Hopeful thoughts

they / he , mlm - second blog

[mooblycakes]

You ever just lay in bed and think “Wow. I really got lucky, didn’t I?”

[uncanny-tranny]

Not feminine, not masculine, not androgynous, but a secret fourth thing

[mooblycakes]

I got hit with that “can’t sleep” kinda love

[mooblycakes]

Find someone that loves you endlessly. By god, its worth it. It is worth it.

[mooblycakes]

Im gonna be honest all of my posts up until this point were vagueposting about my partner.. not so vague anymore oops

[mooblycakes]

I love my boyfriend oh my god he makes me feel all happy inside and AHHHHHH

[mooblycakes]

Its gotten awfully cold out… its a shame i dont have hot chocolate and snuggles right now

[mooblycakes]

Sometimes i just look at this boy and think “oh. Oh wow. Oh wowowow”

[mooblycakes]

Someone cuddle me, its cold out and i wanna feel that kind of warmth

[mooblycakes]

You make me feel free

[mooblycakes]

Fuck being sad tbh, why dont we curl up and watch a movie together?

[mooblycakes]

Feeling so incredibly cold maybe someone should cuddle me to warm me up or something

[mooblycakes]

The soundtrack that plays in Verdant Moon when you go into Lunar Shrine makes me wanna just curl up into a ball and weep a little tbh :(

[mooblycakes]

I’m not much of a day person unless its a day with you

[eldr1tchh0und]

showering together but not sexually. slowly undressing each other, soft kisses left in places we're most insecure about. helping him out of his binder, having them take deep breaths, letting my fingers carefully brush over his sides. whispered reassurances. reminding them just how beautiful they are. kissing him so softly.

[mooblycakes]

PLEASE GOD PLEASE

[mooblycakes]

I need someone to hold me like im the only light in the world rn :( feeling very needy today

[poemsonmars]

i cannot allow myself to love you

so i will swallow it down instead.

i will smile and watch

the blood drip from my teeth.

i'll watch as it taints your shoes

like i've tainted everything else

in our lives.

i'll say i'm sorry

for the inconvenience

and i will not be

talking about the blood.

i'll say i'm sorry

every time you so much as

breathe in my direction.

i'll say i'm sorry

instead of hello,

instead of i miss you,

instead of i love you,

and i will hate myself because of it.

and i'm sorry for that, too.

-mars