at his very first Elysium! Politics have gone too far, what sort of monster would do that to such a poor young thing? Thank Caine for the beloved, kind Primogen, that he was keen enough to notice the nobody at the same body trying to sneak away with the prince, and that he was kind enough to offer his own time to take care of him!

Isn't it so frightening that the prince would be foolish enough to trust a stranger over such an authority?

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Or, a little divergence from Elysium. Edward Twilight, social butterfly, could have taken Shilo much sooner and with much more ease. And used Arthur's creepiness against him, to boot!

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With a Life Like This, Who Needs Hell? - M, Emizel & Viv & Vex, 1.7k, on AO3 + Tumblr

Emizel Tucker, age 16, goes missing after a night out with friends. He is reported as such 3 days later, when his father, used to his delinquency, gets fed up with what he presumes to be the boy skipping work. This is more than many similar cases of missing adolescents and young adults in Los Angeles have gotten.

The only people who usually notice the disappearances are the friends, fellow members of one of two gangs, the Demons and the Fangs. Of course, anybody involved in gang activity is unlikely to trust the police for help.

Of course, no mortal police force could help with what happens to the missing youths. The Weylin Twins are well above any mortal law, as well as most vampiric ones.

And Emizel Tucker has had the grave misfortune of catching their eyes.

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Do Not Touch - E, Emizel/Jeffrey, 783 words, only available on AO3

Life is not kind to Emizel Tucker. He has a variety of sources to experience pain from.

It just so happens that he has the worst reaction to it at the worst time.

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A Home of Flesh and Bone - T, Viv/Vex, 2.5k, on AO3 + Tumblr

With how the Weylin twins act, one would expect Viv to be the more reserved one when it came to any sort of shows of affection. However, just because she lacks her brother's dramatics doesn't make her any colder than him.

Or, 5 times Viv is casually touchy with Vex and 1 time he reciprocates.

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Mercy of a Demon - M, Emizel & Gabriel, 3.7k, unfinished indefinitely. Only available on AO3

Gabriel Montez is a proud leader of a section of the Fangs, newly 18, and newly homeless because of that. Of course, he can handle himself! He doesn't need his gang's help, or pity, or judgment, and he can figure this out and get back on his feet all on his own.

He's already found what looks like an abandoned warehouse, just a little bit past some small mechanic's shop named "No Brakes"! See, he doesn't need any help!

He doesn't.

...maybe he does.

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Teaching A Young Dog New Tricks - M, Arthur & Emizel, 3.1k, on AO3 + Tumblr

Emizel isn't even that hungry. The strange, shadowy guy he's been following had insisted they get some blood before they go to Club Crépuscule, but now he's freaking out about it for some reason, and Emizel wasn't even hungry in the first place. Some kinda mentor figure he's being right now, huh?

He does look cooler when he's acting weird like ths though. What's the harm in getting a closer look?

Or: okay so does anybody but me remember that part from episode 3 where Arthur's struggling not to hunger frenzy and Charlie has Condi leave to ask Grizzly what kind of blood Arthur would go for if he fully frenzied? Because that part never fully left my brain.

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reading the room - M, Arthur/Emizel/Shilo, 2.5k, on AO3 + Tumblr

There has to be any other explanation for this. For the clothes in the floor, for the twins in his bed. He can't remember it, but surely, Arthur can find it.

He's traced older mysteries before with his skill in psychic powers. The Spirit's Touch, they call it. The ability to read impressions left on objects by the people who've held them before. He can figure out what happened last night, even with the lapse in his memory.

He just might not like the answer.

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Aischreidoscope - T, Arthur & Emizel & Shilo, 3.6k, on AO3 + Tumblr

Aischreidoscope (noun): derived from kaleidoscope. Where kaleidoscope is formed from the Greek roots kalos (beauty), eidos (things which are seen), and skopeo (to see), hence naming an instrument for observing beautiful things, aischreidoscope replaces kalos with aischros (shame, disgrace).

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Velvet and Rose Petals - M, Emizel/Shilo, 4k, on AO3 + Tumblr

Shilo Bathroy has never had sex before.

There are many things he's never done before! Being locked in a room for the first 19 years of your life doesn't lead to a wide range of life experiences, believe it or not. But it seems like this one thing he's missed is very important. At least, people seem to act like it is.

The idea of taking his clothes off to do a lot of touching doesn't sound all that appealing, though, and especially not with a stranger. He'll have to find somebody he's very close to if he wants to figure out what all this fuss is about.

And there's nobody he's closer to than his brother!

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An Eye For An Eye / Absolute Power (All's Fair!) - E, Emizel/Shilo, 6.9k, on AO3 + Tumblr

After the events of one fateful night, Shilo finds his relationship with Emizel strained, and his feelings about the matter confused and jumbled. He knows he wants his brother back, though.

He also knows he wants revenge. Maybe, just this once, he will stop acting like a prince, and be a monster instead.

Sequel to the anonymous fic "Eye Eye, Captain" :]

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Chill-Seeking Behaviors and Thrills Down Your Spine (Chase That High, Adrenaline Junkie!) - E, Arthur/Emizel, 3.4k, on AO3 + Tumblr

Emizel's been in a gang since she was 15. She's been a gang leader since she turned 18. She knows perfectly well how dangerous her life is, but if there's anything she wants, it's danger and power.

The man who seems to have stepped out of the shadows can offer her both of those things. But she prefers knowing what she's up against, and he's not telling what his plan is.

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Or, a fic about how objectively creepy Arthur would've been from Emizel's perspective in episode 3. They also fuck about it, but that's maybe the most healthy part of the fic.

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Desperate Measures - M, Arthur/OC, 1.2k, on AO3 + Tumblr

Traveling is difficult as a vampire. Outside of cities, people are spread more thinly, with houses more likely to be defended.

It's not smart to take the risk of breaking in and causing a scene to feed. Not with his luck. It's times like these, the desperate ones, that Arthur has to fall back on another strategy. One more classic to the vampire fiction so popular with unknowing mortals.

One that turns even his face into just another tool for deception and hunting.

He hates this curse.

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Pillow Talking - M, Emizel/Shilo, 2.3k, on AO3 + Tumblr

Emizel has a lot of thoughts all the time. Now more than ever, since apparently, ADHD meds don't work on vampires.

Right now, he's wondering what makes fucking his brother so bad compared to killing people, why Shilo still cares about what their mom would think, and what that strange feeling he gets in his chest when he's near Shilo is.

[byjove]

‘Nuclear Family Month’ is so funny as a concept. I have never seen a nuclear family worth celebrating.

[byjove]

The problem with the concept of the ‘nuclear family’ and further, the glorification of it by the American right and their feeble attempt at launching Nuclear Family Month, is that it is a concept built on the Christian patriarchal family structure. A man should be the leader of the house, parents should have ownership over their children, children having more than two parental figures or aunts, uncles and grandparents living in the home challenges this. It’s not that a straight couple and their children can’t form a healthy family structure, it is that the glorification of the ‘nuclear family’ as the gold standard of family situations pushes individualism, stigmatizes divorce and multigenerational households and continues to push the 1950s-esque ‘Children need a mommy and a daddy, no matter how fucking evil the mommy or daddy is.’ bullshit. There are so many children that did not grow up in ‘broken’ homes and suffered for it. Stop staying together for the kids. The support and involvement of the extended family in childrearing isn’t inherently trashy or lazy. Families come in so many different shapes and sizes and prioritizing and romanticizing the nuclear family continues to harm everyone.

[chinesewednesday]

[luidilovins]

my couchsona

[lostgoosebe]

[lilyblisslys]

me with the. When she. When her. When the she her me

[mollyjames]

[tboy-trash]

once you realize how much everyone fucking loves age- and incest-play you'll go even more insane when they tell you to join their campaign to run transgender woman #487324 off the internet (where she gets her income) for her incest kink or whatever

[tboy-trash]

it really is Our Righteous "pouting and throwing a cute tantrum at my partner to get what i want", "daddy/mommy", "old man yaoi", and a long etc v. their villainous "calling her partner 'little sis'" to encourage sexual abuse of children or smth

[tboy-trash]

straight people especially LOVE ageplay have you ever seen them interact. it is like their main thing.

[tboy-trash]

and not like it is important but since i sometimes see that thrown around: they love doing it in public too, and i don't mean in an obscure tumblr blog (theyre straight) but at. the store in front of 20 people. again, it is one of their main things.

[tboy-trash]

i'm not saying anything that hasn't been said before but i'm just thinking about how common and rendered-invisible by normalization it is to see a straight couple where the woman playfully acts like a little girl sometimes for whatever reason and it's. fine. and i of course don't mean they should leave it in the bedroom or whatever i'm not christian, i'm saying it's so overt but of course it's fine when non-transmisogynized people do it. they have never harmed children in any way obviously.

[dalekdork]

…people like that shit?

[tboy-trash]

people trying to be cute in the notes of this post (not just in this rb, either) is actually extremely annoying. oh you're a poor wittle baby who couldn't possibly know that "teen" and "(M/D)ILF" porn are some of the most popular things straight people wank to? is it your first time using the internet and/or going outside? like come on, i know i'm being harsh here, but this way of distancing yourself from it (and using a memeified image to show how you find it strange and icky) is just another way of signaling "i'm one of the good ones who would NEVER like such perverted things" which is literally just one step removed from the harassment i'm talking about. for the love of god, grow up.

[pulchrasilva]

So strange to me that there are people who genuinely believe regional dialects/pidgins/other non-standard variations of English are somehow inferior bc like. If I'm struggling to understand what someone's saying, especially if I'm hearing English words in there, that's a sign of my own linguistic inadequacy not theirs

[pulchrasilva]

I guess beyond the obvious systemic discrimination reasons its also psychologically easier to blame your difficulty understanding someone on their language abilities rather than your own. But still

[pulchrasilva]

It's like most modern readers struggle to fully understand eg shakespeare bc it's such a different dialect but nobody's arguing shakespeare has poor command of the english language, quite the opposite. Sometimes I feel like I need one of those side by side books which give you the original text and a translation into a more familiar version of English, and that's so beautiful!! I'm learning!!

[translatingpostsinfrench]

pourquoi du pain est masculin mais la baguette est féminine....... la baguette est transgenre ?

je vais laisser la communauté parler:

la baguette, icône trans?

oui

non

Voting ended onOct 12, 2025

[translatingpostsinfrench]

eh bah

[translatingpostsinfrench]

10k notes pour un post francophone sur tumblr macron où est mon poste de ministre de la culture

[feydrautha]

Star Wars fandom is really amazing, you have people arguing that the space fascists who - amongst many other things - destroy ecosystems, commit genocides, and enslave people, be it through colonisation or the prison system, for profit would never stoop so low as to use sexual violence as a tool because "that has no place in Star Wars :/"

none of you are serious people

[feydrautha]

tags from @antlered-vixen hit the nail on its head

it's kinda like when people in fandom - many of which white and/or American - will make jokes about their villainous faves being war criminals, murderers, sadists, etc. or react with amusement at people getting mad that a villain who, if real, would have an international warrant, has fans... but then blow up completely when any sort of the Most Unforgivable Crime (since, y'know, rape is a special kind of evil and worse than murder and torture, which carries some insanely bad implications that rape victims are off worse than if they had gotten killed, but that's another discussion) is more than just hinted at because it hits home too close and is inherently misogynistic

in neither case, real people get harmed because Bix Caleen and the Ghormans don't exist, but the (attempted) crime against the former is extremely visceral to people while the (planned and eventually executed) crime against the latter is so removed from people's reality and maybe something to be read about or seen on the news that they feel more than comfortable making jokes about it

[partlydigested]

The fact that you're forced to have a set physical form is so fucked up.

Like yeah this is Your Vessel. You can kinda change it, but not a ton. At least not without spending large amounts of money or having undesirable side effects. And no you can't choose how your Vessel looks, that's based on your parents sorry. Also as you age Your Vessel will change, sometimes in ways you don't want. Can't really do much about that either.

And all interactions have to be through Your Vessel. You can never escape Your Vessel. If you want to have irl friends they'll have to see Your Vessel. And if you don't show someone Your Vessel, they're going to have an image in their head about what Your Vessel looks like, and its almost certainly not what it actually looks like.

Escaping Your Vessel is impossible.

[enderspawn]

[enderspawn]

happy do you like men monday

[jrwiclips]

FROM: Just Roll What If | Otherworldly Summoning

Chip: Are you gonna tur— Do you have magic? You gonna turn me into a square?

NPC: I could turn you into a square.

Chip: (sputters) Stay out of this, Gandalf!

Dakota: I don't know. Do you like men?

[pause]

Chip: What?

[bobdylanyaoi]

plans for the summer

JERK IT

WRITE RPF

DRINK ALCOHOL

BLOG LIKE IVE NEVER BLOGGED BEFORE

job ?

LISTEN TO RECORDS

[bobdylanyaoi]

to the people who said “this except alcohol”: i support you & your sobriety/preference for other substances. i hope all goes well and you have the best summer ever.

to the few people who said “this except rpf”: sorry this isn’t about you. this post is for real rpfers only and if you can’t get behind that then you aren’t invited to the BDY summer plans

[girlsnighteverynight]

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

you'll feel like a total dipshit train wreck and no matter what some girl is gonna see you and think "role model". you can't kill yourself you have to go be clocky in the gas station so a 14 year old can have the trajectory of her life altered forever

[duchessvongooseberg]

as annoying as it is to work fast food, at my previous job one time a kid recognized the theta delta pin on my hat and was so fucking excited because i was the first other therian they had ever encountered offline.

"hey....are you a therian?" "yeah!" "what kind of animal?" "eh, some kinda dog" "😲😀 im like a wolf coyote hybrid" "that's fuckin awesome"

to be weird is to cast lifelines all around you

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

tags from @k1ntsug1-r0b0t-g1rl

what really drives me nuts is that like. this happens an average of x times per year as a visibly weird person, but we only get made aware of it a small fraction of the time. you can't kill yourself you have to be clocky in the gas station.

[analog-delight]

Being clocky when i was working as a barista was one of my big joys. Being clocky when i was teaching high schoolers how to play the marimba was my reason for being for half a decade. It sucks how scared I am to leave the house I live in now. But I still need to try and be clocky at the grocery store. I wish i had a job to be clocky at. Being visibly me is one of the most radical acts I'm capable of, and I hope that one day we live in a world where it isn't radical at all.

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

that's exactly what I was feeling when I wrote this. we all find ways to defy our fear, love is an excellent motivator.

[fajitajane]

I love going out being clocky. I love seeing a young queer as a cashier. Usually I'm wearing a mask so I imagine folks can't quitr tell until I speak. I almost always complimented on my hair by these folks too. I love being able to thank them and give them a compliment in return.

[thethirdstrongestsylvi]

around a month ago i saw an older trans woman who was probably like 60+ with a cis woman who seemed to be her supportive wife who took her clothes shopping as customers in my store and she seemed so happy to see me there and it melted my heart so much. if you are trans your existence is so important for someone even if it doesnt feel like it. i hope shes doing alright

was also having a terrible day a bit over a week ago but a super pretty trans woman came into the store and we talked a bit after a mutual i know what you are look and she brightened my day a lot and probably doesnt even realize it. i really hope i see her again

[therese-deluxe]

I work as a tour guide in a Chocolate Museum (i know, fakest sounding job ever) and i'm always introducing myself before every tour with my Name and Pronouns and point to my pronoun pin and trans pin, and of course i get shitty teens who dont care about anything and just parrot what their parents say about "those faggots", cause im clocky as hell, i cant do Girl Voice for 90 Minutes straight, and alot of my jokes rely on me playing my full voice register

But i also get Kids who come up to me and show me their pins

I get elderly trans people who love to see me thrive

I get people telling me how happy they are to see me living my best life

And i am bright and loud, you see me a mile away, and that is a way to invite danger, being so open with myself.

But also i'm a Lighthouse for the lost, and thats worth it.

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

extra crazy to see people swinging so hard for big corporate copyright lawsuits on tumblr dot com tbh. alright girl whateverrrrr, I hope the lawyers come for your favorite fan artist next if you're so in favor of it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

you're all frothing at the mouth for a queer climate activist getting sued now but oooh just wait until you can't order astarion keychains and baby yoda plushies and whatever the fuck else off etsy anymore

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

I guess in light of all the feedback I've been receiving tonight I'm going to turn over a new leaf and become a good citizen who defends copyright law. first up is snitching out the nice lady at the local farmers market who sells crochet pokemon plushies, I want to see nintendo sue that cunt into the ground

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

in conclusion I've never felt this post more strongly

[molabuddy]

i like when people have fun but i cannot process what could be fun in pairing your favourite ensamble cast into nice neat little completely healthy and dramaless romantic pairs that can never be broken ever. nobodys bitchless?? nobodys getting poly with it??? nobodys getting queerplatonic with it????? nobodys getting toxic with it?????? no fwbs???????? its scary.

[demonprincex]

on principle i'm completely with the tumblr users who wanna mock folks who don't listen to rap/hip-hop/jazz/country/etc but some of the discourse on the subject on here seems to indicate that people think merely consuming media is like an act of social justice or some shit and thinking about it like that is just as fucked. you're not like, doing a favor to Black people by putting on jazz records you know

[sleepyrevolution]